Chapter 166: The Little Man's Dream of the Heavenly Dynasty
With Mu Yu's cold blue in the morning, passing through time and space and even the barrier of the crystal wall, from the side where the essence of the self is indescribable by distance, through the resonance and call, the interconnection between him and his body has also been re-established.
Beyond the primordial consciousness sea of Mu Yuchen in this time and space, the spiritual energy that can accommodate the upper limit is naturally dispersed in the energy-poor space, and it is transformed into a dreamlike silver firefly, at the same time, Mu Yuchen's self-consciousness is quietly introverted, as if it is a deep sleep, and then the original consciousness of this body naturally wakes up.
The exact same soul fluctuation made the consciousness of the two people, in the perception of the two unprepared, as if a drop of water merged into another drop of water, Mu Yuchen of the Origin World Realm passed through the supernatural power, and strengthened his self-consciousness Even if he was far away from the void, the mass and density of the water droplets were far exceeded, and the other self in the parallel plane was completely different from everyone, and the former naturally became the main consciousness under the mutual integration. The latter was quietly replaced by a subconscious personality from the front of the stage to a comatose state behind the scenes.
Mu Yuchen's self-consciousness in the Origin World Realm, after another automatic exchange caused by active sleep, Mu Yuchen's self in the Parallel World Realm regained the dominant position of the superficial personality in the body. Awakened from his sleep by the damp and cold wind mixed with the night rain, he was ignorant of the surrounding environment, and then he closed the mountain window unconsciously, put on a thin blanket and fell into the dream again.
The state of the brain that is fully active in the dream makes it impossible to communicate with each other when awake. Two spirits and souls with the same fluctuations faintly touched each other in the world realm of dreams. For Mu Yuchen in the Parallel World Realm, this kind of touch is just an insignificant one among the countless dreams in his life, but for Mu Yuchen in the Origin Realm, it is an opportunity to influence and perceive the other party's memory.
Mu Yuchen quietly eliminated the memories in the memory area of this body, which were perceived by the contact with his own self and spirit, and were interrelated with the future. Except for the lottery ticket full of accidents, all traces of Mu Yuchen's existence were carefully removed from this world by him. Silently, little by little, the outings were cleared.
"Didi Didi !!!"
In the early morning, the alarm bell rang incessantly. The buzzing of the dark sky broke the silence of the small rental house. Mu Yuchen, who was disturbed from his sleep to the half-awake dream, waved his arms with a disgruntled face, and patted the so-called location of the alarm clock in his memory while groping.
"Bang!!"
After hitting the table several times in a row. It was like a demon every morning. Mu Yuchen will never seem to be. In the sleep that was difficult to get up, the sound of waking up with a urging rhythm finally calmed down abruptly. I slouched on the bed for a few minutes. Mu Yuchen, who was conscious, immediately suppressed it, and sat up from the bed with a low roar.
After changing clothes, washing, and tidying up the room, ...... tidying up the room, after an orderly and orderly pinch of time, and even evolved into habits and instincts, after the daily tidying activities, Mu Yuchen, who took care of himself and his home, started a new day of work and life again with a hungry backpack in advance.
Clear tiredness with continuous yawning, clearly written on Mu Yuchen's face, walked for a few minutes to the waiting platform, squinted his eyes and closed his eyes slightly for a while, and then swayed and galloped from a distance, from the window, it was clear that it was almost the same, and the bus that was crowded with people next to each other finally arrived at the station in time.
After getting on the bus, I felt that compared with the usual morning, Mu Yuchen, who was particularly tired today, was dazed, holding the plastic back of the seat next to him, and constantly shaking as the bus stopped. This lovelorn man obviously attributes a lot of abnormalities directly to the impact of his mood on himself, and at this moment, maybe even if the sky falls, it is just a little worse for him!
