Xiong Xiaobai asked An Weichen to get her shawl, just because she didn't want to see him for the time being.

Now she may shed her eyes at any time, but she really doesn't want to cry in front of him, and she doesn't want him to know what she knows, let alone listen to him admit those possible facts.

Although she told An Weichen that she was going downstairs to wait for him, Xiong Xiaobai went to the underground parking lot as she said, and got off the elevator in the lobby on the first floor.

Out of the door of the hotel, a cold wind blew on a spring night, and Xiong Xiaobai shivered.

Along the sidewalk, she walked slowly in the direction of home, although her whole body was shivering with cold, she stubbornly walked forward.

She really needs to calm down now and think about how to face An Weichen again.

Even if there are exaggerated or false elements in To Meishan's words, they are not necessarily untrue.

Xiong Xiaobai recalled the days when she had just lived with An Weichen, and she had indeed seen the lipstick marks on An Weichen's face with her own eyes. Moreover, he himself admitted that there were countless women around him.

Although An Weichen is no longer the same as before, he can't erase the things he did in the past. The past she had deliberately avoided and not conjecture.

Xiong Xiaobai also wanted to divide the past An Weichen and the current An Weichen in two. However, when she heard those words from Du Meishan's mouth, she realized that she was too naïve before.

How can a whole person be divided into two?

If she likes the current An Weichen, then she should accept the past An Weichen. And, whatever he had done in the past, she had to forgive him.

It is not easy to convince yourself that the days, the women, and the indulgences he had before he met him were laughed away.

If you love someone, shouldn't you accept all of them? Or is that my love for him just that? Xiong Xiaobai raised her head and took a deep breath, trying to calm herself down, but tears still flowed from her closed eyes.

At this moment, when she began to doubt her feelings for An Weichen, she realized how heartbroken she was.

It would be nice if I could easily say, "Your past has nothing to do with me."

But I can't do it, I really can't do it!

An Weichen took the shawl, went to the underground parking lot, looked into the car, but did not see Xiong Xiaobai, and immediately became anxious and angry.

Let the driver go home first, An Weichen drove the car by himself, driving slowly on the road, looking for Xiong Xiaobai's figure.

An Weichen knew that Xiong Xiaobai did not bring money or mobile phones, so the biggest possibility was that she did not take a taxi, but walked home.

When I see her, I must teach her a good lesson! An Weichen was really angry this time, how could she not say anything to him? How could she lie to him? How can she play missing without permission? How could she walk down the street at this time in such revealing clothes?

Suddenly, An Weichen slowed down the car, and although he was dressed slightly, he still recognized the woman who looked up at the stars as his bear.

Where did she get a white coat? Looks like ...... An Weichen got closer, and he was sure that what she was wearing over the dress was the uniform of the hotel cleaner.

Did she plan to go home early in the morning? That's why I borrowed a uniform from the cleaner? That's why he lied and broke him away?

What exactly does she want to do? Tricked me into a circle, is she still in the mood to look at the stars here? An Weichen parked the car on the side of the road and got out of the car.

He held back his anger and walked to Xiong Xiaobai's side without a sound, and when he was still about a meter away from her, An Weichen suddenly stopped.

I've never seen anyone looking at the stars with their eyes closed......

I have never seen a person who looks at the stars and cries endlessly......

She's not looking at the stars at all, is she crying? An Weichen felt that his heart was stinged by Xiong Xiaobai's tears.

Frowning, An Weichen stretched out his hand, he really wanted to hug her into his arms, he wanted to comfort her, tell her that he could protect her, as long as he was there, no one would hurt her.

However, An Weichen's hand stopped in mid-air, even if she didn't say a word, he guessed that the person who made her cry so sad was himself; The one who hurt her so much was himself; The person who is least qualified to comfort her is himself.

Before meeting Xiao Xiong, An Weichen never knew that he could also be in the same room with a woman and nothing happened.

Before falling in love with Little Bear, An Weichen never felt that there was anything wrong with his previous life, and he didn't know that the more he loved a woman, the more he would cherish her every first time.

The first time Cub brought him pizza for lunch, he remembered; The first time Cub gave him a poached egg when he ordered instant noodles, he remembers; The first time the bear hit him with a spatula, he remembers; The first time the bear slept by the seashore with him in his arms, he remembered; The first time the bear cried for him, he remembered; Cub ...... for the first time All the firsts, he remembers.

