Lao Tie, I've been under a lot of pressure lately......

After a month or two of continuous updates, there will be a period of self-doubt and then disgust with codewords. I'm actually used to it, and I'm a good dog if I get through it. Then another month or two later......

I've always wanted not to suppress myself too much, writing novels should be happy and relaxed, but I'm a person with a very serious obsessive-compulsive disorder, and if I don't update, I will feel that there is something unfulfilled. There is always a heavy sense of responsibility on my shoulders that I can't relax.

The two are tormenting each other, and it is very torturous.

A few days ago, I said in the group that I have been under a lot of pressure recently, and this book is too hasty, only the first volume has a detailed outline, and now it is very difficult to write. I plan to pick a leave of absence this month and sort out the outline.

In the past few days, I haven't slept steadily, I often dream, and vaguely get up to find things and other behaviors, I can't remember clearly. In short, waking up every day is a mess. Since I was a child, I have had the problem of talking in my dreams and sleeping with hair. In recent years, there has been a lot of brain exertion, and migraine will occur...... It's hard!

Last night it was even worse, I woke up after a little sleep, and then I couldn't sleep again. I didn't sleep again until after dawn. Until now, I am still uncomfortable, dazed, and unable to lift my energy.

So I'm going to take a day off, and I'm not going to change it today. I relax myself.

Tomorrow to resume normal updates, that's all.

I wish you all a good night's sleep~

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