I couldn't control them anymore, they were lying on top of me, and I had to wrap myself so tightly that they couldn't easily spill to the ground.

On the third day of the lunar month, you came back as scheduled.

Jinling, I really want to hug you, but I don't dare.

I hid in Qichun Pavilion all night.

I know, you will be suspicious, when Xu Ruoxi came to the mansion for the first time and I knew her intentions and did not drive her away, I wanted you to be suspicious.

Jinling, I can't stay with you for long, maybe when you leave home, I'll die.

I'm going to die.

I don't know what it's like when I die, maybe it's ugly, but if you see it, will you be afraid? Does it feel more ...... than what you see today? Unsightly?

I'm scared too.

Because in your eyes, I am so beautiful and clear, unparalleled in the world. Therefore, I don't want you to see my terrifying appearance, I hope that no matter when and where, in your heart, I am the "handsome" "husband".

Let me leave the last trace of beauty in your heart.

He closed his eyes and sighed.

Therefore, when you leave, I don't dare to send you, I am afraid that if I look at you one more time, it will change my determination so easily.

However, these are not the most important things, what worries me the most is...... You will go with me.

You are still so young, and the future is still very long, I want you to live, live well......

Everyone knows that he can't let go of you in his heart.

He will be nice to you.

You will be the queen, that seat should be yours, only you have the demeanor of the mother!

Sadly, I can't give you all this.

During this time, I occasionally wonder if I had known that today would have been so obsessed with marrying you that I would have suffered so many sins and left you so quickly......

However, I don't regret it, the nine years we have been together have been the happiest nine years of my life.

So, let's just think I'm selfish.

The thick eyelashes trembled slightly, faintly revealing a glimmer of water.

Jinling, where are you now?

Sigh.

Jinling, I can't protect you now, you ...... Be careful.

Seeing you so sad today, I won't cry anymore when I'm so sad, I ...... in my heart

It must have taken a lot of effort for you to run back so far away, just to tell me that you are still alive, to reunite with me, I know, I know.

I also know how shocked you would be if a bucket of cold water was poured on you at this time.

Now, you must hate me.

Fortunately, only in this way can I leave with confidence.

But Jinling, I said, in this life and this life, I will never be separated from you again...... Even if you die, I will stay by your side.

He fumbled for a strip of cloth from under his pillow.

Or the poisoning incident back then, both of them misunderstood each other, so neither of them was embarrassed to speak first. He missed her very much, so he peeked out of the window at night, but was found by Shen'er. As he fled in a hurry, his robe scraped against the window......

She kept this strip of cloth for many years.

He stared at it for a moment.

His vision was blurred.

It won't be long before he can't see anything again.

Just now, her grief pierced her eyes so clearly and burned into her heart.

His heart tightened, and he couldn't help coughing a few times.

Jinling, every time you get angry, I coax you, but this time...... I can't, if there is an afterlife, I will treat you well in the next life......

He stared at it for a moment, and his hand that clenched the strip of cloth trembled slightly.

Jinling, where have you been now?

Silent sighs.

Suddenly, he put a strip of cloth over his eyes......

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"Princess......

"Princess......

……

Su Jinling rushed all the way.

She didn't know how long she had been running and where she had gone. It was just boundless darkness in front of me, but there was a cloud of fog rising up, and I lost my sight.

There was only his own gasp in his ears, and the sound of the wind, as if thousands of troops had run over, which was deafening.

And her heart has also been trampled by countless iron hooves, running all the way, broken all the way, and now it is impossible to pick it up.

Without a heart, the whole person has become light.

She looked at the fog in front of her, and the night was long, and she only felt that she had turned into fog, and she was about to drift away in this endless darkness......

"Princess...... The princess ......"

She vaguely heard someone calling.

Princess...... Is it calling her?

Is she a princess?

It seemed that something was gradually becoming clear, but it pierced her heart.

She fell to the ground, feeling like she was falling into the clouds, floating......

"Princess......

Someone chased after her, and he knelt beside her all of a sudden, his arm on the ground, gasping for breath, and he couldn't say a word for a long time.

She looked at the visitor in a daze, and it took a long time to recognize the face.

"Qiu'e ......"

"Yes. Princess, you let the slave and maid chase after you so hard......" Qiu'e panted.

"What are you chasing me for?" She muttered, remembering the past abruptly, and her heart ached.

"You go away!" She sat up abruptly and pushed Qiu'e away: "You go away!" ”

Qiu Dong fell to the ground, and hurriedly knelt up, trying to reach out to help her: "Princess......"

She waved her outstretched hand and shouted, "Don't come near me, I'm not a princess, I'm not a ......"

"Princess, what's wrong with you?" Qiu'e knelt a few steps forward, tears raining down.

