023. Change
All of a sudden, she felt how chaotic the world was, how ridiculous!
Duan Chengyu stretched out his hand to hold the somewhat stupid Su Nuannuan's face, gently kissed away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and his tone was like a spring breeze in March: "The first time I saw you, it was at your father's funeral, your strong eyes reminded me of myself who lost my mother a few years ago, and left a deep impression on me." So when your mother came to me and asked me to take care of you, I didn't hesitate at all. ”
Thinking of her mother and the wedding that could be held in the future, Su Nuannuan's body shook again: "You and my mother have a marriage contract, although you didn't have a wedding, but you are also my nominal stepfather, we are like this, it is chaos and incest!" ”
"No, my wedding with your mother is actually not bound by any law, and there is no emotional factor between me and her!" In a hurry, Duan Chengyu blurted out.
"What? I don't understand what you mean! Su Nuannuan looked at him in a daze.
"Your mother is not in good health, she has to pay for your school and life, and she has to treat herself, she feels that her body is getting worse and worse, and she feels more and more inadequate. She wants you to have a good future, so she wants to entrust you to me, but she is afraid that you will be too stubborn and refuse to go with me, so she came up with the method of fake marriage. Duan Chengyu saw her question and explained it carefully.
"You, do you mean to say that your marriage ceremony was simply done by my mother to show me alone?"
"Hmm. If she says that, after she leaves, I can take care of you in the honor of your guardian, and you will have to go with me. ”
Su Nuannuan suddenly remembered a conversation between her mother and herself a few years ago.
"Nuan Nuan, if your mother can't be by your side anymore and entrusts you to a kind person, will you accept it?"
"Won't accept it! I want my mom to be by my side forever! ”
"Mom said if."
"No ifs!"
"Silly girl, as the saying goes, there are unforeseen circumstances in the sky, and some people are in good fortune and misfortune. Your father is also gone, and if your mother suddenly leaves you one day, you will be left alone. ”
"Mom, don't say anything like that!"
"Nuan Nuan, mom is just making an assumption, what didn't happen, we should also be mentally prepared, so that if something happens, we won't panic." "Mom, if there is really an if, I will resolutely not accept the help of strangers, I am fifteen years old, and I can support myself!"
I didn't expect my mother to be so well-intentioned for herself!
Su Nuannuan began to hate her willfulness and her carelessness!
At that time, I didn't even feel anything strange about my mother's body!
Mom must have been overworked, which led to a decline in physical function, maybe the mother's car accident was caused by a trance!
In the mind of "Mom's ......", the face painting of her mother in a bright red wedding dress mixed with blood was reflected in front of her, making Su Nuannuan's tears continue to fall.
"Actually, I was already planning to take you over and take good care of you, but I didn't expect your mother to be killed in a car accident." Duan Chengyu hugged Su Nuannuan who couldn't cry again, "Nuan Nuan, your mother is doing this in the hope that you can live well." Only if you live well, she can feel at ease. If your mom and dad knew about it, they wouldn't want to see you today. Nuan Nuan, let me take good care of you, okay? I don't know when you lived in my heart. All I know is that seeing you smile every day is the happiest thing for me. I've been waiting for you to grow up, grow up a little more, and tell you how much I love you. But I now find that I can't wait. Nuan Nuan, I'm sorry, I hurt you, I just want to keep you by my side. ”
Su Nuannuan raised her head and looked at Duan Chengyu in a daze. Such a long passage is the first time I have heard him say it in more than two years since I lived with him, and it is mixed with such a gentle tone!
Yes, I used to be the treasure of my parents, although my family has always been poor, but my health and happiness will always be their greatest pursuit!
Duan Chengyu's words made Su Nuannuan's heart, which hated him almost numb, jump inadvertently.
For the first time, Su Nuannuan did not refuse Duan Chengyu, leaned on his arms, and vented his tears to his heart's content.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Nuan Nuan, eat some millet porridge." Duan Chengyu sat on the edge of the bed with a bowl of porridge.
Su Nuannuan turned her back to him and pretended to be asleep.
"Nuan Nuan." Duan Chengyu put down the porridge bowl and turned Su Nuannuan's body over, "Millet porridge nourishes your stomach, you have an upset stomach these days, you have to adjust your eating habits well." ”
Su Nuannuan still has her eyes closed, outsiders don't know, and they really think she's asleep.
That day, when she learned about her mother from Duan Chengyu's mouth, she felt sad and guilty.
If it weren't for my willfulness back then, maybe my mother wouldn't have left her like this!
In the past, I resented Duan Chengyu because I felt that my mother's death was caused by him, but now that I know all this, I still feel a lot of emotion in my heart when I think of his careful and uncomplaining care for him in recent years.
