037 Missed opportunity
Xiaoya's bright smiling face gradually overlapped with her many years ago.
The one who left, she turned around slowly, looked back, the pear blossoms were unwilling in the rain, her lips were furrowed, and she couldn't hear what she was saying.
Chu Chaoyang didn't feel it, and when he looked up, that face was Linghu Xiaoya!
Chu Chaoyang opened his eyes and saw that the bed lamp was still dim and dim, and then he realized that it was just a dream. There was a false alarm, at this time, Linghu Xiaoya should be sleeping soundly downstairs, right?
is so dignified, how can the person who left in the dream become Linghu Xiaoya? Do you really like that girl?
Wiping the cold sweat from his forehead and falling asleep again, the three women took turns shaking in front of their eyes, and from time to time the roles were misplaced and swapped, Chu Chaoyang was frequently awakened and irritable. I exhaled heavily, so tired.
Sister, Amanda, Linghu Xiaoya, these three women are each entangled in different stages of his life.
What makes him feel tired the most is his sister, the two are one year apart, and they have never been absent from each other on the road of growth, and because of this, his sister has become his biggest burden. A woman whose feelings were too strong forced him to breathe, but there was no escape, because it was his sister.
After his sister went abroad to study, he was finally able to take a breath, and later met Shen Jiaqi, who had a similar temperament, on the field. That year was the most pleasant year of his life.
When he was a sophomore, a girl who often chased and intercepted him stopped him at the door of the boys' dormitory again. Seeing that it was her, Chu Chaoyang pushed her away and left, and she stopped him from behind:
"Chu Chaoyang, why didn't you promise me?"
"You girls are so annoying."
"You're talking nonsense, what's annoying about me?"
Chu Chaoyang turned around, didn't care about the people coming and going at the door of the dormitory, glanced at her, and sneered:
"You're not annoying? Follow me every day, or create a coincidence, isn't it annoying? ”
She held her head high confidently, not at all annoyed by him for saying this, but with a slight smugness.
"If I don't do this, how do you remember who I am?"
“……”
She took a step forward, grabbed Chu Chaoyang's collar, and kissed him on tiptoe on the lips.
Chu Chaoyang pushed her away, but her hand was grabbed by her.
Tilting his head and blinking, he asked with a smile, "How is it, do you want to try it with me?" ”
“……”
"If you don't speak, you will agree, go to sleep, and I'll wait for you here tomorrow to go to breakfast."
“……”
Amanda let go of his hand, bounced and turned away, and suddenly turned around and threw him a flying kiss: "Go up." ”
“……”
Chu Chaoyang, who was stunned, was accepted like this, and the people who came and went in and out covered their mouths and snickered, of course, more jealousy.
Amanda is a mixed-race woman, and her every move is full of exotic style, and she is a dazzling sight everywhere she goes. The number of suitors is not less than Chu Chaoyang, but he only likes the cold black-faced god.
The next day, Amanda really appeared downstairs, Chu Chaoyang glanced at it and continued to walk by himself, Shen Jiaqi nodded politely and smiled, he didn't know what happened to the two of them last night.
Amanda didn't mind his coldness, rushed up to grab Chu Chaoyang's arm, and called sweetly: "Boyfriend", thundering Shen Jiaqi on the side.
Chu Chaoyang's face was blue, he broke her fingers and was dragged again, and so on a few times, Amanda pursed her mouth, and a pair of big eyes that could talk were filled with tears.
"You promised well yesterday, why did you regret it today?"
“……”
Just kidding, in Shen Jiaqi's surprise and Amanda's suspenseful grievances, Chu Chaoyang finally became famous.
In the next five years, the sonorous threesome was not overbearing.
Amanda is a woman with warm and sincere feelings, bravely faced it after the relationship cracked, and after Chu Chaoyang decisively proposed to break up, although she was reluctant, she still bravely chose to let go and no longer entangled.
In five years, he has grown from a big boy to a man. With such a heavy stroke, Chu Chaoyang couldn't erase it even if he wanted to.
What about Linghu Xiaoya?
Thinking of her, Chu Chaoyang closed his eyes and fell asleep after a while.
