Chapter 040: Last Wish
Su Qianai saw that her father's face had improved slightly, she was very surprised, and laughed with tears: "Dad, I just said that you will be fine, is it much better now?" ”
"Little Ai...... Don't you ...... Speak...... Listen...... Dad said...... "Su Chengqing's voice is still as weak as a mosquito and a fly, but it is extremely clear.
Su Qianai nodded busily, waiting for her father to speak.
"Daddy is the most ...... Rest assured...... It's you. Daddy goes after ...... You want to be with Yining...... Get along well...... Let Uncle Cheng ...... Call the shots...... ...... the marriage That's it. After Dad's Death...... Talent...... Dumbfounded...... "After Su Chengqing said so many words in one breath, he began to close his eyes and gasp sharply.
Su Qianai, who had long been crying, was frightened, and hurriedly shook his hand and cried: "Dad, don't say such things, Dad, wake up, don't sleep!" ”
At this time, Su Chengqing slowly opened his eyes again, and his eyes were full of reluctance: "Xiao Ai...... Obedient...... Only Yining...... Talent...... Gives you happiness...... Believe...... Daddy......"
Su Chengqing, who frowned, seemed to have a lot to say, but his physical strength was limited, and when he said this, he gasped for breath, which made people look particularly worried, as if he might not be able to catch the next breath.
"Dad, don't talk, take good care of your body, I'll call the doctor!" Su Qianai put her father's hand down and was about to shout outside.
"Xiao Ai!" Su Chengqing suddenly aggravated his tone, but after shouting, the wheezing voice became louder, "Don't ...... Shout...... Let me...... Look...... You ......"
Su Chengqing raised his right hand vigorously, Su Qianai hurriedly stepped forward to catch it, stroked his hand to his cheek, and began to cry again: "Dad, I'm sorry, it's Xiao Ai who hurt you like this, it's Xiao Ai's fault, it's Xiao Ai's disobedience." ”
"Little Ai...... Don't...... Think like this......" Su Chengqing tried to open his eyes wide, as if he wanted to engrave his daughter's appearance deeply into his mind, and after taking a breath, he continued, "Don't believe it...... Your mother...... Look for...... Yi Ning ......"
"Xiao Ai ......" Su Chengqing once again called his daughter's name softly, his eyes were full of pity and pity, but he couldn't say any more, his fingers moved, gently rubbing his daughter's face, and finally slid down weakly, and shouted in his mouth, "Lingling...... I ......"
Before the voice of the word "I" came out, a crystal teardrop slipped from the corner of his eye, and with great reluctance, he glanced deeply at his daughter, and the light in his eyes dimmed instantly.
"Daddy—Daddy—"
Watching Su Chengqing gradually close his eyes, Su Qianai didn't wait for him to open his eyes again, she finally found that her father's face was lifeless, and after dozens of seconds, she fell on Su Chengqing's body like crazy, shaking his body desperately, crying hysterically.
Outside the door, Su Han, Cheng Yining and others heard the movement inside and hurriedly rushed in.
Several doctors activated the first aid action again, but finally shook their heads and silently announced the patient's death.
"Doctor, don't go, you try again, save my dad, save my dad!" Su Qianai looked at the doctor who retreated to the side, pounced, and pulled one of them to the side of the bed.
"I'm sorry Miss, we've done our best." The doctor looked at Su Qianai helplessly.
"What you tried your best, you are not saved yet! You touch, my father's body is still hot, and there is temperature, and if there is temperature, he will not die! Su Qianai reluctantly pulled the doctor and didn't let go.
Ying Ruomin sat next to Su Chengqing, just crying silently, not screaming loudly, and ignoring Su Qianai's actions.
Su Han stood beside his mother, his face was also pale, but he didn't shed tears, nor did he pull his sister, but kept supporting his mother.
Cheng Yining stepped forward and hugged Su Qianai: "Xiao Ai, calm down." ”
Su Qianai seemed to have just discovered Cheng Yining, desperately trying to break free from his embrace, slapping his hands angrily, and shouting at him in a hoarse voice: "Cheng Yining! It's all your fault! How could I have been hurt if it weren't for you? If I hadn't been hurt, how could my dad have been? I hate you! I hate you! ”
Looking at Su Qianai, who was in tears and out of control, Cheng Yining didn't know what to say for a while, so she just let her scold.
