Xue Wei's words made Helian Yao's heart tightly twisted, and even his breathing became painful, he took a deep breath and said in a low voice: "No, it's just temporary blindness, you listen to me, it'll be fine." ”

Xue Wei's fingers grabbed the brocade quilt on her body, and she let out a long sigh.

didn't cry or make trouble, in fact, since she knew her condition, she used every minute of her life to practice with him separately, but the longer the love, the stronger the love, and on this day, she will still panic and lose.

"Helian Yao, am I going to say goodbye to you?"

This sentence completely defeated Helian Yao, the commander-in-chief of the thirteen provinces of North China.

He hugged her tightly. "No, I don't allow, I don't! Without my orders, you can't go anywhere, you can only stay with me. ”

Xue Mo smiled softly.

"Don't be afraid, I won't leave, even if I leave, my soul will still be by your side and Haoxuan."

Soul? This word made Helian Yao's eyes widen, he didn't want to endure the pain of those three years anymore, and he didn't want to stay alone in the cold night waiting for dawn.

"That's not going to work, I want to be able to see you, to be able to hold you. Xue Wei, you can't be so cruel and leave our father and son alone. ”

The dignified commander was like a snail peeling off his shell at this time, revealing the softest body, but he couldn't resist the parting of life and death.

Xue Mo touched his stiff hair, and her eyes were blurred with tears, wishing to be a one-hearted person, and the white head would not be separated, this wish was just a mirror for her after all.

But she also has greed, she wants to grow old with Helian Yao, she wants to watch Haoxuan grow up slowly, she wants to see Xiaoxi and Zhang Yunming's son, as well as Chang'an, she doesn't want Chang'an to have no relatives in the world from now on.

Contemplating and pondering, she suddenly said to Helian Yao: "I'll go to England, the last time Dr. Daniel's letter said that he has been committed to the study of surgery, and after half a year, the success rate of surgery has increased to 50%, I think I can try." ”

Half and half, and the other half of success is a crisis.

Helian Yao still couldn't make up his mind, it would not be a problem for a year and a half without surgery on Xue Wei, but if the operation failed, he would lose her forever.

Closing his eyes, he was tormented inside, not knowing how to decide.

Xue Wei's hand groped for his hand, and the whole person leaned over.

Helian Yao hurriedly hugged her soft body, cheek to cheek, and Xue Wei felt the wetness coming from his face.

This fool, I broke my hamstring last time I didn't have him, if this time I ...... And how will he torture himself?

With a soft mess in her heart, she pressed her face tightly to his face and said, "I know you can't bear me, but it's better to gamble for a year and a half to live like this, if I win, I will be with you for the rest of my life." ”

Helian Yao, a big man, was wet with tears at this time, and he said with a little choked up: "Only half." ”

"That's half the story, if I don't try, I'm going to die. I know you're struggling, so let me choose by myself this time, Helian Yao, promise me. ”

Helian Yao lowered his head, he looked at Xue Wei's eyes, those eyes were as beautiful and beautiful as the usual black and white, even if he couldn't see it, he felt that he could clearly see his reflection in her heart.

The hands in his hands were so small and so soft, so soft that he would crush them whenever he used his strength. But he knew that this soft shell had a hard and powerful soul. She completely subverted his previous perception of women, delicate, crying, and vulnerable. From the day she met, she used her weakness to confront his strength, but in the end, she turned into a finger twister and wrapped it around her heart.

It was also at this moment that she was much stronger than herself, and she laughed lightly about her life and death.

She Yin Xuewei is bold, from the moment she provoked Helian Yao, she was like a natural gambler, he won the bet step by step, he also won the bet himself, and this time, he couldn't lose.

"Xue Li......" Helian Yao's thin lips tossed and fell, "I promise you." ”

The two finally reached a consensus and went to England for treatment.

It is not possible to go to England for three or five months and a year and a half, so I have to bring Haoxuan, and Helian Yao must also go with him.

