In the three years in a foreign country, although Lucia took care of her, the hardships of conceiving two little ones cannot be explained in a sentence or two.

She was really hard to conceive.

In the first three months, she vomited almost everything she ate, and her weight did not increase, not to mention, and she lost a lot. Lucia felt sorry for her, and went all the way to an authentic Chinese restaurant every day to buy Chinese food for her, or learn to cook it herself, but it was useless, she still vomited badly, and it was only slightly better in the fourth month.

When it was found out that they were twins, the doctor specially instructed her to increase nutrition and pay more attention to rest, otherwise it would not be good for the child.

But at that time, she had to attend classes during the day and insisted on working part-time at night, earning only enough money for basic expenses, and she couldn't rely on Lucia all the time.

Fortunately, she still managed to get through it.

By the time she was seven months old, her belly was already so big that sometimes it became difficult to walk, let alone work part-time, and during that time, it was very difficult for her to endure, if it weren't for the support of the two little guys in her belly.

When the child was born, because something happened, it was still difficult to give birth, and in the end, she had no choice but to choose a caesarean section.

When she was lying on the operating table at that time, she thought about many people, including Qin Xin. A person's fear, if you don't experience it yourself, can't empathize with it at all.

Fortunately, the child was born healthy, and he was born now, and his body is great.

But a single mother, who has to go to school, work, or abroad, is not something that everyone can understand.

But Shi Xiaorui is still grateful.

If it weren't for these two little guys, she wouldn't have been stronger than she thought.

And now, at this moment, the people who have always cared about you, the people who feel sorry for you, and the people who support you, asked softly if it was very hard, and there was a grievance in my heart for no reason.

It's not hypocrisy, it's moving.

"Sister Qinglan......" Shi Xiaorui felt that in front of her, she seemed to have always been a crying little girl, and Sister Qinglan was always like her own sister, giving herself a reliable shoulder when it was critical.

"It's not hard, it's not hard......" still chose to hide it, not wanting to worry about one more person for himself, even if those times have passed, "It's all over, it's not hard, I feel very happy to have them." ”

"Well, it's all over......" Lu Qinglan reached out to hug her, patted her back at once, and coaxed softly, "In the future, with me and Xiao Gu, it will only get better and better." ”

Shi Xiaorui couldn't cry: "Well, I know, I know ......"

"Okay, don't cry, wipe your tears, be obedient, and have a meeting later." Lu Qinglan smiled and took a tissue to wipe it gently for her, "When they come back, I'll pick them up with you, okay?" You know, you're not alone, you know? ”

"En......" Shi Xiaorui cried and laughed.

didn't want her to be sad anymore, Lu Qinglan changed the topic at the right time, and said with a smile: "By the way, are there any photos of the little guys?" Let me see? ”

"Yes!" Shi Xiaorui smiled and nodded, when she mentioned the child, her eyes flashed with a soft light, she quickly took out her mobile phone from her bag, opened the encrypted photo album, and happily handed it to Lu Qinglan, "Sister Lan, you see, the boy is the elder brother, and the girl is the younger sister......"

"So cute! The little girl is a miniature version of you, and she wants to kiss it when she looks at it. Lu Qinglan praised him sincerely, but both of them deliberately avoided the boy, for no other reason, the little guy and Qin Xin were simply carved out of the same mold.

Both of them are already mothers, and when it comes to children, there are naturally endless topics, and the more they talk, the more excited they become, and when they come back to their senses, they find that more than half an hour has passed unconsciously.

Shi Xiaorui smiled embarrassedly: "Sister Lan, look at me, I can't stop as soon as I speak, let's go to the meeting first, otherwise they will be in a hurry." ”

Lu Qinglan laughed: "It's okay." Anyway, I'll be able to meet two cute little dumplings next week, so I'll be patient and patient, let's go, let's have a meeting! ”

The focus of today's regular meeting is naturally on Shi Xiaorui, who has returned, after all, some employees came in late and don't know her.

Now Shi Xiaorui, like Xiao Gu, is the deputy editor-in-chief of Yiyue.

After the meeting, Lu Qinglan thought of an interview this week, so he stopped Shi Xiaorui: "By the way, Xiaorui, didn't Xiao Gu send you the interviewer's information to your email before you came back?" How's the preparation? ”

Shi Xiaorui immediately thought of Zhao Qingheng.

"What's wrong? Questions? Lu Qinglan asked.

Shi Xiaorui quickly came back to her senses and shook her head: "No, I can, Sister Qinglan." ”

Lu Qinglan did not doubt him: "That's good, if you have any questions, you can find Xiao Gu and ask me." ”

"Got it, Sister Qinglan."

Shi Xiaorui packed up her things and returned to her office, she just returned, although there are not many things, but she is still very busy, after all, the little ones will be back next week, and she can squeeze out as much time as possible to spend with them.

Hover to the mailbox.

Zhao Qingheng's information lay there quietly.

