Chapter 75: Memories of Death
"Dr. Lee is awake!" As soon as the door opened, Xiao Hang yelled at me excitedly, my heart beat hard, the muscles on my face were a little numb, Li Qingyou woke up!
I looked into the house, the thing on the ground already didn't know where to run, said hello to the beautiful teacher, we ran out in a hurry, Xiaohang and I did not choose to take the elevator, but took the safe passage, ran to the front of the building in one breath, I looked up, the beautiful teacher's home is quite high, but I can see the ghost with a pus-filled face standing in front of the window staring at me, eyes blinking, and with a weird smile.
I shook my head, and when I looked again, there was nothing there, and it was so high, I couldn't see it clearly, I patted my forehead, my head hurt a little, and I met more ghosts, so I felt that there were ghosts everywhere around me.
"Brother Ye, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Hang stretched out his hand and shook it in front of me, "Your face is very bad." ”
I shook my head, "It's okay, let's go find Li Qingyou." "On the one hand, I really want to go to Li Qingyou and ask him what he sees in my head, on the other hand, I really don't want to stay in the beautiful teacher's house, there are two ghosts there, I never thought that the beautiful teacher would live with the two ghosts day and night.
Xiao Hang drove very fast, in the car, he told me that he received a call from Dr. Zhou when he went home last night, saying that Li Qingyou woke up, but my mobile phone was smashed, and he didn't know the phone number of the beautiful teacher, and at night, he didn't dare to go out, so he drove to me early in the morning, I nodded, blaming myself for being too impulsive, what did I do if I smashed my phone, otherwise I might have known what happened in the past three years last night.
Xiao Hang said that although Li Qingyou had woken up, he still seemed to be a little weak, so he was still recuperating in the hospital and was not discharged. After the car drove to the hospital, we got out of the car and rushed into Li Qingyou's ward, and before I could enter the ward, I screamed loudly.
But when I entered the ward, I immediately closed my mouth, and a large number of doctors and nurses were staring at me, and there was a person who looked like a doctor, frowning, and shouted at me: "What a noise!" Didn't know this was a hospital! I don't know if it will make the patient rest! ”
I nodded embarrassedly, saying I'm sorry, but I despise this doctor in my heart, obviously your voice is louder than mine, okay, obviously you are noisy with other patients, okay? But I didn't break out, because I found that they were all around Li Qingyou, and they were examining him, and Xiao Hang and I sat on the side, waiting quietly, and Dr. Zhou, Li Qingyou's bedside, came over and sat next to us.
"This is a routine inspection at the hospital, and it will take a while." Dr. Chow said to us with a smile.
I hummed, "Dr. Zhou, thank you for informing us in time." ”
Doctor Zhou waved his hand, "It's nothing, Lin Ye, I hope you can recover your memory soon." However, you need to be prepared. ”
"What do you mean?" I nervous for a moment, "Dr. Lee, he?" ……”
"Oh, it's fine." Dr. Li looked nervous and immediately smiled, "I mean my cousin is not in good spirits, and after waking up, he doesn't seem to be in a very good mood and doesn't talk much." ”
I turned my head to look at Li Qingyou sitting on the bed, he was expressionless, mechanically answering the questions of the group of doctors, I frowned, I felt that Li Qingyou was very strange, and a sense of unease rose in my heart.
Finally, after a little more waiting, the group of doctors went out, and the doctor who had spoken loudly before he went out glared at me fiercely, and I didn't have the heart to talk to him, so I immediately walked to the edge of the bed and sat down. Li Qingyou's eyes were hollow, staring blankly ahead, and he didn't know what he was looking at.
"Dr. Lee?" I called softly, and Li Qingyou didn't answer me, but looked ahead intently.
I stretched out my hand and shook it in front of Li Qingyou, "Doctor Li? ”
Finally, Li Qingyou had a little reaction, slowly turned his head, looked at me, his eyes were dull, and he stared at me for a long time before he slowly spit out two words, "Lin Ye?" ”
I nodded desperately, "I'm Lin Ye, Doctor Li, are you okay?" ”
Li Qingyou grinned and rolled out of bed, he beckoned to me and motioned for me to help him up, I quickly helped Li Qingyou up, his body seemed to be very weak, his lips were white, and there was no blood on his face.
"Ahem...... Help me to go outside. Li Qingyou said to me.
I nodded, and slowly helped Li Qingyou out of the ward, Dr. Zhou was a little worried, Li Qingyou waved at him and asked him not to follow, and I also made a color to Xiao Hang to reassure him.
