181 Mental Preparation
Can she still love others?
On the Champs-Γezes, Su Yingmei got out of the car and asked the driver to drive to pick up the maid and Nini. She walked alone on the road overgrown with towering uncles.
It's the season of falling leaves again. The year she just came, it was also winter, and when the cold wind blew, the leaves on the trees kept falling off. This year's France is a little warmer than usual. I don't know if the harsh winter in City B should also be warmer. In Su Yingmei's heart, there is a little bit of longing, which will jump out slightly when there is no one in this lonely night.
The blurry street lamps, the streets, the squares, and those romantic music that constantly sounded. It's truly a place of romance that never sleeps. Every night, you can go to any of the squares to listen to those beautiful music, if you want. You can also dance with anyone. However, Su Yingmei never did.
"Amy...... Amy......"
Su Yingmei was in a trance, and heard someone calling herself. She turned her head, it was Ning Qilan. He drove the car and was looking for himself all the time.
"What's wrong? If you don't stay at the banquet, how can you be a deserter like me? β
Su Yingmei was wearing a long evening dress, pedaling a pair of ten-centimeter heels, holding a handbag in her hand, and walking elegantly and leisurely. Of course, the pedestrians on this road or the people who stop and enjoy love freely will never feel that Su Yingmei is an anomaly.
Of course, Su Yingmei also knew why Ning Qilan chased him out.
"Can I walk with you?"
Ning Qilan was driving the car while talking to Su Yingmei. He didn't ask Su Yingmei to get in the car, and his blood also flowed with the romantic feelings of the French.
"If you don't mind walking back from here."
Su Yingmei did not refuse. She knew that she could feel Ning Qilan's special feeling for herself. Of course, from just now, when he said that he and Catherine were aunts and nephews. Su Yingmei is even more certain, perhaps, she is favored by Catherine, and Ning Qilan's efforts are indispensable.
Ning Qilan parked the car aside, got out of the car and walked with Su Yingmei.
"France in late autumn, beautiful. I know there's a place that's so much more beautiful than here, or I'll take you there tomorrow? β
Ning Qilan didn't mention what had just happened.
"No, I just feel like I've just drunk some alcohol and my face is hot, so I'm just going down for a walk and blowing the wind. It's not that I feel that this place is beautiful, so I have to come down and enjoy the scenery or something. β
Su Yingmei turned her head and smiled at Ning Qilan.
She was still refusing.
She is a sensual woman, if she just thinks that she has drunk a little too much, then it is better to go home early, why do you still come down for a walk? In fact, how could her heart not yearn for this French romance? It's just that she doesn't say that.
"Well, actually, I don't know, why do you think Catherine and I ......"
Ning Qilan still wanted to eliminate the embarrassment in Su Yingmei's heart.
"Haven't you already made it clear? I'm so sorry, I was so reckless. I would have thought you and Catherine ......"
Su Yingmei was a little sorry. She guessed that it was really not very polite. Whether it is for Ning Qilan, who has always admired him, or for Catherine, who has the grace of knowing him, this seems very impolite. However, Su Yingmei also knew that her conjecture was very rude, so she hadn't asked in the past three years.
I thought that this was people's privacy after all. Even if they are a couple, Su Yingmei also feels that there is nothing to ask about. In France, and even in the world, if two people really love each other, how can age become the distance?
"Actually, Catherine and I are indeed very close. Moreover, we do not call each other by the relationship between relatives, but always call each other by their first names. You are misunderstood, and it is understandable. Besides, Catherine and I are so close and misunderstood, it's also normal. β
Ning Qilan said for Su Yingmei.
"Thank you."
Su Yingmei smiled slightly.
The lights on the side of the road put the figures of the two on the ground, one will be elongated, the other will be rounded, it seems. It's just that no one paid attention to look at it.
Su Yingmei is always so indifferent. However, Ning Qilan just didn't believe that Su Yingmei's heart was so indifferent and indifferent. He always felt that there was a fire buried in the iceberg in her heart. That enthusiasm, beautiful and joyful.
He has always wanted Su Yingmei's spark and Su Yingmei's enthusiasm. So, he's been working hard all the time.
"Why say thank you, isn't that what I should do?"
Ning Qilan stopped and asked Su Yingmei.
"All the while, I have accepted a lot of benefits from you, of course thank you."
Su Yingmei also had to stop.