But at this time, something big happened.

Helian Army's defense of Dengzhou colluded with the southern Xinjiang people to rebel, because of the evil art of the southern Xinjiang people, they were like a bamboo, and they captured three county towns in a few days and married Danyang.

If Danyang is lost, then Jinhua will be below, and Helian Yao will lose a large area of coal resources, and even endanger Fengping.

At this time, how could the commander leave, as soon as he left, the morale of the army would also be weakened, which would inevitably bring a greater crisis to Feng Ping.

Xue Xue knew this, of course, so she told Helian Yao that she would take Haoxuan and the pony with her, while he stayed behind to concentrate on dealing with the southern Xinjiangers.

Of course, Helian Yao disagreed, "No, I can't let you go on an adventure alone. ”

Xue Mo was more anxious than him, "Helian Yao, I am only one person who has taken the risk, but if the war burns again, it will be thousands of people, and their lives are also fate." ”

"But ......"

"No, but, you are the commander, the backbone of the thirteen provinces in North China, you can't delay national affairs for the sake of your children's affection, I can do it myself, this is what I can do for the people."

The righteousness she said was awe-inspiring, and the words were so loud that several men present felt ashamed.

Helian Yao finally made up his mind to let her go to England for treatment, but he didn't expect to make a decision so soon, on the one hand, his lover, and on the other hand, thousands of people in North China, how should he choose.

It's still Xue Wei, she made a decision for him, and after living for thirty years, Helian Yao realized how fragile he was, and he was not as strong as a woman.

To get to England, Xue Tiao first takes a train to Yunzhou, transfers from Yunzhou to Hong Kong Island, and then goes to England. Don't be an uncle.

This long journey will be her journey alone.

On the fifteenth day of the first month, because Danyang was fighting, the Lantern Festival in Fengping was canceled, and Helian Yao and Xue Wei were not in the mood, and only cooked a few bowls of rice balls for the festival.

Xue Wei ate a rice ball, and she said with a little smile, "It's red bean paste, and sugar osmanthus." ”

Helian Yao choked in his throat, and it was easy to swallow a rice ball. He doesn't eat sweets, but he loves this rice ball, because when he eats this, he always thinks of that snowy night in Jinju three years ago.

"I remember it was a big night that year, and I said I wanted to eat red bean dumplings, so you went to the kitchen and cooked it for me, and the two of us shared a big bowl."

Helian Yao's hand clenched the spoon tightly, "Well, you're greedy. ”

After speaking, he scooped a white fat rice ball and sent it to Xue Wei's lips.

Xue Mo opened her mouth to swallow, and she chewed carefully, "Helian Yao, I think my life is as sweet and complete as this rice ball, so I don't have any regrets." ”

The spoon was thrown heavily into the bowl, and his forehead was bruised, "Xue Xu, you listen to me, you have got your wish this time in England." Since we met, you always planned to escape, and I was caught from Hong Kong Island several times, and now I can't catch it, but you must come back, do you hear? ”

Xue Fu fumbled and grabbed his hand, carefully rubbing the lines of his palm, "Yes, my commander." ”

That night, the family of three was in the same bed, and no one closed their eyes.

"Mom, are we really going to leave Daddy for a long distance?"

"Well, Haoxuan has to be obedient and take good care of his mother for his father, understand?"

Hao Xuan nodded like a man, "Dad, don't worry, I will definitely protect my mother and not let those bad uncles beat my mother." ”

Xue Wei feigned anger, "Helian Yao, what do you say to the child?" ”

Helian Yao put his long arms around the two of them, "We're talking about men's topics, you don't understand." ”

Xue Mo was very helpless, and after a while, she said to Helian Yao: "It's still cold, don't take off your cotton clothes too early." ”

"Okay, I'll wear it until you come back."

Xue Mo laughed out loud, "Then it doesn't stink anymore?" There is a war now, and you have to pay attention to safety. Helian Yao, the gentleman does not sit down, you are the commander, don't charge forward with a rampage. ”

"I know, I must listen to Madame."

