Chapter 139 Sad

Chapter 139 Sad

Chapter 139 Sad

Listening to Zhao Jun's whispers outside the tent, Feng Wan finally couldn't help but lift the bed.

She leaned on the pillow and looked up at Zhao Jun, who looked at her with a tired face and expectation, and her eyes blinked.

Find her ideas so that he can abandon Chen Ya without damage?

How could she possibly have this ability? Zhao Jun's confidence in her is really stronger than herself.

Of course, Feng Wan also knew that the biggest reason why Zhao Jun said this was that he had nothing to do, and no one could ask for anything.

Thinking of this, Feng Wan wanted to laugh, but she couldn't laugh, and the whole person was in a trance, thinking: How did you come to this point so quickly? How did you get this far so quickly?

In the previous life, in this life, aren't they all very good? Chen Ya likes him and desperately wants to marry him, he also likes Chen Ya, he is always a hundred times gentle and patient in front of her! Even when Chen Ya was degraded to a commoner by her calculations, she just thought that she had just buried a thorn in Zhao Jun's heart. But she never expected that he would get tired of Chen Ya so quickly, and he wanted to get rid of her so quickly.

In their previous lives, they supported each other and loved each other for several years, but in the end, they couldn't resist Chen Ya's smile. When she was dying, she thought that these two people were stronger than Jin. didn't expect that in this life, it was just that Chen Ya was reduced to a commoner, so he retreated, and he was going to give up.

Seeing Feng Wan in a trance, looking at him with a complicated and wandering gaze, Zhao Jun lowered his head.

Somehow, at this moment, he was a little afraid to meet Feng Wan's gaze.

After a while, Feng Wan said in a low voice: "After all, she is the blood of His Majesty, and she has always been favored, but now she has no ambitions, maybe when she will return to her former glory." Lang Jun must never have the idea of abandoning again. ”

Speaking of this, Feng Wan smiled slowly and said in a low voice: "She Chen Ya is not an ordinary ordinary person like us. Her business, no joke. ”

Her voice was a little erratic, and her smile seemed to be mocking, Zhao Jun couldn't help but think: She is complaining about me, she is ridiculing me for treating her lightly!

Thinking of this, he pursed his lips, stared at Feng Wan seriously and said, "Wan Niang, do you know that I never thought of abandoning you. That is, even if you are sorry for me, I also say to Your Majesty, I will not give up on you! The voice was sonorous, and it seemed quite reasonable.

Haven't you thought about giving up? Yes, he once planned to marry the eldest princess as his wife and demote himself to an equal wife, which is really not a divorce or humiliation! After all, he still wants her, doesn't he?

Feng Wan smiled, she lowered her eyebrows, and said softly, "Lang Jun, I'm tired." ”

In Zhao Jun's somewhat stunned eyes, Feng Wan closed his eyes and said tiredly, "Lang Jun, please go back." ”

It was actually ordered to evict the customer.

But Zhao Jun's purpose of coming was not achieved at all, he told her so seriously, why wasn't she moved at all?

Frowning, Zhao Jun stood still.

At this time, a guard walked up behind Zhao Jun and said, "Zhao Jialangjun, please go back." Unlike Feng Wan's euphemism, the guard's voice was much tougher.

Zhao Jun's thin lips pursed into a line, he stared at Feng Wan for a while, he didn't know what he thought, he nodded obediently at the moment, and said gently, "I'll go." ”

Then, he looked at Feng Wan and said softly: "Wan Niang, what you said for your husband, you should think about it in your heart." ”

After explaining this, he turned and returned.

Seeing his back leave, Feng Wan took a moment before retracting his gaze.

After a long time, she let out a low laugh.

Feng Wan's low laughter made the two maids come closer. A maid asked curiously, "What is Madame laughing at?" ”

Feng Wan was still laughing, she covered her face with her sleeves, softly, as if she couldn't help laughing, but when she heard this laughter, she had a kind of melancholy.

After a long while, Feng Wan's laughter gradually stopped. When the other maid couldn't help but ask too, Feng Wan replied in a low voice, "It's nothing." It's just that I suddenly found that the person who used to resent even death was even more pitiful than me. ”

"What do you resent even to die," the two maids glanced at each other, and shook their heads in confusion.

Feng Wan slowly lowered her sleeves, her face had returned to its former calm and indifference. Lowering her eyes, she secretly thought: Chen Ya was disgusted with him so quickly? The dignified princess gave up the pride of the princess and succumbed to him as a six-grade petty official, and now she can't even be a princess...... She has paid so much, she must not have thought that her husband, who has been married to her for less than a month, has begun to dislike her!

Giving up his own dignity, giving up the favor of his parents, giving up the familiar and comfortable life, enduring the cold eyes of his friends and the gossip of others, the man who chooses desperately, is this? In less than a month, the soil of the new house has not dried, the mandarin duck pillow is still warm, the man's oath is still lingering in his ears, and the smile on his cheeks has not been put away, he has changed his mind? Broken love?

Is...... Amusing!

It's ridiculous!

After chuckling for a while, Feng Wan said softly: "If you notify me, you will say that I am seriously ill again." ”

In the puzzled eyes of the two maids, Feng Wan explained: "I'm tired, I don't want to be involved with the people in this courtyard anymore...... When the general returns victorious, I will be sick again. ”

But he was desperately waiting for the general.

