The morning of winter in N City is generally filled with fog, and it is often not until 90 o'clock in the morning that the sun can penetrate the morning fog and sprinkle that golden color all over the earth.

Because she slept late last night and thought about it for a long time, although it was already more than ten o'clock in the morning, Su Qianai was still reluctant to wake up in a sweet dream.

It's just that the knock on the door was particularly harsh, making her turn over a few times and cover her ears a few times, but it still didn't stop.

Annoyed, she couldn't sleep at the knock on the door, so she got up angrily, took a coat and put it on, and stomped towards the door with heavy steps.

Fortunately, the carpet is under his feet, otherwise I am afraid that the people downstairs will think that there is an army upstairs doing exercises.

"Are you finished? Knock early in the morning...... Elder brother...... Morning! As the door opened, Su Qianai's voice suddenly changed from a high-decibel roar to a low-decibel greeting, but the surprised expression on her face suddenly couldn't be recovered.

She thought that if she kept knocking on the door so early, there would be no one else except Cheng Yining. Yu Liya knows her habits, even if there is something, she will not continue to knock after knocking once or twice.

But he never thought that it was his brother Su Han standing at the door! It seems that he hasn't seen his brother for a while, and sometimes he calls to greet him, and he always says that he is busy, and always comforts her and says that he will come to see her in a few days.

It's just that he didn't expect that he didn't even make a phone call, so he came directly to Cheng Yining's house to find himself.

Could it be that something happened at home?

Su Qianai's heart immediately sank, but when she saw the smile on her brother's face, it didn't look like it.

What's more, there are only two people in the family, is it a mother?

It's not like, if it's a mother, how can my brother be in such a good mood?

When Su Qianai was stunned, Su Han had already pushed open the door and walked in with a smile, and walked to the balcony and opened the curtains.

"Xiao Ai, it's not early, the sun is on the buttocks, you don't get up yet, look at how big the sun is outside!"

The sudden intrusion of sunlight made Su Qianai's eyes a little uncomfortable, and she hurriedly stretched out her hand to block the light, and only after getting used to it, did she ask: "Brother, why did you suddenly come to Cheng's house to find me?" Is there something going on at home? ”

Su Han immediately smiled, walked over and stroked Su Qianai's shoulders and said, "Silly Xiaoai, the family is fine, don't think about it." I'm here today to pick you up. If you can't get through on your mobile phone, I'll come directly to Cheng's house. ”

Su Qianai remembered that Cheng Yining had mentioned yesterday that her bag was in his car, probably because she forgot to take it off, but when she heard the word "go home", she was stunned again, looked at Su Han with wide eyes, and asked in disbelief: "Go home?" ”

You must know that the word "home" has always been pressed in her heart.

Su Han put away his smile and nodded solemnly: "It's been so long since my father died, and my mother has been thinking about it for so long, and I've been constantly comforting her, so she can figure it out now." She said that even if she wants to blame, then she should blame Dad, your mother is innocent, and you are even more innocent, so let me take you back. ”

Su Qianai was still questioning Su Han's words, and she didn't move, knowing that she had been out of the Su family for almost five months, she had thought about it for so long and wanted to go home, but she didn't let her go back, and now she didn't want to, but she suddenly let herself go back, no matter how she thought about it, it felt very strange.

Su Han seemed to see her thoughts, scratched her nose and said, "You see that you have forgotten your life outside, and in half a month, it will be our traditional festival Spring Festival." According to the custom of our hometown, starting from the 24th day of the twelfth month of the lunar calendar, it will begin to the middle of the year, and even people who work far away will have to go home for reunion. I understand my mother's mind, although she still has hatred in her heart, but the closer she gets to the end of the year, the more she actually misses you in her heart. It's just that I'm afraid that you won't forgive her for kicking you out, so I've been depressed. But I also know that you don't hate your mother in your heart, after all, you grew up to be twenty-two years old, and she brought you up. Isn't it Xiao Ai? ”

Su Qianai still didn't say anything, just looked at Su Han, speculating on these words.

Su Han saw that his sister didn't snort, and said with a long sigh: "Xiao Ai, I know that you have suffered a lot outside during this time, from childhood to adulthood, you are a treasure held in the palm of your family's hands, when have you suffered such a downfall." You should blame your mother and brother in your heart, but you only blame my brother for being incapable, inflexible, and not knowing how to maneuver between mother and sister, which makes my mother sad and my sister suffer. I'm so useless! ”

Su Han, who had a guilty face, even knocked his head a few times when he was moved, and Su Qianai hurriedly grabbed him and stopped him with some distress.

