Chapter 033
Su Yuyang sat on the edge of the bed, his hands and elbows on his thighs, his chin crossed with his ten fingers, and his lowered eyes rippled in circles.
A gust of wind blew, the curtains were raised high, Su Yuyang felt cool, he looked up at the window, but after the wind passed, the curtains returned to their original positions, and Su Yuyang only saw a dim corner.
Su Yuyang walked to the window and opened the curtains, the evening breeze blew on his cheeks with a hint of coolness, and the chaotic brain seemed to be sobered up a little. Looking up at the ink-stained sky, I could faintly see a few small dots of light. Su Yuyang had the illusion that those glittering silver seemed to be laughing at him, and as for why he was laughing at himself, he was also confused.
Thinking back to Ling Miao's words, the sentence "Su Yuyang, the change in your attitude towards me is very sudden, and I can't adapt to it" echoed in Su Yuyang's mind like a spell.
Regarding the change of attitude towards Ling Miao, Su Yuyang did not feel that his attitude towards Ling Miao had changed. If you want to say that there is, it is probably because you have to ask Ling Miao now, but in Ling Miao's opinion, the whole thing is not like this.
Fear, confusion, and a hint of Su Yuyang's incomprehensible feeling lingered around Su Yuyang, and he was surrounded by an inexplicable emotion, as if a viscous liquid was wrapping around his body, making his breathing difficult without completely suffocating.
Su Yuyang was confused again, and suddenly he wanted to find someone to ask him what was wrong.
Action and thinking are synchronized, as soon as Su Yuyang thought of this, he put on a coat and went out.
"Brother Su?"
Su Yuyang flashed in front of Ling Miao like the wind, Ling Miao opened his mouth and froze in place, watching Su Yuyang go out, he touched his head and whispered, "Where did he go so late?" ”
Su Yuyang drove the car to a certain place at the fastest speed.
W&S, Su Yuyang looked up at this golden signboard, and slowly walked in with a sigh.
Business is better at night than during the day, and the store is full.
As soon as Su Yuyang entered the door, Feng Ji saw him.
"Why are you free to come over today, big boss?" Feng Ji joked.
Su Yuyang gasped, breathed painfully and said, "I have something to ask you." ”
In less than ten minutes, Su Yuyang came out of W&S. It's just that Feng Ji didn't solve Su Yuyang's problem, but made Su Yuyang even more confused.
"You don't like him, do you?" Feng Ji's joking voice echoed in his ears repeatedly, and Su Yuyang waved his hand in his ear in distraction, as if he wanted to use this method to disperse Feng Ji's voice, but it didn't have much effect.
Feng Ji leaned against the door of W&S with his hands on his chest, he looked at Su Yuyang's back and did not speak, and the corners of his lips were slightly raised with a touch of bitterness.
He proposed to break up with Su Yuyang at the beginning, and Su Yuyang said "Okay" almost at the same time as his voice fell.
Su Yuyang didn't ask the reason, nor did he make a fuss, he just smiled and said "Okay" very calmly. At that time, Feng Ji knew that Su Yuyang had never taken himself to heart.
Because they live in the same bedroom, after Su Yuyang and Feng Ji broke up, they still looked up and didn't look down. At first, Feng Ji was still a little evasive of Su Yuyang, but Su Yuyang's attitude towards Feng Ji did not change in the slightest, and Feng Ji realized one thing: whether it was before the two fell in love, when they were in love, or after they broke up, Su Yuyang's way of treating himself has never changed.
If Feng Ji still had a trace of nostalgia for Su Yuyang after the breakup, he completely gave up on Su Yuyang at that time - he couldn't walk into Su Yuyang's heart.
Memories poured into his mind, occupying every brain cell of Feng Ji, and the smile on the corner of Feng Ji's mouth suddenly became sweet, with anticipation in his smile.
Ling Miao seemed to have successfully occupied a corner of Su Yuyang's heart, but Su Yuyang didn't realize what this meant.
Just now, Su Yuyang told Feng Ji about his troubles, Feng Ji was stunned for a few seconds and then laughed, and then he patted Su Yuyang's shoulder and said in a joking tone: "You shouldn't like him, right?" ”
Su Yuyang's answer was only four words: "I don't know." ”
Feng Ji knew very well that outsiders should not interfere in the matter of feelings in the end, so he did not continue, but invited Su Yuyang out.
"Fengji, the car is here for you, I'll pick it up tomorrow." Su Yuyang handed over the car keys to Feng Ji, and then tightened his coat and walked in one direction at will.
Before meeting Ling Miao, Su Yuyang had four boyfriends, and it seemed that he was not blank in terms of feelings, but only Su Yuyang himself knew that he didn't like his four boyfriends. When they proposed to break up, Su Yuyang agreed without much thought. If you want to say sad, it's not that you haven't had it, when her first love proposed to break up, Su Yuyang was still sad for a while, and it didn't take more than three days.
Su Yuyang's first love was his senior in high school, one year older than Su Yuyang, and the two got acquainted by hosting the New Year's Day party, and then collaborated many times. After getting along several times, the senior secretly had feelings for Su Yuyang. Then he was courteous to Su Yuyang, and with the initiative of the senior, Su Yuyang finally got together with the senior.
