Hearing that Zhang Yunming was the last time she saw Xiaoxi, Xue Wei asked in surprise, "Why?" ”

Helian Yao pulled Xue Ling, "Yun Ming is twenty-eight years old, if it weren't for the perennial marching children, they should have it." He is the eldest son of the Zhang family, how can there be any reason not to get married. His father set him up for a marriage, and he was going to marry after the autumn. ”

"You're going to get married, too?"

Back then, Xiaoxi was insulted by Fu Yanjin's adjutant in prison, she was stopped by Zhang Yunming several times to seek death, and he also showed that he was willing to take care of Xiaoxi for a lifetime, but Xiaoxi felt that he was just sympathetic and guilty, and turned around to Jingyun Nunnery to leave home, these three years have passed, and there is no way to accuse Zhang Yunming of being impatient, after all, once something happens, it is difficult to change, and sometimes people's hearts are more immobile than mountains and seas.

She sighed, "I'll go see Xiaoxi in a few days and persuade her again." ”

Zhang Yunming was speechless, he has done everything he can do over the years, and he has said everything he should say, Xiaoxi's will is very resolute, and he can't change it in this life.

In fact, as long as she can give him a glimmer of hope, he is willing to wait, but year by year, her attitude makes his heart get colder and colder, and his whole body hurts from the cold, and he really can't wait.

Zhang Yunming didn't delay much in Fengping, he went back the next day, Helian Yao left from the spring and came back in the summer, although the military affairs were handled, but there were still many things, he was busy every day, and Xue Wei on the one hand looked for a tutor for Haoxuan, and on the other hand, he helped Helian Yao to implement monogamy. The interior is no better than Yunzhou on the coast, where there are few people and are influenced by Western culture.

Fengping is a thousand-year-old ancient capital, and the feudal ideology is particularly strong, so you can't really kill people at every turn, and it is still very important to infiltrate from the heart a little bit, especially young people.

Both of them were busy, and it was the Mid-Autumn Festival at once, and Helian Yao took care of things three days before Lanzi's wedding, and took Xue Wei and Haoxuan to Jinhua.

Lan Zichu has been stationed in Jinhua, and now that he is married, there is no movement in the gold and jade.

That day in the hospital, she handed him the original jade bracelet and returned to Jinhua, and then there was no news, and Lan Zichu did not deliberately inquire, just when she was at home and did not go out.

Lanzi has no relatives at home, but Miss Su is from a famous family with many relatives and friends, and her parents also came to Jinhua before marriage.

Miss Su is a foreigner, but she likes Chinese-style weddings, Lan Zichu loves her very much, everything depends on her, the wedding is very grand, a little bit of the whole city jubilant.

The wedding banquet lasted for three days and three nights, and all the celebrities in the city came to congratulate them.

The moon in the sky is very round, after all, it is just after the Mid-Autumn Festival, but his heart seems to be missing.

The orderly thought he was drunk and came to help him, but he pushed him away, and he muttered to the moon, "Why, why did you get to this point?" ”

The orderly didn't dare to step forward, he looked up and saw the bride coming out of the house, and was about to speak when Miss Su stopped her, she looked at Lan Zi's back and frowned slightly.

At this time, someone suddenly came, saying that someone was giving a gift.

The black and gold box is antique, and when the blue son is opened, there is a pair of Lantian beautiful jade.

Lan Zichu once said that he only likes Lantian jade, because there is a word in it that of his name and Jin Jiyu, and Tian Sifang is a family, which connects them.

He couldn't help but be stunned, grabbed the soldier's collar and asked, "What about the person who gave the gift?" What kind of person is it? ”

"Back to the teacher's seat, it's a man, a very fierce man."

"It must be Ah Jin." Lan Zi got up to chase after him, but his legs and feet did not change after drinking too much, and he almost fell to the ground.

The orderly hurriedly helped him up, "the division seat ......"

"Master, it's time to rest." Su Zijin's voice came from behind.

Lan Zichu's heart trembled, he is married, and his bride is Su Zijin, a gentle and kind lady, he should cherish and love someone for a lifetime.

His footsteps changed direction, and he pushed away the orderly and stumbled into the house.

