Chapter Ninety-Five: Gong Ling's Self-Statement!
My name is Seven, born in 1993, I am 23 years old, I am tall and blood-type, and I am a little reserved and not good at talking, I think it may have something to do with my living environment.
My life experience is a bit complicated, because since the day I became sensible, my mother did not allow me to call her mother, and I have never met my father, the reason is because my mother is the third party of my father's marriage, and my mother is a well-known person, in order to marry into a wealthy family, she carried my father pregnant at the peak of her career, I thought that secretly giving birth to me would replace the position of the main palace with my mother, but after all, it was just a dream of Nan Ke, and she lost her career at the same time.
The phrase 'the ideal is beautiful, the reality is cruel' is best confirmed in my mother, and most people can't accept the truth, my mother is one of these people, so she needs an outlet, and this outlet is me, a baby who only knows 'wow' crying, but the abuse is not enough to vent the anger in her heart, she also needs to use external substances to release, that is, gambling and alcoholism.
As I grew up, I gradually began to have a sense of self and memory, and if I could, I would rather not have it, because ...... Because my mother scolded and beat me every time I lost money or got drunk, I didn't understand what I was doing wrong. I wanted to ask, but I didn't dare, the smile on the face of other children did not exist on my face, and the days went on like this day by day, until I was five years old, my mother died of depression, and I also met my father for the first time at my mother's funeral, a big man after a wealthy family.
My father's first impression was very tall and majestic, and I was even a little afraid of him, I didn't know how to accept this man who suddenly appeared in my life, and I had to accept him as my father, after all, I had lived five years without knowing what my father was, but it turned out that he thought too much.
The reason why I say this is because although my father took me home in the obligation of a father, he never fulfilled the responsibility of being a father for a day, and for him I was the failure of his life, so I belonged to an illegitimate child who did not see the light, not to mention that my father had children of his own.
I grew up under the strange eyes of everyone, I didn't feel the warmth of home at home, I was full of strange eyes at school, just because I was an orphan, an alien, a child without parents, which created my introverted quirky character, I lived in a daze for thirteen years, until I met her at the age of eighteen - she, my goddess, was, and still is!
I will never forget the picture of her standing there in a white dress and smiling at me under the willow tree by the lotus pond in summer, and since then this picture has forever been fixed in my mind, because she was wearing a white dress, so I called her Bai for the time being, and the reason why I said Bai was because she was a turning point in my life.
Because I am not good at talking and have a quirky personality, I have been called a 'freak' in the eyes of everyone since I was a child, and I was despised and bullied and blackmailed. The students on duty in the class were in groups of three, and it was my group's turn to be on duty that day, and after school in the afternoon, they left me all the things they had to do as usual and went home early, which I was used to.
I cleaned up late that day, until it was dark, and when I was about to go home, I was stopped by a group of bad students who often bullied me, and they asked me for money, but I just didn't have any money that day, but they didn't believe it, so they grabbed my schoolbag and began to rummage around, and after I didn't find the money, they beat me up, and at that moment I thought, it's good if I die like this, but God doesn't seem to accept it, because Bai appeared!
This is the second time I have seen Shiro, it turns out that Bai is the vice president of the school's student council, and under Bai's threatening warning, several of them fled in fear.
After they left, Bai anxiously asked me about my condition, and in the face of Bai's anxious questions and concerned eyes, I didn't know how to respond, or maybe it was my inferiority complex in my heart, I pushed Bai away and rushed out of the classroom, my legs ran uncontrollably, until I had already rushed out of school when I came to my senses.
I didn't sleep all night this night, as soon as I closed my eyes, I was all white, she was beautiful, excellent, she was the pride of the sky, she was a goddess, and I was just a freak in the eyes of everyone, we were one in heaven and one on earth, far apart, but ...... It is precisely because of the appearance of white that there is a glimmer of light in my troubled life.
That night I made a sketch of her, the first time I saw her, she was standing by the lotus pond under the willow tree in a white dress and long black hair, I carried this sketch with me, every time I fell into despair, as long as I saw her, I felt that life was full of hope, but what I didn't expect was that God even shattered my last dream.
One day a few weeks later, I was blocked by those bad students again, it turned out that they had been holding a grudge because of the last thing, and when they were entangled, Bai's sketches were accidentally discovered by them, and they also knew that I had a crush on Bai, in their opinion, my idea was purely a toad wanting to eat swan meat, they mocked and teased me, not to mention that they tore Bai's portrait to pieces, I tried desperately to stop it, but to no avail, after they left, I looked at the fragments, and suddenly found that they tore up not Bai's portrait, It's the source of my strength, my heart, and I'm mad.
Before, I ran because of ecstasy, this moment I ran because of despair, the silent rain fell quietly, as if it was also crying for me, I rushed to the viaduct in one breath, looking at the churning river under the bridge, I finally chose to commit suicide......
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After ending Seven's first telephone interview, Lin Wanbai was shocked by the story he told, she never expected that this world-famous superstar would have such a childhood past, she suddenly found herself very excessive, because letting him tell these was undoubtedly tearing open his already scabbed wound to show her again, which made Lin Wanbai feel self-reproachful, and at the same time she told herself that she must write this report wonderfully, which made her feel very pressured invisibly, so that she didn't know how to write for a while, Because she found that no matter what kind of writing method she used, she couldn't fully express his emotions, so Lin Wanbai chose to use the first person after hesitating again and again, and restored the article to Seven's self-description as much as possible, so that it was more immersive, and she turned out to be right.