The two maids looked at each other and smiled, and happily replied, "What Madame said is very true. ”

As soon as the two maids spread Feng Wan's meaning, the north courtyard immediately became depressed. The fragrance of medicine rising up, the servants who came and went quietly with their heads down, and the silent courtyard announced to everyone the bad luck of this northern courtyard.

Next, three heavy snowfalls fell in the capital, and then there were more than ten consecutive days of hazy and windy weather.

In this climate, the nobles had carriages to ride and were reluctant to move. As a result, the traces of cars outside Zhao's mansion gradually disappeared.

However, in the east courtyard, there were whistle shouts and shouts from time to time, and several times, Feng Wan also heard the maidservants stop the maidservants who came to complain. As for Zhao Jun, he also came seven or eight times in a row, but he didn't say a word to Feng Wan. A few times he forcibly broke in, and what he saw was Feng Wan, who was lying down and asleep.

Today is the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve.

Zhao Jun had been standing in front of Feng Wan's collapse for a long time. He lowered his head, dumbfounded, and stared at her for a moment.

After a while, he pursed his lips and asked behind him, "How long has Madame been like this?" ”

A maidservant girl replied, "It's been a month and nineteen days." ”

"A month and nineteen days?" Zhao Jun repeated, and said in a trembling voice: "Did the doctor say anything?" ”

"The doctor said that Mrs. had just extinguished the fire, and the residual temperature was still there, so that the old illness rekindled, which was more serious than the initial illness."

Zhao Jun's thin lips moved.

He slowly walked in front of Feng Wan.

Sitting down before the collapse, he stretched out his hand and wanted to touch Feng Wan's face, but hesitated for a long time, but put it down again.

After a while, he called in a low voice: "Wan Niang? ”

Feng Wanzi was motionless.

Zhao Jun called again: "Wan Niang? ”

After calling a few times in a row, he didn't see any reaction from her, and Zhao Jun suddenly became sad. He stretched out his hand to cover his face and choked up, "Wan Niang, you are not like this...... Married to me for more than two years, you have never been sick, why is this uncomfortable to this point? ”

Knowing that someone is coming, Feng Wan will always apply a thick layer of white powder on his face, and he will apply Qingdai. There was not enough light in the room, and anyone who looked at it suddenly saw a face that was blue and white, bloodless and lifeless. What Zhao Jun saw at this moment was the same.

He seemed to be really sad, choked up, and couldn't speak for a long time.

After a while, his choked voice calmed down a little, and he said in a low voice again: "Wan Niang, I don't want you to be sick for my husband, I don't want you to be like this...... Wan Niang, for a long time, I stayed in the room where you used to live...... Wan Niang, are you collapsing? Me, let's go back to the way things were, okay? ”

At this moment, his voice was a little childish, and the maid standing in the corner quietly stretched out her head to look at him, and looked at the tears overflowing from her fingers, she secretly thought: No wonder the world says that men are like children many times. I thought that a person like Zhao Jialangjun would be an exception, but I didn't expect that he would also have such a fragile time.

Every time Zhao Jun came, no matter how he asked for it, there would be two maidservants guarding Feng Wan's room, insisting on not letting him be alone with Feng Wan. After again and again, Zhao Jun no longer insisted. Today, when he lost his temper like this, he forgot that there were still people around him watching.

Tears slowly flowed down the fingers, drop after drop. And Feng Wan, who was lying on the bed, was still pale and didn't move.

Zhao Jun glanced up at her and slowly stopped his tears. He was no longer choked, and he seemed to be a little distracted. The whole person sat there in a daze, his eyes seemed to be looking at Feng Wan, and it seemed to be empty.

…… After Feng Wan left, what he felt the most was loneliness, complete loneliness. The person who always stood behind him silently, was gentle to him, and thought about everything for him was gone, and he would suddenly find that although the world was big, he was alone.

If his career is smooth and the spring breeze is proud, maybe this feeling is not so strong, but now, he is unsatisfactory, and this unsatisfactory is reflected in the previous days as beautiful as a fairy. Therefore, when he saw Feng Wan who was bedridden, he suddenly lost his temper, and suddenly there was a panic that he would become nothing!

This feeling, this gaffe, this sadness, Zhao Jun in his previous life, didn't realize it until half a year after marrying Chen Ya. In that half a year, he made mistakes again and again in front of His Majesty, and was involved in partisan disputes among his colleagues twice in succession, becoming a pawn in the conspiracy of others. At that time, although he was only demoted by His Majesty by one order, one of the five core ministers trusted by His Majesty, fell to the periphery. But he and the people around him felt that he had little future.

At this time, Chen Ya's status as a princess could not solve any of his problems. What he needs is Feng Wan, and what he needs is someone who has political wisdom, can see the clues from the subtleties, can help him make points, help him maneuver, and remedy his mistakes in time.

It's a pity that Feng Wan has already been killed by his current wife, the eldest princess Chen Ya, with his acquiescence! Buried in the distant countryside, her bones were eaten by insects and ants, and there was not much left, where could she crawl out of the soil to help him?

So, at that time, he walked into the bedroom where Feng Wan usually lived with wine, and choked up like this while drinking wine. So, he crossed his arms and let Chen Ya's laughter outside the courtyard be loud and loud, but he himself was so cold that his whole body trembled, but he felt that although the world was big, he was only one person!

Because, that person is no longer there, and he killed him when he didn't fully understand her importance and didn't feel her preciousness!

- In this world, the only thing that is not sold is regret medicine.

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