Chapter 49: Knowing the Truth

After a few days of comfortable country life, Fang Zhiqi gradually calmed down from the panic of amnesia.

But it seems to be carefree and carefree, but in the dead of night, there is a word called "missing" that quietly fills her heart.

Ever since she knew that she had a child, and she was talking about whether it was near or not, and it was not far away in S City, the idea of wanting to see that little person was particularly urgent, and even in the long sleepless night, she unconsciously sketched the appearance of the child in her mind, there was a miniature version of Shangguan Nan, and a miniature version of herself, or she was like him and like herself, but no matter what she imagined, the person in her mind was always vague.

But every time I see Lao Qi busy, it is always difficult to talk about wanting him to take him to see the child.

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Night fell, a new day came to an end in a busy situation, Lao Qi cleaned up the storefront, beat his waist, and prepared to go back to his bedroom to rest.

Fang Zhiqi seemed to have been waiting for him to finish his work, lying on the crack of the door to observe the movements of Lao Qi who lived next door, thinking of asking about what happened before his amnesia tonight, she was nervous and expectant, more precisely, she was looking forward to the love that she and Shangguan Nan did have.

Seeing that Lao Qi was coming, Fang Zhiqi quickly opened the door and ran out, "Big brother, are you done?" After saying that, the dogleg smiled.

Lao Qi's back stiffened, she hadn't slept so late, she must be waiting for herself, and she had a premonition of what was going to happen, Lao Qi's heart suddenly went up and down, and she was in a dilemma.

In the past few days, seeing her tired, dazed expression, and the appearance of wanting to speak, in fact, he had already guessed that she had a lot of questions to ask himself, to put it bluntly, he had been evading, he was afraid, the days with her in the past few days seemed to be stolen, and he was also worried that if he thought that if he left, the happiness of the slight fireflies would be disappointed.

Even if he knew that one day he would reveal her previous affairs unreservedly, but Lao Qi didn't expect the day to advance so early, he wanted to wait for a while, waiting for his position in her heart to be better than Shangguan Nan, and at the same time he was also afraid, he was afraid that once he said it, she would immediately go to Shangguan Nan's arms.

From the last time Shangguan Nan risked his life to jump into the sea to save Fang Zhiqi, he could see that Shangguan Nan really loved Fang Zhiqi, and only in the face of his beloved would he disregard the danger of his life, and when her life and death were uncertain, he would panic and be decadent.

If it was another man, he was not afraid at all, but the other party was Shangguan Nan, who was perfect and had no shortcomings.

Lao Qi couldn't help but sigh in his heart: If he met her one step ahead of Shangguan Nan, how good it would be!

"Big brother!"

The cry in his ears made Lao Qi immediately wake up, and his heart was inexplicably soft when he faced a pair of clear eyes like an ocean, thinking: Some things are destined to be unavoidable, prevaricated, and no person with amnesia does not want to know his past.

"Qiqi, what's wrong with the eldest brother?" Lao Qi's small eyes flashed, and he asked knowingly.

"Big brother, I want to know about my previous affairs, including the children's affairs." With a hint of nervousness and anticipation in the depths of his eyes, he looked at him with a burning eye.

Lao Qi hurriedly turned his eyes away, he really couldn't resist such a pair of eyes that could make people drown, pushed open the door, and said lightly, "Come in!" ”

Fang Zhiqi walked into his bedroom step by step.

The heating was turned on in advance, and as soon as he came in, he obviously felt that the warm current was wrapping around his body, Fang Zhiqi was not familiar with Lao Qi's bedroom, but it was not a stranger, but he sat down on the sofa very generously, waiting for Lao Qi to speak.

Lao Qi groaned, and began to brew lines in his brain, except for the fact that Fang Zhiqi was taken captive on the ship, other things about her were also heard, and he didn't witness it with his own eyes.

"You and Shangguan Nan have a child, but your original intention of having a child is not for Shangguan Nan, but for your mother......"

Listening to Lao Qi tell her past, Fang Zhiqi was shocked, she originally wanted to visit the child, and even fantasized about keeping the child by her side, but at this moment, she felt that she was the least qualified and the most faceless to see the child, so she lowered her head silently, and a trace of astringency spread in her mouth, and in the end, it just converged into a wry smile.