Su Yuyang and the senior originally lived in a rented house off campus, so the two lived together naturally. After living together, the senior discovered Su Yuyang's various shortcomings, and what he couldn't stand the most was Su Yuyang's obsession with novels.
Whether the two are eating, shopping, or lying in bed, Su Yuyang's hands can't leave his mobile phone, and most of his eyes are looking at the novel reading interface.
The senior felt Su Yuyang's contempt for him, and someone was pursuing him at that time, so the two broke up peacefully, and the senior also moved out of the house Su Yuyang rented.
Looking back now, Su Yuyang doesn't know why he agreed to his senior's confession in the first place. Could it be that it's too hard to watch seniors chase themselves all day long?
Su Yuyang's second relationship was in his freshman year.
Su Yuyang and her second boyfriend met during military training, although the two were not in the same class, they were assigned to the same company, and they both had a common hobby - reading novels - so they naturally became friends. By the end of the military training, the relationship between the two gradually changed.
The two broke up also because of novels, because Su Yuyang was too obsessed with novels, and the kind of fanaticism that he couldn't eat novels as a meal made his second boyfriend unbearable, so his second boyfriend proposed to break up, and Su Yuyang also readily agreed.
In fact, Su Yuyang and his second boyfriend also collaborated on writing a novel, but after writing 100,000 words, they became eunuchs because the two broke up, and Su Yuyang's famous work "Tianyu" was born from this eunuch novel.
Su Yuyang's third boyfriend is Feng Ji.
Like the previous two, Feng Ji took the initiative to pursue Su Yuyang, and after confessing, the two were together, and then broke up peacefully because of the novel.
As for the fourth boyfriend, Su Yuyang almost can't remember what he looks like, but the development process of their relationship is the same as before.
"Like?" Su Yuyang walked under the street lamp, and the light stretched his shadow, looking lonely and lonely.
Does that feel like?
Su Yuyang tried hard to recall the performance of his previous boyfriend, but none of them seemed to match his current situation.
For a while, Su Yuyang regretted going to Fengji, but the problem was not solved, and new troubles were generated.
Su Yuyang rubbed his face with both hands, and his irritability was even stronger.
After a gust of wind, Su Yuyang couldn't help but shudder, he sniffled, and quickly found the right direction and walked home.
When Su Yuyang returned home, Ling Miao was staring intently at the computer. Su Yuyang stood behind Ling Miao and watched Ling Miao's movements.
Ling Miao was watching "Nine Days of Killing" - Su Yuyang thought so at first glance when he saw the computer screen, but later he found out that Ling Miao was correcting his mistakes!
"Small seconds." Su Yuyang put his hands on Ling Miao's shoulders and whispered, he didn't even notice that his tone was full of pity.
Ling Miao was so frightened by this sudden shout that his heart beat a little harder, and he covered his heart and said with palpitations: "Brother Su, you scared me to death." ”
Su Yuyang sat down next to Ling Miao, he looked at the computer and said, "There are a lot of mistakes ahead, right?" ”
"Hmm." Ling Miao sighed depressedly, "Brother Su, didn't you check the chapters before uploading them before?" ”
Su Yuyang smiled: "People are lazy." ”
"That's right." Ling Miao suddenly remembered something, he turned his head to look at Su Yuyang, and asked word by word, "How did you find out about the problem in Chapter 850?" ”
"Uh......" Su Yuyang pondered for a while, originally he didn't want to say it, but since Ling Miao asked like this, it means that he had already guessed that the problem in the chapter was not discovered by himself. In order to avoid Ling Miao's negative departure, Su Yuyang had no choice but to tell the truth: "I told me in charge of the editor." ”
Su Yuyang didn't say that he found it himself, Ling Miao's heart flashed with joy, at least Su Yuyang believed him.
Su Yuyang caught a glimpse of the joy in Ling Miao's eyes, he raised his hand to stroke Ling Miao's hair, revealing a doting smile: "What makes you so happy?" ”
Ling Miao smiled and said nothing, Su Yuyang sighed, feeling a little lost in his heart.
"Do I like Ling Second?" Feng Ji's words came out to torture Su Yuyang again, Su Yuyang scolded in a low voice, and Ling Miao made a "hmm" sound in confusion. Su Yuyang didn't answer Ling Miao's question, he smiled stiffly, and then got up and walked towards the bedroom.
Ling Miao looked at Su Yuyang's back, and his brows furrowed unconsciously.
After a period of time, Su Yuyang left Feng Ji's words behind, and his attitude towards Ling Miao also changed - for Ling Miao, it was a return to the past.
The discomfort that suppressed Ling Miao finally disappeared, although Su Yuyang's changing attitude made him very puzzled.
"Hey Lingmiao." Suddenly, Su Yuyang's shout came from the bedroom, and Ling Miao put down the work in his hand and ran over.
I don't know when Su Yuyang learned Ling Miao, whenever he was very angry, he would not only call Ling Miao's name, but also add the word "hey" before "Ling Miao".
At first, Su Yuyang called Ling Miao like this, Ling Miao didn't feel anything, and Ling Miao also felt the pattern after a few times, so as soon as Su Yuyang shouted "Hey Ling Miao", he rushed to Su Yuyang's room without heeding anything.