058, wandering

Who will send this to themselves? Don't...... It's him?

Su Nuannuan, who was stunned for a moment, slowly opened it with a trembling hand, and a few pages fell out.

The title at the beginning is Miss Nuan Nuan, and the handwriting is very unfamiliar! Not that guy! She let out a long sigh.

Miss Nuan Nuan? It seems that only the people around Duan Chengyu would call themselves like this! Song Ping? Gao Yizhe? Aunt Chen? They are the most familiar people around him, it is not that something happened to him!

Su Nuannuan's heart seemed to be beating in her throat, and she only felt that her breathing was a little difficult, so she covered her chest, tried to take a few deep breaths, and then wiped the fine sweat oozing from the corners of her forehead.

After she had calmed down a bit, she mustered up the courage to look at the signature on the last page. Although it was only three thin sheets of paper, her disobedient hand turned it several times before opening the last page.

The signature is Ji Keyin!

Su Nuannuan let out a long sigh again, fortunately it was her - it had nothing to do with Duan Chengyu.

Why didn't she send a letter five years later when she didn't make a promise?

Su Nuannuan, who only felt a little relaxed, was full of curiosity, she sat down slowly against the head of the bed, and then she found that she was also sweating all over her body, and her legs were trembling slightly, she secretly laughed that she was not productive, and she had no psychological ability at all.

It's just that with the flipping of the paper, she, who was still smiling, slowly shed tears until she covered her mouth and cried.

Finally, with the letter still in her hand, she ran out crying.

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Five days later, China City A.

Su Nuannuan stood at the gate of Southern International Airport, quietly looking at everything around her, so familiar and so unfamiliar.

It's been five years, and she's back.

With a sniff, she reached out and flagged down a taxi, only to be dumbfounded again when the driver asked her where she was going.

Where to?

"Master, you can put me in a random small hotel in the city."

"Okay."

The car sped away.

Su Nuannuan sat in the car, looking at the city that had become almost unrecognizable to her, and her mind drifted back to the scene when she received Ji Keyin's letter that day.

"Miss Nuan Nuan: Hello. I'm afraid that by the time you read this letter, I think I'm no longer alive. ”

Su Nuannuan, who has read the letter N times, can almost recite the original words in Ji Keyin's letter.

It turned out that the letter was Ji Keyin's confession to Su Nuannuan, and she told Su Nuannuan that the real culprit of Su's father's car accident was Ji Keyin herself, and she deceived Su Nuannuan. Because she had no money for treatment due to illness back then, she followed Nie Yingqi's idea.

Only then did it become even more depleted.

Three years ago, when Ji Keyin, who was even difficult to walk because of obesity, caused various syndromes, and when she was desperate, she begged Duan Chengyu again, Duan Chengyu took her in and sent her to the best hospital for diagnosis and treatment, and accompanied her all the time.

"When he's around me, I always have the illusion that we're back all those years ago, happy days together. He was still as calm as before, and I always looked at him so obsessively. ”

"In the past three years, although I have been tortured by illness to the point that I am not human, it is still the happiest moment of my life, because he is by my side. Nuan Nuan, please forgive me for being selfish, I want to tell you all this when my life is at the end. I know I'm sorry for Chengyu, and I'm even more sorry for you. Telling you the truth is the only thing I can do for Chengyu at the last moment of my life. ”

Although there have been many different women around him in recent years, I know that only you are the woman he has always loved in his heart, and the woman who can really fill the gap in his feelings. Nuan Nuan, I know, if it weren't for loving him, you wouldn't hate him so much! Come back and make up for the gap in your relationship for the past five years. ”

"Girl, let's do this, this is close to the city, the service is good, and the environment is good." The driver smiled honestly at Su Nuannuan in the back seat, "You are a girl, it is better to put safety first." ”

"Oh, thank you." Su Nuannuan, who was still in the fugue, hurriedly got up, paid, and got out of the car with her things.

At the beginning, because of Ji Keyin's words, he made a mistake and left here with remorse and entanglement, and now because of Ji Keyin's words, he is back here, is this because he is too mentally retarded and easy to trust others, or is it because God always likes to joke with himself?

Su Nuannuan stood at the door of the hotel with a wry smile.

After all these years, how could she have forgotten him for a moment? It's just that she never dared to put him in her heart to dry, because when she thought of him, her father's bloody scene would appear in her dreams, so she only dared to bury him in her heart and let him sleep.

In fact, she was still skeptical of Ji Keyin's words, maybe Ji Keyin chose to help him because of Duan Chengyu's care for her before she died, or she was bewitched by Duan Chengyu and asked her to deceive herself.

