Today, as soon as I opened my eyes, I saw a golden light, which shook my eyes straight to Venus, and at last, I tried to calm down, and when I looked closely, this surprise was not trivial.

It's not the Buddha grandfather in front of you, but it's the one! Good and good, how can the Buddha's grandfather be able to see it casually, it can be seen that my host is indeed not small.

"Xufeng has seen my Buddha." Xufeng? It turned out that his real name was Xufeng.

The Buddha sat cross-legged on the lotus seat, lowered his eyes and looked at him lightly, as if he could penetrate everything at a glance, and said, "You don't have to ask for it. What can be done can be achieved without asking, and what cannot be done is empty if you ask for everything. The difference is a millimeter, and the miss is a moment. ”

It seemed that I felt that my host was staying, and my breath froze for a moment, and I heard him whisper: "Xufeng also knows this." The karma I created for myself will eventually reap its own consequences. ......But after a long pause, he continued, "I just want to see her again, and it's good to have a look...... Even if you don't have a look, you can listen to her say another word......"

Although he is ugly, his voice has always been good, but today he somehow even has such a hoarse and intermittent voice, like a sad child, and his voice is choked, which I think is very bad.

After a long time, he said: "Her soul has not been dissipated, I can feel her presence, but I don't know where she is, I don't ask for him today, but ask me for the Buddha's guidance." ”

Grandpa Buddha sighed and said, "It's close in front of you, what you see, what you see." Whatever you see is what you see, and what you see is what you see. ”

I don't know how clever I am, and I don't know if this host might understand.

"Buddha Xie pointed out......" Listening to his tone, he obviously didn't come to his senses either, and held his breath for a long time, as if he was brewing something crucial, and finally spoke, "I don't know if there is still a glimmer of life?" ”

The Buddha replied: "One thought of foolishness is like nothing, and one thought of wisdom is like life." ”

Grandpa Buddha is indeed kind and will answer all questions, but I think that this Zen machine is really not something that everyone can understand, which is why the Buddha is a Buddha, and I can only be a small soul.

I thought and thought and thought, and so, I fell asleep.

When I woke up again, I saw that I had returned to the original place, but there was a boy in a green shirt who I had never seen standing in front of him, with fluttering robes and ribbons, and I couldn't figure out the appearance of a fairy.

"I used to think that we were equal opponents, holding on to our dignity and position. Mutual consumption, stalemate, there will always be one side to win. But now, I have an epiphany, it turns out that there is never a winner or loser in some things, and there is no right or wrong. Yes, just missed...... I miscalculated the beginning, you miscalculated the ending...... Weak to return to the sky, regret not ...... at the beginning" When he spoke, his voice was very soft and warm, but Meiyu had unsolvable sorrow and remorse, like a sad spring breeze, missing the flowering period.

"Missed?" I heard my host speak slowly, "No, you're not miscalculated, and I, I never calculated. Haven't you understood today that the word 'counting' is a taboo for 'love'? I never missed, I don't believe in missing out. I only believe in fault. ”

The boy in the green shirt seemed to be poked in the critical place, and there was no reply.

Finally, he said: "Suihe has been pressed into the prison by me. ”

Hearing this, my host just hummed softly, indicating that he knew, as if his mind was not here, and I followed his eyes and saw a corner of rice paper exposed from the cuffs of the young man in the green shirt.

Before leaving, the boy in the green shirt took out a stack of papers from his sleeve pocket and handed it to my host, "I think, there are some things she wants to give you, although I have thousands of unwillingness, even if I try my best to take it for myself, but it is not mine, and it is not ...... after all."

Reaching out to take the yellowed pile of paper, my host looked at the departing green shirt and spat out four words, "Never fight again." ”

The boy in the green shirt looked back and said, "Never fight again!" Then he drifted away.

Four-character enmity.

It's just that I don't think this stack of waste paper looks a little familiar. Watching them being flipped over one by one, it struck me all the more familiar.

Every piece of paper is full of pictures, but the painting skills of the painter are really a little clumsy, not to mention anything else, just say the one in front of me, I looked at it for a long time before I saw that this painting is a bird, but it is not easy to say what kind of bird this is...... It's like a deformed crow with a long tail dyed, and like a phoenix that has lost its fur and has been put on the wrong head, it's hard to say, it's really hard to say.

