The journey of one person and one cat has become the companionship of two people and one cat.

Although I accepted him, I was reluctant to have a physical relationship. Now he still has room to retreat, but I know that once he reaches that point, his future will be completely doomed, just like my mother.

One-year, two-year ......

We met when I was sixteen, and then when I was seventeen, I acquiesced to the fact that he was with me. But nine years later, he is still by my side. Although I still did not agree to marry him, let alone have any intimate relationship with him.

"Wake up, except for here, my body is completely ...... So, after that you're free and can ......"

"What are you talking about?!" Hearing my words, he was angry for the first time, with shock and pain in his eyes, "I don't care what kind of illness you have, what kind of fate, what kind of appearance and physique, and no matter whether you are dead or alive, I will always be by your side!" ”

He hadn't said these words directly before, and I just felt that he might be sad for me for a while, and then he could live a truly happy life when he met the next woman. That's why I've been holding on, and I don't want to have a relationship with him even if I die, and he is also considerate, so he silently stays by my side, as long as he can hold my hand, he is very satisfied.

I lowered my eyelids, not daring him to see my wavering: "You are not yet thirty years old, you can meet a better woman, we are friends, and I am very grateful......"

Before I finished speaking, a huge force pressed me down on the bed, although I knew that he was a man, but I never thought that he would have such strength.

"Friends?!" He clenched his teeth and said word by word, "In my heart, you are my wife, my wife forever." If I don't love you enough, why stay by your side? If I don't love you enough, why don't I find another woman to solve it when I need it?! ”

"You...... You can go to a woman......" biting her lip and spitting out the last thing I wanted to say, stabbing her like she had hurt my mother before.

"Okay, I need a woman now, but I don't need another woman, and if you insist, I don't mind having someone else engrave the word 'old virgin' on my tombstone when I die." With that, he looked into my eyes, raised his hand, and unbuttoned the buttons on my chest one by one.

I wanted to push him away, but I couldn't bear to push him away, and it wasn't until now that I realized that what he said was not half false, and if I really left this world, he would definitely not survive......

God, what exactly did I do? There is obviously such a man who loves me and cherishes me, but I push him away again and again and hurt him.

We had nine years of being alone, but I never met his needs once. Love, not only Plato's will be beautiful, as long as each other is rare and considerate of each other, when love is sublimated into family affection and sublimation into water milk, it can draw a successful end to a love.

My body was cold and piercing, but he didn't care, warming me with his fiery lips and fiery body. Drowning in this pain and joy, a somewhat unrealistic thought couldn't help but come out - could it be that if I had accepted him completely earlier, my body cold would not have developed so quickly? Can God give me more time?

The real life of a couple is less than a year. For nine months, I was pregnant and needed to nurse the baby. In those last three days, all that lingered in my mind was full of reluctance and apologies for him.

When Qingyu was born, when I told him about our fate, I immediately told him:

- Baby, if you find the person you are destined to love and really like, don't be like your mother, who wasted nine years before discovering the preciousness and shortness of the two of you. Don't let go of your hands and use your life to love and love her.

There is always an end to human life, and our life is just shorter than ordinary people. But as long as there is enough cherishment, both parties can get more happiness and fulfillment in this short period of time.

Even if it is an ordinary person, no one knows when they or the other party will leave unexpectedly, so no matter who it is, please be sure to cherish the little happiness around you and do your best to care for it and maintain it. In this way, when we come to the end of our lives, we can show a happy smile when we recall that little happiness.

Otherwise, when we look back at the irretrievable future, all we see is deep remorse and deep helplessness lingering in your memory.

"Wife, come, let's take a picture!" Holding the camera, Su Xing rushed into the bedroom.

"Hmm." smiled and nodded, and hugged Xiao Qingyu, who was familiar with this room with his eyes open, "Dahua, let's take pictures together~"

I put the camera on the shelf, set the countdown, and woke up and hurried to my side. This is the first and last photo of our family.

When I put the photo, along with the words I wanted to tell Kiyowoo, into the pink journal that Awakening gave me for the first birthday, he reached over and took the diary.

"What are you doing?" I pursed my mouth in dissatisfaction, the diary, there will always be something written that is usually difficult to say, what if he opens it now?! Won't wait for me...... Wait for me......

Attached to his body, his lips kissed down gently: "Baby, I will always guard you, and our precious son, he will definitely find a beautiful wife who loves him in the future......"

"Hmm...... It doesn't need to be pretty, even like my mother. ”

Yes, although there may be tribulations of one kind or another in the future, it is always much happier to be able to find someone to hold hands with for a lifetime than to be alone for a lifetime...... Although, this may make the other party have the same painful memories.

"I now think that my mother is actually happy." Suddenly, my mother's pale but determined eyes flashed through my mind.

"Well, she's definitely the happiest person in the world, just like me." The bright smile bloomed in front of him, this fool-like man, as long as he can happily live in his place, it will be good......

But until now, I don't understand why she died suddenly.

"Meow-" Suddenly, Dahua, who rarely speaks, screamed, raised her head, and looked straight at me.

The pair of small eyes, which had always narrowed into a thin line, opened a little, and suddenly, I felt that I could see in its eyes the relief, the care, and the ......

"Awaken ......"

"Huh?"

"You...... Believe in people...... Is there a soul? ”

"Believe!" Nodding firmly, Su Xing looked at me seriously, and I had to move my gaze back to his face, "People must have reincarnation, past lives, this life, and future lives!" So, I will marry you in the next life! ”

opened his mouth, powerless to say anything, only put on a smile, nodded at him, if there is an afterlife, I will definitely marry you as soon as possible, and accompany you with my life!

When the last trace of heat in my heart disappeared, only the pair of eyes that had been squinting all the time, but now bright, with sadness—what a familiar pair of eyes, waiting for me day after night.

I'm sorry...... Also, I love you.