Thinking of yesterday, she suddenly thought that after she was dragged away by Qin Xin, Zhao Qingheng seemed to be stopped by Xu Shen, I don't know if there is anything wrong?

She was a little worried, after all, yesterday's situation had nothing to do with herself.

With the phone in her hand, she hesitated to call and ask, only to remember that she didn't have his personal phone number.

I bit my lip unconsciously, forget it, I'll ask again on the day of the interview.

Putting her phone back, she got back to work.

Until the memo reminded her that it was time to call the little ones, at this point, they should be up to bed.

The thought of the two soft little ones made her feel so good that she had to knock on the office door several times before she reacted.

"Come in." She didn't lift her head.

No one responded, but the smell of food got into his nose.

Shi Xiaorui raised her head in confusion, and her face sank in an instant.

"What are you doing here?"

Listening to her cold words, Qin Xin's heart was filled with bitterness, and after trying his best to suppress it, he smiled softly at her, raised his arm and shook it gently: "It's noon, I know that you will definitely forget to eat when you go back to the magazine today, this is the signature dish of Gu Lingxiu's club, all of them are what you like, and they are all hot." ”

Shi Xiaorui's gaze fell on his hand.

With just one glance, she could tell that it was indeed the dish of Gu Ling's cultivation house, or the original packaging.

"I don't need it, take it." Looking away, she didn't want to look at him.

Qin Xin was not discouraged, and took two steps closer directly, first put the takeaway bag away from the information on her table, and then carefully sorted out the things in front of her without saying a word, and finally took out a few dishes.

"Eat, don't go hungry." The voice is still gentle.

In a trance, Shi Xiaorui actually thought of a time before when he was as gentle with himself as he is now.

But later......

"I said no!" A wave of irritability suddenly rose in her heart, Shi Xiaorui stood up suddenly, and her anger did not decrease, "Please leave!" ”

Qin Xin didn't move at all, a pair of deep eyes stared at her tightly.

Shi Xiaorui was even more annoyed by him, especially the eyes he put on herself, she hated it very much! I don't want to see it at all!

What the hell is he trying to do?

Didn't you understand what you said yesterday?

Why can't you just let yourself go!

Is it enough to get two people who don't get along with each other in this life?!

Anger hovered and rose in his chest, Shi Xiaorui glanced at his head fiercely, and his hands hanging on both sides of his thighs were clenched into fists.

Qin Xin couldn't help but sigh in his heart and smiled bitterly.

Lu Qinglan and Ye Tingshen are right, they all did it themselves, so they made everything like this.

Taking a deep breath, he tried his best to ignore the disgust in her eyes before smiling and saying, "Xiaorui, I said, I'm here to bring you food, eat it while it's still hot." ”

"I don't eat it!" Shi Xiaorui was tempered, and her tone was very impulsive.

Qin Xin didn't care at all, this was a punishment for himself, and no one could blame him.

"Xiaorui......" He simply walked in front of her, and thought about turning her head to face himself with both hands, but thinking of her rejection of herself now, she still endured it, but she still didn't give her a chance to escape, "I'm sorry, I was a bastard three years ago, and I hurt you by believing others." I know, it's useless for me to say anything these days, but can I please give me a chance to make amends? ”

His voice was already low, but now he brought out all his affection.

Shi Xiaorui's heart was pinched hard, what is the use of talking about this now?

She didn't move, she didn't speak.

Qin Xin didn't dare to urge, although he knew that maybe what she was thinking in her heart now was that she would not forgive, but there were some things that he had to say now, that he had missed for so many years, and he didn't want to miss it again, although he never disdained to say these things before.

"Xiao Rui......" he looked at her, his eyes burning, "When I was in Paris, I told you that I had been looking for you for many years, but by mistake my cousin was mistaken for you, but fortunately, I finally found you." Later, I thought more than once that God favored me, otherwise we would not have arranged for us to meet. ”

He kept staring at her expression as he spoke, and was a little disappointed to see that she hadn't changed.

"Later...... What I did to you, it's me a bastard, I only have one thought, you're mine, I don't want other men in your eyes. After that, I chased you back to City A, and I realized how much damage I had done to you. I want to ask for your forgiveness, not because of anything else, but because of ......" Speaking of this, he paused, and looked at Shi Xiaorui firmly spit out word by word, "Because, I love you, and I want to be with you for the rest of my life." ”

I love you......

Lifetime......

Shi Xiaorui felt that her breathing was short, and even her head was messing around.

He...... What did he say?

He...... Love her?

How can it be......

Sensing her mood swings, Qin Xin was faintly a little excited in his heart, but he knew that these were not enough.

"In the past, I always felt that it was most useless to talk about love. But after you left, I regret not only that I hurt you, but also that I never said this to you. Taking another step forward, there was almost no distance between the two.

Mustering up his courage, Qin Xin carefully held her hand and put it on his chest: "Xiaorui, I love you." ”