"Also, if you have a bad stomach, you must eat breakfast and drink less alcohol."

"And," Helian Yao hugged Xue Xue tightly in his arms, "Don't look at other women, don't get close to other women, just wait for my lady to come back." ”

Xue Mo had already felt his erection, the two of them hadn't done it for a long time since Chinese New Year's Eve, her body was not suitable, but she didn't want to just go.

At this time, life and death are uncertain, and she doesn't want to leave regrets.

Seeing that Haoxuan beside her was already asleep, she turned around, her fingers down restlessly, "Helian Yao, I want to ......"

Helian Yao's throat slid up and down, but he still held back, grabbed Xue Xuan's hand and pinched it, "Haoxuan is still there." ”

"Then you can be quiet, okay?"

Helian Yao used a lot of concentration to resist this temptation, "Xue Xu, your body is not suitable now. ”

"Nonsense, you touch it, it's already very suitable."

Helian Yao's hand brushed her skin, "Don't make a fuss, Xue Wei, I just let you owe me, so that you can come back early." ”

His words didn't hold back his sadness, with a little crying sound, Xue Mo pounced on him and hugged him, "Helian Yao, I am reluctant to leave you." ”

Xue Li, I am not reluctant, but this fate, why is it so unfair to us.

For the first time, Helian Yao and Xue Wei hoped that this long night would never dawn.

Early the next morning, Helian Yao personally sent Xue Xue to the train.

Early in the morning, the train station was already full of people, and many people were staging life and death here.

"Pony, take good care of your young lady." Helian Yao patted the pony on the shoulder and placed the heavy burden on him.

Pony has become more mature and calm in recent years, "Commander, rest assured, Pony will protect Mrs. and Master with his life." ”

Xue Wei's hand groped in the air, and Helian Yao hurriedly held his hand, "I'm here." ”

"You also take care, we will meet Mr. Liang when we arrive in Yunzhou, and with his care, you don't have to worry."

It turned out that Liang Rubai was going to take Yu Siyao to France to discuss business, and when he received a telegram from Helian Yao that Xue Wei was going to England for treatment, he advanced the date of going abroad, and he had to send Xue Wei to England first and then to France.

Because of this, Helian Yao's heart has settled a lot.

"Alright, let's go inside, it's windy outside."

Xue Mo shook his hand hard, "You have to take care too, Helian Yao, you must be well." ”

The whistle sounded, and the train was urging people to get on.

Xue Mo was just about to get into the car, when she suddenly heard someone shouting, "Miss, Miss, you wait for me." ”

It was Xiaoxi, who was wearing a red cloak, and ran over as fast as she got out of the car.

Zhang Yunming was still chasing after him, "Xiaoxi, you slow down, be careful." ”

"It's Xiaoxi." Xue Wei's hand groped out, and finally shook Xiaoxi's hand.

"Miss, let me go with you, and I will take care of you."

Xue Mo is blind now, and it is really inconvenient to have no woman around to take care of her, Helian Yao has already chosen a skilled personal maid for her, whose name is A-Ying, who is a dart master.

A-Ying's father was killed by bandits while transporting dart goods, A-Ying was almost humiliated, it was the pony who saved her, and also helped her to calm down, this time she was going abroad, because Xue Wei didn't take care of the person Xiaoma remembered her, and explained the situation to Helian Yao, Helian Yao investigated the woman's life experience again, and let her go abroad after making sure there was no problem.

Because A-Ying wears men's clothes and a top hat, Xiaoxi thinks she is a man.

Xue Mo said to Xiaoxi: "I have someone to take care of, you can take care of the fetus, you are weak and can't stand the toss, Zhang Yunming, Zhang Yunming." ”

Zhang Yunming hurriedly said, "Madam, I'm here." ”

"You have to take good care of Xiaoxi, if I come back and see what grievances she has suffered, I can't spare you."