Su Zijin helped the person up, and she said softly: "Come into the house and drink a cup of sobering tea." ”

Lan Zichu leaned his head on her shoulder, breathed in the faint fragrance of her body, and calmed down, "I'm sorry, Zijin." ”

Su Zijin looked up at the moon in the sky and whispered, "Zichu, I know you don't love me, but we are both married, we have to live a good life, right?" ”

Lan Zichu held her little hand, "Zijin, don't worry, I will treat you well." ”

The two snuggled into the new house, pulled down the red gauze tent, and the gift was casually thrown on the table.

Xue Mo lived in Jinhua for five days before it was hot, although there was an electric fan, but her body could not often blow cool breezes, and on the sixth day, Helian Yao took her to Jinju.

Jinju is also hot, but Xiaoxi is in the mountains, which is very cool.

Jingyun Nunnery is in the deep mountains, not to mention the mountain road, the steps alone will be more than 100 floors, looking at the steps that are almost running into the clouds, Xue Wei, who has been walking the mountain road for half a day, is about to cry.

Helian Yao squatted down, "Come up, I'll carry you." ”

Xue Mo still disliked him, "Brother Helian, are you okay?" ”

As soon as he heard this, the man's dignity was provoked, "I can't? Who cried last night and said they didn't dare? ”

Speaking of this stubble, Xue Xue finally found the culprit of today's back pain, "It's all your fault, I know that I have to walk the mountain road today and ...... last night."

"What was it last night?" He smiled evilly, and that smile was exceptionally cool in the green forest.

Xue Jiao glanced at him coquettishly, pursed her little mouth and twisted it in the palm of his hand, "You are bad." ”

She looked so cute, like a sixteen-year-old girl.

Helian Yao's heart fluttered, and when he looked at the soldiers following behind him, he waved his hand, "You all go farther away and take a rest."

Everyone understood at a glance, worried about the safety of the commander and did not dare to approach, so they collectively turned around and became blind.

Helian Yao pushed Xue Mo onto a tree and bowed his head to kiss him.

Where is Xue Li, she covered his mouth with her hand, "No, so many people are watching." ”

"Who dares to see me gouge out his eyes."

"You tyrant faint." Xue Mo whispered, her soft little hands pinching the flesh around his waist.

Helian Yao couldn't help it, so he kissed him fiercely when he pressed it, and the two parted pantingly, and he also whispered: "I'm still a lewd king." ”

Looking at the green figures in the distance, Xue Xue didn't know how to describe this scoundrel.

Helian Yao squatted down, "Come up, it'll be dark if you rub it any longer." ”

"It's obviously you who are rubbing. I don't want you to carry it, I'm worried about your legs walking such a long way. ”

Knowing that she was worried about her legs, Helian Yao's heart was sweet, and he squatted down a little more, "It's okay, didn't you notice that I've been fine lately?" Let you see what your brother is capable of, come! ”

Xue Mo couldn't bear to refuse him anymore, knowing that men want to save face, she thought about carrying him for a while, and came down when she was tired.

Lying on his back, he was not honest, and slapped him on the buttocks, "Drive!" ”

Helian Yao twisted his eyebrows, "If you want to ride me and wait for the night, you are not allowed to move again and be tired." ”

Xue Mo blushed and looked back, fortunately no one followed, otherwise it would not be a shame to die.

She bit Helian Yao's ear, "Bad guy." ”

"Call my brother."

"No."

"I don't want to throw you down."

He is tall and long-legged, and being carried by him really feels like he is high off the ground, and he is about to go to heaven.

He was about to let go, but Xue Wei was frightened and screamed and hugged his neck, "Brother." ”

"Good job." Helian Yao finally succeeded, and walked easily with her ass, without feeling weight-bearing at all.

Xue Wei sniffed the familiar smell of gunsmoke and tobacco emanating from his neck, and couldn't help but bury the tip of his nose, it's so good!

Helian Yao pinched her buttocks, "Be honest, you are responsible for arousing the fire." ”

Xue Mo came to his heart, kissing him on the neck, "Is it on fire?" Is it on fire? ”

Helian Yao really made the roots of her teeth itch, so she had to use her old tricks to throw her down, "Do you dare?" ”

"Don't dare, I don't dare, my good brother."