The doctor looked at the few people in front of him with a very sympathetic gaze, and said seriously: "We can all understand your feelings, but the patient has gone, please mourn, and think about properly handling the aftermath of the deceased." ”
Cheng Yining nodded to the doctor, then turned to look at Su Han, who had been silent, and whispered, "Su Han, let's deal with the matter here first." ”
Su Hancai looked at Cheng Yining as if he had just woken up from a big dream, and then looked at his father, who no longer had any signs of life, put his hands on his mother's shoulders, and said in an extremely low voice: "Mom, Dad has gone." ”
Ying Ruomin slowly raised her head, turned her gaze from Su Chengqing to Su Han, and glanced at Su Qianai, who was already crying silently in Cheng Yining's arms, lowered her head and continued to wipe her tears.
When Su Qianai heard her brother's words, her body softened again and she sat down on the ground......
Three days later.
N city suburbs on the ridge cemetery.
August is the hottest day of the year in N City. Although autumn has begun at this time, the power of the autumn tiger is still undiminished in the scorching summer.
It was almost noon, and the scorching sun hung high in the sky, scorching the earth like a demonstration.
In front of a new mausoleum, the grave repairers and those who attended the funeral had long since left, and only a girl dressed in black was still kneeling in front of the tombstone, refusing to leave for a long time.
"Xiao Ai, let's go back, you kneel down again, even if you don't suffer from heat stroke, the wound on your hand will be inflamed." You're going to make Uncle Su very uneasy. Jiang Xinyao found an umbrella and held it above Su Qianai's head, comforting her very worriedly.
It turned out that the girl kneeling in front of the tombstone was Su Qianai, who suddenly lost her father.
From the moment Su Chengqing's urn was put down, she had been kneeling in front of the tombstone and sobbing, no matter how Jiang Xinyao persuaded her, she still refused to get up and leave.
In three days, she had already cried hoarsely, and her eyes were swollen like honey and peaches.
She now knows the true and profound meaning of the idiom "regret not being at the beginning".
When her parents died, she couldn't cry properly, and now she took this opportunity to express all her grief at once, crying dumbly.
Earthquakes are uncontrollable factors, but now this condition has some controllable factors, but I don't have a good grasp of anything! And even when they were all alive, I didn't spend more time by their side and make them happy!
So much so that from the moment Su Chengqing died, she had been deeply blaming herself.
The doctors showed her her father's medical records, and she naturally knew that her affairs were just a fuse, and even if she didn't do it, her father would die of this disease sooner or later.
But she never forgave herself, she naively thought that if she had persuaded her father to receive conservative treatment earlier, or if she had obeyed her father's wishes earlier and married Cheng Yining, maybe her father would not have died, at least not so soon.
Compared with the yin and yang separation from his father, what is it to marry Cheng Yining.
She blames herself for her carelessness, she doesn't care about her father, she hates her stubbornness, why do she have to worry about whether Cheng Yining really loves herself, pretending to be deaf and dumb, isn't there nothing?
If Dad doesn't die, then he won't know the so-called truth, and he will still enjoy the love of the family, although some of the love is fake, but even if it's fake, it's always so true, at least he hasn't seen the flaws.
"Xiao Ai, I know you are sad, but you also have to take care of your body, you must know that Uncle Su has always loved you the most, and he has never been willing to let you suffer a little grievance! If you have three long and two short, how sad you say Uncle Su should be! Jiang Xinyao gently brushed away the beads of sweat on Su Qianai's forehead like beans with one hand, and used her hand as a fan, hoping to help her good friend dispel a little bit of heat.
Su Qianai turned a blind eye to Jiang Xinyao's persuasion, and she was just immersed in her own world of thoughts all the time with tears in her eyes.
On the day her father Su Chengqing died, she followed her brother and mother home from the hospital.
She was sitting silently on the sofa in the living room, still grieving for her father's death, but her mother Ying Ruomin suddenly rushed upstairs to pack a few clothes for Su Qianai and threw them in front of her, wanting to kick her out of the house.
Su Qianai only said that it was because of her own business that her father died so suddenly, which made her mother sad, and she was afraid that her mother would break her body because of excessive sadness, so she knelt in front of her mother and begged her mother's forgiveness, saying that she could let her beat her and scold, as long as she was angry.
"Su Qianai! Get out of here now! The farther you roll, the better! I've seen you for twenty-two years, endured you for twenty-two years, hated you for twenty-two years, and I don't want to see you for a moment now, this little slut! Don't show up in front of me again, dirty my eyes! Get lost! Roll as far as you want! Ying Ruomin kept her clothes still in front of Su Qianai, and shouted at her through gritted teeth.
Listening to her mother, who is always gentle, actually called herself a little slut, Su Qianai was stunned at the time, she raised her head to verify whether these words came from her mother's mouth, and then she found that her mother's gaze was as cold as the cold sky, and there was a lot of hatred in the cold, and when the hateful gaze stabbed at her like a sharp blade quenched with huge poison, she couldn't help but tremble all over.