The days slipped by unchanged, and when I received the National Day holiday notice in the teacher's WeChat group, I found that the time had unconsciously reached the end of September.

Summer is gone again.

In the years after Lu Li left, I always looked forward to the summer passing sooner.

Looking forward to the end of a certain semester, Lu Li will suddenly appear downstairs at my house.

Now I finally brought Lu Lipan back, and I also told him all the feelings I have had in the past ten years.

I thought he could understand the feelings of a girl who liked him for ten years, and he could also understand the hard work I had waited for him for seven years.

But he said to me: "I think Pei Xuan is very good, you are a good match for him." ”

you, I don't need you to tell me who I'm more compatible with.

I raised my head and held back the tears of grievance back into my stomach.

On the evening of the 30th, I received a call from Pei Xuan.

"Zhenzhen, do you have any arrangements for tomorrow?" Pei Xuan's tone was full of expectation.

I thought for a moment, "Not yet, I want to have a good rest." ”

I finally had a small long vacation, and I naturally wanted to sleep at home for seven days and seven nights.

Pei Xuan didn't guess my careful thoughts, he said excitedly: "I heard Chen Yao say that you have gone to the amusement park together to ride the Ferris wheel before, and I haven't played it yet, why don't you accompany me to ride once?" ”

In fact, I refused in my heart, there are too many memories of me and Lu Li in the amusement park.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Pei Xuan was a little disappointed, "I only have a holiday tomorrow, if you don't want to go, let's change places." ”

I couldn't bear it, so I agreed to Pei Xuan.

Coupled with the time I looked for Yang Jingjing, this was the fourth time I came to the amusement park, and when I stopped in front of the merry-go-round, Lu Li's sad eyes unconsciously appeared. I quickly shook my head and told myself over and over again in my heart, "Ye Zhenzhen, you are Pei Xuan's girlfriend, you are here to play with him today, you can't think about Lu Li that bastard anymore." ”

"Zhenzhen, let's go, which one do you want to start playing?" Pei Xuan walked over with the pass he had just bought and gently took my hand.

I looked around and pointed to the jumping machine, "That's it." ”

Because it was a holiday, there was a long queue at almost all the game facilities.

Pei Xuan and I were standing at the end of the line, and Pei Xuan suddenly pointed ahead, "Isn't that Annie?" ”

I looked ahead, and Anne was looking around with exaggerated Mickey ears on her head, as if looking for someone.

Her eyes swept over us, first with a wave of surprise, and then with excitement running towards us.

"What a coincidence, Vera," Anne adjusted Mickey's ears, which were a little loose from running too fast, "and Dr. Pei, we're meeting again." ”

I looked at Pei Xuan suspiciously, "You two already know each other?" ”

I remember the last time they met at the school gate, and they didn't talk to each other, let alone introduce each other.

Pei Xuan smiled and touched my head, "Anne is a doctor in the psychology department of our hospital, and I met it when I was in a meeting. ”

"I heard you mention that you might go to work in the first city hospital during the school celebration, congratulations, Annie." I congratulate Anne.

"Thank you, I'm lucky. But you two came out to play in couple outfits today, have you considered my feelings as a single dog? ”

I looked down at the clothes on my body, this was bought by Pei Xuan a while ago, but we didn't wear it once, but yesterday Pei Xuan specially emphasized on the phone that I should wear it today.

I was a little embarrassed, so I changed the subject, "Anne, did you come by yourself today?" ”

"No, I'm with ......" Anne suddenly raised her hand and waved behind us, "Lu Li, I'm here!" ”

Hearing Lu Li's name, I became nervous.

Since that failed confession at his house, I occasionally ran into Lu Li at school, and I also avoided it in a hurry.

But I didn't expect to run into a positive spot here.

Lu Li walked over, glanced at Pei Xuan and me quickly, turned his head and handed the ticket in his hand to Annie, "The ticket you want to jump off the building." ”

"Annie, do you also play with the jumping machine? It just so happens that Zhen Zhen and I are also in line, so let's go together. Pei Xuan said.

"Wow, Lu Li, this guy, I've been in Dragon City for more than half a year, so I'm willing to accompany me to the amusement park, but I don't want to play these anymore, it's so boring, but I'm glad I met you." Lu Li, you go to a cool place and sit and wait for us. Anne waved at Lu Li, then turned her head and asked me again, "Zhen Zhen, have you ever played with a jumping machine, are you afraid?" ”

I shook my head, "I haven't played it, I've heard it's a little scary." ”

Anne blinked, "That's why I envy you so much, having Pei Xuan by your side to protect you." ”

Lu Li, who was standing on the side and didn't move, frowned slightly, and then walked away quickly.

A few minutes later, he came back with a ticket to the jumping machine in his hand.

"Lu Li, didn't you just say that you couldn't jump off the building?" Anne asked.

"I suddenly want to experience it." Lu Li raised his eyebrows and said.

When I let the staff tie it up like a rice dumpling, I suddenly became a little scared. Pei Xuan on the right saw that I was a little nervous and gave me an encouraging smile.

I peeked at Lu Li on my left side with my peripheral vision, and although he was expressionless at the moment, my heart settled down a little when I saw him.

The jumping machine slowly ascended, until it rose to the highest point, stayed for about 5 seconds, and suddenly the alarm sounded, and before I could come to my senses, the jumping machine began to descend at a very fast speed, and the surrounding crowd screamed loudly.

I also shouted hysterically with impunity, which is why I wanted to take the jumping machine.