Zhang Yunming hurriedly smiled: "Don't worry, if Xiaoxi loses a pound, I will cut my flesh to make up for her." ”

Everyone laughed, and the sad atmosphere was diluted a lot.

The whistle sounded again, Xue Xue took a deep breath, and she said to Helian Yao, "I'm leaving." ”

Helian Yao stretched out his arms and hugged her tightly, "Xue Xu, you must come back." ”

"Don't worry, I'm not willing to let other vixens dominate my man, let's go!"

She turned around in a dashing manner, without a little mud and water, and there was still a little smile on her delicate face.

That smile seeped into Helian Yao's heart, slowly expanding, and finally surging into a stormy wave, out of control.

"Xue Li!" The heart-rending roar roared out the affection that this man couldn't say.

Xue Mo couldn't see it, but her ears were sensitive, and she closed her eyes and sighed, "Helian Yao, goodbye." ”

The long whistle is like a whimper after vicissitudes, crying and breaking people's hearts, and the smoking train finally clicks along the tracks, and there is an unknown journey ahead.

The train traveled on the road for two days and one night, and arrived in Yunzhou on the morning of the third day, and Liang Rubai had been waiting at the station for a long time.

At first glance, seeing Xue Wei with sunglasses, Liang Rubai's nose was sour, he reached out and hugged her weakly, but before he could speak, he patted Xue Wei's arm, "It's okay, everything will be fine." ”

All the words of comfort were choked in her throat, and this woman had always lived very transparently, even stronger than their old men.

"Let's go, get in the car, Si Yao is waiting for breakfast at home."

Walking out of the train station, Xue Wei suddenly stood still on the street, she said to Liang Rubai: "The car walks around the seaside, I want to smell the smell of my hometown, maybe I won't have a chance in the future." ”

Liang Rubai looked out the window, and he said to the commander: "Walk from the sea and go around Yunzhou." The window of the car was ajar, and the sea breeze with a little chill hit the snow all over her face, and she sniffed greedily, "It's good, the smell of hometown." ”

Liang Rubai sighed, "This is your hometown, and it has also become the beginning of me and Siyao, and I also regard Yunzhou as my hometown." ”

Xue Wei sketched the appearance of Yunzhou in her mind, thinking of the cyan seagulls flying on the sea, and the maple red flowers in the big eight passes, she hooked the corners of her mouth.

"That's right," Liang Rubai's words interrupted her musings, "Now the marriage order in Yunzhou is very good, and the more than 500 couples who got married last year were all monogamous, and the harmony between husband and wife did not force them to buy and sell. Now there are women from all walks of life in the streets and alleys of Yunzhou, and the women of Yunzhou take you as an example and want to be a new woman in the new era. ”

Xue Mo didn't hide her pride at all, "Really, I can be regarded as contributing to the development of my hometown?" ”

Liang Rubai's eyes were deep, "Naturally, Mrs. will go down in history and be remembered for future generations." ”

When she arrived at Liang's house, Yu Siyao had really prepared a hearty breakfast.

Yu Siyao and Liang Rubai got married in a low-key manner, and after marriage, Siyao still worked in the factory, and the family hired an old mother.

Although she is very busy at work, Si Yao still cooks by herself whenever she has time, because Liang Rubai is used to living abroad and likes Western food, Si Yao learned to bake bread and fry steak by herself.

Xue Wei was amazed by Si Yao's craftsmanship, and went to rest after the meal because of her physical problems.

Xue Mo stayed in Yunzhou for three days because of the problem of the boat shift, and she went to the grave of her parents and Chang'an's parents in these three days, and went to Jinxiufang to have a look.

On the fourth day, the boat finally arrived, and Xue Wei was leaving.

The night before, Si Yao prepared a lot of seafood, and originally wanted to invite Xue Xue to eat outside, but her current situation was inconvenient.

