Chapter 6: Unclear Feelings
That evening, everyone was in the dormitory. Ming Xia was excitedly processing the orders on the online store, and she was chatting with Shen Linxi and a few people about what the online store would do in the future from time to time.
Su Ruo's big black eyes suddenly flashed, and he said, "By the way, I almost forgot to tell you that tonight in the school auditorium, our college is going to hold a wedding." ”
When everyone heard this, their eyes widened and they asked, "Wedding?" Whose? Mougins also said: "Why is it a big night, is there a wedding at this time?" Which teacher's? ”
"Student. As soon as Su Ruo's words came out, everyone was stunned again: "No, your college still holds a wedding for students?" Is this allowed? Su Ruo continued to smile mysteriously and said, "The foreign teacher gave it." ”
"Ah, it's OK for foreign teachers to hold it? Do foreign teachers still have this privilege? Ming Xia shook his head in disbelief.
Shen Linxi looked at Su Ruo with a smug look on her face, and said funny: "Little Four, don't hang people's appetites, what the hell is going on!" ”
Su Ruo deliberately cleared his throat before saying, "Here's the thing, a pair of senior brothers and sisters in our college, the two of them started to fall in love not long after they entered the school. Now that they are in their senior year, the relationship between the two is still maintained, and they are going to study in the United States together, so the students of our college regard them as role models of love.
When the foreign teacher heard about it, he had an idea to hold a wedding for them soon after the start of school, of course, it was not a real wedding, but everything would be carried out according to the rituals of Western weddings. ”
"It's so romantic!" Dai Shiting said enviously, with a longing expression. Su Ruo also sighed: "Alas, it's not easy, why did the two of them give themselves down so early?" ”
Ming Xia pursed his lips at Su Ruo and said, "Little Si, are you envious, or are you sighing?" Do you think everyone should be like you, love never ends? ”
Su Ruo pushed Ming Xia and said, "I call this serious experience, and I am responsible for myself and others." In this way, you won't wait for the two to get married, only to find out that the other party is not the person you really want to find. ”
Zhou Meng's sweet smile suddenly froze, she looked at Su Ruo and asked, "Little Si, are you sincere every time you interact with someone?" Why did you lose your feelings so quickly? ”
Su Ruo pretended to sigh helplessly, and said: "I feel that this thing has also begun to exist, and after a long time of dating, you will find that in fact, there are many things that you can't accept on the other party." But I didn't want to reform someone, so I chose to break up. ”
Zhou Meng said as soon as he heard it: "But people are imperfect, and there must be some aspects that others can't accept." ”
Su Ruo nodded and said, "Therefore, people should experience love more when they are young, so that they can know who is most suitable for them." ”
"Well, that sounds reasonable!" Shen Linxi seemed to have a little understanding.
When Su Ruo heard this, he raised his eyebrows and said proudly, "Of course." Linxi, people like you who only know how to be busy with reading and work, when you meet someone who suits you, you won't grasp it well, and you may miss your fate as a result. So, in a word, you should take advantage of your youth, fall in love well, and accumulate experience! ”
Su Ruo now looks like a love expert, with a great determination to illuminate her mind to every corner.
She continued: "Today's girls are very open and active, and some even start to have boyfriends in elementary school, and when they get to college, they change boyfriends like a marquee. I just fell in our room, and I was treated as an outlier by you and criticized all day long.
In another dormitory, my insignificant experience would have been a trivial. Alas, anyway, I have to warn you, in the blink of an eye, the excellent boys around you basically have girlfriends, and it's hard for you to even find someone to experience love now. ”
When Mu Ran heard this, he couldn't hold back his laughter, stretched out his hand and patted Su Ruo's shoulder, and said, "What I said at the beginning was quite right, but the more I talked, the more out of shape." ”
Su Ruo also smiled, but she continued: "The truth is simple, what I say is the truth. When we get to work, we don't have so many good boys in school to choose from. Well, don't wait until then to regret that you haven't had a good relationship now, even once! There was a bit of anger in her words.
Su Ruo's mouth was a little dry, so he grabbed the cup and took a sip of water. She glanced casually and saw that Ming Xia was holding her head diagonally with her hands, her eyes staring at the table in a daze. She poked Ming Xia's forehead and said, "What do you want?" Don't just be in a daze, take some action. ”
Ming Xia came back to his senses and said a little helplessly: "Well, I'm thinking about who to catch to practice my hands!" Everyone laughed. Mougins looked at the time and said, "It's almost time to eat, let's go to dinner first, and after eating, we will go to see the wedding." Su Ruo said, "Okay, look at the wedding, and stimulate your feelings." ”
Everyone entered the restaurant, and it was when there were many people. Shen Linxi and Ming Xia looked for a seat everywhere with a dinner plate. The two of them walked and walked, and suddenly, Ming Xia said: "Linxi, look over there, your ex-boyfriend Yin Yichen." ”
Hearing Yin Yichen's name, Shen Linxi suddenly remembered that the last time she was with Yin Yichen, Yin Yichen told her that when she went to the "House of Benevolence" again, she must call him. But she was too busy to forget about it.
