Chapter 85: Friendship, Jealousy (1)
Ming Xia and Su Ruo crackled and deduced, but they also said that they had noses and eyes. However, Shen Linxi just said lightly: "The truth is only known to Xiaomeng herself, so let's not guess." I've already called Ran Ran on my phone and asked her to tell Xiaomeng. I still have a little thing to do when I go back to school now, and I'll go to see Xiaomeng tomorrow. What about the two of you? β
Ming Xia said: "Since there is nothing to do, then let's go back to school with you!" β
Zhou Meng fell asleep for three hours under the effect of sedatives. At first, she was still in a deep sleep, and later, she began to have nightmares.
She dreamed of blood all over her body, and of a man lying quietly on the ground, with a white cloth covering his body and face. Suddenly, a group of police officers appeared around her, all handcuffed. They rushed up without saying a word, handcuffed her viciously, pulled her up and left.
She screamed and struggled desperately, but she didn't have any strength in her body, her voice was stuck in her throat, and she just couldn't make a sound.
Immediately after, she heard someone shouting "Zhou Meng", "Zhou Meng", her eyes widened in horror, and she didn't know who was calling her. Suddenly, she felt like she had been thrown at her, and she immediately felt a sudden dangling under her feet. She subconsciously screamed and kicked her foot hard, and then, she gasped for breath and woke up.
As soon as Zhou Meng opened her eyes, she saw two policemen around her, with their hands on her body. Her head "boomed" all at once, as if it had exploded. She couldn't help but shout, "Don't catch me! Don't catch me! For a moment, her body and face were covered with cold sweat.
A female policeman next to her patted her hand and said, "Zhou Meng, you have a nightmare, right?" Just now you shouted in your sleep, and we woke you up. β
Zhou Meng's heart was beating rapidly, and she couldn't tell the difference between reality and dreams. She took a quick look around, and there was no one she knew, so she immediately exclaimed, "Where's my roommate?" β
At this time, Mouran and Dai Shiting, who were guarding the door, also heard the news and ran in. The two of them looked at Zhou Meng with a miserable face, the hair on both sides of her forehead was soaked with sweat, and she was stuck to her forehead and sideburns one by one, looking indescribably pitiful.
Dai Shiting had red eyes, held Zhou Meng's hand and said, "It's okay, it's okay, Xiaomeng, you're dreaming." Zhou Meng immediately held Dai Shiting's hand tightly.
Mu Ran hurried close to Zhou Meng and whispered, "Xiao Meng, Linxi has gone to He Tianling." She called back and said, He Tianling asked her to tell you, don't worry, take care of your illness, he will take care of this matter. β
Zhou Meng looked at Mu Ran in a daze, as if he hadn't heard it. Mougins had no choice but to repeat what he had just said. Zhou Meng's eyes suddenly stopped slackening, she looked at Mu Ran with disbelief, and Mu Ran nodded affirmatively: "Believe him, it's okay!" β
Zhou Meng paused for a moment, and suddenly gasped for a few breaths. Her mouth was wide open, her lips trembling, and two lines of tears gushed out of her eyes and ran down her cheeks. Her shoulders began to twitch violently, and then she let out a "boom" and began to cry bitterly. Her tears and snot flowed, and she cried all over the place. Mouran and Dai Shiting also accompanied her and couldn't stop crying.
In the evening of the same day, Zhou Meng was told by the police that the injured person said that he had accidentally injured himself and had nothing to do with Zhou Meng. Therefore, after the two policemen instructed Zhou Meng a few words, they evacuated the hospital.
After Zhou Meng heard the news, there were tears in his eyes, and his whole person was stunned. Later, she cried bitterly under the quilt, then bit her lip and stared blankly at the twilight sky outside the window. In the evening, she asked Mougins and Dai Shiting to go back to school, saying that she wanted to rest and rest for herself. So, the two told her for a long time before leaving.
Zhou Meng lay alone in the silent ward. As soon as she closed her eyes, the situation of He Tianling being stabbed by her appeared in front of her, and she was so frightened that she hurriedly opened her eyes again. Although Mouran told her that she heard that He Tianling was not injured in the vital part and that there should not be much danger, the bloody scene was already deeply engraved in her mind. As soon as she thought about it, she felt shortness of breath and her heart tightened.
