Ling Miao was like a puddle of mud, lying limply on the table, and the curious or concerned or greedy eyes around him swept past him, and he ignored them. The only thing that made his expression change was probably that a man called "Su XX" just now.

It's not Su Yuyang.

At that time, only these five words slipped through Ling Miao's mind.

"What is the reason why you care so much about Su Yuyang, and what kind of liking is like."

Ji Linxi's words repeatedly swirled in Ling Miao's mind, over and over again, like the chirping of cicadas in the ears of summer days.

Concerned about Su Yuyang? Where do I care about him?

Ling seconds laughed at himself.

But...... Thinking of Su Yuyang's pale face like a piece of paper and his breathing that would stop at any time, Ling Miao's fists clenched involuntarily, and he had a strong feeling that he was going to hold something tightly in the palm of his hand.

For a long time, Ling Miao's liking for Su Yuyang has only been a fan for a god, and this liking is mixed with worship.

Ling Miao thought so, but Ji Linxi's words made him have to rethink. As soon as he rethought it, his mind began to mess up. It was as if he was looking for a small pebble in the batter, and without the help of tools, Ling Miao searched for it over and over again, and lost it over and over again.

"Dead?" The sound of a man laughing came. Ling Miao Muran raised his head to look at the person who spoke, only glanced at it and lowered his head in disappointment. The man sat next to Ling Miao, broke Ling Miao's head and looked at himself, he smiled: "Hey, Su Yuyang can't lie here all the time, right?" So, I'm sorry to take him home. ”

The man is the wind and discipline.

As soon as Ling Miao wanted to refute, he saw Ji Linxi walking over with Su Yuyang on his back.

Su Yuyang's hands hung down on Ji Linxi's chest, like two noodles, his face was much better than before, but Ling Miao was still cold when he looked at it. Ji Linxi carried Su Yuyang on his back, spared a circle in front of Ling Miao, and carried Su Yuyang out. Ling Miao got up and wanted to catch up, but stopped after seeing Feng Ji's smiling eyes.

Feng Ji tilted his head and asked, "What do you want to say?" ”

Ling Miao was stunned for a moment, then shook his head.

"This is Yuyang's old problem, the cause of the illness is unknown, according to previous experience, just sleep for a while, if you don't wake up after a week, call me." Speaking of "week", the smile on Kazeki's face disappeared completely, and his eyes were full of despair.

"I guess I've seen a doctor." When Ling Miao spoke, his breathing was a little disordered, and his tone was anxious, and anyone could hear his nervousness.

Feng Ji took a deep breath, patted Ling Second's shoulder and said, "It doesn't have much effect to see it." Take good care of Yuyang, this is a precaution. ”

Taking the paper handed by Feng Ji, Ling Miao looked at the dense precautions on the paper, he was a little surprised, and asked, "You used to take care of him often?" ”

"I'm his roommate and used to be his boyfriend, I don't take care of him, who takes care of him? Oh, by the way, and Xiaoli. Feng Ji seemed to be afraid that Ling Miao would misunderstand something, so he hurriedly added his words, in fact, he didn't lie.

"Yuyang's disease is said to be committed." Feng Ji lit a cigarette and said wistfully, "A doctor once mentioned a possibility: Su Yuyang did this as a kind of self-protection, he wanted to escape something, but he couldn't escape, so he used this method to dodge." ”

"Escape from what?" Ling Miao's eyes flashed, and he seemed to see a way to revive Su Yuyang.

Feng Ji flicked the cigarette ash, and the bitterness on his face became even stronger.

"Avoid making choices, avoid thinking. What is he trying to escape, how do I know? After all......" Feng Ji paused in the middle of his words.

Ling Miao asked: "Feng Ji, after all, what, you say it quickly!" ”

Ling Miao's nervousness, Ling Miao's uneasiness, Ling Miao's concern for Su Yuyang, and Ling Miao's various performances made Feng Ji see an opportunity.

I can't find a breakthrough from Su Yuyang, maybe I can find it from Ling Miao......

Thinking of this, Feng Ji was puzzled again: "If we tell Ling Miao our thoughts in an affirmative tone, will Ling Miao be induced by us to make a decision that doesn't follow his heart?" ”

"Kazeki?" Ling Miao shouted eagerly.

Feng Ji's body shook, and he smiled dryly: "Huh? What's wrong? ”

"You didn't finish what you just said, what's behind 'after all'?" Ling Miao didn't have the eagerness he had before, he covered all his panic with calm, and his bright eyes showed strength - no matter what Feng Ji said, he could accept it.

Feng Ji took a puff of his cigarette and watched as the white smoke rose up, enveloping Ling Second behind a thin veil. Everything was so blurry, except for one pair of eyes that were exceptionally bright.

Feng Ji asked wistfully: "Ling Miao, what are you doing so much about Su Yuyang?" ”

"Fans to the great gods." Ling Miao replied without even thinking about it.

Feng Ji nodded: "Indeed." So, go take care of your family. ”

Ji Linxi put Su Yuyang in the car, Ling Miao didn't follow for a long time, he stood at the door and looked, and when he saw that Feng Ji and Ling Miao were talking about something, he returned to the car.

As soon as Ji Linxi closed the car door, Ling Miao walked over.

"You drive." Ling Miao sat in the back seat of the car and helped Su Yuyang up, and adjusted Su Yuyang's posture to make him sleep more comfortably.

