Mo Bai and Ju Xiang all looked at me.

I sat there and still didn't move, just continued to comb my hair in the mirror, and Steward Sun waited for a while, then he had to sigh, didn't speak again, turned around and left my room.

Mo Bai and Ju Xiang saw that the housekeeper was gone, so they looked at me again.

I sat there and said to them, "Go out, you don't have to serve today." ”

When Mo Bai and Ju Xiang heard this, they seemed to want to be like this, so they immediately replied: "Yes." The two of them quickly retreated from my room.

After they left, they continued to comb their hair in the mirror.

When it was close to eleven o'clock, I came out of the room, Mo Bai and Ju Xiang were looking outside, and I asked them, "Where is Wang Zhizhi?" Can you be at home? ”

Mo Xiang was the first to answer, she said, "Miss, Madame has gone to another place to study some business things, and she will not come back until tomorrow." ”

I didn't ask any more questions, but I hummed and walked downstairs.

Ju Xiang thought I was going to the restaurant to eat, so she immediately followed me, but I didn't go to the restaurant, but went to Gui's sister-in-law, Ju Xiang was surprised for a while, and naturally immediately followed.

When I arrived at Sister-in-law Gui's room, there was a maid taking care of her, and when the maid saw me, she was walking out with a basin of water, and when she saw me standing at the door, she called out in surprise: "Miss? ”

When Sister-in-law Gui, who was lying on the bed, heard this sentence, she looked up at me from the bed, and when she saw that I was standing at the door, she lay down again, closed her eyes and did not look at me.

Seeing this, the maid lowered her voice and said, "Sister-in-law Gui has just woken up, miss, go in and sit down." ”

She was about to beckon me inside, but I didn't move, but said to the maid and Ju Xiang behind her, "Go down, I'll talk to Sister-in-law Gui." ”

When the maids heard my command, they replied, "Yes." ”

Then they all withdrew from my room.

When it was only me and Sister-in-law Gui left, I walked in through the door, and when I reached the bedside of Sister-in-law Gui's bed, I sat down and asked Sister-in-law Gui, "Are you feeling better?" ”

But Sister-in-law Gui ignored me and still closed her eyes there.

For a while, there was silence in the room, I sat there for a long time, and finally spoke again: "I know that you are for my good, you really love me and love me, and sometimes I do ignore your feelings, but Sister-in-law Gui, do you know what it feels like to carry a life on your back?" I originally wanted to save Kimura, but then Kimura died because of me, and you said that I gave up my life for him, but have you ever thought about what would happen to his parents and relatives who died because of me? ”

I smiled and said: "No one knows, because the joys and sorrows of human beings are never the same, everyone guards their own corner, they are happy when they are happy, they are alive, they are alive, but what about others, she wants to be happy for you, and bear the pain that you should not belong to, you say that you can't die for Kimura, but Kimura can die for me, why can't I?" ”

I shook my head and said, "Of course, I am not as great and brave as him, I say this, but I can't really take that step in my heart, I know how cowardly and incompetent I am, if I don't even let me say this, I just feel that I am an insult to Kimura who is alive now." ”

When Sister-in-law Katsura heard these words from me, she suddenly opened her eyes and looked at me, she lay there staring at me and said, "But isn't Kimura's original intention to keep you alive?" For the sake of his death, you should be more strong to live in this world, you carry not only yourself, but also Kimura, if you have the idea of saying that day, his death, isn't it meaningless? ”

I smiled and said, "Sister-in-law Gui, this is very tiring, a person has to drag two lives, you are always pressed by the life on your body, if you have a choice, I would rather be the one who died at that time." ”

Sister-in-law Gui said: "Sister-in-law Gui doesn't understand, but the time has been missed, the living person is you, you have to cherish all this, and Mr. has also made a lot of compensation for you in this matter, how did Kimura's corpse get his hands, do you know?" If you want to get it back from the Japanese, this is not a simple matter, originally Kimura's body should not have been left in the country, but it is impossible to bury it, but for you, Mr. still compromised not only to go to Shengzhou to find you regardless of his body, but also to keep Kimura's body so bothered, you look easy, but how many twists and turns it will take here, do you know? ”