However, the answer was not asked, and Su Yingmei could only escape.
Ning Qilan hooked his lips slightly. He was really fascinated by the woman in front of him.
She is serious and hardworking, but she hides herself deeply. Wrap your heart tightly. In front of any suitor, there will be no gaps to show and give a little opportunity to others.
Suddenly, Ning Qilan felt that he had lost a lot of time in the past three years. Although, he has been paying attention to Su Yingmei and taking care of Su Yingmei all the time. However, there is less fierce pursuit.
Perhaps, Su Yingmei is a woman with secrets, but Ning Qilan feels that he doesn't care about her secrets and past. She just wants to make her life more beautiful now.
"Well, though, I don't want to hear you say thank you again."
Ning Qilan said so seriously, Su Yingmei felt that it was a little difficult for her to accept Ning Qilan's kindness.
This night, the two of them walked back to Su Yingmei's home on Champs Avenue like this. When she returned, Nini was already asleep. Su Yingmei said goodbye to Ning Qilan and walked towards Nini's room by herself.
The maid said that in the evening, little Nini was having a good time. Also, I danced with everyone. She was like an angel in the whole field, and all the foreigners were very happy. Everyone said that it was a little angel who cherished the flower of this oriental face. She's beautiful.
Su Yingmei stretched out her hand and gently brushed Nini's sleeping messy hair. Looking at Nini, who had slept sweetly, she was secretly happy in her heart. Her Nini, this beautiful girl, is really a beautiful angel.
Suddenly, the moment Su Yingmei turned her head, on Nini's face, she felt an irrepressible phantom of longing.
Su Yingmei's heart was shocked, what was she missing? Dead husband? However, over the years, Su Yingmei has almost forgotten the appearance of her dead husband in her head. However, Nini is nothing like her dead father. The face is a little like himself. However, the eyebrows, the nose, the lips. Su Yingmei felt a little like someone in her memory, but Su Yingmei immediately denied this idea in her mind.
How can it be like him? His daughter has nothing to do with him. Su Yingmei shook her head, maybe she couldn't let it go. That's why, when I was in a flash, I thought that my daughter was like that person.
Su Yingmei touched Nini's head, stood up, and walked towards the outside of the room.
Back in her room, Su Yingmei sat down, and she yawned slightly. However, he still didn't feel sleepy. Perhaps it should be Catherine's latest appointment today.
Su Yingmei is still a little hesitant, the head of the Asia region.
She doesn't worry about how the work is going to go. With her experience in the past three years, she is definitely qualified for this job. Moreover, in the Asian region, Su Yingmei's language and habits are very straightforward, which makes Su Yingmei a lot easier in this job. However, Su Yingmei was still worried.
The first stop is China. As long as people with a little common sense know, City B is the most suitable international metropolis to start. Next, it should be to find an Asian regional office in City B, and then she will go there to stick to it and take command.
Su Yingmei thought of this in her heart, and gasped coldly.
Fate, how could it play such a trick on her?
Su Yingmei stood up, she was really sleepy. Walking to the side, Su Yingmei opened the safe and took out a check from inside.
A layer of indifference was hooked up on his face, and a thin sneer was hooked up at the corners of his lips.
Ten million. Three years ago, in order to survive here, she had exchanged the 10 million given by Lu Haotian, and now, she had already filled up the 10 million and wrote a check. When there is a chance, he will return it to Lu Haotian.
She didn't want that game she played three years ago to be a shame in her heart.
That's right, this is also a game she plays.
Otherwise, if she lowers her value, she is just a doll bought by others.
She is not a woman who sacrificed her body to exchange money, she has her dignity, and when she accepted the money, she should have borrowed it. She had thought that one day, she would definitely return it to him.
"Ten million, hum ......"
Su Yingmei said to herself.
"Do you think that you bought my body for 10 million? I'll give it back to you, as if I volunteered to play a game with you. β
Su Yingmei put the check in her hand back into the safe.
She began to calm herself.
Since you can't escape, you can't hide. Then accept everything openly.
For three years, she hid herself in Europe, not daring to think, not to recall, and not to easily remind herself of everything in City B. Now, three years later, she should live a bright life. Since then, she has gone back to City B to be the director of this Asian region, and she is not afraid, anyway, one day, she will still do. It's just a matter of time, City B is so big, Su Yingmei is ready to meet in her heart, even if it is embarrassing.