"XXXXXXXXX, just two numbers away! Otherwise, I will have one of the two first prizes in this issue! In the carriage full of various peculiar smells and noisy sounds, the middle-aged man sitting next to Mu Yuchen said very regretfully to the slightly younger person next to him, who seemed to be his friend, when he was reading the newspaper in his hand.
"Less! Look at you every day to buy! Just plant a few five or ten pieces! Jackpot or something! But I never touched them! Listen to you! That's just two numbers away! That's also a third-prize small three thousand! No way! You've got to have a treat at night! The man who looked at the middle-aged man with a smile said with bright eyes.
"What a third prize! ......" once again put the string of numbers in the newspaper that symbolized the reasonable, legal and fastest way to realize the 'dream of the Heavenly Empire', and read it out in a tone full of regret, and took out a printed one in the pocket of his jacket, and pointed to the numbers on the lottery ticket and said: "The number is only two!" But the order is also a lot worse! ”
"Just know that you have a hard mouth!" The slightly younger man said with a clear expression.
"If you really win! Housing loans, car loans, children's school fees, and insurance ...... for the elderly can be more generous! The middle-aged man who was talking about trivial matters at home was full of anxiety about his future life, and an inexplicable heavy aura lingered around him, but the same inexplicable perseverance also radiated from him.
"Money is not forbidden these days! A first prize in the magic can be sprinkled! A little rich is not a good thing! And there is a good thing in these years, that is, a lot of money is flowing out! Even if you really win! If you are more generous, you have to accumulate more for the future! The friend next to the middle-aged man said very calmly. You bought the house early! Now the mortgage is almost over! It's earned! ”
"Earn a ball! There is not enough people in the family! The old people in the family are still in their hometown! Ay! ”
“…………”
The sound of the conversation between the two gradually became warm, so that Mu Yuchen's drowsy consciousness woke up, and a string of familiar numbers continued to linger in his ears like a magic spell, and then he seemed to be suddenly stunned, and began to cover his pockets. and the diagonal backpack to find the note in the memory that can correspond to the string of numbers.
Mu Yuchen, who groped all over and found nothing, felt the increasing crowding in the middle carriage, and the bus that was completely stuffed at the moment was no longer stopping at the stations along the way. The intense mental activity was constantly agitating like boiling magma under Mu Yuchen's stiff appearance.
"Maybe I'm mistaken! You were groggy all day yesterday! Mu Yuchen said in a voice in his heart.
"Mistake!? What would be so clear if I misremembered the numbers! Another voice retorted.
"Yesterday I inexplicably spent a hundred yuan, and I bought all the lottery tickets that I never bought! I feel like I've hit the jackpot again today! Recently, because of Ouyang! Your mind is out of your mind! ”
"A broken love is a broken love! But that's not a reason for self-doubt! And! Now you really still want to stay in this city with no tomorrow, not only to endure and continue to live! Think about it! What exactly are you living your life for? Is this the only choice that can be made? You don't have that person in the future of this land! ”
"If you are late, you will have to deduct points, bonuses, and full attendance! Be sensible! ”
"I really won the lottery! Then the fucking Chinese dream has come true! ”
"Master! Master! Open the door! There is next! "Look at the bus stop that glides past me. The fierce dispute in Mu Yuchen's mind. In front of the Heavenly Empire Dream who was close at hand, the so-called sanity was completely vulnerable, and the voice of his shouting was instantly overwhelmed, and the various voices in the carriage were noisy and chaotic. Immediately, all kinds of eyes converged.
Mu Yuchen's heart was in the limelight. In a gaze full of amazement, ignorance, disgust, and coldness. A little bit out of the crowded space, moving forward in the cracks, the screeching brakes carried through the entire cabin. The crowd of sardines pushing each other violently forwarded with inertia, and a thought was so firm in his heart at this moment.
"I'm getting out of here!"
