Chapter 9 Killing Hearts and Minds
"Huhu..." Ye Yu gasped desperately, and the sweat droplets the size of beans rolled down his face. The originally red eyes also regained their clarity at this time. "What's wrong with me!" Staring at his white hands, Ye Yu kept questioning himself.
"You... You're all right! The girl on the side asked tremblingly.
Holding his head in both hands, Ye Yu shook his head vigorously. The raging fire, the collapsed walls, and all kinds of scattered fragments kept flashing in his mind. The blood of my father and the desperate eyes of my mother. Whenever he recalled the tragic scene of that night, Ye Yu would be so hateful that he wanted to tear his eyes.
"Kill! Kill them all! Break them to pieces! Every time he woke up from a dream, Ye Yu would roar frantically to expel the violence in his chest.
But when the real killing came, he felt extremely confused. Looking at the corpses that were slanting all over the ground, and the bursting brains around them. Ye Yu's heart kept trembling: "Do they really deserve to die?" Am I wrong? ”
"Yu'er, you have to remember that people are inherently good, and you must treat others with kindness, and you can't bully the weak."
"But what if someone wants to bully me?"
"If people don't offend me, I won't offend anyone!" My father's teachings were constantly circling in my ears. The traditional moral concept constantly shocks itself, "it is not right to kill".
"It's not right to kill! It's not right to kill! All kinds of contradictions kept coming to mind, and at this moment, Ye Yu's thoughts were like a small boat caught in the waves, constantly struggling between the wind and the huge waves.
"Looks like that kid is killing for the first time!" Looking at Ye Yu, who was struggling, the young man in the stands said with a smile.
"Hmm!" An old man next to him nodded and exclaimed, "The first time I kill someone, some people are afraid, some people feel guilty, and some people even disdain." Knowing the way of killing people is the way of refining the heart. I didn't expect this kid to have such an awareness at such a young age, if he figured it out today and survived the heart tribulation, his future achievements will be extraordinary! ”
"Elder Su is really insightful!" The young man also nodded approvingly, "What kind of person he will become in the future depends on his own choice!" If you fail, you will fall into a nightmare, your mind will be unstable, and you will be mediocre and incompetent in this life. Success will break the cocoon into a butterfly, the heart of the Tao is stable, and even if the organization cannot be changed! Ha Luha, it's a pity that even I didn't have this opportunity back then! It's really enviable! ”
"Isn't it just killing someone? What's the big deal! Hearing her father's praise of the young man like this, the girl on the side was suddenly unhappy.
"Ha Luha, he didn't kill one, but sixteen!"
"That's not the same!"
"Of course it's different, the first time you kill someone, there is an essential difference between killing one and killing sixteen!"
"Humph!" The girl pursed her lips dissatisfiedly, obviously disdainful of her father's "crooked reasoning".
"Judging by his appearance, I'm afraid he's a year or two younger than you! Can you be like him and kill sixteen people in one shot? Oh, you don't think you've killed anyone yet! ”
Hearing this, the girl's face turned red, and she said to herself: "What's the big deal!" Isn't it murder? I'll kill it in a minute! ”
"Hmph, it's so good that you don't teach, you actually teach your daughter to kill! Did you have a father who did that? The beautiful woman in red on the side scolded.
Hearing this, the young man smiled awkwardly and said softly: "Okay, okay, count me wrong, don't be angry!" ”
"I'm too lazy to get angry!" The beautiful woman turned her head coldly and stared at Ye Yu in the field, and a strange light flashed in her eyes. After a while, he asked coldly, "What is the name of this child?" ”
"Huh?" A hint of surprise flashed in the young man's eyes, and he looked left and right, but he didn't know what to do. It's no wonder that in this inconspicuous team, who would have expected Ye Yu, the dark horse?
"Madame, don't worry! I've already had people pick up the information! The young man hurriedly replied. He knew that his wife, who was cold to everyone, was rarely interested in anything.
"You're really fine!" The girl asked cautiously again. Thinking of the bloody scene before, she was faintly afraid in her heart.
Holding his head tightly, Ye Yu's hands trembled slightly, obviously experiencing a painful struggle in his heart. Hearing this, he raised his head slightly.
Looking at the handsome little face under the unkempt hair, the girl's face was a little shy, and she said with concern: "You're okay, right?" ”
"Hmm" Ye Yu nodded indifferently, his eyes still staring at the girl in front of him. Seeing Ye Yu staring at herself intently, the girl suddenly felt that her heart was beating wildly, this feeling was very peculiar, she had never done it before, and she couldn't tell whether she was happy or sad. ,
It's too similar, it's so similar! Staring at the girl in front of her, Ye Yu felt that her smile was very much like her mother. Especially the desperate look she showed when she was facing death just now, which directly caused Ye Yu's accumulated violent emotions to explode in an instant. Her concern for herself is the same as that of her mother, short and warm. Suddenly, Ye Yu had an urge to cry.
"Are you really okay?" Capturing the change in Ye Yu's expression, the girl asked with concern again. Suddenly, Ye Yu made a move like lightning and grabbed her hands. The girl trembled with fright and screamed.
"Don't kill me, don't kill me!" The girl shouted in horror, and suddenly Ye Yu laughed loudly.
"Looks like he's figured it out!" The old man in the stands smiled.
"I hope he doesn't disappoint me!" Staring at Ye Yu, the young man said lightly.
"They don't deserve to die, but don't fathers and mothers deserve to die? Who are they messing with again! I got that! I got that! "Ye Yu's thoughts seem to have suddenly cleared up, this era itself is the law of the jungle, if you don't offend others, others will also offend you." Whoever dares to offend me, I will kill him. Ye Yu shouted in his heart. At this time, his mind really matured.
Everything happened in a very short time, and in the frantic shouts of the audience on the stage, Ye Yu had completed a spiritual transformation, a process from childhood to teenager, from innocence to maturity. And only a few people present knew all this.
"Ahh You're clutching me! The girl cried out in pain with a twisted face.
Ye Yu hurriedly let go of his hands and said apologetically: "I'm sorry! ”。 The girl shook her hand vigorously, only to see a deep red mark left on it. She couldn't figure out where those little hands, which were whiter than herself, had such strength.
"Why don't you have a good time, why are you torturing me so much!" The girl said boldly, she was not so scared at the moment.
Ye Yu smiled helplessly: "I won't kill you!" As he spoke, he raised his head and looked around, and sighed: "But those who watch the play are really damned!" ”
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