Here, my sadness and grievances are mixed in everyone's excitement and fear, there will be no abruptness, after venting, wiping tears, I am still the strong Ye Zhenzhen.

After getting off the jumping machine, Anne excitedly discussed with us how she felt just now, "It's so exciting, just now an uncle next to me cried so much that his snot flew up, haha." ”

Pei Xuan held my slightly cold hands and asked me gently, "Zhen Zhen, are you okay?" ”

I shook my head, but my eyes staggered to the railing and leaned against Lu Li, who was resting.

Just now in mid-air, I remembered that Lu Li was afraid of heights.

Anne chattered endlessly, only to realize that something was wrong with Lu Li.

She walked over and asked, "Lu Li, your face is not very good." Why didn't you tell me just now that you were afraid of heights? ”

Lu Li closed his eyes and did not answer. His face was as white as a piece of paper, and he looked strangely distressed.

Anne hesitated for a while, then said to Pei Xuan and me, "Zhenzhen, why don't you go play, I'll send Lu Li home." ”

"Then be careful."

I secretly blamed myself in my heart for not remembering Lu Li's fear of heights earlier, maybe I could stop him from playing with the jumping machine.

After Anne left with Lu Li, we went to play a few more projects, because I was still worried about Lu Li, and I didn't have a good time.

Pei Xuan thought I was tired of playing, so he proposed to go to the bubble tea shop and drink drinks while waiting for the last Ferris wheel tonight.

Pei Xuan carefully unscrewed the cap of the iced tea bottle for me, and kindly reminded me, "Zhenzhen, your stomach is not very good, drink less tea drinks." ”

Over the years, there have been many novelty drinks such as Yakult and Fruit Colour, but I only drink iced tea.

Habits are like tea, once you get addicted, you can't quit again.

And Lu Li is like my tea addiction, even if I try to restrain myself, I still can't help but pour all my eyes into him.

Pei Xuan went out halfway to answer a phone call, I dipped my index finger in a few drops of water on the bottle, and drew circles on the table boringly, and from time to time there was a conversation in my ears with the girl next to me.

"I witnessed a car accident at the entrance of the amusement park many years ago, and when I crossed the street just now, I remembered that bloody scene again."

"What kind of car accident? How come I've never heard you say that? ”

"That boy was unlucky. At that time, there were still three seconds before he jumped the red light, and he rode to the middle of the road in a hurry, when a pickup truck ran the red light again, directly knocking the boy several meters away. He had passed out when the ambulance came, and I heard the doctor say that he had broken all over his body, and that the fingers of his right hand seemed to be broken. I see that he is wearing the uniform of Yangfan Middle School, and he is still a student, which is so pitiful. ”

"Oh my God, how distressed his family must have been when he was injured like this. When did it happen, how come I haven't heard of it? ”

"I think about it, it was 7 years ago, the day after the college entrance examination in '09, and I especially remember that day I went with my cousin who had just finished the exam."

I paused with my fingers drawing circles on the table, and a bad premonition suddenly rose in my heart, which made me feel creepy.

I stood up tremblingly and tried to ask the girls I had just discussed, only to turn around to find that they had walked out of the doorway, blending into the crowd and never being found again.

I slumped back into my seat, something slowly floating in my head.

The day after the college entrance examination in 09, wasn't it the day I asked Lu Li to go to the amusement park to confess? .

The accident was caused by a boy who was riding a bicycle and wearing a school uniform at Yangfan Middle School.

Lu Li said that he had come to the appointment that day.

Lu Li scooped vegetables with a spoon in his left hand, wrote medical records with his left hand, and beat eggs with his left hand.

Lu Li suddenly gave up playing the piano, was it because his hand was injured?

I mentally dismissed this speculation over and over again, but I couldn't help but think about it.

Perhaps, this answer should be asked to Lu Li himself.

I stood up with my desk propped up and went outside.

Pei Xuan walked in after making the call, saw that I was flustered, grabbed my arm and asked worriedly, "Zhen Zhen, what's wrong with you?" Where is it uncomfortable? ”

"Pei Xuan, I'm sorry, I have something to do today, and I can't accompany you to sit on the skyscraper."

"But Zhenzhen, today is my birthday, and I want you to stay with me."

Pei Xuan's tone was almost pleading, I couldn't bear to turn my head, opened Pei Xuan's hand, and after saying sorry, I ran away without looking back.

Because the amusement park was too crowded, Pei Xuan trotted after me for a few steps and lost me.

I ignored the frantically vibrating phone in my pocket and ran resolutely in the direction of landing away from home.

However, the security control in the high-end community where Lu Li's family lives is too strict, and Lu Li's phone can't get through, no matter how I say it, the security guard refuses to let me in.

I came home dejected, lay on the bed and turned on my phone, but there were more than two dozen missed calls.

Several of them are Gu Zijin's.

I dialed Gu Zijin's phone, and as soon as I connected, Gu Zijin scolded with a slap in his face: "Ye Zhenzhen, you stinky girl, you and Pei Xuan went out to play, why did you suddenly run away and disappear without saying a word." Pei Xuan is almost crazy looking for you, why did you go? You can't rely on Pei Xuan to like you and be so willful. Hey, Vera, what's wrong with you? Are you crying? ”

I closed my eyes and let the tears gush out, "Zijin, what should I do?" Lu Li seems to have had an accident. ”

(The truth of Lu Li's farewell is about to come out, and the next chapter will explain it clearly, it may still be a bit abusive, but I promise it's really not far from sweet pets!) ）