The road to leave has already been paved, and now that I think about it together, I feel much easier.

I still thought that when Ji Yunchang and them returned to Beijing, they would get together and walk, but it was still unnecessary to think about it, it was difficult to see each other in this life, and it was rare to see each other, so maybe I would think less about it.

Outside the window, the wind was blowing, and the flower branches in front of the window were swaying from side to side.

Perhaps, blood is really thicker than water, I went to the frontier several times, and I was full of indescribable reluctance to this grandfather who picked it up.

A lifetime of bloody battles in the yellow sand, a lifetime of Jin Ge Iron Horse, now that the war in southern Xinjiang is peaceful, he can finally live a few days of peace, but I can't be by his side.

With a sigh, I turned to the table, took the four treasures of the study, dipped the pen in ink, and drew a sketch of white strokes.

In the painting, the general is wearing green armor, wearing a red Yingluo bright helmet, holding a green dragon and a moon slashing knife and a horse, his clothes are flying, heroic posture, a pair of tiger eyes are vigorous, although he is on the flower scroll, but it is like a person by his side.

He has been named after him, and he has been sheltered for many years, and now he is leaving, so leave this painting for him to think about.

When the wind blew and the ink was quickly dried, I rolled up the scroll and put it in a carved bamboo tube, thinking that it was not right, took a pen and paper, and wrote a short message.

"After leaving for more than a month, there are many thoughts in my heart, the time is long, the spring, autumn, winter and summer are fleeting, and the food in the long bedroom is safe, don't think, don't think."

After blowing the ink dry, I sealed the envelope and baked it with green lacquer.

"Green Ivy."

"The slave is here." She pushed the door in, and I handed her the letter and said, "I have been in poor health these days, and I always dream of my grandfather at night, so you go find a messenger and send the letter out." ”

"Yes, slave and maid will do it." Qingteng received the letter and quickly withdrew.

As usual, the day passed, and in the evening, I rested early.

When I approached, the bluestone under the window made a slight sound, the candle flame went out, and a figure jumped to the couch, with a faint fragrance of violet flowers, and I was hired into a warm embrace.

"Little girl, I haven't seen you in a few days." He leaned over and gave me a light peck on the cheek.

I bent the corners of my lips and leaned back a bit, snuggling into his arms.

Outside the window, the cicadas chirped, there was an occasional sound of night frogs, the octagonal lanterns were blown by the shallow wind, and the candles in the lamps swayed slightly.

"Brother Chen."

"Hmm." He answered.

"Aren't you, you've always wanted to know what kind of medicine the other bottle She Ming gave me?"

She Ming came to my ear that day, when I pretended to be sick, Xuanyuan Chen asked me what the other bottle contained, thinking that the future would be long, so I didn't tell him. Now, it's time for him to know.

"Hmm." Kissing me lightly on the ear, he leaned in and asked softly, "What is it?" ”

"That's one, after taking it, it's a pill that makes people fake their death."

His movements were a little one, and then he hugged me tightly, "So, you asked me for this fake medicine, and released the wind of camel flowers, do you want to use that fake death medicine and leave?" ”

"Hmm." I answered.

He pondered for a moment, "But, this is not fair to you. ”

"You are Miss Su Jiayan, the Ning'an County Lord of Xiqi. On that day, although my father and queen mother made a big oolong and put you and me in the chapel, but my father and queen mother were so confused, I said that I would make up a decent wedding gift for you. If you leave with me like this, you will be so wronged. ”

I asked him, "Why, don't you want to?" ”

He smiled bitterly, "How could I be unwilling, I wish I would ride the horse with you immediately, I am afraid that you will be wronged."

If you leave me like this, everything in Xiqi will be cut off from now on.

This is where you grew up, you have friends, you have a teacher, and there are many memories, you left with me like this, I am afraid that you will be homesick one day, Xiqi, it is your hometown. ”

There was no joy, not excitement, but the only thing he thought of was whether I would be homesick.

My eyes were slightly moist.