Li Qingyou walked very slowly, my heart was very anxious, I couldn't wait to know what Li Qingyou saw in my head, but I couldn't urge him, especially since he was in such a bad health now, so I followed Li Qingyou's instructions, slowly helped him all the way, and walked to the small garden behind the hospital before stopping.
We found a corner where no one was there and sat down on a bench.
"Dr. Lee." I called Li Qingyou softly, and after Li Qingyou sat down, he kept looking up at the sky, and he didn't mean to speak at all, I couldn't bear it anymore.
"Lin Ye." Finally, Li Qingyou spoke, "Do you believe that there are ghosts in this world?" ”
"Huh?" If you had asked me this question before going through these things, I would have answered that I didn't believe it, but after going through so much and having encountered so many ghosts, can I still say that I don't believe it?
Without waiting for me to answer, Li Qingyou continued: "I don't believe it now. ”
"Huh? Yes? I was so shocked that my jaw almost fell to the ground, "Don't believe it? ”
Li Qingyou turned his head, stared at me, and nodded very seriously, I have been completely messed up by Li Qingyou, isn't he a person who specializes in this area, and he has also seen Xuchang with his own eyes, why did he tell me at this time that he didn't believe that there were ghosts in this world?
"Lin Ye." Li Qingyou spoke very slowly, and he was weak, "I found that I was wrong, ridiculously wrong, everyone was wrong, and no one was right." ”
Li Qingyou said this frantically, and began to laugh, I was confused, he couldn't be crazy, right?
"Dr. Li, what the hell is wrong with you, can you tell me what exactly you see in my consciousness?" I'm in a hurry, if Li Qingyou is crazy, then I'm afraid my memory will become a mystery.
Li Qingyou stopped laughing and coughed twice, "Lin Ye, don't worry, if you should know, you will naturally know, but, are you sure you want to know?" "Hearing Li Qingyou say this, I was happy in my heart, Li Qingyou was not crazy, and, listening to his tone, he did see my memories of the past three years.
"I want to know, Dr. Lee, tell me!" I nodded happily.
Li Qingyou sighed, stood up on the bench, paced a few steps in front of me, and finally sat back, "Lin Ye, this, I can't tell you ......"
"What!" I waited anxiously for so long, and when I heard Li Qingyou say such a sentence to me, I couldn't control my temper anymore, "You have been brewing for so long, and you finally told me this?" ”
Li Qingyou didn't care about my temper, and shook his head with a wry smile, "Do you know, what is the most important thing about a person?" ”
Li Qingyou didn't answer my question directly, but suddenly asked a question that made me scratch my head, I clenched my fists, and I was angry, but it was not good to have a seizure, after all, Li Qingyou was in a coma for so long because of me.
"It's life." Seeing that I didn't answer, Li Qingyou said with a smile, "I know you're very angry now, angry that I know a lot of things, why don't you tell you everything, isn't it?" ”
I took a deep breath and nodded honestly, "Doctor Li, you may not know how much trouble I have encountered since I lost my memory, during the time you were in a coma, I was dying several times, but I still don't know why so many people want to kill me, you don't understand at all, how aggrieved this feeling is!" ”
"Haha......" Li Qingyou smiled and scratched his head, "I don't want to get involved in this matter anymore, because I want to survive, your memory is no longer something I can control, I will lock up what I know, if you want to know, you can only rely on yourself." ”
I slammed my fist on the bench, "Why, the hell!" Do you tell me that my memory will die! Why won't you tell me! ”
"Yes, will die." Li Qingyou stared at me and spit out these words, I looked into his eyes and was stunned, he was very serious, not like a joke at all.
"Lin Ye, I just told you, in this world, only your own life is the most important, even if you say I'm timid, you say I'm cowardly, anything is good, I can't tell you, what I see in your head, I'm sorry, I'm very selfish, because I just want to live well, what research, what ghosts, I don't want to touch anymore, it's meaningless. You will find that what you have spent decades or even a lifetime studying turns out to be just an ordinary phenomenon in the vast universe, there is no law in the world at all, this thing is like this, and that thing is like that, hahahaha......"
Li Qingyou raised his head and laughed again, I savored what Li Qingyou said, and faintly felt that a certain nerve in my head was touched, but when I thought about it again, I couldn't grasp the fleeting feeling.
"Lin Ye, I also advise you not to think about recovering the memories of those three years anymore." Li Qingyou looked at me and said faintly: "Because, it is a memory of death......"
……