Sister-in-law Gui sighed and said: "Miss, you listen to Sister-in-law Gui's advice, let go of this matter, even if Mr. is at fault, but you are not at all wrong, if you didn't take your life to Mr. at that time, why did things develop like this, you don't know where Mr.'s bottom line is, but you still have to take your own life to protect others, aren't you forcing Mr. to kill Kimura?" ”

Hearing Sister-in-law Gui's words, I asked in a low voice, "Sister-in-law Gui, do you know that even if I hadn't done that that time, he would have killed Kimura." I looked at Sister-in-law Gui and said, "I'm not saying that I'm not wrong at all, but at that time I was forced to a dead end by him, I know that maybe my way is too strong, but even if I deal with him, one day, Kimura will quietly disappear into his hands, and he said that getting rid of Kimura is to protect me, but is this really the case?" Isn't it because of my relationship with Kimura abroad? ”

Sister-in-law Gui said: "Sir is a man, no man will tolerate it, and it is precisely because of him that Mr. cares about you." ”

I said, "Sister-in-law Gui, that's wrong, he has no right to ask me for this, what is my relationship with Kimura, what qualification does he have to stop it, don't say he's my husband, I won't admit it at all, and never will." ”

Sister-in-law Gui wanted to say something, but she swallowed the words again, she knew that in these things, I would always be dead brains and would not turn around.

I held Sister-in-law Gui's hand and said, "Don't go, Mother Zhou is already gone, I only have you, if you are gone, what's the point of me staying here?" ”

Sister-in-law Gui didn't speak, and I begged her again: "Now the only person I can talk to is you, do you want me to be alone in this Mu family?" ”

Speaking of which, I buried myself in her arms and cried, I said, "Sister-in-law Gui, don't go, just take it as if I begged you, can you accompany me?" ”

Sister-in-law Gui is not a hard-hearted person, on the contrary, she is also very soft, and she can't see other people's tears, she is the same kind of person as Zhou's mother.

When she saw me begging her like this, she naturally hugged me back, patted her on the back and comforted me and said, "Oh, why are you crying?" Sister-in-law Gui is joking, are you really willing to leave here and leave you? Don't cry, miss. ”

Hearing Sister-in-law Gui's words, I hugged her tighter, and I said, "Sister-in-law Gui, I'm sorry for your mother Gen Zhou, I'm even sorry for my grandfather, I'm sorry for too many people in my life." ”

Sister-in-law Gui didn't comfort me anymore and let me cry.

I didn't know that I had been crying on her for a long time, and when the maid came in again, I asked Gui at the door if she was still leaving.

Sister-in-law Gui immediately said, "Don't go, don't go, you tell my husband for me." When Sister-in-law Gui said this, she thought of something, and she said: "If you don't let me go, it's okay, I promise, but you have to promise me one thing." ”

I looked at Sister-in-law Gui.

She said: "From today on, you are not allowed to choke on Mr. Kimura again, if you no longer talk to him about Kimura's death and Kimura's affairs, I promise you that I will always be by your side." ”

I wanted to speak, but Sister-in-law Gui said, "You just need to answer whether I agree or not." ”

I said, "I promise." ”

When Sister-in-law Gui heard me say this, she smiled with satisfaction and said: "Okay, I also promised to accompany you, but now I want you to go to Mr.'s room and apologize to him, I know you won't be willing, but what was your attitude yesterday, you know in your own heart that Mr. has done his best for this matter, even if you don't appreciate it, you shouldn't use such an attitude towards him, I know that Mr. spoils you and indulges you, but in terms of age, he is your elder, according to this, you should not be so presumptuous in front of him." ”

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