Although Cheng Yining and Jiang Xinyao both insisted that the people who drugged themselves that day were Tao Baisong and Lin Mengjia, and said that they were both sent by their brothers, although she didn't say anything, in fact, in her heart, she really didn't believe that her brother would do such a thing to her.

That's my own brother! My brother, who has lived with me for more than 20 years, is related by blood.

In any case, she has never been able to associate her brother with all kinds of words related to hypocrisy and deception, or she doesn't want her brother to associate with these words at all, and subconsciously she still likes her brother very much, because when she is with him, she feels a sense of solidity.

If she just lives with her brother in the future, she has nothing to object to, but this time, she is with her mother.

Mom......

Ying Ruomin......

It's just a woman who has no blood relationship with her, and at best she's just her adoptive mother.

What's more, she still has a grudge against her father in her heart, and she hates her mother who she has never met or heard of the past.

When she kicked herself out that day, didn't Ying Ruomin say it very decisively?

Ying Ruomin's almost crazy hatred, that kind of unsympathetic trampling, that kind of midwinter cold pool-like tone, that hideous face, those are all bursting out of the heart, the resentment that has accumulated for more than 20 years, and the overwhelming momentum, Su Qianai can't help but tremble a few times when she thinks about it.

After such a short period of four or five months, my brother came to me and said to himself that my mother had figured it out, she didn't hate herself anymore, and she still missed herself very much.

Su Qianai didn't speak, but shook her head slightly.

Su Han slowly walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, looked at the shining sunlight, looked up to the sky and sighed, and put another hand on the window frame, no longer looking at Su Qianai, resting his head on the window frame, and making a deep sound.

"Xiao Ai, every year when the Spring Festival was approaching, my father would put down his work and take our family to spend a vacation, and sometimes he would take us to his hometown to visit the grave of our dead grandparents. Now that my father is gone, our home is incomplete, and now even you refuse to go home, and sometimes when my mother and I eat, we sit face to face, and then we can't eat anyone, and we go back to our rooms. Alas, Xiao Ai, I really miss the happy days when our family was together before, especially when the Spring Festival is approaching, this feeling is also more intense, the more I think about it, the more I feel guilty about you, sister, it's not good for my brother, I'm sorry for you, you can beat or scold, just don't refuse to go home, okay? ”

Su Qianai didn't answer this sentence, just looked at Su Han quietly, her eyes were a little complicated.

Su Han turned around, leaned his back against the window frame, and continued to speak with a very sad expression: "Xiao Ai, don't look at me to come to you at ten o'clock, in fact, my mother and I got up at five o'clock in the morning, and then the two of us have been sitting in the living room, watching the sky light up little by little, and then watching the fog dissipate little by little, waiting for the sun to shine little by little, and then I came to you." Because my mother said that you have a habit of going to bed late, she told me not to wake you up so early. ”

"Although you have been away from home for so long, your mother has asked the maid to clean your room every day, to have the sheets and bedding in your room washed every two weeks, and to make the room as if you were still there, and she has to go and sit in the room for a while every day. Every few days, my mother will cook a few of your favorite dishes, but every time she finishes them, she wipes her tears and then takes them and throws them away. ”

"Xiao Ai, as an ordinary woman, who can bear her husband betraying her? Mom didn't really hate you, she just hated Dad and got angry with you. Although she has done some excessive things to you, she has always brought you to such a big place, and there is no credit and hard work. What's more, when she was excessive, her heart was still tormented by her conscience. In fact, what Mom said she wanted to turn you into is what kind of person she is, but she didn't do it so desperately, and she didn't let you develop such shameful vices, did she? She just spoiled her daughter too much, which is also a mistake that ordinary mothers make, but they are all accidentally made. Xiao Ai, don't blame your mother, it's really not easy for her for so many years. ”

Su Han kept saying these words over and over again, and Su Qianai's heart began to be touched.

In fact, he didn't have any impression of what Ying Ruomin did before, in fact, in addition to being kicked out of the house, it seems that Su Qianai's bad habits before did not have much impact on his current life, except for some things about Cheng Yining. No, the relationship between Yi Ning and himself is not affected by those now.

In other words, Su Qianai didn't blame Ying Ruomin at all in her heart.

If Ying Ruomin can really accept her and treat her as her own daughter, someone hurts, how can Su Qianai not be anxious?

It's just that Ying Ruomin will really forget all the past and accept herself again without any guilt, as Su Han said?

Or do they have a new plan to plan for the 50 percent stake in their name?

Or shouldn't I think of them so dirty? At least they are the closest people in this world, one is their own brother, and the other is ...... Foster mother?

Maybe Mom really figured it out?

Isn't this what I've been looking forward to as a family?

Return? Still not back?

Su Qianai was very entangled.

Just then, there was another soft knock on the door.