Dad originally wanted to cover it, just find an excuse, and Chen Yingming drove Ye Hongling to run errands, but there was an accident, and the neighbors couldn't think much about it, who knew that Zhu Yingtian scolded my house every day, and people couldn't hear it!

Served!

"Sister, you, turn back, do we have to move?"

Zhu Hao looked at the back of the neighbor walking away and opened his mouth softly, "If you don't leave, you will really become a celebrity here." ”

"I've read a book"

I took a breath of cool air and replied lightly, "Above, everything in the world hides grievances, and only after living to the age of seventy can you understand a truth, you can pick other things in the world, that is, you can't pick the days You will find that after you see through it, you will find that life is after the future, not before." ”

To put it simply, there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome.

This bit of is nothing in front of time, "You know, how did your sister and I grow up in Mohe, in the sound of saliva, not only was not drowned, on the contrary, there was also a big man of more than one meter and seven meters, and a big foot of thirty-nine yards!" To be a man, you have to look away! ”

"Sister, yours is not poetic at all!"

Zhu Hao catches up with me. When he came to the hospital, he pointed to the cherry tree in the corner of the courtyard that was more than half a person tall and no one cared for, "My family asks you, is the departure of the leaves the pursuit of the wind, or the tree's retention?!! ”

I glanced at the dilapidated courtyard in my home, and my eyes turned to Zhu Hao's face, "That's called shedding acid." ”

“”

Zhu Hao was stunned, "What sour?" ”

"Not as sour as you are!"

I threw down the three words and went straight back to my house, that bit of bad luck Shixing is really a hair regardless of the occasion!

"Hey! Sister, what do you mean! ”

Zhu Hao shouted to me outside the window, "The school hasn't asked for leave yet!" Lend me your phone! I have to tell my teacher, I didn't mean to skip school! Sister! ”

I didn't reply, I sat on the edge of the bed and took my mobile phone to look at the call record, there were Teacher Qi's, and there were tall and strong

I was in a hurry this morning, and I was taken directly to the police station, and I didn't even have my mobile phone.

I called Teacher Qi first and told her that there was an emergency at home, and that I would go to class in the afternoon, and Gao Dazhuang sent two text messages to reassure him.

I didn't know what to do, and I was asked on a text message, 'Second donkey, why are you busier than the secretary general in a day, and you always have something to do at home?' ’

Wipe!

I silently spit out a dirty word, do you think I want it?!

I've been here since I came to Harbin City, have you stopped, sisters!

Before going to school, Lian Jun called me, the surname Du was indeed a suicide, except for the deceased himself, there was no second person's fingerprints on the hemp rope, and the time of death was speculated to be three o'clock in the second half of the night, and he also looked at the street surveillance at the mouth of the alley.

The surnamed Du was like a drunk, staggering into the alley of my house, holding a hemp rope sleeve in his hand.

Because there is no monitoring in the alley, the death process can only be scrutinized, and it is certain that the rope sleeve is the deceased's own binding and hanging neck.

At this point, a life is whimpering.

I listened to my heart, and became more and more sure that the surname Du was squinted by dirty things!

Wobbly!

I don't even need to ask Lian Jun's heel on the monitor didn't hit the ground and didn't run!

In medicine, exaggerated self-killing is judged to be hysteria, or hallucinations, that is, various mental diseases.

But in the eyes of our husband, there is something that grinds and wants his life!

For example, didn't I commit suicide because of the green clothes in the Northeast!

"Lian Jun, are you still at the police station? See my parents? ”

"Nope."

Lian Junqing replied to me, "I'll go back after I'm sure, Officer Yu has contacted the police who accompanied your parents, and they are still accompanying your aunt in the hospital, judging from the examination results that came back, your aunt should be schizophrenic, which also includes mania and anxiety, and she must be hospitalized, you must be mentally prepared." ”

“”

I lowered my eyes, "That is, crazy?" ”

"Almost."

Lian Junyin'er lowered her voice, "Her kind of thinking and behavior are not under her control, and she will definitely not be able to go home again, like this." You wait for your parents to go back, here in the hospital, I can"

"No!"

I interrupted him, knowing that Lian Jun would help, but my dad might not appreciate it, "Wait for my parents to come back first, if my aunt is really then treated normally, my dad will arrange it, you have done enough, really"

Lian Jun didn't rush to respond, and it took a long time to call my name, "Savage." ”

"Huh?"

