174. Shude
Wang Zhizhi and I glanced at each other, but neither of us spoke, as if they hadn't heard anything.
Steward Sun was waiting there for Mu Jingchi to speak, Mu Jingchi handed Feng'er to the maid, and he said to Steward Sun, "Please come in." β
After Steward Sun said yes, he withdrew from the restaurant.
As soon as Steward Sun left, Wang Zhizhi took the wind from the maid's hand and said, "Assistant Wang has also worked at home for so many years, Jing Chi, what are you going to do with her?" Heck, I don't know why, but since she left, I'm really not used to it. β
Wang Zhizhi said cautiously, and anyone with a discerning eye could see that she was testing Mu Jingchi's meaning, I could see it, and Mu Jingchi could naturally see it, he didn't answer Wang Zhizhi's words, but went straight out of the restaurant.
After only me and Wang Zhizhi were left, I sat there and said with a smile: "Sister, why should you be too anxious, whether to stay or go, won't there be a result when the time comes?" β
Wang Zhizhi sneered and said, "Now you don't seem to be in a hurry." β
I picked up the bowl on the table, filled a bowl of soup for myself and said: "What's the use of being anxious, if things can be urgent, I must be more anxious than my sister, but unfortunately, everything needs a slow development process, why does my sister ignore patience and wait, prepare for the worst, and wait for the actual time to come, and then make a big move?" β
Wang Zhizhi heard what I said, and she looked at it with a slight frown.
I lowered my eyes and took a sip of the soup, the taste of the soup was light, it was more towards Mu Jingchi's taste, I drank two or three sips, then put down the spoon, picked up the napkin on the table and wiped the corners of my mouth, and said to Wang Zhizhi with a smile: "It's naturally good to be able to shoot her to death, but if you can't do it, it's better for the two of you to plan well, what should you do next." β
Wang Zhizhi looked at me and said, "You have an idea?" β
I smiled and did not speak.
Wang Zhizhi didn't like me selling off with her, she twisted her eyebrows and said, "Let's just say it, don't waste your time." β
I said, "Assistant Wang is also in his thirties this year, right?" β
Wang Zhizhi never seemed to pay attention to Wang Shuyi's age, and she asked, "So what?" β
I said, "No." β
Wang Zhizhi couldn't guess the meaning of this, thinking that I was playing tricks, so I didn't bother to play dumb riddles with me, she was about to leave with the wind, I stood there and whispered: "In the past, my sister liked to help me pull the strings the most, didn't my sister remember when I got to Assistant Wang?" β
Wang Zhizhi paused, and suddenly looked back at me.
I got up from behind her and said with a smile: "How many women are in their thirties, Assistant Wang has worked for the Mu family for so many years, and it is time to think about herself, she can't stay in the Mu family forever, but my sister doesn't know many people, in this regard, I still need my sister's help to screen out a good family and match it." β
When Wang Zhizhi heard me say this, she just smiled contemptuously, she said: "In her thirties, she has long passed the best age to marry, obviously she has no intention of getting married, I advise my sister not to pay attention to this aspect, otherwise it will be a waste of work." β
I said, "If my sister doesn't try, how do you know it won't work?" β
Wang Zhizhi looked at me, I walked up to her and held her hand and said: "I am just a flash in the pan, after I have completed all my things, I will definitely give way to my sister, why should my sister come to worry about these short-term things with me, the person who can accompany him all the time and live forever will never be me." β
Wang Zhizhi's eyebrows moved, and when she was about to speak, I grabbed her hand, slapped it twice, and did not continue to speak, but left in front of Wang Zhizhi.
After arriving at the upstairs room, I have been flipping through the books in the house, there are three or four books on the bedside table, all of which are by Mu Jingchi, I was bored and turned three or four pages, and when I was about to fall asleep, there was a sound of footsteps passing by outside the door, and then not long after, Chun'er pushed the door from outside and walked in, arrived at my bedside and said, "Miss, Assistant Wang came out of Mr.'s room." β
Regarding Chun'er's words, I was very calm and asked, "Have you heard anything about it?" β
Chun'er hesitated for a few seconds, obviously a little afraid to speak, I raised my eyes and looked at her and said, "Say it." β
Chun'er whispered: "Assistant Wang deducted half a year's salary, and then, the official reinstated...... I left my job. β
I don't know why, when I heard the news, I wasn't surprised at all, not even the slightest bit angry, just closed the book in my hand and asked calmly: "Oh? Is it? β
Chun'er nodded vigorously and said, "I'm the little Xiu'er in the study of Mr. who asked." β
Chun'er used to serve in Mu Jingchi's study, so the news always came faster than ordinary people.
I said, "I see, go down." β
Chun'er glanced at me, then said yes and stepped back from front of me.