The two of them laughed all the way, the pony and the stone followed behind with red ears, the two children did not get married, in fact, let alone married, until now they have not even touched the girl's hand. The commander and his wife are so affectionate, and the two of them are itching in their hearts.

Xue Mo went up more than a hundred steps without feeling it, and Helian Yao gasped slightly, "Look, I'm okay, right?" ”

Xue Mo quickly got off him and lowered her head to touch his leg, "Does it hurt?" ”

Helian Yao pulled her up, "It really doesn't hurt, I can't do it." Recently, I have been exercising, my wife is young and beautiful, and if I don't work hard for my husband, I won't be worthy of my wife. ”

Xue Xu's eyes were slightly red, "Then you have to be careful, the stone said that you are an old problem, you can't be in a hurry, why did you say you were so stupid in the first place?" ”

Helian Yao gently hugged her in his arms, "Compared to what you suffered, how can this be a tenth?" ”

Xue Wei rubbed her eyes, "Okay, don't mention the past, let's go." ”

Helian Yao took her hand and strode towards the door.

Jingyun Nunnery has long been broken, but since he was a monk here, Zhang Yunming has given a lot of money to repair, and now the wooden door bamboo pavilion is also elegant, and the incense is also vigorous, at this time the door of the nunnery is wide open, and a little nun in Tsing Yi is sweeping at the door.

Seeing so many men coming, she was stunned, her round eyes widened like a frightened little animal running in.

Xue Wei's hand was quick, and she grabbed her, "Little master, don't be afraid, we are here to incense." ”

Xue Wei was wearing a plain white gauze skirt, looking gentle, elegant and beautiful, the little nun let down her guard, she folded her hands and said: "Female donor, please come in, but these ......"

Xue Mo turned back to Helian Yao and said, "Why don't you wait outside now?" ”

Helian Yao said to them, "Wait here. ”

Xue Mo was about to follow the little nun in, but he grabbed Helian Yao's hand, "I'm with you." ”

Xue Mo knew that he couldn't rest assured, and looked at the little nun, and the little nun nodded when she saw that the two looked like husband and wife.

The two of them entered the main hall and saw that there was Guanyin Bodhisattva inside, Xue Mo believed in Western science, Helian Yao was a murderous executioner, and neither of them believed in gods and Buddhas, but they also respectfully burned incense and prayed with their hearts, wishing that there would be no separation in this life and that they could grow old.

After the incense was finished, Xue Wei nodded to Helian Yao, who put a thick stack of banknotes in the box.

Seeing such a large number, how dare the little nun slack off, she was busy serving tea and inviting her to sit down, and invited the master to come out.

Mrs. Shi is a woman in her fifties, she is very thin and kind, and her eyes have seen through the world, and she knows at a glance that Xue Mo is not just here to burn incense.

"Don't hide it from Shitai, we want to meet a girl named Xiaoxi, by the way, she is now called Yuankong."

Mrs. Shi smiled slightly, "I know that the circle is not empty, and she will one day return to this red world." ”

Xue Xue was overjoyed, "Really? Mrs., please help me persuade her. ”

"Donor, everything depends on fate, and you can't be in a hurry. But you came just in time, Yuankong, she is very sick......"

Xue Wei was anxious, "Why didn't you say it earlier, take me to see her." ”

Xue Wei was taken to the meditation room in the backyard, only to see incense sticks burning in the house, closing the door and blocking the window on a hot day, and almost no one was seen on the bed, so she saw a thick quilt.

"Little Joy ......" Xue Wei covered her mouth and watched the ball under the quilt slowly turn around.

Xiao Xi was skinny and bone-like, with a pair of deep-set eyes left on her face, she looked at Xue Xu, her pale lips moved, and the green tendons under the skin on her neck slid up and down, and then she stretched out her thin hands like chicken paws......

Xiaoxi thought that it would be impossible to see Xue Xue again in this life.

She's always been sick, and she contracted it three years ago, but it's not very serious. She suddenly fell down after Zhang Yunming last came.

He came to bring two pieces of news, one is that Xue Mo is still alive and is going to marry Helian Yao, Xiao Xi cried with joy, took out the handkerchief that had been embroidered a long time ago and asked him to bring Xue Mo as a wedding gift, and the second news is that he is going to get married, and he really won't come in the future.