If Chu Chaoyang originally liked Linghu Xiaoya a little bit, and originally planned to form a family with her, then there was no such idea now.
It's not that the fox girl is bad, but those cumbersome and messy dreams make Chu Chaoyang recall many of the past, and the waves brought to him by his sister and Amanda have not completely calmed down.
With a pair of panda eyes, Chu Chaoyang greeted several people in the restaurant.
Shen Jiaqi's spirit was not good, and the two of them tacitly didn't ask anything.
After Liu Xiaoyun and Chu Tianqi were full, they asked Shen Jiaqi to take them to the piano classroom.
"Piano classroom?"
Chu Chaoyang forgot about this stubble as if he had broken it, Chu Tianqi has already finished, there is no need to report to the crew again, and the things promised to him before should also be implemented.
Speaking of the crew, Shen Jiaqi suddenly remembered that Meng Qingming called yesterday.
"Little girl, Lao Meng asked you to go over as soon as possible."
"Okay, anytime."
Nothing is light, which makes the fox girl feel good, and she is already happy to see the two giant pandas.
"You send her to the resort, and I'll send the two children to the piano classroom and go through the formalities of Tianqi."
After coping with two bites, Chu Chaoyang went upstairs to change his clothes.
Linghu Xiaoya also packed up and prepared to go out, Shen Jiaqi answered the phone, and her face changed.
"Xiaoya, you can't go today."
"Why?"
Seeing Chu Chaoyang coming down from upstairs, Shen Jiaqi said:
"There was a homicide case at the resort, I have to go over, and the signing of the contract will be slow."
Chu Chaoyang nodded, glanced at the little girl coldly, and asked the two children to move faster.
In the huge house, only Linghu Xiaoya was left alone in an instant.
It's weird and lonely, and there's nothing to do, so the fox girl lies on the rocking chair in the backyard and reads a book, shining through the scattered stars of the shade of the trees, warm, soft, and fell asleep comfortably after a while.
In the dream, there were teeth and claws, the plot was very jumpy, and she woke up with a smile and a smile.
When I opened my eyes, it was afternoon, although it was pleasant, Linghu Xiaoya felt that she was wasting her life. How can you be bound by this high wall?
The leaves fell, kissing her softly, cool.
Gently stroking Sakura's lips, Fu remembered the intimacy with Chu Chaoyang that afternoon, his face turned red, and he scolded himself for being shameless, and warned himself that he must not like that guy, if he really likes it, he is really asking for trouble.
If you want to like him, you might as well like Shen Jiaqi.
However, Shen Jiaqi's guy couldn't understand it, and he was smiling and serious for a while. Forget it, you can't like both of them if you like anyone. And Kobik can't either, that guy doesn't like women.
After thinking about it for a while, Linghu Xiaoya didn't think of a person of the opposite sex who could be liked.
Which teenager is not in love, which girl is not pregnant with spring......
Which book is this sentence from, it is in Goethe's "The Troubles of Young Werther". The young Goethe fell in love with a woman who was engaged, and he couldn't think about it, how painful it was, and Goethe wanted to solve his life several times to get rid of that fruitless and troubled love.
Thinking of this, Linghu Xiaoya felt that she was really lucky, there was no such person who worried her.
As a Chinese girl who reads poetry and books, her longing for love is even better than that of other girls, right? When I was in school, I read a lot of books, except for professional books, all of them are related to love, even if they are not romance novels, there are many scenes about love.
originally admired Xu Zhimo's talent and liked his poems, but after reading his biography, Linghu Xiaoya began to hate him.
What a terrible person it must be, who likes so many excellent women, but never likes anyone from the same time, and even likes several girls at the same time. If the girl is single, she is still involved with a married woman, and she is so excessive that she actually writes a letter to the lover of the girl, expressing her loyalty, saying how much she likes the girl. What kind of bastard can this bastard!
In contrast, Linghu Xiaoya preferred Goethe. Goethe's love was also not perfect, he fell in love with the impossible when he was young, and he fell in love with the impossible again when he was old.
Charlotte when he was young made him so painful that he wanted to commit suicide several times, and the little Lori he fell in love with when he was old made him spend the last days of his life in pain.
If love is really so painful, why do so many people still jump into the fire pit one after another?