Wang Zhizhi should have also gotten the news, because not long after, she also recruited a maid who served in Mu Jingchi's study to go in, probably asking questions.
After that, Mu Jingchi still didn't come to my room at night, it was still Wang Zhizhi who went there, Chun'er and Ruping heard the news, and they were half angry, but the two didn't dare to say anything when they arrived in front of me, they only dared to look at me openly and secretly, I still calmly flipped through the book, and when it was eight o'clock, I put down the book in my hand early and lay down.
Chun'er and Ruping stood there looking at me for a while, sighed, then walked up, put the quilt on my body, and then turned off the light, and not long after, the two of them left the house.
As soon as they left, I slept until ten o'clock and woke up automatically, there was no one in the house, it was dark, I sat on the bed for a long time, or got up from the bed, pushed the door and walked towards the outside of the corridor, today's Mu house, everyone rested earlier than usual, the house was surprisingly quiet, I wandered around in the corridor, subconsciously glanced at Wang Zhizhi's room, the lights were also turned off there, I thought it was an early rest, I walked downstairs along the stairs, a little bored in the hall twice, Originally, I wanted to call Gu Huizhi to ask how she was doing, but she put her hand on the microphone, hesitated twice, thinking that she should be asleep at this time, so she put her hand back again, and the person leaned on the sofa and stared boredly at the lamp overhead.
I sat on the sofa boringly and lay on the sofa for a while, there were all kinds of newspapers on the coffee table, I lay there and flipped through it, I don't know how long I flipped it, I felt that my eyes hurt a little, so I fell on the sofa and squinted for a while, this squint, I squinted for half an hour, until Chun'er came to me, shaking my body, I woke up.
Chun'er was holding a piece of clothing in her hand, and when she saw me lying here in a pajama, she wrung her eyebrows and asked, "Why did you run downstairs, it's a cold day?" β
I didn't expect to fall asleep on the sofa, so I sat up from the sofa and said to Chun'er, "I couldn't sleep just now, so I went downstairs and went around, but I didn't expect to fall asleep on the sofa."
Chun'er quickly wrapped her clothes around me and said, "Isn't your own body clear?" Why have you been lying here for so long, I went to my room to look for you just now, and I didn't see you and thought you were lost. β
I don't know why, I actually felt a little headache, I leaned on the sofa and rubbed my eyebrows, Chun'er saw me like this, and hurriedly asked, "But it's uncomfortable?" β
I shook my head and said, "No, just a little tired." β
Chun'er helped me and said, "Then let's go upstairs quickly." β
I nodded, and let Chun'er help me, and when I was about to go upstairs, I found that Mu Jingchi's study lamp was actually on, even Chun'er felt strange, she frowned and asked, "Hey, is Mr. up?" β
I said, "Didn't he go to Wang Zhizhi's room early in the morning?" Could it be a maid in it? β
Chun'er said, "Why don't we go over and take a look?" β
I didn't speak, at this time Ruping suddenly stood in my room and didn't call Chun'er, saying that she was a little urgent to find her, and asked her to hurry over, Chun'er wanted to ask her what was going on, but because she was afraid that it was night, she was afraid that the noise would be too loud and wake everyone up, so she immediately walked upstairs.
After Chun'er and Ruping all entered the room, I was left standing downstairs, and I continued to walk upstairs, but when I was about to enter the room, I still subconsciously stopped and looked towards the study where Mu Jingchi was.
The light was still on over there, not like the maid was inside, so I walked over to that end, and as soon as I pushed the door open, I saw Mu Jingchi sitting at the desk and dealing with things, and Steward Sun was serving pen and ink on the side.
I stood there and hesitated for a few seconds, and when I was hesitating whether to go in, Steward Sun, who was standing next to Mu Jingchi, suddenly saw me standing at the door, and immediately called: "Auntie?" β
Obviously, I thought it would be impossible to leave, and Mu Jingchi, who was watching the excerpts, also looked over to me.
I stood there with my head down like a child who had done something wrong, a little abrasive, Mu Jing didn't speak, he closed the fold in his hand, threw it aside, took another one in his hand, and asked in a low voice: "Why haven't you slept so late." β
Obviously, he was asking me.
I still stared down at my toes and didn't speak.
Steward Sun is also a good person, and when he walked up to me and said, "Mr. has something to deal with, and it just so happens that he hasn't rested yet, why don't you come in and stay with me for a while?" β
After Mu Jingchi heard Steward Sun's words, he sneered and said, "Forget it, she will only disturb my progress in handling work here, so let's send her back to her room to rest early." β
Steward Sun was silent for a moment, then continued to look at me, obviously waiting for me to make my own decision.