Although she did not explicitly agree to Yin Yichen at that time, she seemed to have broken her word. And Shen Linxi has always been serious in her work, so she feels a little guilty at this moment.
When these thoughts quickly flashed through her mind, she heard Ming Xia say again: "Yin Shao has seen it." ”
Shen Linxi originally thought about it, so she didn't see Yin Yichen, but after hearing Ming Xia say this, she couldn't help but follow Ming Xia's line of sight.
Yin Yichen also saw Shen Linxi, his expression seemed to be a little complicated, but he quickly glanced at the person next to him and waved to Shen Linxi. It's a little distressing, but at this time, I can only walk over.
Yin Yichen stood up and greeted Shen Linxi and Ming Xia respectively, and said, "The people next to him finished eating immediately." Ming Xia hurriedly said, "Thank you!" ”
I don't know why, Yin Yichen has changed a lot this semester.
While he was talking, he only heard a girl sitting opposite Yin Yichen greet Shen Linxi: "Goddess, hello!" Shen Linxi followed the voice and saw that the girl in front of her was very beautiful. Her long hair is smooth and shiny, and she is wearing a tender yellow Korean cotton dress, which looks very elegant.
Shen Linxi was stunned for a moment, and the girl immediately said smartly: "Goddess, I am in the same class as Yin Shao, my name is Han Ruiyan." I met you at last year's orientation party. Shen Linxi smiled and said, "Oh, hello, I just look at you and feel familiar." ”
At this time, the two people sitting next to Yin Yichen and Han Ruiyan had already gotten up and left, and Shen Linxi and Ming Xia sat down. Han Ruiyan continued: "Goddess, the propaganda department of your school has recently carried out this propaganda activity very well, and I also went to the 'House of Benevolence' later, and those children are really pitiful. When we left, they were reluctant to let us go. ”
Shen Linxi nodded in response to Han Ruiyan while eating. Han Ruiyan said: "By the way, I think the work of the school's propaganda department is very meaningful, and I also want to join the propaganda department to exercise and do some meaningful work like this." I heard that you are the head of the Propaganda Department, can you help me recommend it? ”
Shen Linxi glanced at Han Ruiyan with a smile and said, "The Propaganda Department welcomes newcomers to participate, and a group of officers will be recruited in March next year, so you can go." It should be fine. Han Ruiyan smiled sweetly at Shen Linxi and said, "Thank you Linxi." Shen Linxi replied: "You're welcome." "Just go on eating.
Yin Yichen stared at Shen Linxi for a few seconds, and he saw that her cheeks had become thinner, her chin had become more pointed, and her big eyes had become more prominent. However, he didn't talk to Shen Linxi, but asked Ming Xia, who was sitting next to him, "I heard that the academy is going to hold a wedding in the school auditorium tonight?" ”
Next summer, I will give Yin Yichen a brief introduction to the content of the event. As soon as Han Ruiyan heard this, he was very interested, and said to Yin Yichen with a smile: "Brother Yichen, let's go and have a look." Western weddings are holy and certainly fun. "Her smile was sweet.
Shen Linxi suddenly lost her appetite for eating, she hurriedly took a few mouthfuls of food, and looked at Ming Xia. Mingxia said: "The food is a little cold, Linxi, don't eat it." Let's go to the auditorium now. Shen Linxi agreed, said goodbye to Yin Yichen and Han Ruiyan, and left the restaurant.
After leaving the restaurant, Ming Xia took Shen Linxi's arm and said, "This girl is not simple. People are beautiful, they can talk, and they have strong estimation skills. Is she Yin Yichen's admirer? ”
Shen Linxi's heart couldn't tell why she felt a little blocked, she shook her head lazily and said, "Where do I know." ”
After watching the wedding performance from the auditorium, Shen Linxi was still thinking about the warm and romantic scene at the wedding just now. Suddenly, her mobile phone rang, and she took out her mobile phone to see that it showed the name "Yin Yichen".