I was carrying my schoolbag and preparing to leave the yard, listening to Lian Jun whispering into the microphone and asking, "Have you thought too much?" ”

"What do you think?"

"Think about it, it has something to do with me"

Lian Jun suppressed the bass. "After all, I threatened him, and it is true that someone gave him a lesson, and it was only a few days later, and he died like this, of course, it doesn't matter if he dies, but I'm afraid, you miss me more."

"That"

I was stunned, "Why are you afraid of me thinking too much?" ”

"I don't know."

Lian Jun's voice was low and calm, "You are still, I don't want you to touch these things, or, if you have any misunderstanding about me, you are uncomfortable, you must tell me, million"

"Serial!"

I pursed my lips, "You haven't asked me how my shoes are!" ”

Lian Jun's voice paused, "How is it?" ”

"Warm! Very sweet! ”

I pulled the corners of my mouth and let out a laugh, "I wish Jingweieva Valerya a thank you for the great benefits of the series!" Momoza! ”

"Momaza? Is it your word again? ”

In the earpiece, there was a chuckling voice from Lian Jun, and then he was correct, "If you like it, remember, if you turn around, you will give me a dollar, and I will kill you if you have any less." ”

"You dare!"

I glared, "Boom!!" ”

Lian Jun chuckled, naturally understood my subtext, and did not care much about the death of the god stick, and told me a few words, and then hung up the phone.

I looked at the screen under the dark and exhaled lightly, and understood what Lian Jun meant, this person, no one is afraid, he is actually afraid of me too much!

Of course, if you are someone else, you will definitely think more, why did he commit suicide? Did Lian Jun threaten him and have psychological trauma?

It's like in a book, there is a reason in everything, and in each reason, there are several turns.

But who am I?

Sisters were whipped last year to be a gentleman, can the brain circuit be the same as ordinary people!

I didn't even think about this matter!

In other words, Lian Jun was involved. Is it because of whom?

The great god is still afraid that I will miss him too much?

I'm afraid he'll be affected!

This in my family, who doesn't have a headache, obviously has been broken by the Zodiac Dao, but it turned out to be a mess by these people themselves!

Heaven is forgivable, but you can't live!

Dad's mobile phone has not been connected, and I am also a little absent-minded in the afternoon class, and I directly warn him not to bother me when I see that I am tall and strong, and I want to stinky and poor!

The eldest aunt didn't come, and the aunt was annoyed!

After all, they are all a family, and there is no way to completely stay out of it.

After school, as soon as I got out of school, I saw Shi Jiu waiting on the side of the road, "Hey, why are you there?" My dad has a lot of things going on at home lately, so he can't come and pick you up."

"I'll wait for you."

Shi Jiu looked at me lightly, raised his hand, and stopped a taxi, "Your brother didn't come today, I'm responsible for sending you back." ”

Scold!

Keep an eye on me!

I'm not polite, I went directly to the taxi, and after a while, the phone 'buzzed' twice, click on, this stone is also funny, and a car wastes a dime to send me a message!

There is only one sentence, 'According to the development of this situation, you and Lian Shao, will you be able to get married as soon as you graduate.' ’

“？！”

I twisted my eyebrows, and before I could reply, Shi Jiu sent another one, 'I wish you, classmates, don't think about it too much, I just want to pat your ass, you tie the knot with Lian Shao in the future, don't forget the affection of our road friends, and I hope you will be promoted more." ’

"Poof!"

Oh my God!

Is there such a sycophant?

It's not straight!

Can you write the word euphemism?

"That"

I directly tapped Shi Jiu's back, opened my mouth and replied, "Don't worry, there is really a day, please eat candy, remember to follow it." ”

Sort of!

Shi Jiu didn't look back, and a smile actually jumped on his face in the indoor mirror, and he replied to me with the corner of his lips, "Zhu classmate, you are still simple and simple, and you are more cute." ”

"That's it!"

There are so many lovely places for sisters!

