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Ling Luo was very surprised by her words, and Ling Luo was stunned and asked her, saying, "Shufei, do you already know your past."
Tang said with a hint of serenity on his face: "Yes, I have understood everything before, I am really the head of the candle shadow and confession, I am really a chivalrous woman who wantonly the rivers and lakes, I have really done a great thing in the rivers and lakes, why it has become like this today, I don't understand, please tell me, why Aunt Scattered has become like this."
Zero shook his head and said to her: "The things that have been shocked by the past have passed, so you don't necessarily have to put it in your heart, life is uneven, sometimes it is inevitable to encounter such things, some things have passed, don't put it in your heart, some people will miss it, you don't have to put it in your heart anymore, if you don't do it, you can only suffer yourself, and that's all I want to say to you."
"Aunt Zero, in fact, I want to ask you if you ever had a dream of your own." Tang was stunned and asked steadily.
Scattered tilted her head sideways, thinking for a long, long time before she answered Tang Jingran.
"Actually, I had a dream when I was a child, but when I was older, I lived a very depressed life, and later, thanks to the eldest princess who saved me, if not, I would have ended up with life worse than death, maybe I had already been sold to the Qinglou as a prostitute, or was sold into a big family as a maid, or I may have lived a more depressed life, begging on the street, so I think I am very lucky now, very good life. Being able to enter the palace and become a palace maid next to the eldest princess is a happy thing for me. So if you ask me if I have any dreams, I think my dream is to hope that the eldest princess can live a long and healthy life forever, and the people around her can also be happy. ”
Tang looked at Scatter in shock, she felt that the dreams that Scatter said were too beautiful, but the dreams she said were so real that after listening to them, they would feel very moved in their hearts.
So she said to Lingluo: "Aunt Lingluo, I really envy you, to be able to have such a dream, I think I also have a dream in my heart now." In the past, I lived under the control of others, like a puppet line, a muddy life, and I didn't even know who I liked. But now, I think I'm starting to have a new purpose in life. ”
"What do you want to do?" Scattered asked, staring at her.
Tang was shocked and said with big eyes: "My dream now is to find my past self and start over." ”
"Do you hate the emperor now?" Lingluo couldn't help but still ask.
Tang Jingran smiled and said: "I can't talk about hate and love, didn't I just don't love the emperor in the past, so now that I know the truth of the matter, I don't think I still love the emperor or not." In short, I don't think it's important anymore, the most important thing is that I can find myself again, be the truest version of myself, Aunt Zero, right? ”
Scattered looked at her gaze, but saw that Tang's stunned gaze revealed a resoluteness, and for a while, he was very approving, and hurriedly said: "Stunned, you have such a dream, that's a good thing, I hope your dream will come true as soon as possible." ”
Zero Luo and Tang Jingran were talking, and at this moment, Wan Zhen'er had already returned to Xianfu Palace, and after she returned to Xianfu Palace, she couldn't help but be furious.
She said angrily: "It's really annoying, this emperor doesn't know if he is confused, he would do such a thing, Bengong is wholeheartedly for his good, but he actually beat Bengong in front of so many people, he is really confused." ”
Mama Chen witnessed the whole thing, and she persuaded from the side: "Niangniang, don't be too angry, but are we too aggressive?" ”
"What? It's too radical, I think the emperor was simply dazzled by Tang Jingran, I don't know what he thinks now, he is even willing to do this kind of thing, which is not in line with his character. She said there angrily.
"It's really annoying that Tang was able to make the emperor die for her." When Wan Zhen'er said this, her whole body was so angry that her teeth were violent.
She shouted loudly: "I didn't expect that the emperor would be so fond of her, this matter is really too unexpected for me." Mama Chen, what do you think we should do next? ”
Mama Chen hurriedly offered her a cup of tea and said, "Niangniang, don't be angry first, I think we have to think about this matter in the long run." ”
"From the long-term consideration, how to consider the long-term consideration, why does Tang Jingran get so much love from people, why can't anyone love this palace, this palace used to like Yu Mian Gongzi before, but in the end, that Yu Mian Gongzi only likes Tang Jingran alone. It's that the palace is not good, and the palace offered a plan to the emperor, and as a result, the life of Yu Mian's son was buried. I didn't expect that this palace has paid such a big price, and the emperor has only liked Tang Jingran one person so far, you said that this palace is really a big joke, a big joke. ”
The more Wan Zhen'er spoke, the more angry she became, and she casually swept all the cups on the table on the ground.
Mama Chen saw that Wan Zhen'er was angry like this, and she didn't know what to say.
Wan Zhen'er looked at Mama Chen and said firmly: "Mama Chen, you say, what is there in this palace that is not as good as Tang Jingran?" ”
Mama Chen thought for a long time before she said: "In my heart, the old slave must think that Niangniang is good, Niangniang is stronger than that Tang Zhai in any place, and Tang Zhai is not as good as Niangniang in any place, as for the hearts of others, there is no way for the slave to estimate." ”
What she meant by saying this was that she hoped that Wan Zhen'er could calm down her anger.
