316 How to choose

The people who were waiting didn't come, but the ones who didn't want to see came.

Luogo ...... Now he is the Khan of Changzhi, because he has just ascended the throne and has gone through rebellion, and there are many affairs that need to be dealt with urgently, but occasionally he has leisure, he must come to her tent, and he does not speak, but sits quietly and looks at her for a moment.

She wanted to tell him that she had no thoughts of dying...... Although at some point before, she really thought that as long as she died, she wanted an answer inexplicably, although she didn't know what answer she wanted, let alone whether she would get it. Perhaps it was for this that she survived, although she was lying quietly on the bed, she could hear the blood rushing in her body, so she was not in a near-death state now, so he didn't need to use such a compassionate gaze on her at all.

Is she pathetic? Isn't she self-inflicted?

You will not live!

Changzhi Khan will not stay for long, one is busy with official business, and the other is that Yuwen Xuanzheng will often come to interrupt his gaze, so he got up silently and walked out of the tent silently, his straight shoulders under the complicated robe seemed to say that this will be a generation of sages who can shoulder any responsibilities and morals.

Yuwen Xuanzheng immediately cut off Su Jinling's gaze, and then tried his best to make her happy, telling some hearsay new things or ancient legends, and then turning out the troubles of his childhood and telling them several times.

If Su Jinling is willing to use dim sum, she will find that there are indeed many things that he framed Yuwen Xuanlang, if it is usual, even if she does not expose the report, she has to purse her lips and snicker, but now she is just staring at the top of the tent and not saying a word.

Yuwen Xuanzheng tossed around for a long time, and at the end of the day, he would leave a sentence: "Jinling, no matter what, you must not agree to marry Luo Ge, you must go back to the imperial capital with us!" ”

If you are in a hurry, you will add another sentence: "Otherwise...... I'll die for you! ”

That night, she seemed to be seriously ill, and the emperor also understood that she was frightened before she could calm down and got many "surprises", and she couldn't bear it for a while and fainted, so he asked her to have a good life these days, and carefully considered the emperor's last question before fainting...... "Su Jinling, are you willing to marry the Khan of Changzhi and become the Kedun of Sula?" ”

How is this "questioning"? It's clearly a proposal, or even a ...... Decision!

She suddenly found that her fate seemed to have been decided by others, whether she wanted it or not, sometimes even if she could control it, but in hindsight, it turned out to be a plan that had been set up by others.

Is it true that her life will never be in control of herself?

Is she the only one who can't control her fate, or is everyone confused?

In the dark, it seems that there is a hand pulling everything, is it heaven? Even if she came to this plane, it seems that she had already arranged it......

As soon as people reach a certain predicament, they will inevitably think about life, but no matter how they think about it, it is impossible to start over again, and what they are about to face is still unknown.

So, she gave up thinking.

Perhaps, it is indeed a good choice to stay here.

There is a vast grassland, open as a rock, the mood is open, and the folk customs are simple, life is plain, without her effort, she has always hoped to live this kind of free and simple life? And there are singing and dancing parties from time to time, which is also fun.

Vigorous is certainly desirable, but ordinary is the true meaning of life.

And then there's that man......

She has never been able to develop a relationship with him, and in her heart, he is also a brother and a friend. But isn't it nice too? The book says that no matter how earth-shattering love is, it will eventually turn into family affection, and only family affection can last forever.

Was what she experienced earth-shattering? She also felt that it was hard, but she never thought of giving up, because often the sweetest honey will be revealed in the hardship, which is even more precious. Now she was abandoned, and all the tiredness swept over her in an instant.

She's really tired, so it's better to choose plain, and......

Outside the tent there was another sound of bau, and it was still the courtship song that the prairie boy played for the girl. Every night in the middle of the night, it comes slowly, calm and long, like the flat grassland, although there are no ups and downs, but it is also comfortable.

He was already a stubborn khan, and there were already countless women who threw their arms to him more frantically than before, but he let go of his official duties, avoided the entanglement, and ran outside her tent to play the song "Rouge Drunk".

She could even imagine him leaning against the mound outside her tent, and when the music stopped, it was time for him to drink, and then he continued to play.

"This song "Rouge Drunk", I will blow it back to a girl......"

It was the only thing he had said when he had been visiting her in the past few days.

He was willing to wait silently in exchange for her sincerity, just as she had waited for that person with so much joy......

And, there are countless benefits to staying here.

It is often said that if you want to forget a lost relationship as soon as possible, start a new one. With new expectations, maybe it won't be so sad.

This might be called "escape".