Xiaoxi still remembers the wry smile on the corner of his mouth, "I know that you have annoyed me all these years, and seeing me always makes you think of those past events, so I really won't come in the future, Xiaoxi, I'm dead." ”

Obviously, this is the result she wants, but looking at Zhang Yunming's back as she walks farther and farther, her heart is like being smashed by a hammer, and the flesh and blood of the smashed flesh and blood are blurred and she can't be cleaned up anymore.

How can you just talk about the past!

Xue Wei held her hand, "Xiaoxi, what's wrong with you?" How did it come to this? It's all my fault, I didn't protect you well, you have to get better, I'll take you to the doctor, we will be together in the future, I have a child, you must insist on seeing him. ”

Xiaoxi's smile lamp dried up, she looked at Xue Wei, slowly opened her mouth, but the unspeakable life rumbled in her mind like a train......

Back then, she and Zhang Yunming escaped from the Jinzhou prison, originally in the direction of Jinhua, but when they arrived at the intersection Zhang Yunming had a heart, he took Xiaoxi out of the car, and whipped the horse's buttocks, and then the horse ran in the direction of Jinhua like crazy, and he took Xiaoxi to escape from the path.

It turned out how wise he was at that time, Lin Gang, the bastard, didn't want to let them go at all, chased them all the way, but only found an empty carriage, so he put the whole city under martial law and searched everywhere.

At this time, it was snowing heavily, Zhang Yunming was covered in injuries and a girl covered in blood, he knocked on people's doors one by one, and no one took them in.

This world is very chaotic, Zhang Yunming can't blame the world, he walked hard in the ice and snow with Xiaoxi in his arms, and finally fainted.

The old hunter, who lived on the edge of the village, brought them both home from the snow.

Two bowls of hot stick porridge were poured down, and the two of them found their lives, although the old hunter was bitter, but the warmth of the house was warm, but it was better than the people in the village.

Zhang Yunming was grateful to the old Orion for saving his life, and he had a gold pendant close to him that he didn't search, so he gave the old Orion to repay the life-saving grace.

The old hunter didn't want it, he said that he lived this age as a virtue, and seeing that the female doll was ill, he asked him to keep the gold pendant and ask the doctor to buy medicine.

There is no doctor in the mountain village, and the old hunter has picked herbs at home, and he often has abrasions, scratches and bruises when he goes hunting in the mountains, so it is good to put some herbs on it.

But Xiaoxi's wound was in a shameful place, she was unconscious, and if she didn't treat it, her life would be in danger, Zhang Yunming bit her teeth and cut open her pants.

Seeing this, Zhang Yunming wanted to chop Lin Gang into pieces immediately and feed the dogs.

Xiaoxi's thighs are barely good skin and flesh, all of them are bitten scars, and the most fatal one is bloodstained, which looks very terrifying.

His life was at stake, and he didn't care about avoiding suspicion, so he first cleaned Xiaoxi with warm water and applied herbs, and the next day the old man used a piece of skin in his hand to change some medicine and rice porridge, and Xiaoxi was relieved after feeding.

After she woke up, she naturally understood what was going on, and she didn't say anything about thanks, just looked out the window blankly, Zhang Yunming knew that she was uncomfortable, so she deliberately said something good to amuse her, Xiaoxi was sometimes perfunctory, and sometimes she simply ignored it.

The physical injury is healed, but the inner injury is difficult to settle, Zhang Yunming didn't dare to force her, so she could only let herself get better slowly.

Xiaoxi is also a strong girl, after a few days, she will be able to go down to the field to help cook and clean up the housework, and it looks no different from before, but Zhang Yunming obviously feels that she has less smile and less talk.

On this day, the old hunter went into the city, and it would take a few days to come back, Xiaoxi diligently prepared the meal, she brought it to the table, and then picked up one of Zhang Yunming's clothes and sewed it.

He called out to her: "Xiaoxi, come over to eat first, and then work after eating." ”

She put the needle in her hair and rubbed it, 'Eat first, I'll sew the clothes for you, or you won't have anything to wear in the future.' ’

There is nothing wrong with this sentence, but Zhang Yunming has gone to his heart, he has been observing Xiaoxi for the past few days, and he feels that she is not right.

