The lingering eye waves are only moving to make people guess (1)
My name haunts me, haunting my dreams.
When I was very young, I grew up with my master, who was a woman with a terrible face, and from childhood to adulthood, she treated me badly, beating me at every turn, scolding me at every turn.
After beating me and scolding me, she would hug me and cry, I always felt that she had a lot of things on her mind, otherwise, why would she beat and scold me? Otherwise, why would she be crying there after beating me and scolding me?
My Master's hair is white, so much so that since I was a child, I felt like a monster, because since I was a child, I was the only person I could face Master, but my hair was black, and I always thought that I was an abnormal person, and Master was a normal person.
It wasn't until I was a teenager that I realized that this was not the case, and I didn't know why Master would beat me at every turn, scold me, and treat me like an enemy in her mind.
And she would often soak me in medicinal wine, the pain was really uncomfortable, like a fire, sometimes like ice, whenever she saw me struggling in it, the corners of her eyes and eyebrows actually showed a hint of pleasure.
I don't know why my master did this to me, but I am very grateful to her, because she raised me from childhood to adulthood, and if it wasn't for her, then I would not have survived at all, so I am very grateful to her.
The older I get, the more my master soaks me in medicinal wine, my skin slowly cracks, my hair is always yellow, like a pile of hay, and my eyes are always dull.
Later, I accidentally met a woodcutter in the mountains, and when the woodcutter saw me, he shouted, "Hell." Then he ran away.
That's when I realized that I looked like a ghost, but why did I look like a ghost? I know ghosts aren't a good thing, so why am I like this? I started to get scared.
So I went to ask Master, and I looked up and asked Master, saying, "Master, do you know why I look like a ghost?" ”
When my master heard me ask, she gave me a blank look and said, "That's because you are naturally lowly. ”
"Born lowly? Why is this happening? I looked at Master and begged her for an answer.
But she just smiled coldly, she sneered and didn't say a word to me, and finally she left far away, leaving me alone.
My heart was hurt so badly, it turned out that I was born lowly, why is this happening? Why is this happening? I've asked myself countless times, but I've never gotten an answer.
Master's words pierced my heart like a needle, I must understand this truth, why I was born lowly, why Master would say this about me, no wonder Master didn't care for me since I was a child, and he still got me into ice water at every turn, it turned out that in her heart, it was because I was born low.
Finally, one time, while Master was in retreat and practicing, I escaped, and after I escaped, I felt that everything in the world was new, and I walked along the mountain road alone, and I didn't know where I was going, and whenever I met a bad guy looking at me with strange eyes, I would fight with a slingshot.
Master sometimes teaches me a little martial arts, although I don't learn well, but the ability to shoot a slingshot is first-class, no one can be more accurate than my slingshot, I can hit whoever I want.
One day I felt very tired, so I went out to look for something, and when I was in the mountains, I kept picking wild fruits to eat, and when I got out of the mountains, I went to a place where there were many people, and when those people saw me, they all looked at me with very strange eyes.
There was surprise in their eyes, a little panic, more ridicule, I don't know where I provoked them, provoked them to laugh, but I was angry.
So I picked up the slingshot and hit them without thinking, and when the people saw this, they were so frightened that they fled quickly.
So I understood a truth, as long as I hit someone, I can get what I want, after understanding this truth, I often beat people everywhere, I hit people when I see them, and everyone is afraid when they see me.
Finally, one day, I was adopted by a woman, and when that woman saw me beating someone, instead of getting angry, she came up to me with a smile and said, "What's your name, why are you hitting someone?" ”
I've never seen a person treat me as well as she did, and her smile was warm, so I nodded and said, "I'm going to hit someone if I'm upset, and they laugh at me." ”
"What does it matter if they laugh at you? I won't laugh at you, I look at you and like you like you like you like my own daughter, do you like me? The woman said to me.
When I heard her say that, I was really happy in my heart, and I was as happy as a flower, and no one ever told me that she liked me, and no one ever told me that I looked like her daughter.
Now that the woman said that, I blinked my eyes and said to her, "I like you too, and I want to be your daughter." ”
"Really? In that case, then you will be my daughter, okay? Let me take care of you in the future. I'll give you whatever you want, and I'll give you whatever you want to eat. That way you don't have to beat people on the street and look for something to eat. ”
"Yes, yes." I cheered, and when I was done, I asked her, "But why are you so nice to me?" All the people are not good to me. ”
"Didn't I say that? That's because I think you look like my daughter, that's why I'm good to you. She said to me with a big smile.