He Tianling shed so much blood, how could he be fine? Everyone must be hiding it from her. As soon as she thought of this possibility, she was anxious, how she wished that she could visit He Tianling in person, even if it was just a glance, as long as she knew that he was really not seriously injured by herself, she would be relieved.
But what qualifications did she have to see him now? The moment she stabbed the knife into He Tianling's body, it was impossible for her to get close to him anymore, and she couldn't even muster up the courage to even look at him.
Thinking of He Tianling, Zhou Meng's heart was full of bitterness. Why did Heaven be so cruel to her? Even if she can't be allowed to love him openly, at least let her wait quietly by his side and like him silently.
But now, even such a humble wish is not possible. She poured into He Tianling's complex and delicate feelings for a young girl, but she personally destroyed this relationship that made her unable to give up and filled her heart with sweet but helpless feelings.
At the beginning, when Zhou Meng first arrived at He Tianling's company, she had already heard from Shen Linxi about his extraordinary experience of hard work, so at that time, she was full of admiration for He Tianling.
Perhaps because Zhou Meng herself is also from a poor family, she naturally has a sense of closeness to He Tianling, who is similar to her own background. What's more, he began to make a living outside at such a young age, and at such a young age, he began to start his own business. This pride alone was not comparable to those she had ever seen.
Later, in her actual work, Zhou Meng had more opportunities to see He Tianling's peaceful and elegant smile, his calm and unhurried bearing and outstanding ability, as well as the sincere respect shown by her colleagues to He Tianling. Therefore, I don't know what day it started, and Zhou Meng's heart gradually underwent subtle changes.
She began to yearn to see He Tianling often, to see his charming eyes and smile; She longed for herself to be noticed by He Tianling; Longing for her to excel at work and gain his appreciation, she worked harder.
Moreover, she was reluctant to spend money and worry about her appearance in the past, but now she will ruthlessly take out part of her salary every month to buy some fashionable clothes and cosmetics.
The company's business is in full swing, and Zhou Meng is getting busier and busier, she often works overtime until late. One night, she was busy late before she was ready to leave the company. She didn't expect that He Tianling happened to be in the company at that time.
At the moment when He Tianling smiled and invited her to dinner together, her mood was like a hundred flowers blooming. She thought gratefully that it must have been her pious heart that moved the heavens, so that she gave her such a sudden surprise after a lot of tenderness and hard anticipation. Her heart was already incomparably soft.
When she was having dinner with He Tianling, she felt that her head was dizzy all the time. She was a little nervous, and chatted with him in a restrained manner. Because He Tianling didn't say much, she tried to find some topics, in order to make the atmosphere between the two more harmonious.
She forgot what she had specifically said, but suddenly she saw He Tianling's face with an intoxicating smile, and her heart couldn't help but "pound" for a moment, and then it beat violently.
He Tianling's smile was so intoxicating. His mature manhood is accompanied by his elegant temperament, like a powerful magnetic field, which firmly attracts Zhou Meng.
Zhou Meng was originally a girl with a cold appearance and introverted feelings. She considers herself to be a person with independent thinking and advocating spiritual level, so on weekdays, she has been strengthening her inner foundation through hard study.
For love, she feels that college students are very ignorant and naΓ―ve, and the sparks of love that collide between them are too casual, lack depth, and have little connotation. In her opinion, if she has not experienced the hardships of life, how can she understand what it means to cherish each other and support each other?
Looking at the campus, although there are handsome boys everywhere, Zhou Meng thinks that they are immature, superficial, and unsatisfactory after all, so naturally they can't make her tempted. There have been so many boys who have pursued her, but they have all been rejected by her coldly, because the lover she wants must be the kind of man who can give her strong spiritual strength and make her truly follow.
However, when she met He Tianling, her always lofty heart gradually became rich and shy. He Tianling's appearance made her clear about her depiction of her ideal lover. It should be a calm and calm man: he doesn't need to be deliberately close to people, people will appreciate him from the bottom of their hearts; He doesn't need many words, and people will be impressed by his grace; He doesn't need to have a tall and extraordinary appearance, a gentle and indifferent smile is enough to make people fall in love.