Yes, she was running away, she didn't want to go back to the Tianluan City that had brought her infinite happiness and hope, but also had a lot of pain and helplessness. The pavilions there, the corridors and water pavilions, every grass and tree, even the wind blowing beside her face carried his breath, she was afraid that everything she could see was his shadow, and she was afraid that all the familiarity was a memory that could not be avoided.

She is timid, she is unwilling to face it, she first discovered that there is a kind of pain in life, which is even more terrible than death.

She hid in the tent, curled up under the covers, feeling like a turtle, but even if she could hide in her shell, the shell was a heavy burden, making people breathless, and after hiding for a long time, she became more and more afraid of everything outside.

Just like now, she looked at the ice-colored figure in front of her, and could only try her best to wrap her mink fur tightly around it.

There were five braziers burning in the tent, which was enough to make her, a person who was afraid of the cold, "sweat and sweat", but her fists were clenched tightly, and her fingertips were cold, and they were stuck on a hard object.

It's the white jade lotus.

For the past few days, she has been trying to throw it in the brazier. If you want to break it, you should break it clean, but after raising your hand a few times, you didn't let go.

Yuwen Xuanyi looked at her, his eyes that were half cold and half spring, and he couldn't tell the difference between joy and anger.

The two were silent for a long time, and Yuwen Xuanyi took a piece of silver charcoal and put it into the brazier.

A few sparks splashed out, and a few wisps of smoke were raised, and she coughed twice, and his brow tightened.

"Have you thought about it? The emperor is about to drive back to Tianhao, and the day after tomorrow ......"

Her eyes flashed rapidly.

He pretended to turn a blind eye, and very leisurely tugged at the silver charcoal in the brazier, watching them light and dark.

"If you keep silent, then the emperor can only leave you here to continue thinking......"

Silver Charcoal made a crackling sound, and her eyebrows jumped.

"You really don't want to go back with us? Do you really want to marry Changzhi Khan? Well, then you are the Khadun of Sura. The emperor will go north every year, and you and the Khan of Changzhi will entertain us at that time......"

Yu Guang caught a glimpse of her with a little anger, and the smile on her lips deepened.

"But next year I may have to stay in Beijing to assist the government, heh, you won't want to see me anyway......" At this point, the smile was slightly bitter, and then turned to a blank face: "But the person you want to see is afraid that you won't be able to see it......"

She bit her lip tightly, and her teeth were white.

Still can't forget him? Also, when such a big thing happens, all the good things are turned to ashes in an instant, who can forget it?

He pretended not to see it, and continued to say leisurely: "Although Su Ra is not as prosperous as the imperial capital, you will not be lonely. Luo Ge inherited the throne of Khan, and according to the rules, it was the woman of Litun Khan who was inherited. You have also seen it these days, it is really lively, and Su Ra pays attention to having many sons and many blessings, so the tribes are offering their daughters in order to calm the people, so it is really a happy event, and the people of Su Ra are bold, I think you also know a little about it, so ...... Alas, there are many women in Tianluan City, and there are many calculations, and you are just a little palace maid, everyone who comes out and goes in depends on people's faces, and from time to time they have to be framed, but in this it is different, you are a princess of harmony, and Kedun of Changzhi, when they will greet you every day, everyone is a good sister of harmony......"

"What the hell are you trying to say?"

Are you finally willing to speak?

He flickered with the coals for a moment, and the corners of his lips bloomed with real softness. However, she was silent for a long time, and after many twists and turns, she couldn't understand it after thinking about it, which caused her originally clear voice to be extremely hoarse, which made his heart ache.

"I'm just curious, you couldn't stand the love between King Yu and Lady Yun when you saw it, how could you bear to share a man with countless women?"

"You don't have to worry about it!"

"I'm more curious about why someone is willing to share a man with so many women than to be someone's unique wife?" ”

She rolled her gaze.

"Is it because of him?" He stared at her, there was eagerness, pain, and expectation in his eyes, but they were all covered up by banter: "Then I am even more puzzled." You and he are in love for this life, but why did he betray the agreement overnight? Don't you want to know exactly? ”

The pain rolled over, instantly drowning out the composure of the forced work.

She bit her lip stubbornly, and with the fishy sweetness, it was a haze under her eyes.

He lowered his eyes.

Do you want to cry? She hasn't shed a single tear since the incident, if she can cry once, she can't be stuffy in her heart like this, and become sick.

"You also said that there is no paper that only has the front but no back, and now that you see the front of it, don't you want to know what is written on the back?"

Do you want to use that man, with her deep affection for that person, to shake her heart? Yuwen Xuanyi, are you pitiful or despicable?

"What else could there be? It's just one more Mrs. Zuo! ”

With the words, the tears that had been stored for a long time flowed down.

The fists in the open sleeves were clenched tightly.

At this moment, he wanted to comfort her and hold her in his arms, but ...... He couldn't.

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