Chapter 24: What is Love?

The night is quiet, and the crescent moon is like a hook, hanging in the sky, but it is far away. Silver ash sprinkled from the night sky, and the bright neon lights set off each other, the bustle and hustle and bustle of the night scene, swearing the beginning of nightlife.

The Gu family's birthday banquet is going on lively, and the guests are pushing cups and changing lamps, and they are staggering.

Gu Panpan, who was half of the master, was anxiously searching for Shangguan Nan's shadow, and for some reason, her heart was beating strangely tonight, and a very bad premonition lingered in her heart. Shangguan Nan, who came with her, somehow, disappeared as if it were flat ground.

Gu Panpan pressed the position of his heart, and his forehead oozed honey and fine sweat, but his eyes were still searching for the familiar figure everywhere.

At this time, Gu Panpan's father, Gu Siren, saw Gu Panpan standing there alone, with a face like dirt, and Shangguan Nan didn't know where to go, his heart tightened, and he hurriedly walked to Gu Panpan's side and asked:

"Panpan, are you uncomfortable?"

Gu Panpan came back to his senses and saw his father looking at him worriedly, so he suppressed the discomfort in his heart, shook his head, and said softly: "My daughter is fine, maybe it's too noisy and I don't feel well." ”

"Go get some rest!"

Gu Panpan's body has always been Gu Siren's most worried and powerless, since she learned that she had congenital heart disease, the whole family took care of her, for fear that if she was not careful, she would suddenly leave them.

Seeing that Gu Panpan was motionless, just his eyes were searching everywhere, Gu Siren knew in his heart, thinking that Shangguan Nan had abandoned his daughter and ran away alone, Gu Siren's face sank, and he asked unhappily: "Is Shangguan Nan leaving?" ”

"Probably not! If you're leaving, won't he tell me? Dad, don't worry! It should still be at Gu's house, maybe call! Gu Panpan forcibly suppressed the uneasiness in his heart, comforted his father, and also comforted himself.

She didn't believe that Shangguan Nan would leave her, but where did he go? What did you do?

"I hope so! He ......"

Seeing that there was no difference on Gu Panpan's face, Gu Siren hoped that he would think more. Of course, there is a more important reason that Gu Panpan's heart can't stand the slightest stimulation, and some cruel words in his heart stop abruptly.

Since Gu Panpan married Shangguan Nan, Gu Siren has been suffering from gains and losses every day, worrying that one day Shangguan Nan will abandon his daughter. Also as a man, he knows that every normal, strong-blooded man cannot live the life of a monk for the rest of his life. And her daughter can't satisfy him unless he doesn't care about her fragile life.

If he has a need, find a woman in the nightclub to solve it, then the problem is not big, give the money, and leave directly with his pants when he is done. But what he was afraid of was that after Shangguan Nan fell in love with a woman's body, his heart followed suit, so wouldn't his daughter ......

Gu Siren didn't dare to think about it, but just sighed deeply.

remembers that when Shangguan Nan agreed to marry Gu Panpan, he still had a little hesitation, because he hoped that his daughter could marry a man who loved her very much, loved her, and took good care of her. But his intuition told him that Shangguan Nan's daily actions could not see any love for his daughter, which was simply bland. He also knew very well that Shangguan Nan married Gu Panpan not for love, but to repay his kindness to the Shangguan family back then.

The Gu family does not need a business marriage, and in his opinion, the happiness of his daughter is the most important thing. But Gu Panpan is infatuated with Shangguan Nan! If he doesn't marry! And as his only precious daughter, no matter what she asks, the father will meet her, even if it is to pick the stars and the moon from heaven.

Thinking of this, Gu Siren sighed deeply.

He can control the things in the mall, but only Shangguan Nan, he can't control it, Shangguan Nan is very good, he is a rare pride of the sky, a man standing at the top of S City, but he is also an uncontrolled wild horse, wantonly crisscrossing the field.

Just when Gu Panpan's mood fell to the bottom, Shangguan Nan suddenly walked towards this side.

"Father-in-law!" Shangguan Nan shouted.

Gu Panpan raised his eyes, and when he saw the person in front of him, his eyes lit up instantly, and he walked over in surprise.

"Nan, where did you just go? I've been looking for you! Gu Panpan asked, holding Shangguan Nan's arm.

Shangguan Nan was stunned for a moment, his bottomless eyes flashed slightly, and then he quickly returned to normal, patted the back of Gu Panpan's hand, and said without blushing and heartbeat:

"Took care of something, sorry, forgot to tell you!"

Gu Siren on the side didn't catch the unnaturalness that flashed in Shangguan Nan's eyes, and let out a long sigh of relief, thinking: It's good that he didn't leave Panpan.

"You talk, I'll entertain the guests!"

After speaking, Gu Siren left.

"Nan, let's go dancing?" Gu Panpan took the initiative to invite.

Shangguan Nan smiled, "I prefer to listen to you play the piano than to dance!" ”

"Good!"