So I believed, I believe that there is still a person in this world who is unconditionally good to me, but because I look like her daughter, she will do her best to be good to me.
I said to her, "I'll be nice to you too." ”
"Okay, good girl, then you can follow me home now." So she took me back to her house.
I found out that she was a cook, and she could cook all kinds of delicious things, so she made the best food for me, and I had never eaten such a delicious thing, and after eating such a delicious thing, I was so happy.
I keep calling her Sanniang, and I don't know what her real name is, or what job she has besides being a cook.
Until one day, she was frowning there, and when I saw her appearance, I stepped forward, looked at her and said, "Sanniang, why are you frowning?" Is something wrong? Is there anything I can help you with? ”
She glanced at me and said, "Lingering, you are such a good girl, yes, Sanniang has indeed encountered a lot of difficult things, and Sanniang feels very sad when she thinks about it." ”
"What's wrong? Haunting might be able to help you. I looked at her and said to her with a smile.
"Maybe you can help me, but I just need a little bit of human blood."
"Need a little human blood? That's good, it's good to give it to you, anyway, Sanniang is so good to me, Sanniang just wants a little blood. So I took a little blood and gave it to her.
She suddenly became a fluttering eyebrow, and she was very moved, and she said to me, "Yingying, you are such a good girl, I have never met a girl as good as you." You really deserve to be my daughter, Sanniang will definitely treat you better in the future. ”
So she took me to buy beautiful clothes, and bought me a lot of delicious food, I have never eaten so many delicious things, there are some things that she herself is reluctant to eat, but she has always given it to me, I like her very much from the bottom of my heart, I often look up at her, sweet call "Sanniang." ”
Her face was full of smiles, I have never met a person who is so sincere to me, and good to me, I am really too happy and happy, and Sanniang is too good and good to me.
Next, Sanniang won the first place in the national chef competition, and after she came back, she hugged me and hugged me, and said to me: "The reason why I can win the first place is because of your blessing." Haunting, if it weren't for you, Sanniang wouldn't have been able to win the first place. ”
"Why is that?" I didn't understand, and looked up at her.
She seemed to think that she had said the wrong thing, so she said to me: "That's because Sanniang likes you very much, and you like Sanniang very much, right?" ”
"Of course."
"Will you always be good to Sanniang in the future?"
"Of course." I say.
She said to me with some hesitation: "But Sanniang sometimes needs a little blood. ”
"What's the matter, Sanniang likes blood, just take a little from me, anyway, a little blood can't kill people. When my master used to get a lot of blood from me, she didn't treat me well, and she wanted it when she wanted. Sanniang is so good to me, just want a little blood, how could I not give it to Sanniang. I said to her.
She probably didn't expect me to agree so happily, hugged me and kissed me and said, "Yingying, you are really a good girl, you are the best girl I have ever met." ”
I raised my head and smiled at her, after following Sanniang, I felt that life was much better, at least no one beat me, no one scolded me, and someone hurt me. I don't know why Sanniang loves me so much, in short, there is no doubt that she loves me.
She has always been very good to me, she will buy me whatever I want, she will give me whatever I want to eat, she will give me whatever I want to eat, she simply treats me as her own daughter, and even better, I have never been so happy in my life.
Being able to have Sanniang with me, I think it's the most lively thing in the world.
Not long after, the imperial court came to the holy decree, so that Sanniang can enter the palace as the imperial kitchen, Sanniang heard about it, she was very happy, she said: "Throughout the ages, there are almost no women who can be the imperial kitchen, but now I can enter the palace to be the imperial kitchen, that is really your blessing, lingering." ”
After I heard her say this, I raised my face and looked at her and said, "Sanniang, what is an imperial kitchen?" Is it that after entering the palace as an imperial chef, we can't see each other often? ”
"Of course not, Sanniang must be haunting after entering the palace, and it will be very good to haunt her."
When I heard her say this, my heart jumped out of joy, it turned out that she was really good to me, and she took me with her wherever she went.
"Is it fun in the palace? If it's not fun, you won't like it. I said.
