Chapter 90: The Impulse to Love
Ming Xia's heart is pounding. Fortunately, in the night, Meng Zhao couldn't see her suddenly crimson cheeks, and Ming Xia already felt that the roots of her ears were hot.
Meng Zhao saw that she didn't react, so he whispered, "Stay in Guangzhou with me!" Don't go back to the north, I'll feel at ease when you're there. ”
Ming Xia couldn't see his expression clearly, but she felt that there seemed to be a little more solemnity in his tone, so she didn't know how to respond. After a few moments, she said casually, "Are you drunk?" When you wake up tomorrow, you'll know what you're talking about. ”
Meng Zhao hugged Ming Xia, put his head on her shoulder, and whispered in her ear: "In the past few months in Guangzhou, I am really tired. I get up early every day and stay late, and I try my best to help them do any work in the company. I don't know what the results will be. I just feel that I need to be fully familiar with the business process of a trading company within a few years.
That way, I can start my business as early as possible, and then invite you to join my team and we'll work together. I'm really looking forward to being a comrade-in-arms with you for the rest of my life! ”
Listening to Meng Zhao's somewhat tired whisper, Ming Xia didn't know whether to cheer him up routinely, or whether he should say nothing, and let him temporarily use himself as a resting haven to dock.
Meng Zhao continued: "Ming Xia, you set a time, when will you leave Guangzhou?" ”
This time, Ming Xia was really at a loss, and she couldn't help but ask inexplicably: "What do you mean, are you going to send me farewell?" ”
Meng Zhao raised his head and looked at Ming Xia, he seemed to be angry. After a while, he said in a dull voice: "Seize the last time to convince you to live with me in Guangzhou, work, and then start a business." ”
Ming Xia's eyes widened in a daze, and it took a long time to hold back a sentence: "I haven't thought about this problem." Besides, I have a five-year contract with my current employer. ”
Meng Zhao lowered his head slightly, and then exhaled, as if to calm his irritability. Then, he raised his head again and asked, "Isn't it possible for you to work in Guangzhou?" ”
Ming Xia felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, she felt that she was already being led by Meng Zhao's nose. Now, there is nothing between her and him, why should he dictate to him?
So, Ming Xia said unceremoniously: "I signed a contract, how can I breach the contract?" Besides, why am I working in Guangzhou and not in Shenzhen? ”
Meng Zhao suddenly fell silent, which made Ming Xia's heart feel uneasy again. After a while, Meng Zhao seemed to be very serious and said, "Yes, how can I work for you to make sacrifices for me with Chairman Mingxia's drive." It's me who overestimates myself and the relationship between me and you. Okay, then you can go back to Beijing to work! ”
After speaking, he let go of Ming Xia, paused, then turned around and left, and at the same time said, "Go back!" ”
Ming Xia suddenly remembered that the last time the two of them came out of McDonald's and there was friction, Meng Zhao also said like now, "Go back!" After that, the two of them have been awkward. That time made her feel very uncomfortable, and now that Meng Zhao is repeating his old tricks, a nameless fire erupts in Ming Xia's heart.
She felt as if she was always being called to come and go. If she did something wrong, Meng Zhao could bring it up, why did she always play with personality and temper like this, and let her accommodate him?
So, Ming Xia shouted angrily: "Meng Zhao, don't go too far!" We're just classmates, why do you always give me a look! You'll have to explain it to me! ”
Meng Zhao's footsteps stopped, and Ming Xia ran in front of him in a few steps, looking at him hatefully. Meng Zhao rubbed his forehead as if he had a headache, and only after a while did he say, "I don't know if you're just stupid, or if you don't care at all?" I've said so much and I've been doing it for so long, but why do you always turn a blind eye and don't hear it? ”
Ming Xia felt that he was defeated by Meng Zhao's words again. She couldn't help but be deflated, but she still wanted to be angry, because she thought that she couldn't lose on this occasion.
So, she said, "Have you done anything?" I don't think you've done anything special to me! Have you expressed so much? That's what you said to your predecessors! But when it comes to persistence, it is estimated that there are few long-lasting! ”
Meng Zhao was amused by her, and he said, "Duplicity! I know that you are just angry that my past history is dishonorable and not as pure as you, I admit that. But why are you so unconfident in yourself? Why don't you believe you're the half of what I think I'm going to be? ”
Ming Xia hummed and said, "Uh-huh, as the saying goes, the one who can't change what he eats!" I take history as a mirror, why should I be stupid and hit your gun? ”
Meng Zhao stared at her angrily for a few seconds, then simply ignored her and walked forward again. Ming Xia blinked, mouthed towards Meng Zhao's back, and then followed behind him.
