514 Sleepless tonight

It's so clear that even if he can't see anything, he can put every bit of her on paper and lie to himself that she's still here, right in front of his eyes......

So, he habitually stretched out his hand......

Fingertips touched her delicate skin, and then pinned the disobedient strand of hair behind her ear.

She sat up straight again and continued to read carefully.

She didn't know that Yuwen Xuanyi could only hear her voice intermittently now......

The servant never bothered them, put the food at the door, and knocked lightly on the door twice.

She turned around with the tray and met his gaze.

His gaze always follows her, wherever she goes.

She laughs, and who says he can't see things? That gentle gaze is only available to him, and that spoiling only belongs to her.

Xuanyi, I want to enjoy your favor forever.

She picked up the silver spoon, scooped a spoonful of the soup, blew it, and brought it to his lips.

He hadn't eaten for days, but he opened his mouth.

The Adam's apple rolls back and forth, swallowing with great effort.

She lowered her eyes, and the bottom of her eyes was astringent.

She knew that at this stage, he couldn't eat anything, but he still smiled at the corner of his lips, waiting to enjoy the last warmth.

"Xuanyi, today's meal is delicious, can you feed me?"

Everything is business as usual, okay?

He smiled and stretched out his hand......

She handed him the silver spoon, took it again, scooped a spoonful of soup, and brought it to her lips......

"I still want to eat this......" she said as if coquettishly.

He let her take his hand, the corners of his lips melted into a softness, so weak, and so happy.

After dinner, she still read "Beijing Colorful Rhyme" for him, but saw him look away and look out the window.

"Xuanyi ......"

The corners of his lips hooked slightly: "What time is it?" Are plum blossoms still blooming? ”

She was stunned for a moment, and suddenly understood his thoughts.

They had a pact...... On the snow path of Funan Xinggong, he looked back at the sparse shadows and said to her with a smile: "When the flowers bloom this year, I can paint a picture for you?" ”

The plum blossoms have bloomed for a few years, but he and she always have such and such reasons, and they have not been realized, so they have missed it all the way, and the result is ......

"The plum blossoms are blooming just right, and the green calyx in front of the window is full of branches this year, do you want me to break a few branches in?"

"Good ......"

She got up immediately, but didn't go out.

Yuwen Xuanyi vaguely heard the sound of clothes rustling, and a smile couldn't help but appear on the corner of his lips.

"Jinling......" he called Su Jinling, who was about to go out: "Open the window, I want to see you standing under the plum tree......"

Her eyes burned, and she hurriedly answered, turned and pushed open the window.

The cold wind soaked in, with the cold of the snow, and the faint fragrance of the plum poured down like a wave, but he ...... Nothing smelled.

He only leaned on the soft pillow, smiled at the corners of his lips, and "looked" out of the window for a moment......

Even if he couldn't see it, he knew she must be wearing the goose-yellow dress.

The color complements her very much, and it shows that her skin is like congealed cream, and she is frosty.

That style suited her perfectly, light and flowing, dancing with her long hair, like a fairy.

It was the dress she wore when she first confessed her heart to him. That night, her eyes sparkled brighter than crystal, dazzling his eyes and his heart for a moment.

She looked at him for a moment, and said very quietly but firmly: "I can't bear to ...... you."

It was last year's Double Ninth Festival, and he received the holy decree to weave all his crimes, and he couldn't help but say that he was depressed, of course, it was because he was deeply suffering from Gu worms that he went to the Star Picking Pavilion...... This kind of cool place can make Gu worms quiet a little.

At this time, she came, wearing this goose yellow dress, and played a very melodious tune. The sound of the piano rang in his ears every night to come, and her graceful dancing swirled into his heart and was deeply engraved on it.

Today, she wears it again.

She stood under the plum tree......

At this moment, the green calyx is full of branches, it must be like many delicate little butterflies, and she, with her clothes fluttering, must be a fairy who comes out of the flowers.

She came like that, and walked towards him from the end of the snow-covered path of the Funan Palace......

She just came like that, and walked towards him in the light mist of the sparse shadow of the Cloud Garden......

And so she came and went, in the light-lit plum forest, like an elf dancing in the midst of the beautiful streams, holding a flower branch in her hand, and walking towards him......

Without pen and paper, he couldn't lift the pen anymore, but he traced a trace of her in his heart.

He was so attentive, so meticulous, as if he saw her dancing in the woods, as if he saw her smiling at him......

Everything in the past nine years has flown in my heart one by one.

He's going to take it all, take it all.

Jinling, no matter where you go, I will keep you in my heart forever......

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"Jinling, come here, let's talk about it?"

Since coming back from outside, Su Jinling has been busy in the house.

It's not that she doesn't want to be near him, but she thinks of the afternoon when he leans on the head of the bed and looks at her with a slight smile......

