063, I have forgotten you

"In the past, there were Mama Li, Mama Lan and Aunt Chen, who raised me as a piglet, of course I was going to be fat." Su Nuannuan stuck out her tongue.

As they spoke, there was a hint of sadness in their tones.

"Alas, in the blink of an eye, it's been five years." Chen Qiaolan sighed, "Today we are sitting here chatting, how do I feel like five years ago, we waited here for Mr. Duan to come back to eat Lantern Festival." ”

"Okay, Aunt Chen, didn't we say that we were okay and only allowed to talk about happy things?" Su Nuannuan smiled hard, "The days will only get better and better in the future." ”

"Yes, yes, it will get better and better." Chen Qiaolan blinked, causing the mist surging in the corners of her eyes to dissipate again.

"That's right."

"Do your fingers still hurt? He told you not to do anything. Chen Qiaolan touched Su Nuannuan's fingers and asked very distressedly.

"It doesn't hurt anymore." Su Nuannuan smiled and hugged Chen Qiaolan's arm, half-leaned down, and buried half of her face in the side of her arm, looking very enjoyable.

It's just that my mind drifted to the moment when this house was full of laughter five years ago.

Wait for me, don't let your heart go too far! Su Nuannuan silently read it back in her heart.

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Just when Su Nuannuan and the others were busy in the old mansion, Duan Chengyu had also returned to his new home.

At this time, he was sitting in a swivel chair in front of the large desk in the study, leaning on the back of the chair, his cold eyes staring at the computer screen.

On the computer screen is a set of photographs, the background of which is a world of pink makeup, and the main characters are all close-ups of the same girl.

It was a very beautiful girl, with a pair of clear and bright eyes under the curved eyelashes, and a sweet smile on her fair and immaculate face all the time, which was a kind of happiness from the heart, as if all the troubles and sorrows in the world had nothing to do with her. Especially the ponytail that is tied up high, it makes people feel an indescribable youthful vitality when they look at it!

The chill in Duan Chengyu's eyes gradually faded, and the lines on his face gradually softened, and in the end, a deep smile appeared in the corners of his eyes!

He slowly sat up and stretched out his right hand, wanting to touch the girl's face, but was forcibly separated by the incomprehensible computer screen!

A slight sigh came out of Duan Chengyu's mouth inadvertently, and somehow, his heart throbbed faintly!

Years of career in the shopping mall have made him already use silence, calmness, and disguise handy. And he, who has been trying to fade her away, only today did he realize that she was always the one who could tug at the deepest heartstrings of him.

Why would you want to come back? I've spent so many years trying to make myself forget the past, and just when I was about to forget you, you just came back!

Why should you come back! Why do you want to come back?

No matter how entangled Duan Chengyu asked in his heart, the girl in front of him still only showed him the most touching smile.

From the day she left, he moved out of the old mansion without taking with him everything that had to do with her, except for the laptop that was closely related to work.

When he changed to a new computer, he was reluctant to delete the set of precious photos stored in the computer.

In fact, deep down, he was very scared, afraid that the only bit of information related to her would be lost, and afraid that he would really forget her completely.

Even if she was so resolute at the beginning!

Holding back all the entanglements in his heart, he put her picture on the plate he never used and never opened it, because he wanted to forget.

It was only when I opened it today that I realized that I had never forgotten her! Not for a moment!

It was a scab in his heart, which grew there stubbornly, and he couldn't erase it, he couldn't remove it, he couldn't touch it, it didn't hurt, and when he touched it, he found that it was piercing.

Closing his eyes, Duan Chengyu's memory drifted to the scene he saw at the gate of that school four years ago.

He still vividly remembers that it was drizzling that day.

He stood at the school gate from a distance, but he didn't dare to step inside, because he knew that the lovely figure was inside this school. For more than a year, he has been thinking about her all the time, in fact, a long time ago, Gao Yizhe helped him find out where Su Nuannuan was, but he couldn't bear not to come to her.

Because he hates her! I hate her for not believing in myself! Hate her and say goodbye! I hate her without a trace of love and nostalgia for him in my heart!

But he couldn't help but think about her!

Three hundred and sixty-five days a year, for him, every day mixed with resentful thoughts made him endure the torment as if he was on a hot pan, and lived like a year.

Finally, love took the top, he still decided to put down his body and come to her, hoping that after such a long time, she could become wiser, and he even made a bet with himself in his heart, betting that she loved herself! Gambling time can dilute all hatred and precipitate her love for herself!

When he finally decided to go in to find her, he saw that Su Nuannuan had come out!

Even in the crowd, he recognized her at a glance, she was still so thin, so beautiful, so eye-catching!

Because of his excitement, he forgot that it was still raining, and the rain wet his hair and clothes.

He wanted to rush forward and confide in her about the pain of lovesickness for the past year, and wanted to hug her tightly and feel the breath of her body again.

It's just that just when he was about to call out her name, he swallowed the word "girl" alive, because he saw that she came out with Gao Qun!

Gao Qun held an umbrella in one hand and put the other hand on her shoulder, asking her to lean towards her side as much as possible.