I should have thought about it, but with his words, everything is worth it.

I reached out and put my hand over his hand that was holding me.

"Since then, where you are, it is my home, and I will never leave this life and this life."

He hugged me tightly, "Okay, this life, this life, life and life." ”

There was silence in the room, and the faint smell of violet flowers lingered.

Halfway, he asked me out loud, "Little girl, the medicine of She Yixian will not work." ”

"Probably not, his previous leprosy medicine, after I took it, no one can see anything unusual, his name as a ghost talent should not be in vain."

Xuanyuan Chen pondered for a moment, and then said, "I'm still a little worried, Emperor Xiqi's heart for you is obvious to all, I'm afraid that the things that follow will be difficult to do." ”

This is also what I was worried about before, so I have been keeping the green vine.

Qingteng helped the Queen Mother do things, and the Queen Mother secretly poisoned me, she thought I would die, I was really dead, she would clap her hands and applaud, she would not be suspicious, and she would advocate putting me in the ground as soon as possible.

She Ming said that his medicine will probably make people lose their breath for seven days, and if they take the antidote, they will not be able to save it, so it should be better to plan for a while.

I immediately got up, found a pen and paper, sat at the table, and planned carefully with Xuanyuan Chen.

This matter is a dangerous move, and you need to be cautious every step of the way, especially on Xuanyuan Chen's side, you can't show any of your feet, otherwise...... Not to mention the previous efforts, my own life may also be put into it.

Route, Funeral, Coffin, Departure......

The two of us carefully planned and studied, and before I knew it, nearly an hour had passed, the matter was important, everything had to be carried out in the dark, and Xuanyuan Chen did not stay long, so he immediately left from the dark passage and arranged the follow-up things.

After he left, I was also a little tired, so I put out the candle and went back to the couch with my clothes together.

Xu was too worried, after falling asleep, repeated night dreams, and after a while dreamed of the abyss, I stood on the top of the cliff, stepped on the air, and fell.

I woke up for a while and was sleeping, and I dreamed of the battlefield on the frontier, countless sons and daughters fighting bloody battles in the morning, piles of dry bones, and white bones, and for a while, I actually dreamed of my father and mother......

They stood in the void and smiled at me, smiling and laughing, and two lines of blood and tears flowed from their eyes.

I was shocked, sat up from the couch suddenly, and glanced at the drip pot, which was the ugly time.

After taking the cotton handkerchief, wiping off the fine sweat on one end, I put on a gauze and walked to the window, the morning star retreated, the sky was white, the summer flowers had bloomed, and the faint fragrance.

I can give up everything that Xiqi has, the only regret is that I didn't kill him with my own hands......

Originally, I gave the thunder bomb and the fire thunder car to Helian Yunnuma in order to use his hand to destroy Dongmu, but suddenly, I was a little hesitant......

I know better than anyone the power of thunder bombs and fire thunder cars, a small oil paper bag, after the explosion, the mountains and flatlands, trees and scorched earth, people, even more ......

Does that really mean the case?

What I hate most is deception, but I deceived Helian Yunnuma, once, twice, even three times or four times......

I have a deep hatred of the sea of blood, but that is the hatred and hatred left to me by Baili Tianqi, as soon as the fire and thunder car comes out, whoever is the left in the world, the countless frontier sons and daughters will become the souls of the battlefield.

I am Su Tianmu, but I am also Feng Qingluan, Xiqi is my hometown, and Dongmu was also my hometown.

I'm sorry for me, only Baili Tianqi......

I tilted my head slightly and looked at the sky.

The stars had receded, the morning dawn had risen, the sky was getting brighter and brighter, and suddenly a light had risen, and a red sun had erupted.

The shallow bird cries softly, and it's a new day.

There began to be a small sound in the courtyard, and the green vine, which was in high spirits, came around the corridor with a basin of water.

Seeing me standing in front of the window, she was slightly stunned, and hurriedly saluted, "County master, the slave has come to serve you to wash." ”

Today, she wore a small embroidered skirt with water blue, braids in her sideburns, thin makeup on her eyebrows and eyes, and a small face puffed, like a first-ripe peach.

