Chapter 231: I Don't Want to Embarrass You

He sighed softly, stood up and hugged me from behind.

I didn't dodge, but I didn't respond either.

"Little girl, do you blame me for lying to you?" He hugged me tightly, lowered his head, and whispered into my ear.

Of course I'm weird.

Ever since he lost his memory, I've had a shadow of my old days in everything I did. I always feel that many small memories have become my own story, and every time I see him, although my heart is happy, it also seems to be suspended.

Although, the voice poured out and called softly, but I just wanted to hear him shout: Little girl......

He sighed lightly, pulled my shoulder, and said softly, "This matter, but I did it wrong, I shouldn't hide it from you, I shouldn't lie to you, I should have told you when I just remembered something." ”

Just remembered something?

He nodded, "Remember, when we were in Lingya Yaozhu, we drank and sang on the top of the mountain?" That day, you drank a little too much and kept watching everyone giggle, and I was watching you from the side, and my head suddenly hurt, and my mind flashed a clip of a little girl sitting on the roof and watching the moon. Later, when I carried you back to the bamboo pavilion, I saw the clip of me carrying the little girl on my back. ”

It turned out that at that time, he began to remember......

He smiled slightly, and said, "After I went back that day, I thought about it carefully, but I couldn't think of anything else, until we came back from Lijiang, and one day, the weather was very good, and I rode with you."

When I protected you in front of me and galloped on horseback, my brain suddenly exploded with a general pain, and many fragments poured in, and I remembered many things, and I didn't remember them all until recently. ”

Suddenly a strange feeling welled up in my heart, like a rushing river breaking through the ice and rushing out.

She Ming said that only when you encounter something impressive will you arouse memories, and I think that it must be something thrilling that will make people impressed.

But......

It reminded him of what he used to be, and it turned out to be an extremely ordinary little thing when he was a child.

That day, the two of us rode on the official road, he suddenly stopped his horse, stared at the woods beside him with complicated eyes, I also asked him what was wrong, he was speechless, and finally put his arms around me, hit the horse's buttocks hard, and galloped like crazy.

From that time, he remembered a lot of things, traveled all the way to Xiqi, and knew that I couldn't be saved, what kind of mood should he have, and this mood was imprinted in his mind like this......

I sighed, took a half-step forward, and gently hugged him.

"Now that you remember, why don't you tell me."

Although I am no longer angry, I am still a little awkward.

He groaned for a while, and finally replied softly, "Because I'm afraid you'll be embarrassed." ”

He hugged me with both hands, protected me in his arms, and said slowly and deeply, "When I left Xiqi that time, I also asked you tentatively, although you agreed to marry me, but you didn't want to come back with me." ”

"You girl, think carefully, I guess you must have something on your mind that is not finished.

You don't like to talk much since you were a child, and you don't want to say anything, and when I saw you embarrassed that day, I was also very reluctant.

I like you, and I want to marry you back soon, spoil you and love you, and I am spoiling you with a daughter, but I don't want you to be embarrassed.

I hope you can be happy, relaxed, do what you want to do the most, even if some things seem to be completely out of the way, but as long as you want to do it, as long as you are happy, even if you disobey the world, I am willing to accompany you.

You seem to smile even more after your amnesia, which I rarely saw before my amnesia.

If my amnesia makes you happier and more relaxed, then I'm willing to keep pretending that I don't remember anything.

You are going to marry me after all, I'm not in a hurry, I want to wait for you, wait for you but have something in my heart, otherwise, I'm afraid that even if you marry me, you won't be very happy.

Last time, I almost lost you, it felt so painful and heavy, I didn't want to feel it again. I don't want to ask for too much, so I'll just stay with you. When the time is right, we are getting married, so you will be happier. ”

He said slowly, sentence by sentence, in his ear, obviously something that made people happy, but my tears flowed like this.

Is it that God saw that I died too miserably in my last life, and in this life, he gave me a Xuanyuan Chen.

It is easy to get priceless treasures, and it is rare to have a lover.

Xuanyuan Chen, what kind of life did I do good deeds to provoke you to treat me like this.

Xuanyuan Chen, Emperor Yu, my brother Chen......

Tears fell like beads with broken threads.

My heart is like the bright sun in March, warm and warm, warm as a hundred bones......

"Little girl, what are you crying about, I didn't bully you." He took out a cotton handkerchief, wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes, put his hand on my shoulder, slowly leaned over, and kissed my eyes.

Kiss my eyes, cover my past life.

Hold me on the shoulders and comfort me for a lifetime of sorrow.

Drive my heart to be silent, this love is unparalleled.

How lucky to have met you, to be so gentle.

He bent his lips and smiled, and his beautiful peach blossom eyes contained endless pampering.

"Well, don't be angry." He took me into his arms and coaxed me softly, "This time I am wrong, I promise, there will never be such a thing in the future, if you are still angry about it, you will punish me." ”

Punishment, naturally punishment! Lie to me, dare to make me cry!

But how should it be punished......

He chuckled and said, "If you can't think of it for a while, just remember it first, I can't run anyway, when you want to be punished, you can be punished when you want." So, okay? ”

That's all there is to it.

I nodded, and I was in charge.

Needless to say, the two of us stood in each other's arms, and all the troubles in the world seemed to be gone, only each other's heartbeats knocked on the silence of the room.