I'm also not modest, "Classmate Shi, with its light, with its dust, no one is perfect, I have a lot of shortcomings, but I also have a lot of advantages, being a man should be the same as governing the country, to see simplicity, no worries about learning, less selfishness, understand?" ”

Shi Jiu smiled lightly, "The cold wood is not withered, the spring blossom is gorgeous, and the people are like articles, so they should naturally have their own characteristics." ”

"My Girl"

Before I could reply, the driver's eldest brother sighed, "Why are high school students talking so much now?" ”

I rubbed the bridge of my nose and chuckled, even if I was tired, I found it interesting.

Lian Jun really has a good eye, Shi Jiu, there is trouble!

"Sister!"

As soon as he entered the hospital, Zhu Hao came out of his house and reported the first-hand news to me, "Zhu Ying is completely crazy and can't come back." ”

Not unexpected.

Lian Jun has already told me.

Even if it's not even a good one, I have a number.

"How's Mom and Dad?"

"Still in the house"

I glanced at my parents' room, the lights were on, and I heard the voice of Zhu Hao and me, and my father shouted for the two of us to go in.

"In the afternoon, we have learned the situation from the police station, the one surnamed Du, he committed suicide"

Daddy's house smelled of smoke and the floor was dirty. The broken glass was not replaced, and the wind blew a hole in the pasted plastic sheet, which was cold, cold, and depressing, "The one who lacks great virtue, he will die when he dies, and he doesn't know where the wind is convulsed, so he actually ran to the door of Ying's house and hanged himself"

Zhu Hao and I stood aside, watching my father sit on the sofa smoking a cigarette, while my mother sat on the edge of the bed as if she had lost her soul, her face was pale, and there was a scab on her forehead after she had broken her head, stunned, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

"Your aunt, you're stimulated"

Dad sniffed, his eyes were red, "When she is angry, she can't be angry, and when she is angry, she will whip me and your grandmother, so she will always let her, tolerate her, endure her, who knows, when she arrives, she is still alas!" ”

The atmosphere was icy -

Seeing my father like this, I also feel uncomfortable, yes, I have no relationship with Zhu Ying, but she is my father's sister-in-law, so I call her aunt.

I'm angry with her, I hate her, I don't want to see her end up being a fool, a crazy woman!

Kindness is a thing, sometimes even if you think that there are too many pockets, but you have to admit that it is something that a person has invaded into the bone marrow.

People who have it, even if they have gritted their teeth at a person, cannot do anything against their conscience.

I annoyed Zhu Ying, but it's strange, seeing her suffer, I didn't have the slightest joy, and I couldn't convince myself that nothing happened, on the contrary, I was very depressed.

"Forget it!"

Dad extinguished the cigarette butt fiercely and raised his eyes to look at me and Zhu Hao. "What do you two think about, now, everything is settled, your aunt, she will stay in the hospital in the future, I have figured it out now, although she has a mental problem, but anyway, there is a place, it will not be tossed everywhere, no matter what, you have to continue to live, your grandmother will live when she leaves, our family, we have to live well, during this time, there are too many things, what about us, we all have to"

"Good luck."

My mother suddenly called my name, and her red and swollen eyes slowly looked over, "Where did you get your shoes?" ”

“”

I was stunned, I didn't expect her to suddenly ask me this, "This is bought." ”

"Where's the money?"

Mom's voice was hoarse and sandpaper-like, and everyone who listened scratched their ears.

"Yes"

"Mom, it's my sister's New Year's money."

Zhu Hao answered next to me, his face did not change, "She is not in good health, and she is prone to catching a cold if she catches a cold, so she bought a pair of cotton shoes, which is all a problem." ”

"What?"

The corners of my mother's lips tugged strangely, "Didn't your sister's New Year's money be used to buy me that scarf?" How can I still afford to buy snow boots, and besides, it looks very expensive, and it has to be thousands."

"Hongxia, what are you doing here?"

Dad was puzzled, "What about my family, the shoe matter is turning around, you can't tell the difference."

"Mine is the family's business."

Mom stood up from the side of the bed, her body trembling slightly, "Okay, tell me, who bought you those shoes?" ”

"Lian Jun."

"What!!"

When Dad heard this, he was anxious, "Okay! How can you?"

"The mountains."

Mom raised her hand and interrupted Dad's words, "That Lian Jun, it's really good for our family, I have a suggestion to let Hao'er go with him." ”

“”

Dad was dumbfounded again, as if he doubted his hearing, and looked at his mother in a daze, "What are you?" ”

"Let Hao'er go with Lian Jun."

