107. One kind of lovesickness, two kinds of thoughts

Updated: 2013-06-07

Just when Su Nuannuan was beating her chest with regret in her heart, Duan Chengyu came again, this time with a notebook in his hand! Then sat down on the sofa not far from Su Nuannuan and opened the notebook.

"It turns out that he went to get his baby book, and I am living the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain!" Su Nuannuan felt embarrassed that she had just misunderstood Duan Chengyu in her heart.

Looking at Duan Chengyu's intently staring at the computer, Su Nuannuan suddenly felt that this time had gone back to five years ago, after the Nie Yingqi incident, Duan Chengyu was worried about himself, and he didn't leave his room.

Su Nuannuan lay on the bed in a daze, her thoughts fluttering, and she didn't bother Duan Chengyu anymore, because she now knew his work habits.

Thinking about it on the bed, Su Nuannuan actually slept again, and seemed to hear Wu Xintian's voice in a daze, she opened her eyes and saw that it was Wu Xintian standing in front of her bed.

"Nuan Nuan, are you awake?" Wu Xintian grimaced at Su Nuannuan, "This Chengyu's bed is different, you will fall asleep as soon as you lie down." ”

When Su Nuannuan heard Wu Xintian say this, she hurriedly swept her eyes.

"Don't look at it, he's out, and he'll be back in a while." Wu Xintian pursed her mouth, "Su Nuannuan, you have no confidence in me?" I don't know what to say on what occasion? It's been in vain that we've been better for so many years! ”

"Okay, I was wrong, am I wrong?" Su Nuannuan gave Wu Xintian a very sweet smile.

"Don't laugh, don't laugh, leave your smile to Mr. Duan, don't try to confuse me here! I'm not going to eat you! Wu Xintian turned his face to the side.

"Okay, I've apologized to you, and I'm still like this, I really don't know what Zhang Han's vision is!" Su Nuannuan's injury is almost better, and now she is also in the mood to be stubborn with Wu Xintian......

"Okay, okay, I won't tell you this, it's noon dinner time, Duan Chengyu will go down to help you serve food, you are now treated as a queen." Tsk, you brew some feelings with him now, and when your injuries are cleared, try to get him once, and save a lot of long nights. If you still can't figure it out, you can just go home, and don't think about it again. ”

"Well, bless me." Su Nuannuan said with a smile.

"The blessing is certain, the key is you, you should mention to him the happy days you used to be together at the right time, first relive the old dream, and then lead the old dream to the present." Wu Xintian was like a mentor, teaching Su Nuannuan little by little, and just as she was about to continue, she heard a slight sound of the door opening, and hurriedly changed the topic, "Nuan Nuan, you can take care of your own recuperation, the doctor can say, the wound can't go into the water, otherwise it will be infected." ”

Just as Duan Chengyu was saying that he had already walked in with a tray, Wu Xintian turned to Duan Chengyu and smiled: "Mr. Duan, Nuan Nuan will trouble you to take care of it, there is still something in my store, I have to go first." ”

Duan Chengyu bowed slightly, and gently placed the tray on the desk.

"Nuan Nuan, I'm leaving, I'll come to see you when I'm free, call me when you're bored." Wu Xintian made a gesture to make a phone call, and when Duan Chengyu lowered his head, he winked at Su Nuannuan and went out.

Duan Chengyu took a larger bowl, filled some rice, added some food, and sent it to Su Nuannuan.

"I can't take the spoon." Su Nuannuan has been in the hospital for the past two days, and she has been up and sitting at the table by herself to eat, but she is not happy to do it here.

"You're hurting your left hand." Duan Chengyu looked at Su Nuannuan's intact right hand and frowned.

"If my body moves too much, my chest hurts. It's so troublesome to eat, or I won't eat it. Su Nuannuan looked pitiful.

Duan Chengyu's heart tightened when he heard this, put down the bowl, carefully helped Su Nuannuan up, and then took a soft pillow and leaned on her back, helped her adjust to the most comfortable position, and then sat down on the edge of her bed, picked up the bowl, picked up a little rice with vegetables, and sent it to her mouth.

Su Nuannuan, who slowly opened his mouth and swallowed this spoon of rice, chewed slowly, and looked straight at Duan Chengyu, who couldn't see any expression on his face, and had an indescribable feeling in his heart.

One bite at a time, Duan Chengyu fed him very carefully, and Su Nuannuan also ate very carefully.

Until the last bite of food, Su Nuannuan did not continue the action just now.

"Huh?" Duan Chengyu raised his eyebrows slightly and looked at her with an inquiring gaze.

"I remember when you used to feed me." Su Nuannuan looked at him with fiery eyes, and she was really filled with a feeling of emotion at this time.

Duan Chengyu's eyes swept a trace of tenderness, but it quickly disappeared, put the spoon back into the bowl, and was about to get up.

Su Nuannuan leaned forward and suddenly hugged him.