At this time, Steward Sun suddenly remembered something, and said to me: "I forgot, the wages of the people in the Mu Mansion have not been calculated this month, and the time is coming tomorrow, so I still have to hurry up to calculate it tonight, or my aunt is here to serve Mr. Pen?" β
The ink I grind has always been either thick or light, and I just wanted to speak, but Steward Sun smiled and said, "You better go in, just do me a favor." β
Steward Sun made a color at me and motioned for me to enter, I climbed the doorknob of the study door, hesitated for a while, and finally walked in.
After arriving inside, Steward Sun took the door out, and there were only two people left, Mu Jingchi and I were the only two people left, I stood in front of his desk for a while, and I didn't know what I could say, so I could only pick up the table and pick up the square ink that Steward Sun had just grinded, and grind it on the table.
Mu Jingchi, who was dealing with business, asked in a low voice: "It's so late, why haven't you slept yet." β
I absentmindedly lowered my head and said, "I can't sleep." β
When Mu Jingchi heard my words, he just sneered, and he said, "You won't be able to sleep?" At this time, he put down the fold in his hand, suddenly pulled me into his arms, and then clamped my chin and said: "The face is ruddy, and I have gained a lot of weight, but it seems to be a good eat, a good sleep spirit, how can I not sleep, huh?" β
I knew what he was angry about, and I sat in his arms and didn't say a word, just stared at my ink-stained fingertips with my head down.
When Mu Jingchi saw me with such a look, he asked again: "What, it's still unspeakable?" β
He squeezed my dirty hand and said, "This is called to grind ink for me?" He sighed, and took a handkerchief from the drawer and wiped it carefully for me.
I let him wipe it, and when he had wiped all my hands clean, he threw the dirty handkerchief on the table, then leaned back in his chair and looked at me and said, "Why don't you speak, huh?" β
I whispered like a mosquito, "What did you tell me to say?" β
Mu Jingchi said: "What do you say?" β
When he saw that I had kept my head down, he said in a slightly stern tone, "Look up at me." β
Under his order, I could only move my stiff neck twice, looked at him, I don't know why, tears rolled out of my eyes like this, I immediately raised my hand and wiped it twice, not wanting him to see my embarrassed appearance, pushed him away and got up to leave, but who knows how far he hadn't gone yet, and was dragged back by him.
I put my hands on his chest and said, "Don't touch me!" You have a son, you have a wife! What am I, I'm just a pet in your hands, tease it twice if you like it, and throw it away if you don't like it, where am I qualified to be wronged, where am I qualified to care, yes, I am the one who pushed you out, but I am still wrong? Don't you just want me to be virtuous? Don't you want me to be as tolerant and generous as Wang Zhizhi? I'm starting to be tolerant, I'm starting to be virtuous, but you're angry with me? What the hell are you going to do with me? Why is everything I do wrong in your eyes now? Do you hate me anymore? Do you like me? If that's the case, then why don't you just divorce me? I know that compared with Wang Zhizhi, I learn from her as much as Xi Shi Xiaofeng, I am stupid, I am stupid, and I am naΓ―ve! β
I pushed him hard and cried out, "Let me go!" Don't hold me, I hate you! Mu Jingchi, I hate you! β
Just as I was struggling and pushing like crazy in his arms, Mu Jingchi suddenly pressed my body on the desk, and he covered my whole body, controlled my head, and kissed me on the lips.
I wanted to dodge, and just brushed my face to the side, but who knew that he directly controlled my face, grabbed my chin with his fingers, and kissed me hard.
I resisted as hard as I could, but before I could resist, he pulled my teeth open and kissed me hard, I whimpered twice, and after two blows, his hand went up on his leg.
I instantly understood what he was going to do, grabbed and hit him, resisted, but where did he give me a chance, my body suddenly tensed, and I didn't dare to move in an instant.
I only dared to shrink honestly, and then grabbed his hand, cried and shook my head and said, "I don't want it, don't touch me." β
Mu Jingchi didn't pay attention to me, he blushed face, picked me up directly from the desk, hugged me and walked towards the room, and then, he threw me on the bed, then untied the clothes on my body and leaned towards me, I had nowhere to hide, I could only lie there crying.
Mu Jingchi pulled me down, then grabbed my head and kissed me again, he hooked my tongue, but even so, I was still sobbing quietly.
I don't know how long I sobbed, but he pulled the quilt on the side and covered us, and then removed my nightdress under the quilt.
