Chapter 64: The Past Years

Lin Zhi's fiancΓ©e, Xu Yan, is a Christian, so their wedding was held entirely according to the model of a Western-style wedding.

The wedding was held on the largest outdoor lawn in Dragon City, and it was intended that all the people of Dragon City would come to witness the happiness of the two of them.

When Shinokage arrived, the wedding had just begun.

I said something to Lu Li, and quietly retreated to the back row to look for Shinokage.

Shinokage was still wearing the beret she wore the other day, but the brim was lowered by her, and she didn't want to be recognized by acquaintances. Her eyes were always staring at the white figure in the flower pavilion, because against the light, she could only see that the sunlight had gilded her silhouette with a soft light, but she could not see her expression clearly.

I stood silently next to her, watching the couple go through a series of tedious procedures, and finally stood in the middle of the flower pavilion to take the oath.

"The brides are beautiful, they are a good match." Shinokage turned her head and said to me, I saw her expression clearly, but it was as indifferent as a glass of boiled water, not knowing joy or sorrow.

"I heard that the bride also knows a lot about music theory, and they got married because of this."

Maybe this is the will of God, Shinokage, who is also proficient in music theory, passed by Lin Zhi in the aisle of time.

On the stage, the groom unveiled the bride and kissed the bride affectionately, and the audience resounded with a warm cheer.

I thought that Shinokage would be at the beginning of such a scene, but she still looked at it steadily, "I often wonder if I could have been brave enough to tell him that I liked him when he graduated that year, would it be us who stood on it today and was blessed by everyone." ”

As she spoke, the corners of her mouth unconsciously rose upward, as if it was her and him who were now standing in the middle of the flower pavilion and kissing.

"Senior sister, you are so good, you will definitely meet better people."

I knew it wouldn't comfort her, but I felt I should at least say something to shatter the tormenting illusions in her heart.

"Zhen Zhen, I don't know what kind of good people like me will meet in the future, I just know that there is no one better than him in this world."

I think of the time when Lu Li went abroad, and I also met people who were better than him and better for me. But I couldn't accept them at all, because in my heart, no one could compare to Lu Li.

So I understand Shinokage-senpai's feelings, but I'm also worried about her.

Seeing my concern, Shinokage threw a smile at me, "Zhenzhen, I'm so content to see him smile so happily." I'm fine, there are so many handsome foreign guys after going abroad, and you're still worried that I'll be single. ”

"Of course don't worry, you've always been so popular, senior sister."

During the chat, Lu Li walked over and said to Shinokage, "It's almost time, we should go to the train station." ”

Shinoying nodded, handing over a delicate gift box, "Zhenzhen, I still have a favor for you to help me." ”

I took the gift box and opened it gently, and it turned out to be a few very old but very precious piano scores at a glance, "You asked me to pass it on to Lin Zhi?" ”

"Well, I shouldn't have the opportunity to help him collect piano scores after going abroad, these are the piano scores I have been looking for for a long time, so I will use them as wedding gifts for him, and please help me tell him and wish him happiness."

Shinokage's voice trembled a little, and I knew that she had tried her best to endure her grief before she said such cruel words to herself.

I didn't know what to say, so I could only sincerely wish her, "Senior sister, you must also be happy." ”

Shinokage nodded and patted Lu Li's shoulder, "I know you two still have a lot to say, I'll wait for you on the side of the road first." ”

Shinoying glanced at Lin Zhi one last time, her eyes were fixed on the man with deep affection, as if she wanted to lock his last figure firmly in her heart forever. It's just a glance, but it seems to penetrate more than ten years of time. She smiled and withdrew her eyes, and resolutely turned away, without looking back.

"Why are your eyes red?" Lu Li reached out and gently rubbed the corner of my eye.

I looked at the back of Shinokage's gradual disappearance, "I think Shinokage-senpai is very pitiful." She silently liked Lin Zhi for more than ten years, and in the end she didn't have a chance to tell him in person. ”

"Ye Zhenzhen, shouldn't you feel sorry for the two of us for the next month?" Lu Li said dissatisfiedly.

I pulled my eyes back to Lu Li from a distance, and reached out to smooth his twisted eyebrows, "Of course I'm sad, I'm sad." ”

"Why do I think you're perfunctory to me," Lu Li tore my hand off and pinched my chin domineeringly, "Ye Zhenzhen, you listen to me." During the month I was away, you have to eat well, have stomach medicine at home, and if you are not feeling well, take medicine according to the instructions I wrote. Also, summer is coming, you are not allowed to dress revealingly, you are not allowed to smile at other boys, and you are not allowed to shine like the sun......"

I stood on tiptoe and chirped to block Lu Li's words, "I know, how did you change from a Buddha to a chattering Tang monk, and I'm worried that you will be abducted by those young sisters from the Conservatory." ”

Lu Li was very satisfied with my initiative to kiss, he pinched my cheek, and the corners of his mouth rose, "I only have you in my heart." I'm gone, and the phone has to be kept open at all times! ”

"Okay."