It's not just about walking away from this crowded carriage, but about leaving the city where many new people come every day, chasing their dreams, and seeing off many people leaving. The significance of this city to Mu Yuchen has evaporated with the wind in the silence of the rental house last night.
Many people see the person who leaves as a loser, because such a move seems to have a smack of retreat and escape under pressure. But in the world of chasing materialism, everyone's life actually presents, in their own hearts and in the eyes of others, two kinds of differences that may be very different.
Success or failure is never a choice, maybe the opportunities in this big city are much more than other places, but such a probability is faced with countless people, looking forward to this prosperous and influx, chasing the future, will eventually be diluted into one, even below the level of the number.
Never flinch and keep forging ahead, of course, it is a kind of courage to face the wind and snow, but it is not a kind of retreat within your ability, a kind of calmness in the face of the bleakness of life! Choice is what everyone is doing and will sit in every minute of every day, either clearly or vaguely, and who knows what they think is a wise choice! What is it like to watch from the sidelines!
Everyone has a choice! In the end, what you bear and give comes from your own decision! Rather than looking for various reasons and excuses in the face of unsatisfactory results, attributing the so-called mistakes to various objective and subjective recognitions of the existence of their own mistakes, and then learning and growing up in the mistakes, is the choice of a truly smart person.
Alive! Why live!? No matter how flashy the rhetoric, no matter how generous the ambition is, the one who finally summarizes and evaluates his life will always be the self who is no longer old and twilight. Bright and dull are an indispensable part of the world's colorful, happy or unhappy! In the end, it's all up to you! And not the others who are you!
Of course, we can't be selfish and only live for ourselves, but infinitely make sacrifices and shares for others, except for the people who regret passing away under the blood of youth early, and then being printed into cold lead characters by boilerplate, and then being propagated by various needs and needs, and finally scattered in the mottled time of time, living for themselves is the norm in this world!
The foundation of our existence in this world is our own existence in this world, which is the beginning and root of everything! How to balance oneself and the world is something that human beings have been striving for all their lives! But in the end, this effort cannot be divorced from human nature! Chasing oneself is never selfish! We just want to prove it to ourselves. In this world, we have come briefly but distinctly.
Mu Yuchen, who was waiting at the taxi stand, was running across the eight-lane wide street from the empty pedestrian bridge at the fastest speed, and in the air mixed with heavy car exhaust, with the help of the cold of the morning with deep breathing, the excessive restlessness in the mood gradually calmed down.
There is a unique rhythm of breathing in the deep and shallow, and under Mu Yuchen's complete unknowing, it quietly and silently runs subtly. Mu Yuchen, who was not aware of his heartbeat speed and nervous reaction, was calmed down and relieved by his emotions, and finally waited for a slowly approaching taxi.
The talkative brother is obviously for Mu Yuchen. Such a working-class dressed man. He was full of curiosity because he was going to rush towards the downtown area during the rush hour of work, but Mu Yuchen was obviously absent-minded. Soon let the well-informed brother. Stop the small talk and put all the attention. It's all on the steering wheel and on the road.
Pay! Change! For an orthodox grassroots, saving every penny of money that can be saved is a habit and an instinct. Of course, saving is stingy and being stingy is always two different things. The brisk and tireless movement of the legs, speeding at the fastest speed between the road and the corridor, and the spirit of squeezing the potential of the body is so excited at this moment!
Open the door! Close the door! Mu Yuchen, who looked around the small room, quickly crossed the chair that had been completely truthful in the morning, and first focused on the clothes that were changed yesterday, the dirty clothes basket that was temporarily stored in the pile, at this moment he was so glad that he had no habit in the morning, and directly threw the dirty clothes in the last few days into the washing machine to wash them off.
"That's a gain and a loss!" Mu Yuchen, who had a bitter smile on his face, muttered to himself with excitement in his eyes.
Love and career are the eternal topics of human beings, and those who have both are naturally the standard successes, but from the perspective of the former, the former is often a fleeting part of passion, and the latter is gradually becoming a more important factor that encompasses the former and can make people succeed in life all the time.