At night, she went to bed early in the mountains, Xiaoxi burned the kang warmly, and laid out the quilt, she said to Zhang Yunming: "Brother Yunming, you go to sleep quickly." ”

The old man spread the kang as soon as he came, and since they came, he has laid a few dog leashes in the stove room, and the two of them have slept on the kang.

Zhang Yunming stood by the kang and covered the quilt for Xiaoxi, "You sleep too." ”

"Brother Yun Ming, thank you."

Zhang Yunming waved his hand and blew out the oil lamp, "Say stupid things again." Xiaoxi, you are patient for a few days, and I will take you away when the investigation in the city is not strict, and we will get married as soon as we go back. ”

"Marriage?" Xiaoxi's eyes were particularly bright in the dark, "Are you joking?" ”

The darkness gave him courage, Zhang Yunming grabbed her hand, "Xiaoxi, I've always liked you, but I don't have the time and guts to tell you, so you just follow me." ”

Xiaoxi silently withdrew his hand, "Brother Yun Ming, don't be joking, I know you sympathize with me." ”

"Sympathy? Have you forgotten what happened in my courtyard in Fengping? Don't you want to ask me what I mean? ”

Of course, Xiaoxi will not forget, he kissed her so emotionally that night, she used to be too shy to ask, but now it is because she is not qualified to ask.

Between Xiaoxi and Zhang Yunming, there used to be a separation of identities, but now there is more than that, as well as this dirty body and those unbearable memories.

Xiaoxi is a traditional woman, she has always valued her name more than anything else, and she can't accept the fact that she is tarnished, no matter what the reason is.

She smiled in the dark, her smile Zhang Yunming couldn't see, but she felt the roar in her heart.

On an impulse, he hugged her.

The girl's soft body bloomed in his arms, Zhang Yunming lowered his head emotionally and wanted to kiss her, "Xiaoxi, don't refuse me." ”

Xiaoxi leaned up on her fragile neck to respond to his masculine aura, she also wanted to throw herself into his arms and kiss him intimately, she liked Zhang Yunming for a long time.

Probably when Yan returned to the garden, she always saw a tall and good-looking officer following the young marshal in and out, the girls were all pregnant, and secretly imagined this adjutant Zhang countless times, through other people's mouths, Xiaoxi knew that he was actually a big young master, and his family opened this crude medicine shop, which was very rich.

I didn't think about anything to do with Zhang Yunming, but I said a few more words to him because of Xue Wei's matter, he is easy-going and very good at being a person, Xiaoxi blushes and beats every time he sees him.

At that time, Zhang Yunming probably regarded her as a child, and Zhang Dashao at that time was very funny, and occasionally said something to make the little girl blush and heartbeat, and he was fine, I don't know how many romantic debts he has caused.

Later, after contact and collision again and again, Xiaoxi felt that he was a good person. She was scalded by Fu Yanjin's son Jun Yang with fish soup, and Zhang Yunming was always taking care of her during the hospitalization. He was so gentle and caring, and even bought her a silk vest that didn't rub the wound, and Xiaoxi's love for him at that time was as deep as the sea.

But she still didn't dare to think that Zhang Yunming was going to marry those famous ladies who were in the right household, and she was like a concubine. But maybe she has been with Xue Wei for a long time, she doesn't want to be a concubine, and she also wants the kind of love that will last a lifetime.

When he was in prison, Xiaoxi almost died, he escaped from prison that night, the moment she saw him, she was so happy that she wanted to cry, that kiss was actually her longing.

But it's too late now, she's not clean, she doesn't even have the qualifications to be a concubine, she doesn't want to harm Zhang Yunming.

Pushing him away, she said calmly: "Brother Yun Ming, don't you dislike me for being dirty?" ”

Zhang Yunming shook his head, "Xiaoxi, I don't allow you to say that, it's nothing, you should be bitten by a dog." ”

"I'm sorry, I can't, I want to sleep." Xiaoxi turned over indifferently and didn't look at him.

Zhang Yunming stood dumbfounded for a while, and finally he sighed and lay down in his place.

In the middle of the night, Xiaoxi secretly got up. By the moonlight, she took a deep look at Zhang Yunming, pushed open the door and walked out.