Although Gu Panpan has a bad heart, her piano skills are unmatched in S City, Shangguan Nan remembers that when she was a child, she often saw Gu Panpan on the school stage wearing a white princess dress like a little pianist, sitting in front of the three-legged piano, and her fingers fluttering to play the beauty of the world. I remember that there were many little boys who cast adoring eyes on her at that time, except for him, of course.

Some people say: love is a kind of throbbing, a kind of can't help it, a feeling that the heart will pound when standing in front of her.

But in the face of Gu Panpan, Shangguan Nan did not throb, and his heart was no different from the usual beating.

He has no love for Gu Panpan, he knows this very well, but he is afraid that he will hurt her, afraid that she will die because of himself, although he has been married for several years and has never had a married life, but Shangguan Nan really regards her as a relative, yes, a relative, not a lover.

However, when facing Fang Zhiqi, he had a throbbing, a real feeling of uncontrollable emotion, and a heartbeat.

Shangguan Nan asked himself over and over again in his heart: Is he in love with Fang Zhiqi?

But no matter how many times he asked, Shangguan Nan still didn't know, although when he got along with Fang Zhiqi, he felt a kind of beauty and excitement that he had never felt before, but after the beauty and excitement, he felt a deep guilt for Gu Panpan in his heart.

A piano piece of "Yesterday Reappears" sounded in the wide hall, and everyone instantly fell silent and listened quietly, and before long, several couples who don't know whether they were lovers or couples slipped into the center of the hall and danced softly to this beautiful piano music. Then, more men and women joined in pairs and began to dance.

……

After Fang Zhiqi returned to the dormitory, he was tired, but when he saw the yellowed wall, he began to dress up his small home, and carefully pasted the wallpaper he bought today, not to mention, the small room was instantly refreshed after pasting the beautiful wallpaper, looking at the small pink flowers on the wall, Fang Zhiqi nodded and said sincerely: "This is like a girl's home!" When I get paid, I'll buy a few bouquets of flowers and some gadgets......"

Fang Zhiqi began to fantasize about what this temporary home would look like after being decorated by her, and the more she thought about it, the more satisfied Fang Zhiqi was with this one-room suite, with a bathroom, a kitchenette, and a bedroom, which was enough!

When I was immersed in a beautiful fantasy, my mobile phone rang suddenly.

Seeing the three words 'Huo Xichen', Fang Zhiqi reacted, he left early and forgot to call him, "It's really damnning!" Fang Zhiqi patted his head vigorously and scolded secretly.

"Hey, Fang Zhiqi, where are you?" As soon as he pressed the answer button, Huo Xichen's anxious voice came.

"I'm sorry, I'm not feeling well tonight, so I left early." Fang Zhiqi said with an unnatural face.

As soon as he heard that he was not feeling well, Huo Xichen, as a doctor, was quite sensitive, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with you?" What's uncomfortable? Do you want me to come over? Where are you now? ”

"I'm home now, maybe I'm too tired! Get some sleep and you'll be fine, don't worry. Fang Zhiqi stroked his forehead, it seems that he will have to find a different reason for lying next time.

"Are you sure it's okay?" Huo Xichen asked again uneasily.

"It's okay, I'll hang up first, I want to sleep!" After speaking, without waiting for Huo Xichen to respond, he immediately hung up the phone, for fear that Huo Xichen would be too worried and would drive the car to brake.

Fang Zhiqi, who has always been honest, lied for the first time, and found that lying was the most helpless thing, because after lying, she had to think about how to lie, and she felt big when she thought about it.

Maybe he was really tired, maybe he found a stable place to live, but he didn't eat dinner, and Fang Zhiqi fell asleep.

A good night's sleep.

When the first rays of golden sunlight shone in through the screen window in the early morning, Fang Zhiqi's body seemed to be shrouded in a layer of golden light mist, like a dream.

Originally, winter mornings were the most suitable for lazy bed, but the deadly serial phone calls woke Fang Zhiqi up from his sleep like a life-urging charm.

"It's annoying, I can't sleep at ease!" After Fang Zhiqi muttered, he didn't look at who called, and he was very unhappy to draw the answer button.

"Fang Zhiqi, why don't you come to work yet?" The piercing and sharp voice was like a bomb that blew Fang Zhiqi up from the bed, and the previous sleepiness disappeared in an instant.

Damn! Today, Saturday, it's going to work, how did I forget!!

"Come, I'll be there soon!" Fang Zhiqi said anxiously.

After speaking, she seemed to be dressed and washed quickly, didn't care about breakfast, and ran to the classroom of Xinghong education and training like an arrow from the string, fortunately, the dormitory was not far away, and when she rushed to the art classroom at the speed of a 100-meter sprint, the class time was just in time, and it was not bad.

After breathing normally, Fang Zhiqi introduced his name and what he was going to learn today to the students with a smile on the corner of his mouth.