But she's clearly doing well now.

But it's no wonder that with expectations, how can you not be in good spirits? And such a bright light all night is undoubtedly a silent rejection of him, for fear that he will take advantage of the "void" to enter.

He smiled self-deprecatingly, suddenly not understanding what he had done all these years.

He looked at the opposite side through the swaying branches, but he felt that the light on the other side was also a dream, but no matter which dream it was, it was far away from him.

He lay back on the bed, his eyes closed, exhausted and unable to sleep.

I pulled out a small portrait of her from the book and looked at it in the dark, as if I saw her eyebrows, her eyes, her lips...... Her smile, her faint sorrow......

This portrait was painted on the wedding night. That night, she was on guard, and he wanted to tease her, but she broke the gift he had prepared for her.

He was angry, but he regretted it as soon as he walked out the door.

On his wedding night with her, how could he leave her alone in the empty room?

But he was embarrassed to go back, only when Yun Mengzhai looked at the movement on the other side, and when he was bored, he drew this small portrait, but he didn't want to be a comfort when he was lonely.

In fact, there is no need to look at the small image, as long as she closes her eyes, her appearance will clearly float in front of you. It's just that he didn't dare to stretch out his hand, for fear that all he would get was full of disappointment.

Maybe he shouldn't be too greedy, she has been with him for so long, but at the beginning, wasn't it just to investigate the truth about Yuwen Xuancang's change of heart that made the two come together? And that incident, he had investigated it as early as the second day after returning to Tianhao, but he never told her. In addition to the fact that even if she knew, she was powerless, and if she acted impulsively, it would also cause danger, and the other was his selfishness, he was afraid that once she knew and understood Yuwen Xuancang's grievances and sufferings, she would leave him, even if she didn't leave, her heart would follow that person, what should he do?

He and her life should have no intersection, it was he who forced her to stay by his side, but she followed him to be frightened and suffered, so that she fell to the point where she is today, and now she finally has a place she wants to go, and that person will treat her well, and they are a couple, as for him...... It's time to let go.

The hand tightened and tightened, and finally did not throw away the small statue.

He tucked it back into the book, placed it under his pillow, and sighed.

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In the fog, I heard her crying.

Lately, I don't know why, as soon as I fall asleep, I feel like she's crying.

He woke up several times, faced the darkness and loneliness several times, and finally got tired.

It's just a dream.

So don't wake up anymore, because only in this way can you lie to yourself that she is around.

Maybe it's because Fulu Suxi's words affected her, who knows what she was crying that night? Maybe it's because of the man......

He simply sank down, and the cry rose and fell in his ears.

Not only is he crying, he is still talking, but his voice is too small, and he is suppressed by crying, and he can't hear what he is saying.

He was a little distraught, but he felt that the continuous crying seemed to merge into an ocean, and he floated on it, not knowing the direction. His consciousness began to drowsy, and the waves of the sea came in layer by layer, slowly submerging him......

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Xuanyi, one of the two swans flew away......

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He woke up with a thud.

He was sure that after this he had heard another word, a word that had disturbed him, but it disappeared the moment he regained consciousness, as if it had never appeared, only this one......

I can't remember when I heard this sentence, how did it come to me and recur in my head? Is it Su Jinling's own words or is it an illusion that arises from worry, fear or unwillingness?

He couldn't figure it out, so he finally rolled over and came to the window again......

Warm jade shengxiang pavilion, brightly lit......

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The first day of July arrived.

On this day, Su Jinling was still in good spirits, and after arranging the affairs of the mansion as usual, she returned to the Nuan Yusheng Xiang Pavilion and drove out the people inside as usual, because "the princess wants to rest".

On this day, she always felt that Yuwen Xuanyi was paying attention to her intentionally or unintentionally.

She was a little drumming in her heart, didn't he really know what was wrong with her? But according to his temper, if he really knew that her illness at the moment was not enough for life, how could he be so calm? Unless......

She was a little disappointed, but what could she do? She must not regret it this time!

It's just that on this day, Yuwen Xuanyi didn't leave the house.

This made her both uneasy and reassured, but she still pretended to be unconscious, returned to the Nuan Yusheng Xiang Pavilion, closed the window and locked the door, and waited for that terrible moment.

She wrapped herself tightly in a bath towel, even her head inside, revealing only a pair of eyes.

It is said that this time it will be very painful, and you may vomit a lot of blood, so I wonder if you will die all at once.

She stared at the flickering candle flame for a moment.

Xuanyi, if I die......

My heart hurts.

She glanced strangely at the copper leak in the corner of the room...... Seems like there should be a quarter of an hour, right?

