Chapter Forty-Eight: My Heart Gets Colder a Little By

Su Chenghu was a little at a loss on the side, he hurriedly walked in front of Su Ruo, and said in a low voice: "Su Ruo, don't talk yet." I'll do my mom's job again. ”

Su Ruo turned his face away angrily and complained, not looking at Su Chenghu. Since she was a child, she has never been scolded or insulted like this.

Su Chenghu's mother saw Su Ruo putting on a face for her son, and the anger in her heart jumped up all of a sudden. She raised her voice and said, "Su Chenghu, you chose Xiaoyue by yourself back then, did your mother force you?" Be a man with a conscience, when your father was alive, the most important thing was integrity. ”

Su Chenghu froze there all of a sudden, his eyebrows furrowed, and his eyes were dark. When Su Ruo saw this scene, her heart felt slightly cold. She was angry at Su Chenghu's mother's strength, and angry at Su Chenghu's cowardice and refusal to resist.

She turned her face to Su Chenghu's mother, and said with anger: "Auntie, when you say this, you are forcing Chenghu, because it is wrong to talk about feelings and marriage with conscience and integrity. A marriage without love is sad, do you want your son to be unhappy in the future? Inheritance is filial piety to you, but you cannot use your son's filial piety to manipulate his marriage. ”

Su Ruo said impassionedly, but Su Chenghu listened anxiously. He wanted to stop Su Ruo from talking, but Su Ruo ignored him at all. She looked directly at Su Chenghu's mother with both eyes, and she had a very broken posture.

Su Chenghu's mother was so angry that she was about to jump up. Her hand trembled slightly and pointed at Su Chenghu and said, "Su Chenghu, look at it, this is the person you are looking for." Before I got married, I didn't have any elders, and I was taught a lesson. ”

Su Chenghu anxiously whispered in Su Ruo's ear: "Su Ruo, don't say it yet." ”

He immediately walked up to his mother's side and said, "Mom, don't be angry, Su Ruo is not targeting you. She's just, she's just a little anxious. Su Chenghu didn't know how to explain it at this time.

Su Chenghu's mother saw that her son was still defending Su Ruo, and Su Ruo was standing opposite with arrogance, looking directly at herself, she felt that her temples were jumping suddenly, and she was in pain.

She was so angry that she wanted to slap her uncompetitive son twice, but in her anger, she was still trying her best to control herself, because she needed to maintain the majesty of a mother in front of her son.

Therefore, Su Chenghu's mother held back her anger, turned around and went back to the house, and began to pack her suitcase. When Su Chenghu saw it, he chased him into the house in surprise, and asked puzzledly, "Mom, what are you doing here?" Su Chenghu's mother didn't answer, but continued to bow her head and pack her things.

Su Chenghu hurriedly closed the suitcase, grabbed his mother's hand, and said, "Mom, don't be like this, don't be like this!" ”

Su Chenghu's mother firmly pulled Su Chenghu's hand away with her thin hand, and while continuing to sort out the suitcase, she whispered lonely: "When the child is older and has his own life, he no longer needs his mother." Mom is in your place, and I don't have the right to speak, so I'll go home. ”

Su Chenghu's face changed suddenly. He snatched the suitcase and threw it behind him, then squatted down, grabbed his mother's arm and said, "Mom, I will always be your son, and I will always need you." You can beat me, scold me, anything, please don't say that. ”

Su Chenghu's mother looked at Su Chenghu's panicked expression, and her heart suddenly felt a little unbearable, but for the sake of her son's future happiness, she had to be tough to the end this time.

So, she looked at Su Chenghu, with the kindness that Su Chenghu was familiar with in her eyes. She touched Su Chenghu's hair and said softly, "You have grown up, but my mother is still worried that you can't take care of yourself." Mom likes Xiaoyue because she is kind, gentle, and knows that she feels sorry for people, so Mom really wants to see you with her and live a stable life. When you have children in the future, your mother will help take care of the children, and our family will be together and live in harmony. ”

As she spoke, Su Chenghu's mother's eyes turned red, and her thin body sat there, looking very lonely, while Su Chenghu lowered her head wordlessly.

Su Chenghu's mother paused, and then said slowly: "However, since you want to choose someone else, Mom can't help it." 'The son can't help the mother', 'I forgot my mother after marrying a daughter-in-law', these words are really true. In the future, you have to take care of yourself, your mother will go home, live alone, and will not come to your house in the future. If you can remember, give your mother a call during the New Year's holidays. Mom ......" Her eyes turned red, and two lines of tears fell.

With a "plop", Su Chenghu was already kneeling on the ground, and he shouted: "Mom, do you say this to make your son embarrassed?" ”

Su Chenghu's mother ignored Su Chenghu, she wiped a handful of tears, and continued: "You send me to the train station now, and I will go home today." ”

"Mom!" Su Chenghu screamed, grabbed his mother's legs with both hands at once, and said in fear: "Mom, I was wrong, I was wrong, don't go back!" It was me who was wrong! ”

Su Ruo looked at this scene dumbfounded, she felt like she was watching a play, and she still hadn't understood the taste. Seeing that Su Chenghu suddenly knelt in front of his mother, constantly pleading, and saying that he was wrong, Su Ruo woke up like a dream.

