Chapter 32: Goodbye, My First Love

The "Tinme" bar is playing a song that has been very popular recently, Cen Ning'er's "Light Chaser".

There are bright lights scattered everywhere, and Yin Yichen has covered the entire field tonight.

Just as Yin Yichen picked up the wine glass and poured it violently, he suddenly felt that his eyes were dark, and Shang Yuchen's voice sounded in his ears at the same time.

"It's better to be together!"

Yin Yichen's heart trembled slightly, and he slowly raised his head.

saw that Shang Yuchen was already sitting on the opposite side, his eyes dark and deep, like the boundless night.

Yin Yichen took a deep breath and looked at him calmly smiling, he knew that in this chase, he had lost, "Hmm! ”

The tone was calm and detached, and no matter how uncomfortable he felt in his heart, it was his own business.

How could Shang Yuchen not see his lost soul, he could only sigh secretly in his heart.

Shang Yuchen suddenly had a feeling that although the two were very close at this time, they were like being separated by a veil, vague, this feeling was very bad, everything that used to be between brothers was now gone.

"Ye Yufei, what are you going to do?" Shang Yuchen looked at Yin Yichen and said.

Yin Yichen lowered his head, his face was still calm, and he didn't say a word.

Shang Yuchen smiled and didn't say anything more, and the scene calmed down suddenly. After a while, Yin Yichen raised his head and said to Shang Yuchen: "Your mind is buried deeply!" ”

Shang Yuchen was silent for a while, and then said to Yin Yichen, "What do you mean?" ”

"When I was in prison, I always remember what you said, you were a long time ago..."

Yin Yichen didn't say anything more about the next words, he always thought that no one could wait for her in his memory for so many years like him, but now he gradually understood that there was another person who was as qualified.

Yin Yichen recalled a conversation when they first dated.

It was dark that night and the moonlight was beautiful.

He took her hand and said to her, "No matter how many obstacles there are between us, I will not give up easily..."

But what about it? Yin Yichen couldn't help but show a trace of sourness in his eyes while thinking about it.

After saying that, he stood up, Yin Yichen went to the bathroom, and when he was about to leave, Shang Yuchen walked in.

There was no one else in the bathroom but them.

After Shang Yuchen entered the door and saw Yin Yichen, he stopped, Yin Yichen pulled out a piece of paper, intervened, and then listened to Shang Yuchen say: "Have you thought about it?" Once you let go, you can't go back, and you're not even a friend. ”

Yin Yichen had a cold face, he ignored him and walked past him.

Shang Yuchen turned around, looked at him, and said lightly: "Yin Yichen..."

Yin Yichen turned his head to look at him with a "hoof", his eyes were cold: "Shang Yuchen, please let me be quiet, for the sake of me being so down, for the sake of me being so depressed, for the sake of me chasing for so many years but still alone, for the sake of me finally letting go!" He took a deep breath and said, "I finally know that there is a person who is also qualified to protect her, and he has also given his youth, but he never speaks easily. ”

Yin Yichen sneered, "How long a person's life is, it's enough to make up threes, threes, twos, twos, threes, twos, twos, three ”

Yin Yichen pursed his lips and couldn't help but clench his hands....

A week later, Zhou Qin called Yin Yichen.

Yin Yichen came to the hospital.

Pushing open the door of the ward, I saw Shen Linxi standing by the windowsill, looking at the snow scene outside the window through the glass window, the snow has been falling intermittently in the past few days, and the snow on the ground is very thick.

There was no one else in the room.

Yin Yichen walked in, turned around and closed the door, then walked to Shang Yuchen's side, and whispered: "This year's snow is very frequent!" ”

Shen Linxi still looked out the window, there was a kapok tree outside the window, the heavy snow was full of branches, the wind blew, and the snow floc was flying all over the sky, but there was no grand scene of kapok petals flying all over the sky in summer.

She looked at the flying snow in the sky and said softly, "The snow is beautiful, the grandest coming, the most silent dispersion." ”

Yin Yichen stood beside her and looked at the flying snow outside the window with her.

Then, Yin Yichen turned around and looked at her. She had lost a lot of weight, her body was thinner than before, and her face was a little pale.

Shen Linxi turned his back to him but also knew that he had head surgery, but despite this, for the sake of the company, he was forcibly discharged from the hospital regardless of his body, and he didn't know what sequelae would be in the future.

Yin Yichen smiled, but his smile was extremely dry.

When he looked at her, she also looked back at him, her eyes as black as paint, clear and clear

He knew that he would never forget these eyes for the rest of his life, even if one day he lost those memories of the past with her, as long as he saw these eyes, he would remember her.

"Now that you've been able to get out of bed, it looks like you're feeling better." Yin Yichen pretended to be relaxed, but his heart was as heavy as pressing a big stone.