It's just that later, thinking of Duan Chengyu's rough behavior towards her that day, she had another layer of resentment towards him in her heart.
So these days, although Duan Chengyu has changed her indifference in the past and has always been by her side with great tenderness, she has always maintained a kind of indifference.
Duan Chengyu hugged her and sat at the head of the bed, adding a hint of domineering in his tone: "I'll feed you." ”
Gently blew the millet porridge in the small spoon, leaned slightly with his lips, and felt that it was not hot, before sending it to Su Nuannuan's mouth.
Who knew that Su Nuannuan turned her face to the side, and her small mouth was tightly pursed.
"Su Nuannuan!" Duan Chengyu let out a low snort.
Hmph, see how long you can pretend to be gentle! Su Nuannuan pursed her lips.
Duan Chengyu, who put down the spoon and bowl, moved his body, turned her face around, sighed slightly, and softened his tone again: "Nuan Nuan, you always don't eat on time, it's not good for your health." Be nice, okay? ”
Su Nuannuan stared at him with wide eyes, met his eyes, and unexpectedly found that Chengyu's face at this time was like the spring south bank of the river after the ice and snow melted, so soft that people couldn't help but have a trace of heartbeat.
When her mouth was filled with millet porridge, Su Nuannuan realized that she was distracted, and her tightly closed lips didn't know when they opened.
She swallowed the porridge in her mouth mechanically, and a warm sensation went from her mouth directly into her abdomen.
"Well, good, take another bite." Duan Chengyu looked at the clean spoon with great satisfaction, scooped another spoonful, and continued to send it to Su Nuannuan's mouth.
"I'll do it myself." Su Nuannuan, who was a little flustered, snatched the bowl and small spoon in his hand, "I will go downstairs to eat myself, please don't bring it up again." ”
She lowered her head, ate porridge, and no longer looked at Duan Chengyu's eyes.
Hardly looking at him properly, Su Nuannuan seemed to be discovering for the first time that this Duan Chengyu actually looked so heroic! That doting look almost melted her!
Although I can't blame him for my mother's incident, but he took over his first time so roughly, even in the name of love, this is unforgivable!
Hmph, do you think that by pleasing yourself like this, you can make up for his mistakes?
Su Nuannuan ate and ate, and also ate her anger.
Duan Chengyu didn't see Su Nuannuan's angry face, took the empty bowl in her hand, and was very satisfied: "I don't send it up, how can you eat it so obediently." This porridge is to cushion the stomach, let's go downstairs to eat together, I asked Mama Li to make your favorite dish. ”
"I'm full! You get me out! Su Nuan looked up at him angrily, expressing her dissatisfaction.
She hated the way he dictated to her.
Duan Chengyu stared at Su Nuannuan again and again, couldn't help but bend the corners of his mouth, and stroked her face with his wide palm.
Su Nuannuan quickly raised her hand, blocked Duan Chengyu's hand, and swept her eyes around at the same time, but she didn't see the tissue, and suddenly wiped her face a few times with her sleeve.
Judging from previous experience, seeing Duan Chengyu's actions like this, Su Nuannuan could conclude that he must have found that he had rice grains on his face and wanted to help him wipe it clean
I clearly want to take the opportunity to rub my own oil!
Duan Chengyu was stunned for a moment, then smiled slightly, "Take off your clothes, and I'll ask Sister Chen to help you wash them in a while." ”
Su Nuannuan ignored him and got into the middle of the bed.
"Let's go downstairs to dinner, I'll wait for you." Through the thick quilt, Duan Chengyu's voice still seeped in.
"I said I'm full! Don't bother me anymore! Su Nuannuan yelled, a muffled voice coming from the quilt, and she tried to kick him out of her room.
"I'll take you tomorrow to see your mom and dad, you haven't been there for a long time. They must be eager to see you. ”
Su Nuannuan got up suddenly, lifted the quilt, and the expression on her face instantly softened a lot.
It had indeed been a long time since she had visited her parents' graves.
"There is a way up the mountain, you haven't eaten well and slept well these days, eat well today, sleep well at night, take care of your spirits, and only tomorrow will you have the strength to go up the mountain." Your mom and dad won't want to see you like that. I'll wait for you downstairs to eat. Duan Chengyu walked out of the door with a shallow smile in his eyes.
Su Nuannuan stared at the door of the room with some anger.
Although she and Duan Chengyu have lived under the same roof for several years, through the past few days of getting along, she always suspects that she knows him for the first time, or that he has taken the wrong medicine and changed someone!
His words and deeds often made Su Nuannuan stunned as if he was a ghost!