As soon as this article came out, it immediately caused a big explosion on the Internet like a bomb.
Some people say that Seven plays the bitter card and runs a team for the MY-VOICE champion; Some people also said that he made his first appearance on OICE, but because he was ugly, he was afraid that fans would not buy it, so he used his life experience to do things in advance; Some people even say that this story is pure fiction as soon as you hear it, which is completely a routine.
After all, Seven's songs in recent years have swept the major music charts, and even Europe and the United States are sometimes slaughtered, so Seven has a large group of die-hard fans, and they will unconditionally support all the information about Seven, no, as soon as the news came out, the topic of 'girl in white dress' appeared on the Internet, and fans have been on board white dresses to support Seven.
These were all expected by Seven and Lin Wanbai earlier, but what they never expected was that this report once again pushed Lin Wanbai to the forefront!!
The reason why I say this is because in their opinion, the 'white' in this article is Lin Wanbai, if Lin Wanbai was the exclusive of Seven by the unspoken rules before, then now this reason has changed, and she is Seven's girlfriend, so it is not so much that this is Seven's exclusive writing, but that this is Seven taking this opportunity to show his affection and sprinkle dog food for everyone, but the attitude everyone holds towards this dog food is - not accept! And everyone thinks that Lin Wanbai is not qualified to be Seven's girlfriend.
Lin Wanbai, who was shot for no reason, felt that she was more wronged than Dou E, but when something happened, she had to solve it, and finally after communicating with Seven, she issued a statement that had nothing to do with Seven, so that everyone should not speculate too much, although there are still many people who don't buy it, but the matter has come to this point, and it can only be done first.
Because the interview can't be completed at one time, then the seal can't be published at one time, so the Kawen of this report happened to be where Seven jumped into the river and committed suicide, and everyone complained that the writer was deliberately stuck in suspense, which made Lin Wanbai lie down again, because she also wanted to know what happened next, but Seven ended the interview hastily after saying that.
But one thing I have to say is - Miss Lin is on fire!!
Even in just a few hours, she received calls from countless entertainment companies, and they threatened to package her debut and change her career to become an Internet celebrity, which made Lin Wanbai's heart gallop by like ten thousand wild horses galloping by but not coming out.
Since the article was published, Lin Wanbai has been staying in front of the computer every step of the way, in order to observe the feedback and reaction of netizens at any time, so that the topic can be controlled before it expands.
And while Lin Wanbai was busy, Peter was also busy, after all, Seven is now on the MY-VOICE program, so in order to cooperate with the operation of the entire column group, he can't make some remarks that have not been reviewed by the program team, so Peter is in Director Liu's office at this time with various explanations.
After this toss, it was already afternoon.
Gong Ling's family, since Gong Ling and Lin Wanbai finished talking on the phone, curled up on the bed, staring at the ceiling with dull eyes, and his image was reflected in the mirror not far away-
A dog!
Gong Ling knew that he would not be able to stand on that stage tonight, because even if he returned to the human form, he would have the form of a dog, and once he was discovered, he would be finished.
But the reason why he didn't tell Peter about the seriousness of this matter was mainly because of his unwillingness.
Not reconciled?
Yes, unwillingly.
After all, he made a lot of determination to take this step, and now he is so close to this stage, and he is about to retire?
No!
No.
He originally wanted to make the most of the remaining three months to live for himself, he would take every game seriously, treat every game as the last, and then be ready to leave, but now God won't even give him this opportunity.
"I'm not reconciled, I'm not reconciled."
Gong Ling's muttering voice said, got up and rushed to the mirror, in the mirror his image is a dog, an angry dog, his eyes are angry, and his fangs are bared.
He said, "I'm not going to just accept my fate!" ”
After speaking, he meditated cross-legged and recited the mantra of purifying his heart.
"There is no sassy in the south, and there are three Putuo in the south. Murmuring. Nephew him. Hmmm. Twist the subject. Zhun Ti Sa Po Ha ......"
The dimly lit room was dull, except for the sound of the rain outside the window, and then the sound of Gong Ling's chanting, which made the already dull and oppressive atmosphere even more weird.
When I heard a 'boom' sound of muffled thunder falling from the sky, Gong Ling changed from a dog to a human.
It's just that his body also has the attributes of a dog just now, he looked at his body covered with a layer of yellow hair in the mirror, the erected inverted V ears and the long tail behind him, his face was solemn, after a little staring, he got up and went straight to the wardrobe, opened the cabinet door and rummaged inside, he impatiently took one after another in front of the fitting mirror, and finally he chose a long trench coat with a straight calf, the trench coat will reflect his figure slender and straight, but this is not the point, The point was that the long trench coat had covered his long tail, but that wasn't enough, because his hands were still bare, and looking at the yellow hair growing on his hands, he found gloves again, and when he finally put on the dog head mask, it was all done!!
Gong Ling looked at himself wrapped tightly in the mirror, the corners of his mouth were raised, a satisfied smile was raised, and then he shouted 'YES' three times!!
But after the excitement, the bright and lustrous eyes suddenly dimmed, and he took a few steps back and sat on the bed with a 'plop', and said in a trance voice......
"The reason why I participated in MY-VOICE is so that I don't live like a street rat like before, but why do I wrap myself in more and more ugly now? No, no, no, it's not what I want, it's not what I want, ahh——!!hh ”