After Ghostface Carlo and Du Buda left, calm returned to the treehouse.

Fita sat lonely on the bed, feeling mixed feelings.

Thankfully, she had finally achieved her goal, allowing the innocent people of the Ghost Leopard Clan and the human mercenaries to escape before the destruction of the Celestial Evil Star. And what makes her heart painful is that her means to achieve this end is deception.

This kind of deception is probably something that Yale can never forgive her, and her love with Yale has just sprouted, but in the end it has to end in a tragedy.

The thought of this made her heart ache like a knife.

"Miss Fita, you should have rested early." The witch doctor on the side whispered.

Fita shook her head, "I've been asleep for too long, and I'm not sleepy now. ”

"That'...... Why don't I talk to you? The witch doctor said tentatively.

Fita smiled bitterly, "It's good to chat, but it's a pity that you don't understand the situation I'm in. ”

The witch doctor smiled and said, "No matter what you are going through, human suffering has always been just that. This point has been summed up very well by human beings. ”

"Oh?" Fita asked incredulously, "The Witch Doctor still knows about human knowledge?" ”

"Fighting against humans, it is natural to know a little bit about their culture. Their definition of suffering in the world is very refined - the suffering of birth, old age, sickness, death, love and separation, the suffering of long-term resentment, the suffering of not being able to ask for it, and the suffering of not being able to let go. This is the so-called Eight Sufferings of Life, which applies to humans as well as to us beasts. ”

"Birth, old age, sickness and death, love and parting with grievances for a long time, I can't let go of it......" Fita muttered again.

The witch doctor's wrinkled face smiled faintly, "When a person is born, it is suffering, whether it is a human or an orc. When I was born, I mostly cried, and although no one can remember why I cried, the process of giving birth from my mother's womb. Don't be unmisgiving. When people are old, they are also miserable, and they look at many things that were easy to do in the past, but they can't do them. I can only sit there and hate the wasted years, recalling all kinds of things that should not be done in the past, and I can't help but feel bitter. As for the suffering, it's even more overwhelming, and I think Miss Fita, you know the pain of illness now, right? ”

Fita nodded slightly, "Yes, sickness - haunts me like a demon with me, leaving me in no state. Weak and powerless, and even lost faith in everything. ”

"And you're just a temporary illness, as long as you treat it well, you'll soon be alive, so you're not really sick. The real suffering is to be tormented by one or several kinds of diseases all the year round, want to live, live not happy, want to die, but can't die. The biggest problem with illness is that. It tends to coexist with the suffering of birth and old age, and some babies are born with diseases and deformities of cleft palate. I only know crying, some elderly people are mentally depleted and often bedridden, and they even need to be taken care of. ”

Fita sighed softly, "Thinking about it this way, these sufferings are really suffering, and I should be glad that I haven't encountered them yet." However, death shouldn't be considered bitter, right? If you die, you're gone. Nothing has to be tied to. ”

The witch doctor smiled faintly, "No." Death is not defined as dead at the moment when life disappears, death is a long process. One could even say. Man is born to seek death. Whether it is a human, an orc, or a great sage of the spirit race, even if you can live to be a thousand, three thousand, or five thousand, life will eventually have a limit. For people who are in poverty at the bottom, life is suffering, and death is liberation, but the moment they really die, they are definitely full of guilt and pain in their hearts, they feel sorry for their parents and family, sorry for their efforts and dedication, that kind of pain, even if it is only for a moment, the power is enough to destroy everything. ”

"But there will still be suicides." Fita said.

"Yes, there will be people who choose to commit suicide, but there are far more people who choose to commit suicide and decide to give up than those who really commit suicide." The witch doctor smiled lightly and said, "Do you know why? ”

"Because...... Afraid of bitterness? Fita said unconfidently.

"Yes, it's not just the suffering* they have to endure when they commit suicide, it's because they can't bear the psychological guilt. And this situation is rightly so. The witch doctor said lightly.

Fita also smiled, "Don't worry, Lord Witch Doctor, I don't want to kill myself. I am in this world, and there is still a lot of unfinished business. ”

"And what about when you're done with all this?" The witch doctor asked.

Fita was stunned.

yes, what if she helped her master kill Beast Slayer Cade, and then what would she do? Will she be able to return to the Demon Supply Depot and continue to be her tavern owner?

No, it can't be.

She met Yale when she shouldn't have met Yale.

If the timing wasn't arranged like this, it would be nice to wait until she had finished helping her master take revenge and kill the beast Slayer Kade before meeting Yale.

"Anyway...... I'm not going to kill myself. Fita muttered.

The witch doctor smiled, "The suffering of birth, old age, sickness and death is only the suffering of the laws of nature, although everyone must go through it, but after seeing it, there is nothing remarkable." The real suffering is still to come. ”

"Love parting, resentment for a long time, can't ask for it, can't let go of ......," Fita repeated.

"Love parting means that two people love each other, but they want to be separated from each other and cannot get together. However, this is not the real pain of separation. ”

"I understand that the real pain of parting is when one person is alive and the other is dead, and the two of them have different paths, and they will never see each other in eternal life, at most they can only meet in a dream, right?" Fita asked.

The witch doctor's eyes were full of approval, but he shook his head slightly, "Your understanding is deeper, but it's still superficial. ”

Fita couldn't help but frown, "What could be more bitter than the pain of parting from life and death?" ”

The witch doctor said lightly: "When the two **** meet, they have love in their hearts, but they can never say it, and they can never be together again." ”

"The two can see each other every day, but they can't be together? This ...... "Fita was incomprehensible for a moment.

The witch doctor smiled lightly and said: "This kind of suffering is the real suffering, obviously loving each other, obviously seeing each other, but you can't love me because you have your reasons, and I can't love you because I have my reasons, and in the end we can't be together." ”

Fita immediately thought of her situation with Yale, and her heart suddenly twisted.

Yes, once Yale knew that she was a liar, he would definitely choose not to be with her, but that doesn't mean there is no true love between the two. And just because of her deception, even if there is true love between the two, they can never be together.

This bitter ...... It hurts my heart. (To be continued.) )