Liang Rubai picked up a crab and shelled it for Xue Li, "The first day I came to Yunzhou, you invited me to dinner, I didn't know how to peel crabs at that time, you still peeled them for me, but Commander Helian didn't eat crabs and drank a jar of vinegar." ”

Thinking of the past, Xue Mo also felt funny, "Obviously he invited you to help me, but he pretended not to know you, so I don't get angry with him." ”

"Well, is there really going to be a war?"

Xue Xue nodded, "But Ah Yao said that the people of southern Xinjiang can't become a climate, so don't be afraid." ”

Yu Siyao's face was also a little unsightly when she mentioned the war, "It's only been a few years since Ansheng?" I really don't know what those people think, can't they live a good life? ”

Liang Rubai peeled off the second crab again, this time to Yu Siyao, "If you are as kind as you, there is no sinister in the world." By the way, are you packed? If you don't have to bring something, you don't need to bring it, and you go abroad to buy a new one. ”

Xue Mo couldn't see it, but she could hear that they were in a good relationship, so she smiled and said, "Mr. Liang, you have a good time with Si Yao this time, even if it's a honeymoon." ”

Yu Siyao smiled: "I'm still a little scared, I can't speak foreign languages, this person is unfamiliar with ......."

"What are you afraid of, with me, I will also let you know our merchants abroad. By the way, when the time comes, I will go and buy two sets of evening dresses, which I want to wear for entertainment. ”

The two of them talked one by one, and they were all normal conversations between husband and wife, so that they didn't pay special attention to the presence of outsiders.

Xue Mo was pleased that their relationship was good, but she was a little envious, she missed Helian Yao.

I don't know what he's busy with at the moment, is the war tense? Did he eat?

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Early the next morning, the group made several cars and went to the docks.

The morning was still very cold, and the cold white mist wrapped the thin sunlight, and the pony helped Xue Wei pull the scarf, "Miss, it's cold, you better go in and wait." ”

Xue Mo was holding a walking stick in her hand with lambskin gloves, and she knocked on the ground, "You take care of Haoxuan, I just have A-Ying." By the way, how long is it going to sail? ”

"About half an hour left."

"Then you'll let me stand outside for a while, and I don't know if I'll ever be able to come back. Pony, if I die abroad, you bring back Haoxuan and my ashes, and you tell Helian Yao that I won't enter the ancestral grave of their Helian family, just bury them in the grave I got before. ”

Her words made the pony cry, he lowered his head and pursed his lips, and after a long time he said, "Miss, don't talk nonsense, you're fine." ”

"I want to, too, but...... Forget it, let's not talk about it. ”

Xue Wei stood quietly on the deck, her eyes couldn't see, but when she looked with her heart, she saw Helian Yao thousands of miles away.

"Goodbye, Helian Yao, maybe this is forever."

Under Xue Wei's glasses, tears rolled down like pearls.

The whistle sounded, and the ship was about to collect its spears and set sail.

This time, it's really going to go.

Xue Wei turned to walk into the cabin, and suddenly heard a noisy sound coming from the shore.

Her first reaction was that Helian Yao was coming, but she smiled bitterly when she thought about it, how could it be, he still had a big deal.

continued to walk inside, but there was an intermittent voice calling her in her ears, as if it was Chang'an.

"Chang'an?"

The pony suddenly roared, "Miss, it's Miss Chang'an, and, there's the commander, the commander is here." ”

"Where, where?" Xue Mo hated that she couldn't see with her eyes, and the cane in her hand fell, stumbling under her feet.

Suddenly there was a pain in her calf, she didn't know what she had touched, and she was about to fall.

"Xue Li!"

Falling into a familiar and warm embrace, she couldn't believe it and touched the person's face, "Helian Yao, is it you?" ”

Helian Yao hugged her tightly, "It's me, I'm here." ”

There is no need for any superfluous words, a sentence that I am here is enough to support the bridge across the mountains and seas and life and death in each other's hearts.