"Of course it's fun, there are all kinds of delicacies from the mountains and seas in the palace, there are many things you haven't eaten, you can want to play a lot of things, and you can also meet a lot of people. And the palace is beautiful, and after you get it, you will definitely like it. If it weren't for a good place, Sanniang wouldn't have the biggest wish in this life to be a royal chef in the palace. ”
After hearing her say this, my heart was about to burst out with joy, it turned out that I could still have the blessing to go to such a good place, I remembered the days when life was worse than death with Master before, and now I am so happy.
But sometimes when I think about it, I miss Master a lot.
I finally understand now that all the people in the world have black hair like me, and only Master's hair is white, and although I don't know why her hair is white, I know that she must have a lot of sad things, so I don't blame my Master so much now.
She used to be really not good to me, but now these are not important, now that Sanniang is good to me, it is more important than anything else, thinking of this, I feel very happy, and I am very happy.
I didn't expect that soon, we would be able to enter the palace, and after entering the palace, I realized that the most beautiful place in the world is really the palace.
The palace is so much fun, there are a lot of men who talk weirdly, and there are all kinds of beautiful women, but sometimes we meet a lot of women who are dressed up very beautifully, and we have to bow to them and even kneel, which makes me feel very uncomfortable.
It's just that, compared to such a little bit of discomfort, there are still many comfortable places, in this palace, I have eaten delicious things that I have never eaten before, and I can go to a very interesting place to play every day, of course, I have to avoid those fierce and evil guys, if they find out, they will blame me.
Sanniang will often ask me for a little blood from my body, I don't think it's anything at all, compared to my master, Sanniang is much more kind to me, so I will often take some blood for her.
After a while, I became very familiar with the palace, and one day, I went around to play, got lost, and when I arrived at a place, I found that the place was very strange.
The roofs in other parts of the palace are golden, but that place is blue, and I don't know why, so I quietly hid inside, I think it's really fun, it's ghostly, it's very similar to where I used to live.
I can't help but think of my master a little again, and I don't know if my master is doing well now, and I don't know how my master is doing now.
It's not bad in the palace, but it's always not free, it's not like you can do whatever you want, there are always a lot of rules, and you have to be careful, you can't make mistakes, and if you make a mistake, sometimes you will be beaten.
When I thought about it, I felt a little upset, and when I was upset, I fell asleep before I knew it.
I didn't know how long I slept, but I was disturbed by a noise, and when I looked up, I saw a very beautiful sister inside, and another person seemed to want to kill her.
Seeing this, I couldn't help but be furious, and when I was about to hit the bad guy with a slingshot, who knew that the sister just gave a light touch, and then the man lay on the ground and didn't move.
I've never seen someone kill like this, I don't know if that person is dead, anyway, I'm scared, and when I was trying to escape, I accidentally made a little noise and alarmed that sister.
The sister turned her face to look at me, I had never seen a girl as good-looking as her, but I had never seen someone as fierce as her, and her eyes were full of fierceness when she looked at me.
"Sister." I called out to her.
After hearing my words, the girl didn't know why, but her face softened a lot, maybe she liked to be called her sister.
"Don't kill me, don't kill me."
When she heard me say this, her face turned difficult to look at again.
"You really don't want to kill me, please, I didn't mean it, I really didn't mean it."
"What did you just see?" She asked, staring at me.
"I didn't see anything, I saw that you killed that person, you don't kill me, okay? I, I'm not a bad person. "I tried to make her understand that I wasn't a bad person.
But that sister stared at me for a long, long time, I know what she was thinking, others say I'm stupid, in fact, I'm not stupid at all, I'm thinking, she must be trying to kill me, otherwise, why would she look at me so strangely?
I looked at her cautiously, lest I anger her, and if I was not careful, she would kill her, and in the end, she did not kill me.
She sighed slowly, looked at me, and said to me, "Don't tell anyone about today, you know?" If you tell someone, I'm going to kill you. ”
"No, I won't dare to tell anyone, sister, don't kill me, okay?" I looked at her and pleaded with her.
She nodded and said, "Okay, but you have to remember what you promised me today, if you dare to spread the news that I killed people here today, I will definitely be the first to kill you." ”
"Well, I won't say it, Yingying is usually the most trustworthy, Yingying is a good person."
"Your name is Yingying?" She asked me.
"Yes, my name is Haunting."
"Are you the maid in this palace?"
"The palace maid? What is a palace maid? I looked up and asked her.
