Updated: 2013-06-21

Duan Chengyu didn't say anything, nor did he open his eyes.

"Hey, hey!" Su Nuannuan grabbed Duan Chengyu's hand and pulled it vigorously, "Why don't you speak?" ”

"Say what?" After a while, Duan Chengyu slowly opened his eyes and spoke coldly.

Su Nuannuan was speechless for a while, what did she say? Let him say what?

After adjusting his state slightly, Su Nuannuan paused, sat down beside Duan Chengyu, held his hand, looked into his eyes, and said seriously: "We should have a good talk." ”

Duan Chengyu's eyes fell on Su Nuannuan's hand that was holding him, and he didn't withdraw his hand or make a sound.

"I remember that in the past, we used to sit together like this and talk heart-to-heart." A faint mist appeared in Su Nuannuan's eyes, "I know, what happened in the past, I was too willful, I was not good, I knew that I brought you a lot of harm before, but now I know that I am wrong, I don't know what method I use to make up for my mistakes, can you tell me?" I'm going to try to do it. ”

There was no reaction to the hand she was holding, which was all expected by Su Nuannuan, but she still couldn't help but feel sad. Many years ago, as long as he was unhappy, he found a way to coax himself, but now, even if he is so low, he is still indifferent.

"Why don't you speak? You speak! You hate me, you say it, you blame me, you say it, you hate me, you say it, don't keep everything in your heart like this! Can you tell me what you really think? Don't let me guess riddles like this all the time! Do you know how upset me is that you do this? Do you know how sad I am? Su Nuannuan said and thought, feeling more and more aggrieved, and tears fell down.

Tears fell on the back of Duan Chengyu's hand held by Su Nuannuan, and knocked on Duan Chengyu's heart.

"I don't hate you." Duan Chengyu looked at Su Nuannuan's eyes full of liquid, and his hand moved slightly, but he didn't know why, he didn't continue any movements, but just said these four words word by word.

It's just that in such an atmosphere, Su Nuannuan stubbornly regarded these four words as a kind of perfunctory, she suddenly threw away Duan Chengyu's hand, lay on his body and cried: "You don't even look at me, and you say you don't hate me!" I did something wrong, and I'm willing to take it, but why don't you give me that opportunity? You tell me, what do you have to do for me to forgive me? Tell me, tell me! I hate that other women are flocking to you, I hate having other women around you, I hate that you are so cold to me, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it! ”

"Why don't you believe I'm genuinely correcting my mistakes? Why don't you believe that I've matured and won't be as headstrong as I used to be? Why don't you believe that I really want to come back to you? Why don't you believe that my feelings for you are real? You obviously love me, why do you do this to me? Do you have to pay for it with a lifetime of pain if you do something wrong? Even if it takes a lifetime to pay it back, you have to give me this chance! But you've turned me away! Do you know how hateful it is for you to do this? ”

"In order to get your forgiveness, I have done so many things that make people feel ridiculous and stupid, and I have become the laughing stock of others, and you are like all people who read jokes, just watching from afar, laughing, and ignoring them, don't you think this is cruel to me?"

The more Su Nuannuan spoke, the more emotional she became, the tears that were like springs could no longer be contained, staining Duan Chengyu's chest with wetness, and she raised her teary eyes suddenly, but she didn't look at Duan Chengyu with distress and concern, and the two lines full of tears slipped down again, down her cheeks, and finally dripped on Duan Chengyu's clothes again.

Bei Ya carved a deep mark on his lips, Su Nuannuan looked at Duan Chengyu in a daze for a long time, but he didn't find the expression he wanted on his face, and he was finally disappointed, so he got up and rushed out to the door.

When Su Nuannuan turned around quickly, because of the sharp movement, several drops of water-like things were thrown on Duan Chengyu's face, which made him suddenly startled, and then calmed down, Su Nuannuan's figure was gone.

Duan Chengyu got up suddenly, but did not take a step, and sat down slowly again.

He needs to adjust his mentality well, he needs to integrate himself into all this well, and get along with Su Nuannuan well.

It takes a process of time.

Just now, he had been thinking about the conversation with Gao Qun yesterday.

Early yesterday morning, he left City A, and received a call from Gao Qun on the road, Gao Qun offered to talk to him about Su Nuannuan, but he refused on the grounds that he was not available.

It's just that Gao Qun kept calling him in the afternoon, insisting on talking to him once, and finally said that if he didn't come to talk to him, he would regret it for the rest of his life.

Duan Chengyu returned to City A in the evening to meet Gao Qun.

The first thing Gao Qun said when he saw Duan Chengyu was: Do you love Nuan Nuan?