Mom looked tired, looked at me, raised her chin slightly, "That night, wasn't Hao'er taken away by him, it seems, the conditions are not bad, Luobei is okay, I think it's best with him, but it seems that Hao'er doesn't like Luobei, then follow Lianjun, okay, you pack up your things, let's go"

"Ye Hongxia!!"

Dad's slap suddenly raised, "You're sick!" Yes! Which line is wrong for you! Isn't it that you are also schizophrenic! How old is a good child! It's time to study! What a time!! ”

"Hehehehe"

Mom looked at Dad, not afraid at all, and trembled with laughter, "Zhu Wenshan, don't you want to make our family's life better, my suggestion is to make our family's life better, how big is my heart, so much happened to our family, she still knows how to wear new shoes, is this what she wants to go?" Please think about it, since Hao'er came back, has this unfortunate thing in our family been connected, if she doesn't give me a scarf to let Hongling worry about it, Hongling can go around and find friends to buy it for her? ”

"That's your sister's shallow eyelids!"

Dad's face froze, "What does it have to do with Hao'er!" She's still wrong to honor you!! ”

"Don't shout at me"

Mother raised her hand, "I have already seen through it, Zhu Ying has a sentence that is really right, good, it is our family's mourning star, she called Hao'er, but as soon as she arrived, our family was not good, and I went to our mother's grave, and I bumped into a Taoist priest, the disaster was not broken, the two people who died and my sister, didn't she see it, that is a reminder, in the end, it is still dead and Zhu Ying is also stupid this morning, our family, she will not come back, everyone is fine, as soon as she comes back, it is the death of the dead, the crazy crazy who will come next, it's time for me, Zhu Wenshan, You're going to have to grave me right away."

'Smack!! ’

Dad's slap still went down, and the mother who hit her snorted and shrank on the bed, her hair was thrown up, and when she fell, she covered her entire face, and she was motionless at that time-

"Dad!!"

This time it was too ruthless, Zhu Hao couldn't look at it, and stepped forward to block in front of his father, "What are you doing!" ”

"Dodge !!"

Dad pushed Zhu Hao away, his eyes were red, and he glared at his mother on the bed, "Ye Hongxia!" Hao'er is our daughter! How can you come up with such words! If you don't want to! Let's get a divorce! Don't forget! You were crying and shouting to marry me!! ”

My mother lay on the bed for a while, and then she shook and cried, "You beat me, you really beat me, I suffered so much with you, I suffered so much with you, and you were wronged, you actually beat me."

"You're, I'm going to beat you!!"

Dad is going crazy, "This family, since it's already scattered!" That's one more than you, no more! One less for you, no less! Don't want to live it! You're going to get out of here!! ”

Zhu Hao was frightened and looked at me in a daze, "Sister, what are you saying, sister"

What do I want?

I don't know.

"Good"

My mother cried for a while, looked at me with a swollen face, slowly moved her arms to support her upper body, facing me, on the bed, and actually knelt down on my knees, "Okay, Mom, please, please, please go, walk in your new shoes, I can't stand it, I can't stand it, I can't stand it, when you don't come back, we're all fine, as soon as you come back, we're all good, please go, let's go."

“”

I stood stiffly, my heart seemed to have a sore, every time my mother said a word, red blood flowed out of the sore, and Mu Mu's mouth opened, "Mom, you have been, you must give birth to me, have you forgotten, you have been, you must give birth to mine"

"I haven't!!"

Mom cried and shook her head at me, eager to give me a. "Get out of this house! Please!! Good luck! You should be without my mother! I beg you! I can't stand it! When I see you now, I think of Hongling! Please, go! Let's be clean! ”

"Okay, I'll go."

I squeezed my throat, gritted my teeth hard, and still couldn't help but shed tears, "I, I'm here"

"Don't go!!"

Dad turned his face and glared at me, "This is your home!" Where are you going! Go back to the house, get me back to your room!! You've forgotten your grandmother's words! Live well here! Did you forget!! ”

I haven't forgotten, but

It's hard to argue, and I'm exhausted.

O scourge!

Who wants to look at home like this!

It's not that I haven't worked hard, it's not that I haven't licked my face to break people's explanations, but no one listens to me!

Why does life draw a big circle, and no matter what happens, the finger is pointed at me?