Yes, she was smiling wryly, the fervent expectations in her heart these days were finally going to be disappointed.

"Kiki, let the past pass! You are still young, there is still a long way to go, if you want to see the child, I will take you tomorrow. Fang Zhiqi's sad mood seemed to have also driven Lao Qi, his heart ached slightly, and his hoarse voice had a hint of roughness, as if the sound of sand grinding against the ground.

Unexpectedly, Fang Zhiqi waved his hand again and again and refused: "No, no, I don't have the face to see him, and I am not qualified to be his mother." How sad and disappointed he would have been if he had known that his mother had given birth to him for money! ”

If the child was born because of her love with Shangguan Nan, then she would not hesitate to go to see him, but after learning this cruel and cold-blooded truth, the desire to see the child was timid, and she didn't want to break the child's peaceful life because of her sudden appearance.

Lao Qi's nervous heart suddenly relaxed, took a long breath, and patted Fang Zhiqi's shoulder, "Okay, big brother depends on you!" By the way, I said before that I would send you to study after the New Year, and the big brother has already contacted you about the school! I'll take you to report after the year! ”

Fang Zhiqi was stunned, slowly raised his head, and looked at the eldest brother in front of him, who had no blood relationship with him, but still cared about him everywhere, and his heart was indescribably moved and warm.

Before today, she had always thought that he and herself were cousins, and she thought that relying on him was a matter of course, but now she realized that the relationship between them was just a godsister and a godbrother.

Now that you know, should you also support yourself?

"Big brother, now I don't have the financial ability, I'm afraid of the tuition..."Fang Zhiqi said weakly.

"Qiqi, the tuition brother is out, you can go with confidence!" Lao Qi didn't know Fang Zhiqi's true thoughts, thinking that she was worried that she wouldn't help her pay for her tuition.

"No, big brother, although I want to study, I want to finish my studies on my own!" When Fang Zhiqi heard this, he waved his hand again and again, and said resolutely.

Hearing this, Lao Qi's face suddenly sank, his small eyes widened, and he asked sharply: "Is it necessary to draw a clear line between you and your eldest brother?" Don't you think of me as a big brother in your heart? ”

As soon as the angry words came out, he was immediately annoyed, and blamed himself for not speaking so loudly to her, but when he thought of her drawing a line with himself, he was irritable, if it was possible, he hoped that Fang Zhiqi would rely on him for a lifetime, there are many things in the world that can be controlled by himself, but only his feelings can't be controlled, how much he hopes that Fang Zhiqi will live under his wing all his life, he has that kind of indescribable and unclear feeling to her, but what about Fang Zhiqi?

When he first met Fang Zhiqi, Lao Qi just wanted her to be his sister, but then even he didn't know when he had the idea of wanting to protect her for the rest of his life.

"Big brother, don't be angry! I'm not trying to draw a line with you, and it's not that I don't treat you as a big brother, it's just that I have hands and feet, and if I always rely on my big brother like this, I'm afraid that I really won't have anything in the future! Big brother, I don't want to be a waste person and a drag oil bottle! It was the first time for Fang Zhiqi to see Lao Qi angry, so he couldn't help but be a little flustered, and hurriedly explained.

After listening to Fang Zhiqi's words, Lao Qi's irritability suddenly disappeared, and when he saw the girl who was flustered and busy explaining, he couldn't say what he felt in his heart, "Who said you were a waste person, you were dragging an oil bottle?" If you don't dislike it, big brother will support you for a lifetime! ”

seems to be full of pride, and the words are not ambiguous at all, but in fact, this is also the voice of Lao Qi.

Fang Zhiqi was stunned for a moment, and the last words that moved her heart echoed repeatedly in her mind.

Lifetime? How can we be lucky, how fortunate we are to meet the eldest brother!

"Let's not talk about this first, the New Year will be in two days, and I will go to the city tomorrow morning to buy New Year's goods, do you want to go together?" Lao Qi didn't want to push too hard, so as not to backfire, and seeing that Fang Zhiqi was stunned, he quickly changed the topic.

Fang Zhiqi nodded, revealing a shallow smile.