Chapter 185: The Best Promise
Just as he was happy, he made a cruel mend to me in a very bad way, and he said nonchalantly: "Mainly because it is really difficult to find a person who can get together with you, so I can only compromise." ”
"Uh...... Well, that's hard work for you. After saying this, I instantly felt that my discipline was broken, and I should have said that I was embarrassed to drag him down, and I wouldn't be able to do it in the future, but in view of my personality that I would inexplicably break into trouble when I was confused, it seems that there are still many opportunities to apologize in the future, so I am not in a hurry at this time.
"Brigade." He suddenly called my name solemnly, so that my nerves were tense enough to play the three strings, and he continued: "You hate it very much, do you know? ”
Rise! The subject turned so suddenly, I couldn't turn a corner, and he seemed to have entered the groove, not caring at all whether my reflex arc, which was much thicker than the average person, had the length to tie my shoes, and directly skipped my time to think, and made an unsympathetic accusation against me.
He said emotionally: "You sometimes really make me feel sad and have a headache, a good girl, it doesn't seem to be missing arms and legs than others, why do you always make people so uneasy?" ”
I admit this, I do have that ability, after years of accumulation and development, I basically classify this ability to cause trouble beyond ordinary people as a special ability, as if some people are born to attract a lot of scum, I am born to make trouble.
"Later, I pondered and pondered, you are probably stupider than others, so you always get into trouble, and you don't even know if you get into trouble." The more he said this, the more pertinent it became, and in fact it was, if I had been smart, I probably wouldn't have been like this, and it was still unknown whether I could clean up the mess.
I had already done enough psychological construction to meet Diao Chen's criticism, but he changed his words again and almost threw me out at the turn. He said very reproachfully: "Now I understand, the reason why you are like this, I have an unshirkable responsibility, if I didn't protect you so much at the beginning, and didn't help you think of everything, maybe you can learn from these things, maybe you can grow up the missing heart, it's that I think too simply, depriving you of the opportunity to be frustrated, so now everything is retribution." ”
"Don't, Diao Chen, don't say that." I sniffed, how could he be so good? Obviously, I didn't wake up, but he still took the responsibility on himself, "I feel uncomfortable." "It's so unbearable that I can't wait to slap myself a few times.
"I always thought that you just had to be stupid and happy, but now that I think about it, maybe I was too confident in myself before, and I felt that no matter what was under my control, I had the best lesson this time." As he spoke, his rationality gradually revealed a little powerlessness and sadness, "I can't be by your side all the time, telling you what to do and what not to do, although I want to, but reality does not allow it." ”
Don't say it, don't say it, I begged him in my heart, knowing that he was right, but I really didn't want to hear it, for me, it was too realistic and cruel.
He had no intention of stopping, and insisted on sending the prepared emotion at one time: "The best promise a man can give a woman is to be stable for a lifetime, and what I want to give you is to let you learn to create stability." ”