This seemingly abrupt sentence made Duan Chengyu silent, he just wanted to hear what Gao Qun had to say.

Seeing that Duan Chengyu did not deny it, Gao Qun told him very frankly that he loved Su Nuannuan very much, but Su Nuannuan did not love himself, and the person Su Nuannuan loved in his heart has always been him - Duan Chengyu.

"If you really love her, you shouldn't make her so sad! If you don't love her, please tell her plainly, don't let her do something stupid like this and make others laugh at her. This is also the minimum respect for her! ”

Gao Qun's words of absolute sincerity kept echoing in Duan Chengyu's ears.

"As much as I love her, as long as she is happy, I am happy. Loving someone doesn't have to have her. ”

"I know Nuan Nuan's character very well, she loves you in her heart, so she will not accept me, regardless of whether you will be with her in the future. I really want her to be happy! ”

Gao Qun's eyes with a lonely look seemed to appear in front of Duan Chengyu again.

In fact, since returning home from the conversation with Gao Qun yesterday, Duan Chengyu's mind has never stopped thinking.

He was also constantly thinking about how much pain Su Nuannuan had brought him, and how much frustration he had given Su Nuannuan.

To this day, he still has any hatred and resentment against Su Nuannuan, but if he wants to accept Su Nuannuan completely, he always has an indescribable feeling.

Gao Qun told him that he and Su Nuannuan were innocent and nothing had happened, but this made Duan Chengyu's heart feel a sense of relaxation, could this also be where his heart knot?

It's just that since Nuan Nuan left, haven't there been all kinds of women around me?

Because Su Nuannuan came back, he couldn't help but keep a certain distance from all the women around him, and all the intimacy was just to show Su Nuannuan.

Everyone would think that a person of Duan Chengyu's height would have a very strong psychology, but in fact, many times, he is just an ordinary man.

Hate, resentful, strange, sour, painful...... What kind of emotions would he have not?

It's just that how much similarity is there between Su Nuannuan in front of him and Su Nuannuan five years ago?

What he loves is the innocent, kind, simple, and stubborn Su Nuannuan, what about Su Nuannuan in front of him, maybe the kindness is still there, but can you still find innocence and simplicity in the body? The girl who was as stubborn as him was long gone.

The temptations, the scheming, all told him that the innocence and simplicity in her were no longer there.

It is true that when I see her sad, I will still be nervous, and in the face of her temptation, I will still have impulses, but are these nervous and impulsive, are they for her, or for the former Su Nuannuan?

Many times, even Duan Chengyu couldn't figure out his own thoughts, just like he couldn't see Su Nuannuan's thoughts clearly.

Originally, he always thought that he was psychologically unwilling to accept Su Nuannuan because he thought that she was ambiguous with others, but now he knew that it was not because of this at all, but because he had been wandering in front of his heart of Su Nuannuan's love or dislove, so that he was also repeatedly entangled between accepting and not accepting.

In the backlash dispute in the mall, he can seize the opportunity and make a decisive move, but in the face of this small relationship, he is a little confused.

Feelings are a complicated thing.

"Chengyu, in fact, the relationship between you and Nuan Nuan is a very simple thing!" This is what Song Ping said to Duan Chengyu on the phone not long ago, "She loves you, and you obviously love her, why do you want to make so many unnecessary twists and turns?" With the migration of time at will, people will always have more and more experience, and some changes are inevitable. These are not the most important things, the key is that she is still Su Nuannuan, you are still Duan Chengyu, and this is enough. A person's patience is limited, Nuan Nuan she has done so much for you, and it is really difficult for her, if you still can't figure it out, she is sad, but I am afraid that she will never come back. You know her temperament very well, with her proud temperament, isn't it enough to be able to put down her body to do this? What else could she do? Anyway, I have done everything I should persuade, what I should say, and what I should help, and the rest is your own business. ”

At the end, Song Ping said earnestly: "Chengyu, I have always treated you as an elder brother, and I really want to see you happy." Don't hesitate so much, if it's about business, so tangled, isn't the business flying early? During this period of time, Nuan Nuan can be regarded as being punished, almost on the line. ”

Being so indecisive is not his character at all, just as it is not Su Nuannuan's character to seek perfection in grievances, Duan Chengyu reproduced Su Nuannuan with various demeanors in front of him, some happy and some sad.

Nuan Nuan, girl, a voice sounded from the bottom of Duan Chengyu's heart.

Even he himself was stunned, he heard the voice that was clearly the voice he called her many years ago, so affectionate, so happy, with pampering, with affection.

She came back to herself, no matter how she changed, she was always her - Su Nuannuan, the beloved she had always buried in her heart.

Warm......

(The last few chapters have been constantly revised, oops!! ）