If he is really innocent, why hasn't he looked for himself for so many years? If Gao Qun can find it, can't he find it?

Maybe it's because of a weak heart!

Su Nuannuan shook her head, she suddenly felt funny and ridiculous about her move of quitting from the job there to find a good job in such a hurry and rushing back to City A in the shortest possible time.

"Maybe I wanted to come back in the first place, but I just kept suffering from no excuses." She comforted herself in her heart, "I haven't come back to see my parents for so many years, shouldn't I come back to see them once?" ”

"Miss, do you want to stay in a hotel?"

"Huh?" The sound in her ears startled Su Nuannuan.

"I'm sorry Miss, if you're staying at the hotel, I'll help you bring your things in and register it later. If not, please stand a little off, okay? The waiter in red and white overalls held a box and spoke to Su Nuannuan with a smile.

"Oh, I'm sorry." Su Nuannuan hurriedly turned sideways, and waited for the waiter to go in, and then walked inside.

I haven't been back for five years, and I don't know what happened to my parents, it's so unfilial! In any case, you should also help them repair the tombstone and send a bouquet of flowers.

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It's mid-July in city A, and the hottest August hasn't arrived yet. Although the sun is high, it cannot be regarded as a scorching sun. In addition, with the cool breeze of the habit, it doesn't feel too hot.

At this time, Su Nuannuan, who was wearing a shirt and jeans, was wearing a big hat and holding a bouquet of flowers in her arms, and was standing in front of her parents' grave in a daze with a surprised face.

I thought that after walking for so many years, my parents' graves would be overgrown with weeds, but who knew that it was as neat and clean as five years ago, not only did not have a single weed, but even the tombstone was intact.

The staff of this cemetery are really conscientious, Su Nuannuan sighed, and thanked them many times in her heart.

She took off her sunglasses, slowly squatted down, placed the flowers in front of the grave, and gently stroked the photo of her parents on the tombstone with one hand, still so vivid.

Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, don't blame Nuan Nuan for taking so long to come to see you.

Su Nuannuan greeted silently in her heart, tears dripping on her jeans one by one.

Sobbling, she slowly moved her hand from the tombstone to the base of the tomb, as if she was caressing the faces of her parents.

The mind goes back many years ago.

It's been more than ten years since my parents died, and I went from a middle school girl to graduate and work.

If Mom and Dad are still around, now is the time to repay them and let them enjoy their blessings.

The memory stopped a few months before her sixteenth birthday, and she forcibly stopped her recollection, because since then, she has him in her life!

Su Nuannuan's hand, who was sad, slid down from the side of the flower, touched a dead branch on the left, and suddenly woke up.

She picked up the dead branch and looked at it carefully, as if it was also a thin branch of some flower.

Looking at the very clean ground around her, Su Nuannuan guessed that this should be left behind by the staff who did not clean it.

Could it be a dead branch left over from the grave of his parents?

Who would have sent it? It's him?

Su Nuannuan's heart shook again.

In the past few days, I have been thinking about him much more often.

She quickly shook her head, denying her own idea, this should be a stump blown from someone else's grave.

Watching the sun gradually move overhead and the temperature slowly rising, Su Nuannuan took a deep look at her parents' tombstone again, wiped away the tears that overflowed from her horn eyes, and then put her sunglasses back on and slowly walked down the mountain.

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Leaving the Miss Cemetery, Su Nuannuan came to the Yaran Community.

Looking at the Yaran community, which had not changed much from five years ago, Su Nuannuan couldn't help but immediately feel a sense of closeness.

It's like going back to the moment five or six years ago, as if she was still the little girl who came back to clean.

It's just that she doesn't know what the home she used to be will become now, whether it has been resold to someone else to live in, or is it full of cobwebs?

Su Nuannuan touched the two keys that had been treasured in the bag for five years, one on the security door and the other on the door, although she didn't know if these two keys were still useful, but for her, this key was a memory, a family affection.

Finally came to the door of the house, Su Nuannuan didn't dare to say that she came to her door, because she was not sure if the home had changed owners.

Looking at the red Spring Festival couplets on both sides of the door, although it has been seven months since the Spring Festival, the Spring Festival couplets on the door are still gorgeous.

I remember the three years she was in Duan's house, although it was clean here, she never posted Spring Festival couplets!

Su Nuannuan smiled with a little helplessness, smiling very reluctantly, and it was also ugly.

She reached out and touched the security door, and it was exactly the same as before, still as spotless as before.

Fortunately, he finally found a suitable owner for his home.

Su Nuannuan turned around silently, and after taking a few steps, she couldn't help but glance back.

It's just that this glance shocked her! Hurriedly paused.