Who knows, when Mama Chen said this, it made her even more angry, she said: "What does the emperor think, can't the emperor even tell who is good and who is bad?" As soon as Hongu thought of this, he felt indignant. ”
The more she talked, the more angry she became, and casually swept the things on the table again.
And at this time, Wang Jing suddenly came in and said to her: "Qi Yu Niangniang, Xia Guiren asks to see her." ”
"What, it's summer." Wan Zhen'er didn't want to see Xia anymore.
But she thought that before Xia Li, she had helped herself many times and three times, and Xia Lili seemed to be really a person with a lot of ideas.
So she raised her hand and said, "Come in." ”
"Yes." The king replied respectfully, and went out to pick up Xia.
This Wang Jing originally Wan Zhen'er just asked him to be a gatekeeper at the door, because after all, he was reused by Wan Zhen'er because he reported and exposed Mu Xue's affairs.
But because this Wang Jing is good at meeting and patting horses, a lot of Wan Zhen'er's favor, so it didn't take long for Wan Zhen'er to let him follow him and be a little eunuch.
That Wang Jing went out and hurriedly passed Xia Liao in, Xia Liao saw Wan Zhen'er angry there, and on the ground were fragments of various tea sets, but she didn't seem to see it.
Her eyes were like feathers, she glanced at Wan Zhen'er, and said with a smile: "Sister Guifei, I don't seem to be in a very good mood today, it's not the right time for me to come." ”
"Sister, don't say that, I'm just in a bad mood, that's not for my sister, since my sister is here, sit down."
After finishing speaking, she said to Mama Chen: "Hurry up and send someone to clean up this place." ”
"Yes." Mama Chen responded and went to clean up.
Xia Liao used his fingers dyed with Kodan to take out a grape from a fruit pot at any time and put it in his mouth.
While chewing, she looked at Wan Zhen'er with cold eyes, and asked with a smile: "Sister Guifei, what major incident have you encountered, why were you angry like this, who was so ignorant and provoked Sister Guifei." ”
Wan Zhen'er said in her heart: This summer, she is really good at pretending, since she is willing to come to herself, she must have heard about the emperor's anger at her from the mouth of the outside, but after she came, she still pretended to be as if there was no such thing, which was really annoying.
That's what she thinks in her heart, but she doesn't show it at all on the surface.
She said: "This palace is only angry with yourself, in addition to being angry with yourself, who can you be angry with, this palace in this palace, has always been three or two kittens, not even a person who comes, who will be like my sister, often come to visit me, this palace is really very honored." ”
Although Xia Lili looks very simple, how can she not hear what Wan Zhen'er said, it is really sarcastic that she came at the wrong time.
But she only couldn't hear it, she smiled slightly at Wan Zhen'er, and said: "Sister Guifei, no matter who you are angry with, I advise you not to be angry, why bother to be like those villains, what good is it for my sister." ”
"What, like a villain?" Wan Zhen'er didn't expect that Xia Liao would say such a thing, but she didn't know how to deal with it for a while, if the emperor was a villain, then how to answer.
Xia Liao said while eating grapes and said: "The grapes placed here are the most delicious, there are no grapes at this time, my sister can eat grapes here, it can be seen that the emperor is very kind to my sister." ”
At this time, Wan Zhen'er was hating the emperor, but she kept trying to face the emperor in front of Wan Zhen'er, Wan Zhen'er finally couldn't help but say: "Sister, didn't you come to deliberately provoke today?" You obviously know that this palace has just been in Yonghe Palace, and you have suffered the loss of Tang Shock, and you have been reprimanded by the emperor, but now you are an emperor, what do you mean? ”
Xia Li's eyes flashed slightly, she smiled and said: "Sister Guifei, don't be angry, sister, I don't mean anything, I just want my sister to understand that no one else in this harem is unreliable except for herself." ”
When she said this, she looked innocent, with two big round eyes that kept blinking, making people think that she was a very simple person.
When Wan Zhen'er heard this, she couldn't help but gasp, because these words didn't seem to come out of a simple Xia Li's mouth, and after Xia Li said this kind of thing, it made her feel very strange.
Xia Liao continued: "Sister Guifei, don't think I'm talking ugly, the reason why I say this is also for Sister Guifei's sake." Now that the story of the concubine's sister being beaten by the emperor has spread all over the palace, everyone knows that the emperor slapped her sister for Tang Shufei, and threatened to drag her sister out of the palace, this time my sister was embarrassed. ”
Concubine Wan was very angry, she said: "Sister, what do you mean by this, I treat you as a guest, but you ridicule me here to your heart's content, is it still interesting to ridicule this palace?" You're still not welcome here in this palace, so please go back. ”
When Xia heard this, he couldn't help but cover his mouth, giggled and said: "Sister, you are really an anxious person, people just said a few words, and you drove them away, in fact, what people want to tell my sister is another thing, my sister didn't listen to others, so I thought that people laughed at my sister, and that person was really wronged." ”
This summer is a mouthful, where it seems to be said lightly, but in fact, there is a sarcasm hidden in every word.