Although Xue Mo was calm, but this time she was only 50% sure of the treatment, she would not be afraid or nervous, she was more eager for Helian Yao to be by his side when he was most vulnerable.

But because of the war in Fengping, she could only choose to face it independently, ignoring all her weaknesses. But at the critical time, Helian Yao appeared, and I have to say that he gave her great courage and hope.

The two hugged each other, whether in broad daylight, kissing each other tightly.

I don't want to separate, I don't want to lose your news, I can't wait to integrate the other party into my own blood.

The people who came and went were stunned, and Chang'an, who came with Helian Yao, burst into tears and took the opportunity to hold Mo Pinglan in his arms.

The whistle is ringing, which is the tone of urging Cui people to part.

Xue Mo pushed Helian Yao away, she reached out and touched his angular handsome face, "You go back, I will definitely come back." ”

Helian Yao took her hand and refused to let go, "No, I want to go with you." ”

"What?" Xue Mo was shocked by his answer.

"Helian Yao, you have to calm down, you are still fighting, if you leave......"

"Then I'll follow you. Xue Xu, a few years ago, I gave up on you for the people of Yunzhou, and I regretted crying in your cemetery at that time, if I did it again, I would definitely live up to you. Now another test is coming, this time I am willing to give up everything I have for you, even if Helian Yao is a sinner through the ages, I will stay by my woman's side. ”

His words were like a hurricane, setting off a storm in Xue Wei's heart.

"Helian Yao, don't, you can't do this."

"No, I will. Xue Hui, you don't have to worry, I still have Lan Zi out of Zhang Yunming, Qi Sanbao and them, and Mo Pinglan to help me. Don't worry, Feng Ping will be fine, and I must go with you. ”

Mo Pinglan pulled Chang'an over, and he said to Xue Wei: "Don't worry, my Yuzhou will do my best to help Feng Ping quell the chaos, so you can follow Helian Yao to treat the disease with peace of mind." ”

Chang'an took Xue Wei's hand, "That's it, it's okay." Xue Li, you have to take care, I am here for you. ”

Qi Sanbao also came with Xiao Wu, Xue Wei didn't inform him here, he hurried here when he heard the news, he also shouted: "Madam, you can rest assured to go with the commander, our brothers must protect the seal like an iron bucket, and you can go to southern Xinjiang to play when you come back." ”

Helian Yao took her hand, "What else are you worried about?" Alright, the ship is leaving, let's go to the cabin. ”

The dust fell, and this time Helian Yao really didn't let go of her hand.

Xue Mo held Helian Yao's hand tightly, and she said to herself in her heart, I want to survive, I must survive.

The steamer set sail and gradually moved away from people's sight, Mo Pinglan took Chang'an's hand and warmed it in his arms, "Let's go, Yin Xuewei will definitely be fine." ”

Chang'an's crying eyes were red, and she broke free from him, "Let go of me, Mo Pinglan, you didn't tell me about such a big thing happened to Xue Xu, I hate you to death." ”

Mo Pinglan looked at her and smiled bitterly, "Don't you hate me when you say it?" If I had known to you, I'm afraid I'd have to go with her. ”

"Do you think I'll be able to stay with you after you've done all the things? The two of us are different from Xue He Lianyao, between us, the hatred of killing our father and destroying our family, and the hatred of killing our husband. ”

This sentence stirred Mo Pinglan's nerves, and his eyes darkened, "Husband? Where did you come from? Mo Changan, I am your husband! ”

Chang'an looked at the vast sea and sighed, "Really? When I thought you were a husband, you didn't recognize you, and now you say yes, where is there a two-faced person like you. ”

Mo Pinglan furrowed his eyebrows, he and Chang'an had been married a few years ago, when she was still young, only eighteen years old.

Mo Changan also remembered that period of time, she once thought that her brother Pinglan was a good person, a person who could live a lifetime, but she didn't know that all this was just her fantasy.

That year, she was eighteen ......