When she saw me, she sighed quietly, "It turned out to be a fool." ”
She actually called me a fool? I was suddenly a little annoyed, looked at her and said, "My name is Yingying, not a fool, don't be mistaken, you are a fool?" ”
She smiled dumbly and said to me, "Why are you here?" ”
"I don't know why I'm here, I was originally following Sanniang, but I wanted to play in the palace, and I accidentally ran here, and I'm worried about how to go back."
"Who is Sanniang?" She asked me.
"You don't even know Sanniang, Sanniang is, that's it, the person I've always followed, she has always been very good to me, making a lot of delicious food for me, no one has ever been as good to me as she is."
"She's your mother, right?" She asked me.
I shook my head and said, "Not really, except that she said I looked a lot like her daughter." ”
She laughed, she looked so good when she laughed, it wasn't scary at all, I don't know why she killed someone just now, I feel horrible when I think about it.
She glanced at me and was about to go out, but I hurriedly dragged her and said to her, "Sister, where are you going?" Will you take me with you? I want to get out of here, it's scary. ”
She seemed to hesitate, hesitated for a moment, but when she saw that I had been looking at her, she seemed embarrassed to refuse me, so she nodded and said, "Okay, I can take you away, but you have to remember what you promised me just now." ”
"Don't worry, Haunting always speaks the same." I nodded hurriedly.
When I finished my promise, I suddenly felt a little hungry, so I said to her: "Sister, after going out for a while, you quickly take me to see Sanniang, I want to find something to eat first, I haven't eaten for two days." ”
"Haven't eaten in two days? Why? She was surprised.
"Because I've been playing around in the palace for the past two days, I've forgotten things because I'm too busy, and now I'm feeling a little hungry."
When she heard me say this, she couldn't help laughing and said, "That's it, you follow me back to eat something first, and I'll take you to Sanniang later, okay?" ”
"Okay, thank you." But I looked at her uncomfortably, and said to her, "Sister, don't you want to take me back, I'll kill me if I'm not careful." ”
She laughed and said, "I don't usually kill people, how can I kill you?" You can rest assured. ”
I don't know why, but after seeing her, I was actually very relieved, so I followed her to where she was.
The place where she was very beautiful, and many people saluted her when they saw her, and called her Miss Jane.
"Is your name Miss Jane? That's a long name. I looked at her and said to her, "It's not easy to remember at all, but my name is easy to remember, lingering, as long as anyone who has seen me will remember my name." ”
She found someone to bring me food, looked at me with a smile and said, "How can someone call Miss Jane?" Naturally, my name is not Miss Jane, it's just that others respect me and call me that. ”
"Oh, I see." I said to her, "I see. "I beat my chest.
"Is it possible that someone will call me Miss Haunting in the future?"
She looked at me and smiled, "Maybe." ”
I don't know why, I like her very much when I see her, although this kind of liking is completely different from the feeling of liking Sanniang, but I still like her very much, and I feel very happy when I talk to her, and I think she will be good to me.
I surrounded her and asked questions, chattering for a long, long time, she looked at me very lovingly, as if looking at her own relatives, I don't know why she did this to me, and then she sent me to see Sanniang.
When I saw Sanniang, Sanniang brought me delicious food, and I took a little blood for Sanniang as usual, she was very surprised when she saw this situation.
She looked at me and asked, "Who the hell are you?" Why take blood from her? ”
I raised my head to look at her and said, "I told you, my name is Yingying, Sanniang said that my blood is useful to her, and I will take a little bit from her when I am fine." ”
After hearing this, Miss Jian was stunned, she stood there in a daze, and after a long time, she said slowly: "Why does Sanniang use your blood, isn't she your mother?" ”
"No, she's not my mother at all, she just thinks I'm like her daughter, that's why she's so kind to me. Since she is so good to me, even if I give her a little blood, it doesn't matter, don't you say? Miss Jane. I grinned and had a simple smile on my face.
After she saw it, she shook her head slowly, her eyes were very worried, and at this time, I invited her to eat, she shook her head and said, "I won't eat it." ”
I said to her, "Why don't you eat a little, you invite me to eat so many things, I can't just invite you to eat so little?" ”
She smiled tolerantly, and ate the thing, who knew that after eating, her face quickly changed, her face became very, very ugly, she looked at me, and said to me, "What did you just let me eat?" ”
"Me? I don't, I'll give you whatever I eat. "She had a very, very painful look on her face, and that pain I was worried about.
I thought about it, I really don't know what to do, I really don't know how to repay her, she did so much for me, but I made her sick, what should I do?