I actually have a lot to say, and I want to hold hands and look at each other with tears in my eyes like other temporarily separated couples, but I am afraid that Lu Li will shake his determination to learn the piano because of this. So I suppressed all my reluctance in my heart and said goodbye to Lu Li with a smile.

It wasn't until Lu Li got into the taxi that my vision gradually blurred.

After calming down on the spot, I took Shinokage's instructions before leaving, and walked towards Lin Zhi, who was receiving blessings in the crowd.

"Brother Lin Zhi."

"Zhenzhen, I'm sorry, I was just busy greeting guests and didn't take care of you." Lin Zhi said and led me to a quiet place to talk.

"This is the wedding gift that Lu Li and I gave you, I hope you and Sister Xu Yan can grow old together."

"Thank you."

Lin Zhi took the gift and subconsciously glanced at the bride not far away, his face flushed with happiness.

Somehow, the lonely back of Sister Shinoying when she left came to mind, and I suddenly felt angry in my heart.

I opened my mouth to tell him about Shinokage-senpai, but I held back.

"And this one for you, too." I handed him the gift from Sister Shinokage.

Lin Zhi opened it, his expression was stunned, and then he looked at me in surprise, "Zhenzhen, this is too precious." Xu Yan will definitely like it when he sees it. ”

I secretly smiled bitterly in my heart, "Brother Lin Zhi, I deleted that post, these piano scores should be the last gift." ”

This is also Shinokage's last blessing to you.

"Zhenzhen, thank you for the sheet music you have helped me collect over the years." Lin Zhi looked at the guests, "Xu Yan should be in a hurry to find me, I'll go over first." ”

Lin Zhi really loves Xu Yan, and he has her in his eyes and in his mouth.

Lin Zhi turned around and hurriedly walked a few steps, and I couldn't help but stop him, "Brother Lin Zhi." ”

"What's wrong?"

"Do you remember He Xiaoying?"

Obviously, this name was a little unfamiliar to Lin Zhi, he stood there and thought about it seriously for a few seconds, and finally remembered, "It's the girl who participated in the escort qualifying tournament with Lu Li that year." Why did you mention her all of a sudden? ”

It seems that Lin Zhi still forgot about Shinokage, forgetting that he had casually made an agreement with a girl many years ago.

Since for Lin Zhi, Shinoying is just an ordinary passer-by in his life, let them pass by.

I shook my head, "It's nothing, she knows you're married, let me help convey my best wishes to you." ”

"Say thank you to her for me."

After speaking, Lin Zhi quickly walked to Xu Yan's side, gently took her hand, and the two looked at each other with expressions, as if the whole world was still for them.

Between people, it is a meeting and a parting.

For some people, there is only a moment of meeting and parting.

Some people have a lifetime of meeting and parting.

At that moment, I thought of Lu Li.

In the chaotic days after losing him, in those summer months that bloomed in a hurry, when the first rays of the morning sun spilled into my eyes, on a day that flowed away in a hurry, I stood in the middle of the busy road and laughed. I believe that time is the greatest healer, it will heal our wounds, and when we look back at the time again years later, we will find that the pain of the present is nothing. All love, all hate, all the memories that creep in time, all the beauty that I believed in when I was young, all the tears and smiles, all the spoken and unspoken love, will stay in the youth who met him.

So, I believe in Shinokage.

As the years passed, the boy would eventually become a speck of dust buried deep in her heart, even if it was insignificant, and occasionally it would hurt her heart.

But after many years, the good ones are left to him, and she will definitely be able to digest the rest of her life with maturity.

(He Xiaoying is my favorite and most distressing character in this book.) has always been shallow, but the love is deep, which is the best interpretation of her secret love that ended without a problem.

Have you ever had a crush on someone? Are you depressed or unsavoured for the sake of someone? Like him, but can't tell him, or because he already has another person around him and wants to care about him, but can't be near him, just because you can't be together. You can only put that love deep in your heart, let it ripple in the depths of your heart, inexplicably happy when you see him, and you can't help but lose when you can't see him, that kind of love you can't control, let it spread quietly, grow secretly, the most bitter thing is not waiting, but after waiting, you still can't wait for the desired expectations.

In my teens, there was always such a person, that thing engraved in the corridor of memory. The catkins are flying, and your shallow smile is mottled by light and shadow; The evening lotus swaying, passing by your unique fragrance; The moonlight is like water, and your lonely eyes when you look alone on the railing; The snow is fluttering, and your thin figure is in the vastness. are invariably collected in the commemorative album of youth. No matter how time passes, the initial beauty and emotion have been precipitated in the years of the first encounter.

Shinokage's story will be told separately in the hope that her love will resonate with some of you.