But at this moment, there was another pain in my heart, as if it was a blade gently slashing, this feeling ...... It's familiar.

I was about to struggle to sit up, but I saw a light in front of me, and the shadow of the spring flower butterfly that was swaying on the wall suddenly disappeared and reappeared, and then the thunder rolled in......

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In Yunmengzhai, Yuwen Xuanyi was restless.

Today is the first day of the new year, no matter how energetic Su Jinling is these days, he is still worried.

He looked at the brightly lit Nuan Yusheng Xiangge opposite countless times, and wanted to check her safety countless times, but ...... Countless times he withdrew his hand from the door panel.

She didn't want anyone to know, or, she just didn't want him to know, if it was that person......

The hand resting on the bookcase clenched into a fist, and the bones glowed blue and creaked.

After a long time, he slowly stretched out his hand and raised it to his eyes......

This hand can also be in charge of the world, and it can also turn the clouds and rain, but it is only ......

He stared at the hand, a bitter coldness at the corners of his lips.

But it was this hand that had also held her soft hair, arranged her sideburns, and scratched her cheeks, picking a smile on her lips......

He sighed and lowered his eyes.

But at this moment, it seemed to light up between my fingers......

At first, I thought it was a hallucination, but the thunder that followed......

"Jinling ......"

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He rushed into the Nuan Yu Sheng Xiang Pavilion, but Su Jinling ...... Where is she?

The house is brightly lit, and the shadows of spring flowers and butterflies are swaying all over the wall, which is her favorite picture, but she ...... Where is it?

The Nuan Yu Sheng Xiang Pavilion is not big, and the furniture is also arranged because of her preferences, which is exquisite and simple, and it is impossible to hide people at all, is it ......

Thinking that she might say goodbye without saying goodbye, I suddenly felt cold.

The thunder rolled overhead, but it seemed to hit the heart, roaring loudly.

I didn't have time to think, so I rushed to the door, but stopped at the moment I stepped out of the door, and suddenly looked back......

He ran to the bed, hesitated for a moment, and jerked off the floor-to-ceiling sheets......

"Jinling ......"

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He dragged out her tightly wrapped from inside, and as soon as he untied the bath towel, a piece of Yin Hong smashed at him with a slash on his head and face.

He didn't have time to dodge, and Yin Hong turned into a blood mist that enveloped him.

Shocked, he hurriedly hugged her, but another mouthful of blood spurted out and covered his shoulder.

Her lips and jaws were covered in blood, and her face became more and more pale, almost transparent. The contrast of red and white is a shocking horror.

He immediately sealed several of her major acupoints and poured true qi, but he saw that she spit out a mouthful of blood again.

The hot ones dripped down the ends of his hair.

"Jinling...... Jinling ......"

His call trembled and scattered, so faint in the thunder that rose and fell.

But she seemed to hear it, and glanced at him with a slight opening of her eyes, but she didn't seem to recognize him, and closed it again, and the whole person slipped to the ground, like a falling shawl.

But there was blood, which kept coming out of the mouth.

She seemed to be unconscious, but as if she was asleep, alone in the rolling thunder, slightly convulsed in the intertwining of lightning, and the blood snaked strangely beside her face with worms.

He had never seen such a terrifying scene. He may be resourceful, and he may turn things around, but in the face of the horror in front of him, he is so powerless that he can only watch her, watch the blood spread, as if watching her life pass quietly.

At this moment, he seemed to be flying out of the sky.

He picked her up, but didn't know what to do.

The person in his arms is so light, like a feather, that will float away at any moment. She was still on his chest as before, but the blood that flowed out slowly stained the hem of his clothes, and slowly bloomed a huge poppy.

"Jinling......" He hugged her tightly, his face pressed against her cold cheeks, his lips turned pale from fear, and he trembled slightly like falling leaves: "Jinling, don't scare me, don't scare me......"

She didn't respond half-star, but her body kept twitching, so the blood kept flowing out.

It's not that he hasn't killed anyone, it's not that he hasn't seen blood, but he never knew that there was so much blood in a person's body, it could be so shocking and terrifying.

Lightning slashed through the broken door again and again, and the thunder continued to be deafening.

He hugged her and walked around the room aimlessly, as if he had lost his senses, only his lips moved slightly, and he whispered like a dream.

"Jinling, are you leaving? If you are gone, I will not live, and I will be with you, whether you want me or not, because I cannot live without you. Whether you like it or hate it, heaven and earth, I must follow you. Jinling, did you hear that? If you have to go first, remember to wait for me by the Nai Ho Bridge, and I'll be there soon. Don't drink Meng Po soup, I don't want to chase you back in the next life. No, it's okay to drink it, it's my selfishness. ”