Every time he recalls his first time with Little Bear, he will be very happy.

It's like he's been tied to bed by the bear for the first time, even though that's her punishment for him, and he's sworn not to avenge it. However, when he thinks back to that "SM" experience, he will unconsciously raise the corners of his mouth.

It's like the first time he and Little Bear kissed, although it was just an accident, causing their lips to touch together. However, whenever he recalled the accident, he couldn't help but laugh out loud.

It's like he's crushed the bear under him for the first time, although in the end, he doesn't do anything but kiss. However, he felt that this time was more satisfying than any other woman before.

It's like...... Many, many firsts are happy memories that he cherishes.

It's just that he's a little more greedy, he feels that this is not enough, he still wants to create more, more memories with her.

But it was definitely not a painful memory like the one in front of her.

An Weichen is now very sure that Du Meishan must have said something to Xiong Xiaobai, otherwise, she would never be like this.

Looking at Xiong Xiaobai's trembling shoulders crying, An Weichen's eyes showed pain that he couldn't regret.

I'm sorry, but before I met you, I liked another woman;

I'm sorry, but I had relationships with many, many women before I met you;

I'm sorry, but before I met you, I lived a life of indulgence, erosion, and immorality.

I'm sorry I didn't leave my first love to you;

I'm sorry, I don't have an innocent past like you;

I'm sorry I wasn't as good a person as you expected.

At this moment, I want you to know how much I hate myself. All I ask is you, you can give me a chance to stay with you.

Until then, I owe you a word of apologies.

Thinking of this, An Weichen's hand that stopped in the air slowly moved towards Xiong Xiaobai and gently placed it on her shoulder.

Xiong Xiaobai was taken aback, she immediately turned around and looked behind her, but she didn't expect to see An Weichen.

"I'm sorry......" An Weichen's lips trembled, he gently wiped away Xiong Xiaobai's tears, obviously to apologize to her to scare her, but he didn't dare to say all the words he had just thought. After struggling for a while, he whispered, "I'm scared of you." ”

Xiong Xiaobai really wanted to say "It's okay" to An Weichen, not just because of his apology just now, but all, all, everything related to him.

But her lips were tightly closed, even tighter.

An Weichen slowly leaned towards Xiong Xiaobai, as if he was afraid that she would run away, more like he was afraid of scaring her, and carefully hugged her gently into his arms.

Xiong Xiaobai looked ahead in a daze, the same person, the same embrace, but she no longer felt a trace of warmth.

The smell of perfume he was familiar with no longer reassured her, and all she was thinking about now was, who had he ever given such a hug? Which woman has such a smell ever been contaminated with?

Although the little bear didn't push him away, An Weichen felt more and more uneasy, the person he was holding tightly in his arms was still his little bear?

In the past, if she didn't like it, she would reject him unceremoniously, and even beat and bite him; If she liked it, she would hug him just as tightly, and she would be shy and blushing.

But now she just stood there stiffly, like a lifeless doll.

An Weichen gradually let go of his arm, he looked at Xiong Xiaobai, but he couldn't see a trace of emotion in her empty eyes.

Why is this happening? An Weichen felt as if someone had stabbed him in the chest.

"Let's go home first." An Weichen gently took Xiong Xiaobai's hand and led her to his car, while she silently followed behind him, and other than that, there was no reaction.

After getting into the car, Xiong Xiaobai sat there motionless, and it wasn't until An Weichen got into the car and fastened her seat belt that she reacted and subconsciously dodged to the side.

"You're ...... now. Is that why you hate me so much? An Weichen looked at Xiong Xiaobai sadly, and his voice trembled.

Xiong Xiaobai's whole body was shocked, and when she heard An Weichen's painful voice, her heart also hurt.

Dislike? She had never thought of it that way, she just couldn't accept his closeness for the time being. No, or should I say, it was because she liked him that she didn't know how to face him.

An Weichen looked at Xiong Xiaobai's expressionless side face, she looked out the window quietly, did she acquiesce?

It was only ten minutes that changed the relationship between the two people.

Just listened to a few words from Du Meishan, is she going to deny him as a person?

The days he spent with her day and night were not short, why would she rather believe Du Meishan's words than believe what she saw him with her own eyes?

With a little sadness and anger, An Weichen started the car and drove to Xiong Xiaobai's house.