I thought about it, I had nothing on my body at all, only blood, I don't know why, everyone likes to ask for my blood, so I didn't want to, so I cut my wrist, cut a little blood, and forced her to drink.
After she drank it, her body really improved a lot, and it was because of this that she knew that I was a hot person, she looked at me, her eyes were very worried, and she said to me: "Don't you know that you are a hot person?" ”
"What the hell is scorching? Why do you say I'm a hot person? I looked at her, trying to get an answer from her.
She shook her head, and finally didn't say anything more, she said to me, "You don't want to follow Murong Sanniang in the future, you know?" ”
"Why? She was so good to me. ”
"Because she's not really nice to you at all, she just wants your blood."
"If she wants my blood, give her blood, anyway, I have so much blood, and I don't have to worry about running out."
She shook her head helplessly, at this time Murong Sanniang sneakily walked in, saw us here, and then wanted to run out.
Miss Jian grabbed Murong Sanniang and asked her, "Who told you to poison me?" ”
Before the words fell, Murong Sanniang spit out a mouthful of blood and fell to the ground and died.
I stepped forward and kicked her, and when I saw that she didn't respond, I was immediately scared, and I looked at her and said, "Is she really dead?" Is Sanniang really dead? Why did she die? She was so good to me. ”
Miss Jian shook her head and said to me, "Didn't I tell you? She's not good to you, she just wants your blood. It's just that she's dead. ”
When I saw her appearance, I suddenly felt that she was so cold-blooded, so cold-blooded, and I was a little afraid of her.
She said to me: "You still follow me from now on, let's leave here now, and when someone finds Murong Sanniang's body, we won't be able to solve it." ”
I shook my head and said stubbornly: "Don't, I'm going to bury Sanniang, she treats me very well, how can I be so bad?" ”
Miss Jian said worriedly: "You are too simple, okay, I promise you, I will help you bury Sanniang in a while, okay?" You tell me to go now. ”
I really didn't want to go with her, I looked at Sanniang lying on the ground, and felt that she was very pitiful, but Miss Jian was leaving, if she left, I was the only one left, let me face Sanniang's corpse, I would be afraid, so I had to follow her.
As I walked, I pouted and expressed my unhappiness.
She said to me, "Don't be unhappy, when you come back to me, I will give you the best to eat." ”
"But I won't be able to see Sanniang in the future, of course I'm not happy if I can't see Sanniang, no matter how much delicious food you give me to eat, I'm not happy." I pouted.
She said a lot more to comfort me, and I looked up at her and said, "Why are you so good to me?" You said that Sanniang was good to me because she wanted my blood, do you want my blood if you are good to me? I'll give it to you if you want, anyway, I have a lot of blood, and I can't finish it. ”
When she heard me say this, she shook her head and said, "I don't want your blood, and I never wanted your blood, no matter who wants your blood in the future, you don't want to give it to anyone else, you know?" You are a girl, you must protect yourself well, and you can't let others bully you, do you understand? ”
"I don't understand." I said to her.
Others just want a little blood, just give it to others, why are you still so stingy, I really don't understand what she is thinking, anyway, she talked to me for a long time, I didn't listen to what she said, and she didn't listen to what I told her, so I pouted and didn't tell her.
So soon, the two of us came to her palace together, and when we arrived in her palace, we met a very arrogant girl who walked in, and that girl was about the same age as her, of course, it could be about the same age as me, in short, that girl looked very annoying, very annoying.
She was holding a whip in her hand, and after she walked in, she glanced at Miss Jian and said to her: "Jian Huaizhen, hmph, let's settle the new account and the old account together today, does Murong Sanniang's death have anything to do with you?" ”
Miss Jian glanced up at her and said, "What did you say?" What Murong Sanniang? I don't even know each other. As she spoke, she glanced at me, meaning that I would never be able to admit that I knew Murong Sanniang.
I can still understand what she means at this point, but in fact, I really know Murong Sanniang, how can I lie? But if I really say that I know Murong Sanniang, will others suspect that Murong Sanniang was killed by Miss Jian? If that's the case, someone else will definitely take her away.
Thinking of this, I hurriedly covered my mouth with my hand and let myself step aside.
It was probably the arrogant girl who saw me and thought I was unsightly, so she hurriedly came to me, held me in one hand, and said, "Jian Huaizhen, do you want to tell me the truth?" If you don't tell me the truth, I'll beat you up as a palace maid. ”