"You go back to your house!!"

I was pushed out of their house by my dad and 'bang'! and shut up in my own half of the room.

Dad may still be afraid of me running, so he locked the door outside, turned around, and explained loudly to Zhu Hao, "Look after your sister!" Don't let her get pissed off by your fucking bullshit!! ”

"Oh, good."

Zhu Hao responded unwillingly, and returned to his house and was still knocking on the wall, "Sister, my mother is a big vulgar person, she must have been stimulated by recent events, it's not normal, don't think about it, she has to feel that the words are too heavy when she comes back?" ”

“”

I sat in the dark room, tears as if the thread was broken, and kept flowing, for the past seventeen years, whether it was real crying or fake crying. Most of them didn't cry as much after coming to Harbin City.

"Sister, you listen to me"

Zhu Hao comforted me on the other side of the wall without saying a word, "Dream, quietly, a note came to tell me that life is fake, life, no!" It's a dream. ”

I pulled the corners of my salty mouth, and I could still hear my mother's loud screams in my ears, thinking of Gu Cheng's fantasy-

is fantasizing, illusions are shattered, illusions always forgive disillusionment, but disillusionment never lets go of illusions.

"Zhu Wenshan! You don't scare me! Good luck is a disaster! Whoever comes near her will be unlucky!! ”

Mom's hoarse voice kept hitting my eardrums, "It's a fact! She didn't let our family have a good thing! That's right! Not only our family, but also the classmates who played well with her were also unlucky! That's tall and strong. Why stab people because of her!! ”

"Sister, don't listen"

Zhu Hao knocked on the wall, "You cover your ears, if you don't listen to the song, don't"

I'm speechless

Rickets bent down, covering his heart hard, it hurts, tearing, the wound on the back shoulder of a whip also begins to sting, I half open my mouth, it seems that every time my mother shouts, there is a dagger that can't be seen, she will stab me hard!

Bloody, knife after knife!

Zhu Jingwei, why aren't you dead yet!!

It's dark. The whereabouts of the liquid tick

There were tears flowing, and in the room, there was only the sound of the clock jumping, and everywhere, there was a thin coolness, reflecting the mother's shouts, which was more clear.

I endured the pain in my heart, and the funny thing was that in my mind, I actually clearly reflected the things handed over by the person in my dream, "Seal the hundred mouths and start the Nine Dragons and Hundred Solutions"

muttering, I couldn't tell whether I was laughing or crying, my heart throbbed and hurt, but the things in my head came out one after another, "Grandma, I don't want to break it."

"What else am I going to do!!"

Turning her face, her mother's voice outside the window was still echoing, "Can she do something that makes me happy!" Can you! Zhu Wenshan! Wake up! Now that she's grown up! What other feelings do you want to repair! Does she have feelings for you?! Yes?!! ”

"Mom"

I shouted the word silently, with tears in my eyes, unable to see anything clearly

Are you going to give birth to me?

You were the one on the cart who was desperately shouting to give birth to me!

'Bell bell bell'

The mobile phone rang suddenly, and when I touched it, I saw that it was actually a call from my grandmother.

Didn't.

Seeing that the landline that the grandmother was not using, I pressed it, trembling my fingers, and sent a text message back, "Grandma, I'm studying."

It's the first time, hang up the phone of the big grandmother, Zhu Jingwei, you have eaten the gall of the ambitious leopard.

The grandmother didn't know how to send text messages, and the old lady didn't know how long it took to give me five words. 'Okay, you write well. ’

Through the screen, I can see that she is afraid to disturb me

"There was a typo, it's learning"

I muttered and wiped away my tears vigorously, now like this, how can I talk to her on the phone?

She'll worry about me, and I'll miss her more

"The Suzaku is a contradiction, it is noble, simple, hidden, but it is as fiery as fire, and it is said that every time it dies, a fire burns around it, and then it is reborn in the flames. And to gain a stronger life force than before, which is called nirvana. ”

There seems to be a big grandmother's voice ringing in my ears, I'm stunned, Nirvana?

Grandma, this process, painful, is not as simple as two words?!

I looked at the darkness in front of me, and my mother's shouting was still in my ears, and I opened my mouth silently—

"People say that the sunset is the end of the world, and you can't see your home at the end of the world."