And she, as if she was accustomed to it, almost shrank in Gao Qun's arms, and the two looked at each other and smiled from time to time, and the eyebrows in those eyes were self-evident!

Their steps are so harmonious, full of an absolute tacit understanding!

The umbrella, which is mostly biased towards her, seems to be proudly telling people that the boy with the umbrella has a deep love for her!

When they walked past Duan Chengyu with a smile and a smile, he was leaning sideways behind the tree, his face gloomy.

Looking at the smile on her face, it was completely from the heart, his heart throbbed, it turned out that she forgot about herself so quickly, it turned out that her feelings for him were not as good as one percent or one thousandth of what he did for her!

In this self-righteous bet, I have already lost a lot!

At that moment, he couldn't tell whether the water on his face was rain or not.

When the classmate who followed behind whispered about this lover with a bit of envy and jealousy, he was powerless to turn around, leaving people with a lonely background......

Suddenly opened his eyes, Duan Chengyu stretched out his hand, held the right button of the mouse, clicked the delete button, clicked the "Yes (Y)" button, and "swiped", along with the entire folder, disappeared without a trace in an instant, leaving only a blank!

Ever since you left five years ago, I knew that there was no place left for me in your heart.

You said you came back now because you knew you were wrong, and it was only five years later that you realized your mistake, isn't it too late? Or is it the "truth" from whom? In your heart, I will never have a "who" worthy of your trust.

You never cared, what was in my heart, what I wanted in my heart!

The days of waiting for you are long gone, and now I don't love you anymore! And you are just to make up for the so-called "debt" in your heart, so your return is meaningless, and I don't need to do what you want to do now.

There should be no intersection between us, if we have to say that there should be something between us, maybe there is only one hate!

Instead of reminding me of this word, why don't you appear in front of me?

Closing his eyes again, Duan Chengyu tried to empty his mind a little bit and skim off some of the troubles.

The phone rings appropriately.

touched the mobile phone on the table, saw that the caller ID was Yan Ruoyan, and swiped the phone.

"Chengyu." Yan Ruoyan's soft voice came.

"Hmm."

"What are you doing?" Xu heard Duan Chengyu be silent for a long time, and Yan Ruoyan said softly, "Chengyu, I miss you very much." ”

Slightly out of his mind, Duan Chengyu said lightly: "I'll wait for the past." ”

Maybe there are better reasons not to love her!

"Really?" Yan Ruoyan seemed to be in disbelief, her tone was full of joy, "Okay, I'll wait for you." ”

Hanging up the phone, Duan Chengyu glanced at the computer screen again, didn't see anything to see, withdrew his gaze, without a trace of nostalgia, and got up to leave.

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Su Nuannuan, who got up early in the morning, was wearing loose casual clothes and exercising in the yard.

In fact, she is also a lazy person and has never been very keen on sports.

I remember that when I was abroad, every morning at 6 o'clock, Gao Qun's phone that served as an alarm clock would call her on time and tell her to get up.

Then she put on her sportswear and went downstairs, and Gao Qun always waited downstairs and accompanied her to the playground for a few jogging laps.

He always stubbornly thinks that the reason she is too thin is that she doesn't exercise.

Sometimes because I am greedy for fun at night, I go to bed late, and I can't get up in the morning, and the next day I have to be chattered by Gao Qun all day.

Over time, it became a habit for her to get up every morning to jog or walk slowly.

Gao Qun's appearance flashed in his mind, and a wry smile appeared on Su Nuannuan's face.

She hadn't contacted him for a few days. Since returning to China, she has changed to a local mobile phone number, and accidentally lost Gao Qun's domestic phone number that she had saved before.

She can actually imagine that Gao Qun can't find herself, and she can go to Hongdae to find Gao Qun, but she doesn't want to tell him that she is back, and she doesn't want to recreate his endless thoughts about herself.

"I'm sorry." Su Nuannuan read it again in her heart.

I have told Gao Qun many times that I will only regard him as a friend and cannot fall in love with him, but he is so stubborn to stay by his side.

One of his favorite sayings is: I can't open your heart because I haven't worked hard enough!

Thinking of this, Su Nuannuan shook her head gently, it's not that your efforts are not enough, but my heart has been filled by one person, my world, it is enough to have him.

Standing next to a cluster of blooming moonflowers, looking at the flowers of several colors that were blooming so delicately and with dewdrops, Su Nuannuan took a closer look, reached out and gently plucked the largest and reddest Yueji, took it into the back room, found wrapping paper, imitated the appearance of a flower shop, wrapped it, and tied a beautiful bow underneath.

Raised it up and looked left and right, it felt like a rose, Su Nuannuan nodded with satisfaction, went into the room to change clothes, then picked up the satchel, took the "rose", closed the door, and walked out.

When she came to the avenue, Su Nuannuan saw the bus she was going to take from a distance, and quickly glanced left and right, but no vehicles passed by, so she ran across the road.

It's just that a car that has been parked on the side of the road suddenly started and crashed into Su Nuannuan!