Perhaps such 'naked' and 'naked' values are the worst part of society and culture in the eyes of many 'brick families' and 'cave people', but in the face of the sudden social mainstream, beauty and money are no longer taboos that can not be directly declared, after all, this is an era when people's mouths are becoming more and more unable to be closed.
If you can, of course! I prefer to be a conscientious and good public servant under love, beauty, career, and wealth! If you really can't do it! Let's be a principal, be a great soul engineer, from the inside to the outside, from learning to life, from psychological doubts to physiological structure, to the flowers to teach their years of rich experience, but also a thing that is very meaningful to people and themselves, after all, after losing one-time chastity, in exchange for the experience that can always be used.
A few days ago! Classmate Li Moumou finally completely subdued the law! Then the turtles of the Stick Country immediately jumped out impatiently and began to express their envy, jealousy and hatred for the judicial justice of the Celestial Empire. It's a pity that the scheming culture only learns a little from the Celestial Empire, and the sticks that distort the rest will never understand that scheming and public opinion will compromise with each other under certain conditions.
Just like in the big-headed doll incident 'A Certain Deer,' some leaders who were dismissed and investigated immediately returned to their posts as officials when the rumors subsided when the rumors subsided; the reporter who exposed the 'principal's opening of a 'house' finally became overwhelmed by the pressure and fired the brave fighter from public office, and so on, all of which tell everyone with cold reality that victory is short-lived and struggle is long-term.
Even if you go to jail! If you are good at it, you can also enjoy, the star-rated luxury service of a single room, after a while, the limelight has passed, what kind of things like grafting and grafting Li Dai Taozhuang, the ancestors have exerted the skills of 'for' to the extreme in the past thousands of years, leaving countless rich materials for future generations to learn.
Mu Yuchen, who turned out yesterday's clothes in the dirty clothes basket and opened his pockets one by one, finally gained a little bit, and his mood was cold and cold, he frowned, took out the wallet in his trouser pocket again, and carefully counted the people in it who were loved by everyone, as bright as peach and plum red as fireworks, and carefully counted them from beginning to end.
"Yes! It's a hundred dollars less! Mu Yuchen, who was sure that he was not daydreaming, looked around the room with eagle eyes and wolves, and his sharp eyes were almost staring at who was pregnant, and he was like a laser in the space where inorganic matter was accumulated, not letting go of the slightest detail of the delicate search.
In the end, Mu Yuchen's gaze froze, looking at the past from the perspective of his standing position, the only position in which the view was cut off from the perspective was the double bed that occupied the entire room space, the largest area, and the shadow between the desk where an old computer was located, the only valuables he had left.
Mu Yuchen's steps were moving forward quickly and firmly, and at this moment he was stepping on the footsteps of fate, walking towards a turning point. The emptiness and nothingness brought about by the passing love were swept to the corners of the garbage heap little by little in the heart filled with new things, and then a thin piece of paper appeared in the vision of Mu Yuchen's eyes almost out of sight like a dream.
Like a tiger surging at the fastest speed, the existence that carried too many things was completely included in his own grasp Mu Yuchen, his eyes stared nervously at the string printed out with pitch black ink, and even Mu Yuchen had nothing to do with it in normal times.
"Ha !!!!" Mu Yuchen, whose expression was frozen, suddenly exploded, hoarse in the narrow space, full of mockery, unwillingness, loss, and pain, Da Lu laughed, his voice gradually became low and hoarse over time, and the deep depression was poured out in a sad way in Da Lu's laughter little by little.
The difference between the turn and the turn is only the ordinary and insignificant twenty-four hours, but at the moment everything has become a dream. Silent tears slipped quietly from Mu Yuchen's cheeks, but the beauty of the past after losing the foundation of trust could no longer be retrieved from memory. (To be continued......)