Ji Linxi looked at what happened in the back seat, and he could only smile bitterly.

After Ji Linxi and the others left, Feng Ji sent a text message to Yan Li, briefly told what happened to W&S, and finally said his conclusion: Although we think that Ling Miao's liking for Su Yuyang is the liking between lovers, Ling Miao's words are not wrong, everything he did to Su Yuyang is indeed what fans do to idols, so let's withdraw it.

Feng Ji is planning to completely ignore the matter between Ling Miao and Su Yuyang.

Feelings are something that should have been discovered by themselves, and the push of outsiders seems to have accelerated the development of the relationship between the two, but it is difficult to ensure that the foundation is not firm and collapses quickly.

Yanli seemed to be resting, and he received a reply not long after Feng Ji's text message was sent.

Yanli's reply was only one word: OK.

After finishing a matter, Feng Ji was a lot more relaxed, but he always felt stuffy in his chest.

A white BMW drove smoothly in the traffic.

I have to say that Ji Linxi's driving skills are much better than Ling Miao.

From W&S to Su Yuyang's house, it took only ten minutes to walk, but Ji Linxi drove for ten minutes.

Along the way, Ling Miao looked out the window, but his hand unconsciously caressed Su Yuyang's cheek.

The car was parked downstairs at Su Yuyang's house, and Ling Miao still looked out the window, with no intention of getting out of the car. Ji Linxi turned his head and shouted, "Ling Second, it's here." ”

Ling Miao did not respond.

Ji Linxi got out of the car and opened the back seat door and yelled at Ling: "Ling Second, it's here, get out of the car!" ”

Ling Miao's stunned expression changed slightly, he looked at the person in front of him and asked, "Lin Xi, why are you here?" ”

"It's the place."

"So fast?" Ling Miao pretended to be surprised, and his mouth was still exaggeratedly open.

Ling Miao is like a critically ill patient, his life will be harvested by death at any time.

has lived with Ling Miao for five years, and Ji Linxi still knows something about him. Ling Miao is thick-skinned, easy to panic when encountering things, and people are like a powder keg, but no matter when, you can feel the vitality from him. In the past five years, Ji Linxi has seen such a Ling Miao for the first time: the whole person is like a dead tree in the desert, the dry branches are entangled, and a fire can turn him into ashes.

Ji Linxi didn't know how to make Ling Miao recover, the only thing he could do now was to help Ling Miao carry Su Yuyang upstairs.

The sky was imperceptibly shrouded in gray, gray-black clouds obscured the clear sky, and the rain fell without warning.

Ji Linxi stood outside the car, and the rain quickly wet his whole body. Ling Miao didn't seem to notice Ji Linxi's embarrassment, he hugged Su Yuyang in his arms, and whispered in his mouth: "Su Yuyang, this guy is very afraid of the cold, and he has to add a coat if he blows a little wind." This year's weather is really strange, it's June, it's still so cool, it's not normal. ”

Ji Linxi let the rain hit him, not because he didn't want to find an umbrella to cover him, but because Ling Second's words made him unable to move at all.

A muffled thunder exploded in Ji Linxi's heart, Ji Linxi looked at Ling Miao in shock, and he asked, "...... you?"

Ling Miao hugged Su Yuyang and said lovingly, "Lin Xi, I think I understand." ”

"Understand what?" Ji Linxi asked expectantly.

Ling Miao smiled and didn't speak.

"Whatever you understand, I believe your decision was the right one." Ji Linxi patted Ling Second's shoulder encouragingly.

Ji Linxi opened the trunk, took out an umbrella from the corner and handed it to Ling Miao: "Let's go up first, I'll park the car." ”

Looking at the umbrella in Ji Linxi's hand, Ling Miao pushed it back: "I'll go park, you go back first." Originally, I came to invite you to dinner, but I didn't expect you to get drenched in the rain. ”

Ji Linxi said indifferently: "It's not that I haven't been drenched before." It's just that...... Can you get Su Yuyang up yourself? ”

"Don't look down on me!" Ling Miao shouted softly, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Lin Xi, if ......" Tangled, scared, worried, many emotions were reconciled together, Ling Miao suddenly looked at Ji Linxi with a complicated expression.

Ling Miao's expression and his desire to speak stopped, plus Ling Miao's previous statement that he "understood", Ji Linxi had almost guessed what Ling Miao wanted to say.

Patting Ling Miao's shoulder, Ji Linxi said with relief: "I said, I believe that your decision is correct, and since you believe it, you will definitely support it." ”

After speaking, Ji Linxi pressed the car key into Ling Miao's hand, opened the umbrella and slowly walked towards the rental house.

"Thank you, Lin Xi." Ling Miao watched Ji Linxi's back go farther and farther, becoming more and more blurred, and the gratitude in his heart became more and more profound.

If there is no Ji Linxi, if there is no Feng Ji, Ling Miao thought, there are some things that he may not understand in his life, and some people may be the regret of his life.

"Su Yuyang, I understand now, I understand why I care so much about your attitude towards me, why I care so much about you, Su Yuyang, you wake up quickly, after you wake up, I will be the first to tell you. So, don't run away from me, okay, wake up! Ling Miao whispered in Su Yuyang's ear.

A kiss landed on Su Yuyang's lips.

Outside the window, raindrops happily beat on the window glass, as if they wanted to get a glimpse of the sweetness inside the car.