Feelings are sometimes so uncontrollable, and He Tianling has become more and more admiring He Tianling. One look and a smile from him was enough to keep her in a good mood all day, and even when she started the design work, she felt that her talents were flowing and she was like divine help. After that, as He Tianling continued to affirm her work, she was more rejoicing at the same time, and she seemed to want more in her heart......
As a result, Zhou Meng paid more attention to his external image. Once, she smelled a faint perfume smell on Shen Linxi's body, which made people yearn for it when they smelled it. So, when there was no one else in the dormitory, she secretly rummaged through Shen Linxi's makeup bag and found this kind of perfume.
After that, Zhou Meng went to the mall and found this brand of perfume. Although the price was staggeringly expensive, she gritted her teeth and bought a bottle. Usually, she is embarrassed to let the people in the dormitory see it, so the bottle of perfume has been quietly hidden in her bag, and only after going to the company does she go to the bathroom and spray a little on her body.
Zhou Meng sometimes blushed and fantasized about He Tianling gently hugging her in his arms and whispering love words to her. Although she really couldn't think of what kind of love words a man like He Tianling would say, and she didn't know if He Tianling had any strange feelings for her, but in any case, she was already deeply trapped in it and couldn't extricate herself.
Although, Zhou Meng also knew that He Tianling was a family person, but she thought that even if she was a third party, she would be willing. Because, to be able to get the love of an extraordinary man like He Tianling, she can ignore the form of marriage.
A marriage letter is just a kind of moral bondage to men and women in the world, if there is no love, marriage has no value of existence, then the paper representing marriage is only locked up by the freedom of both parties, which is actually a kind of strangulation of human nature.
What she values is the mutual attraction of the soul and the natural contract of the soul. She can even give her life for someone worthy of her love, so a legal identity is just a dispensable existence for her, and she won't mind.
This wonderful emotion made He Tianling, who had always been calm, feel like a flame was burning in his heart. In the past, she looked down on Su Ruo's unscrupulous appearance of chasing love or being chased by love, but now, the fanaticism in her heart seems to be no less than Su Ruo's.
However, Zhou Meng still firmly believes that her love is deep and pure, not as vain, ambiguous and calculating as some people's love.
Finally, last night, she and He Tianling got along quietly in the same room. Zhou Meng watched the person she loved with all her heart lying there quietly, and she was able to wait for him quietly, this silence moved her heart to tears. She is like a girl who looks forward to the return of her lover, and after making a wish sincerely for many years, she finally waits for the lover she loves.
Even without the passionate hugs and passionate kisses she imagined, she still had to thank God for allowing her to stare at him alone and wait for him. Her eyes were unblinking at his sleeping face.
He was so serene, so wise. In the dim light, the contours of his face showed fascinating lines. Zhou Meng delicately painted his portrait with his eyes, his closed eyes, high nose bridge, and moderately thick lips, which matched it so appropriately.
I don't know what it's like to be kissed by him? Zhou Meng blushed because of this sudden thought. And at this moment, He Tianling on the bed moved, and Zhou Meng subconsciously hurriedly picked up the fruit knife and peaches on the side, and then lowered her head and peeled the peach skin, trying to hide her pounding heart.
However, at this moment, He Tianling's deep but enthusiastic voice came from her ears: "Linxi, you are finally here, do you know how much I miss you?" β
Zhou Meng's hand suddenly stopped, "Linxi"!? In the flash of light, scenes from the past flashed through her mind one by one. Linxi! It turned out to be Linxi! No wonder He Tianling would show her such a yearning and intoxicated smile, it turned out that it was because she was talking about Shen Linxi's affairs at that time, so he was so happy.
It turned out that the person He Tianling loved turned out to be Shen Linxi! Now, he is in front of his eyes, infatuated with Shen Linxi saying how much he misses her!
In an instant, Zhou Meng felt that he was the biggest joke in the world. Before this, she also thought that He Tianling noticed her, and would eventually care about her and fall in love with her. And now, the sweet dream suddenly wakes up, the ugly duckling can't turn into a white swan after all, how can Cinderella get her Prince Charming?