I was sighing at this earth-shattering painting skills, but I didn't expect to see a piece of paper, on which a person's silhouette was drawn, a few strokes, a stunning and brilliant young man jumped on the paper, phoenix eyes and thin lips, the Tao is ruthless but seems to be affectionate, provoking reverie, so that people want to step into the painting to see its true face.

A pile of papers was flipped through by him one by one, and I found that most of the paintings were of this proud boy, sitting or standing, or angry or angry, although they were only silhouettes or backs, but they were all extremely vivid, with a smile as if this person was close in front of him.

I can't help but be surprised, this painter of flowers, birds, insects and fish are all painted miserably, how can this man alone paint like a divine brush, aura and charm between the brushes?

"Jinmi ......"

Well? Why did he look at the painting and call it again?

But seeing that his slender fingers pinched the corner of the paper, and tightened it little by little, the strength was so great that even the knuckles were white, as if he was about to grasp something out of reach, and as if he was enduring some pain, which could not be explained.

"Why are you so stupid...... It's stupid...... I thought I was already stupid...... I didn't expect you to be even more stupid than me! ”

"Why are you so stupid? I've taught you for a hundred years, and you haven't learned anything, how can you learn this stupidity alone? …… Mediocre person! ”

"It's okay for me to be stupid alone, how can you be stupid? How can it! You know...... I can't bear to ......"

I was dizzy to hear his foolish remarks, but his contempt for fools made me inexplicably indignant, what's wrong with fools? Being a fool is something to be proud of!

"The rabbit, the first time I saw it, I saw it at a glance, but I just didn't know it. Because I know that goodbye is killing, but I can't do it, even if you lie to me and kill me, even if I remind myself every moment that I want to hate you and kill you with my own hands, but as long as I face you, no matter how good the garrison and planning are, it will collapse in an instant, and it is not worth mentioning. Not only do I not know how to do it, but I often secretly want to see you, and I despise myself as if I were poisoned......"

"I wasn't drunk that night...... But I only think that I am drunk, holding you, hugging you tightly, having you makes me really drunk, secretly satisfied, wishing that the sky is wasted and old, as if no matter what grievances are just a passing eye, such thoughts shocked me, and made me hate myself, and hate myself for being so soft-hearted that I can even give up my life and dignity for you. ”

"I deliberately called Suihe's name, just to remind myself not to be confused by you. However, when I touched your lonely breath for a moment, and saw your messy footsteps leaving, my heart hurt so much, I clenched it, and even my breath hurt, and I can't wait to catch up with you and tell you that it is not what you think. ”

"That day you came to the netherworld alone, and you said to me that you love me. My heart stopped for a moment, although even my hair knew that it was a lie, but I believed it, and I generally couldn't help myself to drink to quench my thirst. Although he was sarcastic about you, his heart was suddenly warm because of your words. ”

"I forced myself to speak harshly to you, and I said to you, 'If you say you love me again, I will kill you immediately.'" Say it once! Chop it once! In fact, I know that as long as you say it again, I will give up everything, and I will do whatever it takes to tie you to my side, and no matter how deep the hatred is, I will leave behind me......

"But you're gone...... How can you just walk away like this? ”

"I saw you turn into a frost flower and evaporate away...... I thought that when I died, it would not hurt as much as you stabbed me through my heart...... But I didn't die...... Why can you be so ruthless every time? ”

I don't know how I feel when I hear him talk to himself, but I just feel that I can't immediately turn into a grape to please him.

But how can it change?

When I was in a dilemma, I didn't notice the changes around me, and the water vapor slowly wrapped around me, condensed around me little by little, and finally fixed me immobilized.

A thought flashed through my mind, not good!

However, it was too late. I watched as I slipped out of his eye socket like a moth condensed in pine resin, wrapped in the vapor.

It turned out that I was a tear in his eyes, destined to be separated from the beginning......

At this moment, I was a little reluctant, at the moment of falling, I looked back at him, there was no ugly monster at all, and in my eyes, it was a very handsome son.

Unexpectedly, it seems, everything is expected.

It was fate...... I let out a sigh and fell.