(004) The decision of reincarnation and fate
"Ahh
The previous passion drama came to an abrupt end when she blurted out the words. After Mo Yi heard her words, his pupils shrank imperceptibly, and he stopped all movements in an instant, he was silent for a long time, and the black eyes that she was watching began to dodge a little.
After a while, he slowly got up and walked to the window, turned his back to her and whispered, "It's too late, go and rest." ”
The whole time, he never looked back at her again.
Poppy hugged his knees in frustration, buried his head in his knees, and thought with some chagrin that anyone would have reacted like that to ask such a bad thing when he was so confused.
Although she had been mentally prepared for some things, Mo Yi's subconscious actions at that time and the silence after that still burned Poppy vividly, making her realize the fact that she was unwilling to admit from the bottom of her heart-
The person Mo Yi loves is Yao Ji, the object of his distraction, and Yao Ji, he is just a substitute, because he is the reincarnation of Yao Ji, and Yao Ji's body has been annihilated five hundred years ago, so his nowhere to release his emotions naturally fell on himself as the reincarnation of Yao Ji.
Although it was herself who was kissed by Mo Yi at that moment, she clearly saw Yao Ji from Mo Yi's eyes for a moment, not herself.
Maybe in Mo Yi's mind, Poppy and Yao Ji are the same person, there is no difference.
But Poppy clearly understands that they are not, even if she now has the memory of Yaoji, the power of Yaoji, and everything about Yaoji, she is still poppy.
She admitted that she was in love with Mo Yi, but she loved this person as an poppy, rather than simply inheriting Yaoji's emotions.
Therefore, she hopes that Mo Yi can face herself with the same attitude, she hopes that he can know from the bottom of his heart that the girl he hugs, and the girl he kisses is a poppy, instead of ignorant and confused to see her as the woman five hundred years ago, or a substitute for that woman.
This is important, and this is an inexplicable insistence on poppy.
Poppy fingers gently brushed his lips that were a little swollen by Mo Yi's kiss, and his expression was slightly stunned...
There were so many thoughts that I couldn't sleep all night.
The relationship between Poppy and Mo Yi seemed to have quietly changed between nights, becoming a little subtly awkward.
Mo Yi never mentioned the matter of returning to the Void Underworld, and his attitude towards Poppy became a little blunt, and even a little deliberately cold and evasive.
But under the same roof, such a move was naturally quickly noticed by Poppy, and Poppy found that he had been cleverly avoided by Mo Yi several times when he wanted to find something to say, and he was a little annoyed in his heart. I thought to myself, Mo Yi, even if you understand that you kissed the wrong person, you won't be so obvious, right?
She stomped at Mo Yi's back angrily, and scolded in a low voice - childish!
It's no wonder that Poppy would react like this, she's a girl, how can you say that the person who suffered on that impulsive night should be her, right? The person who took the initiative was you Mo Yi, and it was you Mo Yi who took advantage, but now he turned his face and didn't recognize anyone when he came to rub oil, what kind of thing is this!
Well, although Poppy is embarrassed to admit that she is actually a beneficiary, she is not disgusted by Mo Yi's kisses and touches from the bottom of her bones, and even a little intoxicated, and she actually has some expectations for the unfinished things after that.
Poppy is not a casual girl, she has different caution from her peers when it comes to men and women, but, from another point of view, she is also a free and easy person, if the other party is Mo Yi, she thinks that she should be willing to give everything she has to him.
But Mo Yi's current attitude has deeply hurt Poppy's self-esteem as a girl.
At that moment, she was deeply jealous of her previous life Yao Ji, and she thought to herself that if the woman who asked that question at that time was Yao Ji, Mo Yi was afraid that she would not hesitate for a minute. Thinking about this, Poppy felt that the tip of his heart had been pricked by a needle again.