Duan Chengyu looked at Su Nuannuan, who suddenly stepped forward, and hurriedly removed the bowl between the two of them, so as not to cuckle her, but did not avoid her hug.

"You know what? In those five years, I have been thinking about the days we used to be together, but I dare not think, do you understand the entanglement and pain in my heart? When I know the truth of that incident, do you know how much I hate myself in my heart? Enduring the dull pain in her chest, Su Nuannuan refused to let go of Duan Chengyu's body.

"I know I hurt you, and I can't blame you if you don't forgive me, but you know what? Am I not hurting myself while hurting you? I know I was wrong now, why don't you give me a chance to repent? Two lines of tears fell from Su Nuannuan's cheeks.

"You hate me, you can scold me, you can even beat me, but please don't ignore me like this again! Do you know how hard it feels to watch you with another woman? You've always been considerate of my feelings, so why are you ignoring me now? Am I really no place in your heart? ”

Su Nuannuan grabbed Duan Chengyu's clothes tightly with one hand, thinking of the bits and pieces of the past and her current embarrassment, her emotions became more and more excited.

Duan Chengyu listened to Su Nuannuan say so much, but gently pushed her away with one hand and said in a low voice: "Be careful of your injuries." ”

"What is the wound on the body? A wound in the heart is a wound! Now is the time for the wound to heal, Su Nuannuan is unwilling to force force, for fear of breaking open the crack of the wound, so he slowly relaxed, but the tears on his face are still there, and his tone is still so aggrieved.

"Would you like to eat some more?" Duan Chengyu didn't look at her anymore, as if he hadn't heard what she said before.

"I won't eat it." Looking at Duan Chengyu's indifferent appearance, Su Nuannuan felt very bored, as if she had just felt something, as if she was performing a joke in his eyes, with a little anger, she slowly pulled off the pillow and wanted to lie down.

Duan Chengyu put down the bowl, gently picked her up, laid her flat, then covered the quilt, got up again, picked up the unfinished meal and walked outside.

Why didn't he react at all? This shouldn't be the way he should behave!

Did what I just said make him feel fake? I'm really feeling!

Su Nuannuan was a little frustrated, could it be that her previous feelings were all wrong?

There really is no place for himself in his heart?

Impossible!

Or did he really hate himself too much, and he couldn't get over that hurdle in his heart?

Su Nuannuan sighed.

Because of those past events, he hated himself for so many years, has he been better all these years? Where can there be less pain in his own heart than he has?

What do you have to do for me to forgive me? Or is it possible for us to go back to the way things were?

Thinking of this, Su Nuannuan's heart was deeply stabbed.

All things will conquer the heavens!

Until the last minute, never give up easily.

Su Nuannuan insisted, come on.

She encouraged herself again in her heart.

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At this time, Duan Chengyu was sitting alone at the square table in the dining room, slowly eating the food on the table.

At first glance, it is only his elegant demeanor, and a closer look reveals his tightly knit brow.

No matter how he disguised it, his heart couldn't deny that he was touched by Su Nuannuan's words.

For so many years, he has indeed hated her and resented her, but he has been thinking about her all the time.

And now, when Su Nuannuan repeatedly changed his tricks and hoped to return to his side, why did he retreat instead?

Indeed, he still can't let go of the blame he blamed her back then. Although he hesitated in his heart, he even thought about taking her to his side a few times!

It's just that she is really still the innocent girl she used to be and truly loves him?

Not to mention that she used various means to seduce him, and not to mention how she fooled Yan Ruoyan, just to say how far she and Gao Qun have reached in the past five years?

Since Su Nuannuan's accident, Gao Qun has been busy non-stop, and when he saw Su Nuannuan's casualness and relaxation in front of Gao Qun when he needed help the most, he really couldn't believe that there would really be no feelings between her and Gao Qun?

Thinking of the scene where she seduced him in the car a few days ago, that seemingly skillful action, didn't that seem to prove the intimacy between her and Gao Qun?

Regarding the depth of Gao Qun's feelings for Su Nuannuan, Duan Chengyu can absolutely imagine it, and he also knows that it is no less than his love for her back then.

Since their relationship is so close, she still insists on coming back to find herself, except to make up for the guilt, what other reason can she find?

If she really loved herself, she shouldn't have come back now, she should have come back a few years ago.

Duan Chengyu's heart swelled with layers of waves, when he was experiencing waiting and disappointment again and again, and was completely disappointed, she came back, was it too late?

Duan Chengyu had thought about these tangled words more than a hundred times in his heart, and today he turned them out again, which seemed to make him feel very sober again......

(Oh my God, I've written this chapter five or six times, but I'm still not satisfied, and I've revised it, and I've changed it, and I've got it badly!! 5555 wants to be able to express what I want to say.

In addition, I don't know how during this time, I feel that my body is getting worse and worse, and sometimes I feel motion sickness when I sit in the car, probably since I started to code words, I rarely exercise, and I sit in front of the computer whenever I have time, which is a bad habit. I hope you don't be lazy like me, it's not good for your health, remember to exercise more. )