In the middle of the ring, he asked me softly, "Little girl, my business has been made clear, and now, it is your turn to say something." Isn't it time for you to tell me what's going on with your eyes? ”

This is the secret of my two lives.

To say, or not to say......

He chuckled and said, "Little girl, don't try to make up nonsense, and don't think about bluffing the past. Why do you know the path in the swamp of Mount Jige, and why do you know the grass that separates the two cliffs, and why do you feel weak every time you are in a strange daze? Don't tell me that it's a sudden distraction, and then I'm not feeling well, I won't believe it. ”

yes, he won't believe it.

He seems to have discovered something a long time ago, and in Ji Ge Mountain, he also asked me, and I was vaguely covered up by me, and now, I am afraid that it is not good to bluff.

I raised my head slightly, looking at the image of myself in his eyes, and finally didn't dare to tell the truth, but just said tentatively, "Brother Chen, do you believe that there is a kind of person in this world who is born with a mysterious power?" Instead, you can hear sounds from miles away, or, you can see the scene beyond the wall. ”

His eyes did not change, and he replied casually, "There was a biography in the Zhonglu Library Pavilion, saying that a hundred years ago, there were people who could listen to the sound for thousands of miles. In thousands of worlds, there are many talented people. Although I haven't really seen it, in this world, maybe there really is. ”

"If I tell you, there really is......" I was a little nervous.

He was stunned for a moment, "You mean ......"

I nodded earnestly, "Well, my eyes can see through the wall and see on the other side." ”

I looked into his eyes and said slowly, "Since I was a child, I have discovered this strange power, at first I could only penetrate the envelope, see the handwriting inside, and slowly I could penetrate the window and wall. ”

His eyes changed suddenly, and a suspicious flush suddenly appeared on his face, "You...... Do you use this power often? ”

I shook my head, "Naturally, I can't, every time I use this power, I will overdraw my physical strength a lot." If it is mild, it will be a headache, and if it is heavy, it will faint due to physical exhaustion. ”

He frowned, "In Ji Ge Mountain, you used your strength to find the grass, so that you could not walk, and you didn't know your physical strength just now, so you took the medicine, right?" ”

"Yes." I nodded.

He hugged me in his arms and reproached me very distressedly, "In the future, don't use this power casually!" I'll send you a group of guards tomorrow. If there is anything, let the dark guard investigate, don't use this power, it will hurt your body too much! ”

Hurting the body......

After hearing this, his first reaction was not strange, not curious, but felt that it would hurt his body......

I shuddered, stepped away from his arms and asked, "You...... Don't you think it's strange to have this power? ”

Don't you think, it's weird? How can a normal person have such power......

I have seen a story in a miscellaneous conversation about a woman who dreams at night and will surely happen the next day. At first, she hid it, but then she couldn't help but tell her husband, who was frightened and thought she was the reincarnation of the demon fox, so he burned her......

I can look through the wall, and he won't have other thoughts in his heart?

"Strange?" He seemed puzzled, and then smiled, "What's so strange about this, I think I'm very lucky, among thousands of people, you are the only one who has this power, so unique, so special." And you are the princess of my Xuanyuan Chen, I can't be happy, how can it be strange, what are you thinking in your little head? ”

He smiled and gently knocked on my forehead, and at the end, Xu felt that his hand was heavy, so he quickly reached out and rubbed it, and couldn't help but kiss it again.

I laughed.

There are some things that you think are secrets, you care about them, or hide them, but in the eyes of the person who spoils you, those are not secrets at all, and he will only feel more sorry for you......

"What are you smirking at, but I heard what I told you."

I heard it, and I heard it in my heart.

He nodded, as if he had thought of something again, and instructed, "Little girl, it's good that you know about this matter, don't let others know, so as not to get into trouble." ”

This is natural, except for him, I really don't dare to say it casually, after all, people's hearts are unpredictable.

After chatting for a while and telling each other's secrets, I felt in a good mood.

Xuanyuan Chen pondered for a while, and finally asked again, "Little girl, although I support you in whatever you do, can you tell me what you want to do?" ”

Since he has recovered his memory, he naturally knows about my Red Pavilion, and I sent a message from Feiying to inform him about the gathering of Baili Tianqi's scattered soldiers, but he didn't know, but I knew that it could be regarded as exposing his strength in disguise.

When he met me, I was only nine years old, and a nine-year-old child would not be extravagant for no reason......

I sighed, and finally said, "I am the grandson of the general of Xiqi, although I was crowned the county lord, but I also admired my grandfather's prestige." Looking closely, the Su family has already shown a defeat, and I don't want this worship to continue to spread in my hands.

In the past few years, the situation has been extremely turbulent, and the road ahead of Xiqi is dangerous.

If one day, a foreign enemy invades my homeland, I want to have the ability to protect my homeland, protect the prestige of my Su family, and protect the health of my people.

Being in the family of the king and the general, there are some things that are responsibilities. ”

The words are high-sounding, which can be regarded as an explanation for him, and also a foreshadowing for what he will do in the future.

Although I lied again, please forgive me for hiding something after all.

I can tell him about his eyes, and I can also let him know other secrets, but I am Feng Qingluan, and I will never tell him about wanting to take revenge on Baili Tianqi.

There are some secrets that are suitable to be hidden in the deepest part of the soul, even if they rot and deteriorate, even if they turn into mud, and black flowers grow from this mud, they should be hidden deep in the heart.

I can't say it for the rest of my life......