That was his usual smile, but at the moment, it was so ethereal.

He lay there quietly, but it was as if there was a cloud under him, which would carry him away at any time......

She knew that moment was coming.

At that moment, she suddenly wanted to pounce on him, hugged him and shouted: "Xuanyi, don't go, don't leave me ......"

But she just stood under the plum tree, clinging to the branches, and trying to smile at him.

She knew he couldn't see, but she was still smiling, but tears were already on her cheeks......

Therefore, she did not dare to approach him, she was afraid that she would cry, but she clearly told him that everything was as usual......

All...... Will it really be the same as usual?

In the past two days, she has been lying to herself, lying to him, and he is very cooperative, but all of them know that this kind of disguised calm will not last long......

"Why can't you come back yet?" He called softly, and suddenly coughed.

She immediately flew to his side and stroked his back: "What's the cough?" I'm going to pour you a glass of water......"

Before he could turn around, he was already holding her hand.

His strength was so weak, but she couldn't break free.

He smiled at the corner of his lips: "If not, how can you come?" ”

Long fingers caressed her face: "You cried ......"

A choke in his throat, and a string of tears slid down.

He smiled: "I can't sleep tonight, I want you to talk to me ......"

She nodded.

He smiled: "I don't come up yet, I want to hug you......"

She obediently got into bed, took his arm and pillowed it under her neck, pressed her face against his chest, put one arm on his body, and hugged him gently......

It's been every night we've been together, and tonight, it's the same as ever......

He took a deep breath: "Jinling, I can't smell you anymore......"

The arms around his body tightened, and his head was buried lower in his chest.

"Don't cry......" He tried to pat her on the head, but only moved his fingers.

"Jinling, do you know why I married you?"

Fortunately, her hair was still between his fingers, and he could still touch her softness and smoothness.

"It's the fourth brother who asked me to marry you!"

The body in his arms shook suddenly.

He smiled: "I like you and want to be with you, but at that time, you liked the fourth brother so much, I didn't think I had the slightest hope until the night of the riots...... Thou hast been taken captive by Roya, and I have gone to save thee, and thou hast thrown yourself into my arms...... At that moment, I thought, this woman is going to be decided! ”

His hand gripped the hem of his shirt.

"Therefore, I have asked for a marriage before my father has decreed his peace. But it's just my decision, you, and the fourth brother...... What would you think? And the strange thing is that according to the fourth brother's heart for you, it is impossible for him not to save you! ”

sighed: "At that time, the fourth brother also went to ask his father for marriage, I was really afraid that the person he wanted would be you, and you would definitely agree to him without hesitation, but...... At that moment, I didn't know whether my mood was joy or surprise, and at that moment, I was still trying to figure out his thoughts. But when he got up, when he walked towards the door, when he brushed past me...... There was a moment of stagnation. For a moment, he looked at me...... I knew that he asked me to bring you back, and he must bring you back! ”

"So I'll take you back," he sighed, very satisfied, "but you always wanted to leave me at that time......"

"Xuanyi, I won't leave you, I'll be with you forever......"

"Yes, forever ......" he smiled, the corners of his lips soft: "But at that time, I was very sad, angry, and unwilling. However, I am also very patient and conceited......"

"Conceited?"

"yes. At the beginning, you were often in danger because of the fourth brother, and I always thought that if I were to change to me, I would definitely not let you suffer so much, and I must protect you well. I also thought that only I could understand your thoughts, so I would not let you be wronged! But I don't want to, you followed me, worried for so many years, and gave up ten years of life for me, and suffered a crime that others couldn't imagine, and almost ......"

"Xuanyi ......"

"And that's because of me...... If it weren't for my suspicion, jealousy, carelessness, indecision, and my willingness to be diverted by others, I wouldn't have caused you to suffer, and what I have today is my own ......."

"Xuanyi ......"

He took a deep breath, although he still couldn't smell her fragrance: "At that time, in order to keep my conceit from falling short, I thought, what the fourth brother did, at least I can't be worse than him!" So I got ahead of him everywhere...... Please ask the emperor to give you a marriage, go to Wansong Mountain to save you, and cast a white jade lotus for you......"

"Xuanyi, that lotus ......"

Why did she easily discard the lotus flower he had forged with his hard work? In that moment, how could she have forgotten how he risked his life to protect her?

He wanted to shake his head, but he was getting weaker, and he knew that the moment was coming......

"Jinling, I didn't expect you to come back, we are together now, I am already satisfied......"

smiled: "Thinking of our newlyweds, I sneaked to the Nuanyu Shengxiang Pavilion every night and held you in my arms." In fact, at first, I did want to warm you, but gradually, I began to covet the feeling of holding you, and the smell of you...... At that moment, I thought, she was in my arms, and I could finally stop guarding her behind my back......"