The two of them walked silently one after the other, until they reached the gate of the school. Meng Zhao's mobile phone rang suddenly, and Ming Xia involuntarily snorted angrily, which amused Meng Zhao again.
He didn't answer the phone, just stopped and turned around, then reached out and tugged Ming Xia's arm, and said, "Okay, my heart is awkward, and the surface is strong, can you be so tired?" Look straight into your heart and be brave enough to accept everything. If you are just afraid of getting hurt and retreat from everything, you will miss the fate of your life, and you will definitely regret it! ”
Ming Xia frowned and didn't speak, but in his heart, he had begun to partially agree with Meng Zhao's statement. However, we must be cautious about feelings. After all, this is about the happiness of your life, whether you are happy or sad, you know that you can't be replaced by others.
If it was another boy, like Meng Zhao, who expressed his feelings to her several times, and if she also had feelings for the other party, then she might let go of her worries and accept the other party.
However, this person now is Meng Zhao, who has a bad record, is she going to accept this extremely difficult challenge? The so-called "the country is easy to change, but the nature is difficult to change", can she believe that the love line in Meng Zhao's life will be marked with an end symbol when she arrives? Does she always have faint doubts and uneasiness in her heart from the day she started a relationship?
If that's the case, it's not the love she expects next summer. The love she wants must be one that can be honest with each other and be able to trust each other. She didn't want to let herself be exhausted and exhausted because of emotional matters next summer. However, she still admitted in her heart with annoyance that she seemed to really like Meng Zhao.
Meng Zhao's face had an expression of hatred for iron, he looked at Ming Xia helplessly, and said, "After this village, there will be no such shop." If you miss it, you won't be able to cry! ”
Ming Xia glanced at him, snorted around him, walked forward, and threw down a sentence: "It's mine, I can't run away, it's not mine, I can't ask for it!" ”
Meng Zhao had no choice but to turn around and follow her, while saying, "I'm really dizzy, I have to run after a heartless girl like you." ”
Although Ming Xia didn't continue his words, there was a sweetness in her heart that slowly swelled.
The two of them walked silently all the way to the downstairs of the girls' dormitory, and Ming Xia's voice revealed a little tenderness that was not often there, and said to Meng Zhao: "You work in Guangzhou, take care of yourself." ”
Meng Zhao's always somewhat uninhibited face also showed a reluctant expression, and he said, "I'll call your mobile phone, you have to answer it!" Ming Xia nodded.
He also said: "You are in Beijing, you must be careful everywhere, don't be bullied." If there's anything you can't do, just tell me. Even if I don't have time to go back to Beijing, I have a lot of buddies in Beijing who can help. Ming Xia nodded again.
Meng Zhao continued: "I may not send you off on the day you return to Beijing, if you are suddenly reluctant to leave at the station and cry profusely, then I will definitely forcibly take you to Guangzhou." ”
Ming Xia pursed his mouth and said, "Stinky beauty, you!" Immediately, she felt that her nose was sour, and she felt the urge to cry.
Meng Zhao stretched out his hand, shook Ming Xia's hand vigorously, and said in a low voice: "I'm waiting for you in Guangzhou." With that, he turned around and walked away without looking back.
A faint sorrow will catalyze the original hazy affection, and the feelings of young boys and girls who are looking forward to love are sincere and innocent. They can't know whether their feelings for each other will stand the test in the future, let alone guarantee that their love for each other will always be the same.
In fact, maybe as long as you can love, you can love well and feel the heart-warming feelings, which is enough. It's just that, many times, because of all kinds of worries and worries, it is in vain to waste a sincere affection.
The graduation ceremony ended in the grand auditorium, and the ears of the graduates were still echoing the heartfelt words of the president. They are about to leave the wonderful ivory tower of the campus and step into the all-encompassing social melting pot.
Like a bird about to come out of the cage and fly into the blue sky, the students' hearts were surging with anxiety. The future is finally coming! What kind of blue sky will they have in the future?
Youth, without any disguise, maybe with apprehension to want to confess to the girl you like; Maybe I was nervous and sneaked out to play crazy after playing the card; Maybe......
Leaving the campus, they are still growing, their youth seems to be not over, as if they are still waiting for that person to appear, that decade, the impulse to dare to love is still expanding......