Thinking of Yao Ji, another thing that had been stalked in his chest was about to come out, and Mo Yi had deliberately avoided that incident in the past few days, which made Poppy a little surprised, could it be that he was wrong to blame him? Wasn't the reason why he sought to protect himself in the first place to bring her back to the Void Underworld, awaken Yao Ji's spiritual sense, retrieve Yao Ji's power, and then break the spell?
Why did he stop when she offered it? What was he hesitating about?
Poppy is a simple and free person, since she couldn't figure it out, she simply threw the question out, she took a few steps and grabbed Mo Yi's shirt from behind, in Mo Yi's surprised looking back, Poppy opened her pure eyes again, looked at Mo Yi fixedly, and seriously repeated her previous decision: "Tell me, how to go back to the Void Underworld?" ”
This was the same question as before, which made Mo Yi suddenly laugh dumbly, but he felt extremely bitter.
Why is she suffering? You have to lead yourself to the road of no return!
Seeing her so persistent, Mo Yi felt that he was simply asking for trouble these days. Did she ever know all the struggles in her heart these days? She thought about the Void Underworld so easily, thinking that as long as she went back, she could easily retrieve Yao Ji's power, but because she didn't understand the danger of that world, she didn't know the conspiracy and power hidden behind those twists and turns of the past.
But if you don't understand, it doesn't mean that Mo Yi doesn't understand either.
In fact, Mo Yi himself is also very confused now, he doesn't know whether his feelings for the woman in front of him are because of Yao Ji or because of herself, but subconsciously, the idea of protecting her in his heart is getting stronger and stronger, so he doesn't dare to make that final decision.
If it was before that night, or if it hadn't happened after, maybe Mo Yi could have made up his mind to take her back without hesitation, just like the decision he had made in front of Zhuo Wei before, but after that, everything changed.
In fact, the reason why Mo Yi was silent and stopped that night was not as Poppy guessed, seeing her as Yao Ji or Yao Ji's substitute, Mo Yi was actually extremely clear in his heart about the identity of the woman in front of him, but he couldn't help it.
In the face of the frankness and tolerance, in the face of the pair of golden brown eyes that stared at him without reservation, and in the face of the delicate face that had made him dream for hundreds of years, everything made him unable to help himself.
Maybe men's reason and emotions are in a thought, as deep as Mo Yi, and there are times when feelings are out of control.
Therefore, when he said that sentence in a dazzling manner, it pulled Mo Yi's out-of-control sanity back.
Mo Yi actually didn't regret what he had done, he knew better than anyone who he wanted at the time, but he was a little scared, a little at a loss, he knew what Poppy wanted, but he was afraid that he couldn't afford it, or rather, could he give it? Eligible?
Can he be willing to let go of the past five hundred years ago in his heart and make a real farewell to Yaoji? After knowing everything Yao Ji had done for him, could he really give her up easily?
Mo Yi didn't have an answer, so he subconsciously chose to escape.
Escape the chaotic emotions in your heart, escape the choice that makes him dilemma.
However, Poppy didn't give him a chance to escape, as if she saw his hesitation and struggle in his eyes, she subconsciously straightened her spine, raised her head and faced him proudly, and made the final decision for him with her persistence and courage: "Mo Yi, you can't protect me for the rest of my life, rather than this, it's better to let go and let me face my fate." ”
This sentence was like a lightning bolt, illuminating Mo Yi, who was in the abyss of confusion. He looked at the serious look in front of him in astonishment, but he didn't expect that this woman was stronger and more determined than he imagined.
It's just that Mo Yi thought a little lost in his heart, this woman finally chose to face her fate like Yao Ji back then, instead of staying under his protection with peace of mind.
Is this a blessing for the two of them? Or is it unfortunate?
Perhaps, this is fate, the fate of their life and life,
Since he is not sure that he can protect her for the rest of his life, he should simply accompany her to face the unknown fate. In this way, he may be worthy of those who are under the Nine Springs.
Mo Yi slowly closed his eyes, silent for a long time, and when he opened his eyes again, there was a clear picture in his dark eyes, and he finally made a final decision.
"You prepare, I'll tell you how to get back to the Void Underworld later."