Wan Zhen'er didn't know what kind of medicine she was selling in her gourd, but when she saw her say this, she held back the anger in her heart and said, "Then sister, what do you mean, just say it." ”
"Okay, what people want to tell my sister is that in this harem, no one is reliable, if my sister wants to gain a foothold in this harem, she can only rely on herself, even the emperor is unreliable. So, I have an important matter that I would like to discuss with my sister. ”
When Xia Li said these words, she was full of mysterious feelings, which made Wan Zhen'er look very confused for a while, and she looked at Xia Li.
But seeing her pretty and innocent, she looks like a very simple girl no matter how she looks, but the way she speaks, she looks very old-fashioned, which is different from every time Wan Zhen'er saw her before.
Wan Zhen'er didn't know what she was going to do, so she said: "Okay, since I have something to say, just say it to the palace, and the palace will definitely choose the good." ”
Na Xia shook his head casually and said, "No, this matter must not be known by others, if it is known by others, it will be a big deal." Sister, can you let others step down first, sister just wants to talk to you alone, even Mama Chen can't listen. ”
That summer deliberately mentioned Mama Chen's name, and Mama Chen blushed for a while, and she didn't know what to say.
Because Wan Zhen'er never guarded against her, no matter what happened, Wan Zhen'er told her, and now, in the summer, she actually asked Mama Chen to step down, which clearly showed that there was no Mama Chen in her eyes, so of course Wan Zhen'er refused to eat her set.
Wan Zhen'er said: "If the sister has anything to say, just say it, Mama Chen is not an outsider, she can listen to it." ”
"No, no, no, I can only tell my sister to listen to this alone, outsiders really can't listen to it, if outsiders listen to it, it won't work. I'm not saying that I treat Mama Chen as an outsider, but my sister still decided whether to tell Mama Chen about this matter. "She had to be mysterious, as if there really was something very important.
How smart and clever Mama Chen is, she hurriedly saw the opportunity and said: "Since Xia Guiren said so, then the old slave should retreat first." ”
After speaking, she beckoned the palace maids and eunuchs on both sides and ordered them to retreat together.
After those palace maids and eunuchs retreated, Wan Zhen'er sneered and asked: "What's the matter with the sister, let's talk about it now, I, the palace maids and eunuchs in the Xianfu Palace, have all retreated." ”
Xia said mysteriously to Wan Zhen'er: "Yes, sister, I do have a very important and very important thing that I want to tell you, I believe you must want to hear it." ”
Wan Zhen'er at this moment, she wants to drive away this summer, because she has been playing tricks there all the time, but she hasn't said anything for a long time, which makes her very impatient.
Xia Li also seemed to sense her impatience, so she said solemnly: "Okay, okay, since my sister is impatient with me, then I'll get straight to the point." I want to ask my sister something, has my sister ever heard that there was a female emperor in the Tang Dynasty called Wu Zhao? ”
That Wan Zhen'er didn't know why Xia Lili suddenly asked about this matter, so she nodded and said, "I've heard of this martial sign." ”
Although Wan Zhen'er doesn't read much, she still knows such a famous woman as Wu Zetian.
"What I want to tell my sister today is the story of a martial artist. This Wu Zhao, when she used to be, the palace was just a concubine of Li Shimin, and then she was driven to Ganye Temple to be a nun, and then she was unwilling to accept her fate, so she struggled with her fate, and in the end, not only did she no longer have to look at the man's eyes, but also trampled the man under her feet, she became the emperor, but she wanted the man to surrender to her, I don't know Sister Zhen'er, do you have an impression of this person? ”
Of course, Wan Zhen'er had heard about the matter of the female emperor Wu Zetian, and she had already heard about it when she was a child, not to mention that in the court, the people in the palace liked to talk about Wu Zhao's affairs the most.
So she nodded and said: "I am also familiar with Wu Zetian's affairs, this Wu Zetian is really a model among women." ”
"Ah, does my sister think so too?" Na Xia's bright eyes sparkled, and he said to her: "Sister, since you think so too, but then things are much easier." ”
"I came to see my sister today, just to tell Sister Zhen'er that her fate is in her own hands, and she can't rely on anyone, and she can't rely on men, not to mention the emperor, the emperor has three palaces and six courtyards, seventy-two concubines, how can his heart always be on one person's body. When there are young and beautiful concubines in this palace, the emperor will throw us out of the clouds, if those concubines who have heirs, then that's it, they still have heirs to rely on. And like us, we don't know what the consequences will be when the time comes, I heard people say that in the time of the Ming Dynasty, there was a precedent for martyrdom, maybe we will be dragged to the funeral at that time. ”
That summer was so good that Wan Zhen'er was terrified when she heard it.
Wan Zhen'er also vaguely remembered that she had heard someone say that when she was in Zhu Yuanzhang's period before, she originally wanted to pull some concubines for burial.
Thinking of this, she said to Xia Li: "However, since we have entered the palace and become the emperor's concubine, what can we do, so far, fate is not up to us to choose, since we are in this harem, what can we do except fight back and forth?" ”