She hurriedly picked it up: "Hey! Over there, Yin Yichen said: "Linxi, you wait for me, I have something to tell you." Let's go to the main building where we last visited, and you'll be waiting for me in the lobby. ”
After speaking, Yin Yichen hung up the phone, and Shen Linxi didn't have time to ask him what was wrong. She had no choice but to say to Ming Xia: "Xia Xia, you go back to the dormitory first, someone has something to do with me." Ming Xia glanced at Shen Linxi, didn't ask much, and left first.
It was very close to the main building, and Shen Linxi quickly walked into the main building. Within a few minutes, she saw Yin Yichen enter the hall. He didn't speak, just stepped forward and took Shen Linxi's arm and walked to the secluded and warm corner where the two of them stayed last time.
After Shen Linxi stood still, Yin Yichen suddenly said, "Han Ruiyan is not my girlfriend." Some time ago, I missed some classes, she insisted on giving me make-up lessons, if I have to refuse a person now, my mood will be very irritable, the condition will be aggravated, the doctor said that it needs to be controlled, so I accepted her help, so the relationship is closer. ”
Shen Linxi was stunned for a moment, and then realized that Yin Yichen was explaining to her why he was with Han Ruiyan today.
She glanced at Yin Yichen, but saw that his eyes were a little darker than before, and he seemed to be a little gloomy. So, she wanted to say, "You don't need to explain your business to me." But when the words came to his lips, he involuntarily changed to: "I'm sorry, I was so busy some time ago that I forgot to ask you to go to the 'House of Love' with me." By the way, why did you miss class, is there anything wrong? ”
Yin Yichen walked to Shen Linxi's side, he leaned back against the heater, lowered his head, and said slowly: "A few days ago was my mother's death day. Hearing Yin Yichen say this, Shen Linxi turned his head to look at Yin Yichen in surprise.
Yin Yichen still looked at the ground under his feet and said: "When I was in Los Angeles, I was by her side when she left, but no one remembers her all these years." Yin Yichen's voice suddenly lowered. Shen Linxi could feel that there was a deep sadness in Yin Yichen's heart.
He continued to whisper: "It was very uncomfortable to watch my relatives leave for the first time. A few minutes ago, she was still holding my hand and talking, but the next moment, she couldn't ...... anymore" Yin Yichen's eyes closed, as if he was caught in that painful memory.
Shen Linxi can imagine the pain when a loved one leaves. She wanted to say something to comfort Yin Yichen, but she felt that it was redundant to say anything at this time. Sometimes, language is so pale that it can't soothe the sadness in people's hearts.
After a moment, Yin Yichen slowly opened his eyes again. He said, "But it's okay, and I remember her, remember her......"
Yin Yichen stopped suddenly, he clasped his arms with both hands, and couldn't say any more. Shen Linxi put her hand on Yin Yichen's arm and shook it hard, hoping to convey her concern to Lin Yi in this way.
After a long time, Yin Yichen relaxed. He turned his head, stared at Shen Linxi's hand on his arm, and said in a low voice, "After sweeping my mother's grave that day, I really want to call you and talk to you." But I don't know when it's convenient to call you, and I don't know what I want to say to you.
Still, one night, I called you, but you didn't answer. ”
A touch of guilt appeared in Shen Linxi's eyes, she knew what day Yin Yichen was talking about. That night, several key cadres of the school's propaganda department held a meeting together to study the next work arrangement, so Shen Linxi called the mobile phone to vibrate.
After the meeting, she saw two missed calls on her mobile phone, one of which was from Zhou Qin, and the other was from Yin Yichen. She called Zhou Qin back, and she fought for a long time. After that, because it was very late, she didn't call Yin Yichen back.
Thinking about it now, Yin Yichen must have been in a very low mood at that time, but she inadvertently made Yin Yichen even more disappointed, so Shen Linxi said apologetically: "Yin Yichen, I'm really sorry, I was busy with the school's publicity activities all day during that time." I was so busy that I didn't hear a lot of calls.
When I see a missed call, it's often late, so it's inconvenient to call back. So, it's not like I don't want to take your calls. After Shen Linxi finished saying this in one breath, she looked at Yin Yichen with a nervous expression.
Yin Yichen raised his head and stared at Shen Linxi's wide-open eyes. Her large, somewhat moist eyes were full of apologies, and she was looking at herself seriously.
Yin Yichen seemed to hear the heartbeat of "dong dong" under Shen Linxi's beautiful appearance. And in the next second, Yin Yichen felt his own strong heartbeat, and he suddenly couldn't suppress this surging throbbing. As soon as he stretched out his hand, he wanted to hug Shen Linxi tightly.
But at this time, Yin Yichen's mobile phone rang. He took out his mobile phone and saw that it was Han Ruiyan calling. He hesitated, but picked it up.