"You go, I don't want to see you, I don't want to see you......" Su Jinling hugged her head and squeezed hard, as if she could squeeze out that painful memory: "I don't want to, I don't want to ......"

She ran so fast that she seemed to be able to leave that terrible scene far behind.

She had been running for so long, and it was so cold that it seemed that this would allow the cold wind to take over all her memories and blow away all the pain.

But now, they had returned, and they had begun to torment her again.

Her head hurts, her heart hurts, everything hurts.

They were tearing her apart, they were crushing her, and she could already smell the sweetness of blood......

"Princess......

Qiu'e was startled and hurriedly wiped the red that oozed from the corners of her lips.

She didn't know if the princess had vomited blood or bit her tongue, she tried to pry her mouth open, but her teeth clenched.

"Princess, don't scare the slaves, princess......" Qiu'e cried.

Su Jinling was in a ball, trying his best to shrink into a small one, as if he could reduce the damage of the attack in this way, and as if he could stay away from everything in this way.

"Princess...... The princess ......"

Qiu'e kept calling, but Su Jinling didn't seem to hear anything.

She hugged the trembling princess and cried into the darkness around her: "Is there anyone? Help......"

But she didn't know where they had gone. In the distance, there was a house with a light on, but she waited for a long time, and the light dimmed again.

Her heart suddenly cooled, but when she saw that Su Jinling seemed to want to cry but couldn't cry, her voice was squeezed in her throat, getting thicker and thicker, and she almost wanted to suffocate, she finally gritted her teeth and raised her hand tremblingly......

He closed his eyes and slapped him hard......

There was a crisp sound of "pop".

She only heard Su Jinling snort, then trembled, and then coughed violently.

A few stars splashed on his hands, and they were blood......

Soon, there was a layer on the ground, lined with snow, which was eerily deep.

"Princess......," she cried.

Su Jinling opened her eyes in a daze, looked at Qiu'e, and looked suspicious: "Why are you here?" ”

"Princess," Qiu'e wiped her tears and held her: "The slave maid came out with the princess......"

"With me?" Su Jinling was even more puzzled.

But there is such a picture that suddenly jumps into view...... Intertwined bodies, intertwined breaths...... The man raised his head, the spring in his eyes turned cold, and the corners of his slightly curled lips were also sarcastic.

He said, "I'll let you go now!" ”

There was a pain in the heart, a sweetness in the throat, and blood was spat out again.

"Princess......" Qiu'e exclaimed.

Su Jinling pushed her away and slowly stood up.

His body kept shaking, but he finally stood firm.

"You ...... go"

"Slaves don't leave!"

"I don't want to see you now, I don't want to see ......" thought of his desperation, and his chest ached as if it were torn.

Reach out and cover ...... What about her heart? Why can't she feel her heartbeat?

The sentence "Let's go......" is like a sigh.

"Princess, slave maid......" Qiu'e bit her lip: "Where is the princess going?" ”

Su Jinling's steps suddenly stagnated.

yes, where is she going?

There is no such person as Su Jinling in this time and space.

In fact, there shouldn't be her as a person, she didn't want to leave, so she ended up today, and she was to blame!

His hand reached into the placket of his clothes and took out the white jade lotus.

It was especially with her body temperature, with the breath that belonged to him.

She still remembered that that day, he turned over and dismounted, and walked towards her in the golden glow of the morning sun, like the brightest and freshest ray of morning light.

He walked up to her, looked at her softly with half-cold and half-springy eyes, and said, "If you don't look up at me, how do you know if I'm good or bad?" ”

When I closed my eyes and opened them again, my eyes were as cold as snow.

The hand tightened, and finally it was raised......

The white jade lotus rose into the air, instantly turned into a small dot, and disappeared......

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Su Jinling stayed in Xu'an Mansion.

She sometimes thinks that Prince Xi is really a visionary, otherwise she really doesn't know where to stay.

But it's just a foothold.

She is "dead", and she can't act at will, otherwise she will be scared, just like when she came to Xu'an Mansion that day, wasn't Ruixiang also frightened? Of course, he wouldn't send her back, because ...... Bully. Qingning Wangfu is afraid that it will not be able to withstand the toss anymore.

And she wouldn't want to go back, not just because of ...... Moreover, could Yuwen Xuancang be looking for her?

I can't help but say that she is resentful of him, if there is no holy decree that ordered her to go to the Taimiao Temple to pray for the blessing of the emperor, she is afraid that she will not be able to fall to the point where she is today.

Sneer.

However, what should come will come, and I can't complain about others!

It's not that she doesn't know his thoughts, it's just that she doesn't want to stay on this plane anymore.

She was waiting, waiting for the summer, waiting for the thunder, waiting for the ray of light that could bring her back to her past life......