Su Chenghu said he was wrong, what did you call him wrong? Is it that he was with her, wrong? Is it that he is ready to break up with Satsuki, is it wrong? Or was he wrong that he didn't listen to his mother?

Is this what Su Chenghu wants to express? So what is she standing here? She took the train from Guangzhou for so long, and came here early in the morning, what was she for? Is it just to listen to Su Chenghu say that it was a mistake for him to be with her, and it was a mistake for him to be with her?

Su Ruoqiang held back her tears, looked at Su Chenghu in the room, and was speechless. Su Chenghu turned his head and looked at Su Ruo with a panicked face, and his heart was full of colic.

He slowly stood up, while his mother grimaced and looked away. Su Chenghu muttered something to his mother, and then walked in front of Su Ruo with a hesitant expression and a little difficult steps.

Su Ruo looked at Su Chenghu in front of her, she suddenly felt sad, tears fell down like beads with broken threads, and tears blurred her eyes in an instant. Su Chenghu lowered his head slightly in pain, not daring to look at her.

Su Ruo let her tears run horizontally, and she choked up and said, "Su Chenghu, you speak, I want to listen to you." ”

Su Chenghu shook his head and said gloomily: "Su Ruo, I don't know how to tell you, and I don't know what to do." ”

Su Ruo opened her teary eyes and grabbed Su Chenghu's arm: "You want to break up with me, right?" You're going to tell me never to see each other again, are you? You're saying that it was a mistake that we were together in the past, right? ”

Su Chenghu felt as if a boulder was pressed on his heart, and he couldn't breathe when he was persecuted, which made him extremely uncomfortable. He wanted to reach out and take Su Ruo into his arms and comfort her well, but he felt like a man on his back, and his mother, who had worked hard to raise him, was looking at him sadly from behind.

A few years ago, when my father left, my mother suffered a traumatic psychological blow. The mother and son have been dependent on each other for several years and rely on each other. How could he now let his mother suffer another serious blow?

Su Chengwu wanted to convince his mother to let her accept Su Ruo slowly, but, based on his deep understanding of her temper, he knew that his mother was a person who was soft on the outside and resolute on the inside, and almost no one or anything could change her decision. And just now, she resolutely asked to leave, which made Su Chenghu dare not make any more attempts.

However, when facing Su Ruo, who was already crying in front of him, Su Chenghu was distressed. Although he often blamed himself for not betraying the relationship between him and Xiao Yue, which was between friendship, love and kindness, Su Ruo brought him fiery love and passion, which made his always dull and silent heart ignite a raging fire. Whenever he faced the charming and charming Su Ruo, he would sink deeply, fall into it, and couldn't extricate himself.

However, the reality is so cruel. At this moment, the incompatible situation of water and fire was erected in front of him like this. How will he choose? In other words, he has no choice at all, his parents are more important than the mountains!

Su Chenghu lowered his head in pain, and Su Ruo choked up and said, "Have you forgotten when we were together?" You said you were going to give me a happy future. You said you would always love me. You're like that, aren't you? ”

Su Chenghu's mother couldn't stand it anymore, so she reminded Su Chenghu: "Chenghu, Xiaoyue is coming soon." Su Chenghu hesitated for a moment, and then took Su Ruo's hand away from his arm with great difficulty. Su Ruo felt that Su Chenghu's slow movement was like a heavy iron door, forcing her back one by one, until she was coldly separated from him.

Su Chenghu said in a sullen voice: "Su Ruo, let's ......" Then, he couldn't go on.

Su Ruo stood there fixedly, her eyes were hazy, and she looked at this person who had hugged her countless times in disbelief. He stood feebly in front of her, his head bowed, as if he were suffering.

Su Ruo's heart became cold little by little. She has repeatedly wronged herself, humbled herself, and even gave up her principles for him, just because she really cares too much about Su Chenghu, this man who is so unique in her eyes, so deeply fascinated and loved.

Once upon a time, how free and easy she was Su Ruo, she was always chased by boys, and there was never a boy who could make her condescend to such a point. She once shouted that she must find a rich man's rhetoric, but after she met Su Chenghu, she was thrown out of the clouds.

So much so that she even laughed at herself for being too materialistic in the past, she was thinking that love should be simple, and it was enough for two people to love each other.

She just wanted a pure love, and however, the love that once intoxicated her was now so far away. Her love is about to be destroyed in Su Chenghu's indestructible family affection and kindness. How pitiful is this kind of love, it is so fragile and vulnerable.

Does this man she loves really love her? Why is he cowardly and unwilling to try to resist and fight for her? Is love itself fragile, or does he not cherish love and is about to betray it easily?

Ridiculous! A second ago, she still fantasized that Su Chenghu would love her more than anything, and he would definitely defend her to the end. But in the blink of an eye, reality slapped her hard, Su Chenghu had already escaped, and she had been abandoned lightly.

Pathetic, Su Ruo, look at how pathetic you are! Su Ruo screamed in her heart, she felt that the cold ice had invaded her whole body, she was so cold that she couldn't stop shivering, and her legs began to tremble slightly, but she was still trying to support herself.

Su Ruo, you stand up straight for me! Don't lose spineless. Without love, you can't lose your dignity, you have to straighten your back and walk out from here!