I didn't struggle anymore, but the whole person was attached to his arms, and when he hugged him, he grabbed my head next to his neck, frowned and said, "Who taught you to learn from her?" β
I didn't speak, I just cried, crying so much that tears and snot flowed all over my face, and I drilled into his neck again, but who knew that it was next to his cheek, Mu Jingchi pressed my head down again, and he said in a deep voice: "Answer me." β
I cried so hoarse that I said, "Who else?" Didn't you always say that I was immature? Didn't the girl in the Mu Mansion always say that she was the best choice for the mistress of the Mu family? What am I, I'm just a little concubine, I tried to learn her generosity, her dignity, her skill, she knows your mind, but who knew that later it was not like it, not only did not make you happy, but treated me so coldly. β
I complained to him, beating him on the chest with tears in my eyes and saying, "You let me go!" I don't want you to touch me! β
I only struggled twice, and Mu Jingchi pressed me twice, and said impatiently: "Lie down!" Don't mess around with me again. β
There was some anger in his tone, and I lay there and I looked at him with tears on my face for a while, and then I didn't speak at all, but turned my face to the side, and lay there without speaking, letting the tears flow.
Mu Jingchi didn't know if he was angry with me or what, and his breath was slightly unstable and looked at me coldly.
He looked at me for a while, simply sat me up from the bed, and then carried me to the bathroom, I didn't understand what he was going to take me for, I just wanted to struggle, but only struggled twice, my body suddenly tensed, and I felt something flow out of the inside of my legs, at this time I found that there was a lot of blood on Mu Jingchi's bed.
I instantly understood why he had stopped suddenly, and my whole body stiffened for a while, and I didn't dare to make any more movements, so I could only lie on his shoulder.
Mu Jingchi saw that I was honest, so he asked with a sneer: "Why don't you continue to make trouble and continue to cry, huh?" β
I blushed and didn't speak, and I didn't dare to move, for fear of soiling his clothes.
He pushed open the bathroom door and asked, "Aren't you counting days?" β
I whispered like a mosquito, "I'm not accurate, I'm not sure." β
Mu Jingchi hugged me and went directly to the bathroom, and then hugged me and turned on the faucet directly, and put water in the bathtub, and when the water was full, he felt that the temperature was acceptable, he put me directly into the bathtub, and I slipped into it.
Mu Jingchi's hand was bloody, and so was his body, I shrank in the bathtub and stared at him for a while, he saw me staring at the side, so he glared at me, and then he could only untie his clothes and walk outside.
After that, it seemed that a maid came in, I heard Mu Jingchi telling the maid something, and not long after, he didn't come in again, but the maid pushed the door in with the things I needed, and then put them all on the shelf, and then retreated from my bathroom.
I had already passed early, so as soon as the maid left, just as she wanted to get up, Mu Jingchi was dangling at the door, and he instructed me outside, "Wash me before I come out." β
I froze, and then I lay down in the tub again.
I wasn't in a hurry, so I just sat there and took a bath, while soaking, I asked Mu Jingchi, who was dealing with myself outside, "Don't you want to go over?" β
Mu Jing didn't speak for a long time, only to see his shadow changing clothes outside.
I rubbed my body and asked, "If you don't go over again, be careful that your son cries and makes trouble, and when the time comes, don't blame me." β
Mu Jingchi still ignored me, I felt bored, so I didn't speak anymore, and concentrated on taking a bath there.
After I came out of my bathroom, Mu Jingchi had already finished everything, all the previous clothes had been changed, and this time I wore a dark gray nightgown and leaned on the bed to flip through the book, as if I didn't plan to go to the study to deal with things.
I stood there with the towel on my body, looked at him for a while, turned around and wanted to walk outside, but who knew that before I had taken two steps, he asked behind me, "Where are you going?" β
I didn't answer him, I stood there stubbornly.
Mu Jingchi seemed a little upset, he sighed, simply closed the book in his hand and said, "Come here." β
I stood there and hesitated for a few seconds, thought about it, and finally turned around and walked towards Mu Jingchi, and when I reached the bedside, I took the initiative to climb into the bed, lay down beside him, and stopped looking at him.
Mu Jingchi sat there staring at me for a while, he stretched out his hand and hugged me directly into his arms, he suddenly held my chin, and kissed me with a long deep kiss on the lips, this time I didn't mess with him again, just clinging to him, closing my eyes and letting him kiss.
He kissed me for a long time, until he pressed me under him again, he wrapped his hands around my waist, his lips moved away from my lips, pressed my shoulders, and bit my neck hard, I felt a little pain, but he didn't dodge, let him torture my skin there.
I don't know how long it took, but he didn't dare to continue, because I felt that his body had changed a lot, and his breath was slightly messy, so he had to let go of me and lie on my neck and pant slightly.
I don't know how long he gasped, when I felt the heat on his body gradually subside, Mu Jingchi then brushed away the long hair on my face, probably laughed at me angrily, he suddenly laughed in a low voice and said, "Something without conscience"