"When I was unconscious, I always heard someone calling me, and I knew it was you." Shen Linxi looked at Yin Yichen and said, "I remember that you babbled a lot, but after I woke up, I don't remember, what did you tell me at that time?" ”

Yin Yichen smiled and lowered his head, "If you don't remember, forget it, it's nothing important, it's just chatting with you." ”

The corners of Shen Linxi's mouth twitched slightly, and she raised her head again, looking at Yin Yichen's head, "Is it already okay?" ”

Yin Yichen stretched out his hand and touched his head, "It doesn't hurt anymore, it's actually nothing." ”

"How could it be nothing, you shed a lot of blood at that time," Shen Linxi remembered the terrible scene of his bleeding face at that time, her eyes couldn't help but be a little sour, she hurriedly lowered her head and held back her tears, "It really scared me at that time, and that shot was close to the heart." ”

Yin Yichen took a step closer, held her hand, and said softly, "What are you afraid of?" On the contrary, I actually woke up earlier than you! ”

His hand regained its warmth, and Shen Linxi held his hand, and suddenly felt great comfort in his heart.

It's good, he's still fine, he's still alive; It's good that she can be sober and can still say the last word to her; It's good that you and I have met, met, met, fallen in love, and finally parted ways.

At the same time, it is accompanied by a kind of sadness.

"You didn't have any vital signs in the ambulance, and my heart didn't seem to beat anymore, and I sang that song to you, did you hear that?"

He squeezed her hand, nodded, and said, "I heard it, it's just.... Not as good as I sing! ”

"Hey! Is there anyone you say that? If you really think I can't sing well, you can teach me! ”

Yin Yichen lowered his eyes, how many people knew the sourness in his heart, and asked himself if there was a chance, and if there was still a chance to teach you to sing? Maybe when another person appears, you won't remember this song that belongs to you and me.

"Why are you so stupid that you rush over without even thinking about it?"

"I thought about it, all I wanted was that I couldn't get you hurt, if the situation at that time was that you were me, would you do that?"

Shen Linxi raised her head and looked at him, "I will." "Tears couldn't help but wet my eyes.

"You see, it's the same thing." Yin Yichen's heart ached, and his eyes turned red unconsciously. "But I still can't block the second shot for you!"

Shen Linxi covered her face and shook her head: "You don't need this." ”

"This incident started because of me, but I deceived myself into thinking that I must have a way to solve it, I must be able to have the best of both worlds, but when it really happened, I realized that I didn't have a good solution, and I ended up hurting you." Yin Yichen's face was pale and his expression was gloomy, "I stubbornly didn't let go, thinking that this was loyalty to my feelings, but I didn't expect that it hurt more people instead." ”

"Linxi.... I don't want to hurt you anymore, my paranoid personality disorder will get worse and worse, I...."Speaking of this, Yin Yichen's face turned pale, and tears finally couldn't help rolling down

Once, he wanted to be with her and make her happy, but as a result, everyone was unhappy, and now, he would rather be unhappy himself than make everyone happy, especially her.

Although he was very uncomfortable like this, as if his heart had been hollowed out, he remembered a sentence that everything was the best ending, and he was willing to believe it.

Shen Linxi didn't want to shed tears, but the tears were completely out of her control, and she couldn't stop it, she thought that she would let go a long time ago, but this time when Yin Yichen said it, she knew that they might not even be friends anymore.

"You've finally learned to choose between this unbearable love, so..."

"Do you regret it, Linxi?" Yin Yichen interrupted Shen Linxi's words, and he raised his head to look at her tear-soaked eyes.

Shen Linxi shook his head, and then shook his head, "No regrets, I have no regrets." "How painful it is today, how happy she used to be, how can she regret it.

Yin Yichen took a deep breath, suddenly hugged her into his arms, hugged her very tightly, Shen Linxi was a little stunned, and couldn't help but wrap his waist tightly, burying his face in his arms, his nose was filled with the familiar smell that belonged to him, and the faint mint fragrance reminded her of many, many past events, and more tears poured out, through his clothes, and slid into his chest.

Yin Yichen hugged her with all his might, this woman who occupied his entire heart, for ten years, this woman who went deep into the end of his soul, maybe this was the last time to hug her, after that, her joys, sorrows and sorrows would no longer be shared with him.

Yin Yichen's heart ached,

Letting go is also a kind of fulfillment, and it is so light to say.... But who knows how much pain these simple words contain, and is it really fulfillment to let go? Maybe in exchange for the rest of the painful life of two people, the pain like life and death, who can understand?

Tears were streaming down their faces.....

The boy has tears and doesn't flick, but he hasn't reached the sad place!

"Linxi, I'm glad to have a place in your life, and I'm glad to have memories with you, you are the only love of my life, the first love forever, the last lover, if time can be turned back, I still don't hesitate to go to you, even if I have to face today's pain again, I don't care."

Shen Linxi nodded and nodded, tears flowing, but she couldn't speak.

The two hugged each other, and I don't know how long it took before Yin Yichen let go of her.

Yin Yichen raised his head and looked at Shen Linxi, barely squeezing out a smile, ""

Shen Linxi looked at him with tears in her eyes and a gentle smile, Yin Yichen lowered her head and looked at her hands that kept rubbing.

Yin Yichen held her hand, looked at her, and showed a gentle smile, Yin Yichen, you have got her truest and purest feelings, and she has had the best time, the sweetest memories, you are each other's first love, what are you not satisfied with?

Yin Yichen looked at her while asking himself in his heart, his eyes flashed with tears, and he said softly: "Goodbye, Linxi...."

Goodbye, Linxi....