I took the medicine, my face was very yellow, my lips were not bloody, and I was deliberately sick, she cleaned herself up like this, it was really a bit deliberate.

It doesn't matter, though.

These days, I keep giving her beautiful and expensive jewelry, and she is vain, and she almost takes it with me.

The Queen Mother borrowed her to get rid of me, and found that I was so good to Qingteng, and she would definitely think about it more.

A slave maid, the master is so good to her, she will bite back, how can such a person stay by her side. When my business is over, Qingteng, someone will clean it up.

After breakfast, I suddenly remembered the old housekeeper of the General's Mansion, so I changed into a men's dress, took Xia Qing out of the back door, and didn't make a carriage, just went forward slowly, and after half an hour, I arrived at the General's Mansion.

The doorman of the general's mansion recognized me, and immediately knelt down and saluted, and someone went to inform the third lady who was guarding the mansion, and the group greeted the door and saluted, which was very surprising, but did not see the old housekeeper.

After asking, I found out that Uncle Housekeeper ...... half a month ago Passed away.

After hearing the news, I felt a sour feeling in my heart, and I took two rapid breaths to stabilize my mind.

When I was a child, the housekeeper uncle who was always in the middle of the night, waiting for me to return home with a small lamp, is there no more......

My eyes were a little moist, and I raised my head slightly and asked the third lady, "Uncle housekeeper, is there a coffin?" ”

The third lady said, "Back to the county lord, the housekeeper has no children, a few days ago, I informed him that a distant nephew had been brought back to the roots, and the general's mansion was ...... There is no coffin. ”

I wanted to come and see it last time, but I haven't had time to drag it out, and now I want to take a look, but I don't even have a spirit card......

For a moment, I remembered Ji Yunchang's words.

I always think that the future will be long, and there are still many opportunities to do some things, but if I wait and wait, I will not have a chance.

"County Lord, but you want to eat in the mansion?"

Seeing that I had been silent, the third lady cautiously tried to say.

Without the old butler, there is no longer anything for me to be nostalgic for in this great general's mansion, so I shook my head and said, "No, there is still something to do, so I will leave." ”

The third lady bowed and waited quietly beside her.

I hadn't looked at her carefully for a long time, but now, her tender white cheeks seemed to be much darker, and there were faint fine lines at the corners of her eyes.

After Su Tianxue's accident, Su Hong and Wu Wanhua went to the other courtyard, and she was the only one left in the house.

In Su Tianmu's memory, she always fought with the second lady for favor, but later the second lady was gone, and she was not really favored.

I actually felt a little pity for her, in the deep courtyard of the house, the woman was extremely poor all her life, but she just wanted to be cherished and loved by her husband, she was domineering for half her life, and in the end Su Hong was not by her side, after all, she was unlucky.

Coming out of the General's Mansion, I was very heavy-minded, and I returned to the house slowly, Qingteng was waiting at the door, and when he saw me coming back, he hurriedly trotted over to report, "County Lord, Your Majesty is here, and I have been waiting in the back garden, and I have been waiting for a while." ”

I answered, and walked slowly and deliberately weakly. I wanted to make a big salute to him, but I just thought about it again, and just stood quietly behind him.

As if feeling something, he turned around, and I looked down slightly, missing the dark color in his eyes.

"It's out."

"Well, go to the General's Mansion and have a look."

"Body, are you better?"

"It's better."

After a question and an answer, the two of us had nothing to say. He was standing in the pavilion, and I was standing outside the pavilion, with a red lacquered wooden pillar in the middle, red and dazzling.

In the middle of the sound, he said, "I want to listen to a tune, can you play it for me?" ”

In a flash, I saw a yaoqin on the stone table in the pavilion.

I nodded, sat down, stroked the strings, looked up and asked him, "Your Majesty, what do you want to hear?" ”

He thought for a moment, looked at me and said, "Play a song you like, general." ”