I heard Xue Lan mention before, the goddess she grew up in this house since she was a child, and Mo Feng firmly believed that she would wake up, so no one in the house had touched anything in the house for more than two years. In that case, could the red notebook be in this room?

When she got home the next day, she opened Xuelan, and then began to rummage through boxes and cabinets in this room of more than 100 square meters.

Don't look at this room, it looks quite refreshing, but there are really a lot of hidden things.

Xia Ling had never turned over the things here before, but this time she felt that the previous goddess must be a good goddess with a strong sense of responsibility and loved by the people. Because in these large and small cabinets, there are some cases hidden everywhere, and they are densely filled with notes and memos.

But after looking for a long time, I couldn't see the red notebook, and I was so tired that I collapsed. At this moment, the sound of drumming came slowly from a distance.

"Goddess, someone is beating the drum, go and see." Xue Lan knocked on the door and asked softly.

Xia Ling knew that the drum was on the big square under the rooftop. The drum was so exquisitely made that she had always thought it was decorative, but she didn't know that the sound could be so loud, and that it was used to call her.

Before leaving, Xia Ling turned around and asked Xue Lan, "Lan'er, why don't you see Mingcui?" ”

"Oh, she was seriously injured last time, and she made meritorious service again, so the general arranged for her to do something she liked in that courtyard, and she didn't have to listen to people's errands to get tired."

Xia Ling nodded, thinking that Mo Feng finally had a little conscience.

When Xia Ling arrived in the council hall, Mo Feng was already there, and there was a woman standing in the hall.

Her back was straight, her figure was slender, and her long black hair reached her waist. When he saw Xia Ling, his eyes were watery, and he knelt in front of her with a plop.

"Goddess, please help me erase Qingkai's memory of me!"

Erase memories? Can I still erase people's memories? Xia Ling glanced at Mo Feng incredulously, and saw that he lowered his head and was silent, so he had no choice but to step forward and help the woman up first.

"What's your name?"

"My name is Qu Fan."

"Then that sunny opening is ......"

"He's my love."

Qu Fan's voice was soft and crispy, but his eyes were unusually firm.

Xia Ling was slightly stunned: "Since you are a lover, why do you want him to forget you?" ”

Qu Fan's head hung down slightly, and the indissoluble sorrow in his eyebrows and eyes made Xia Ling's heart move.

"I ...... I'm dying, he's still young, and I don't want him to think about me being lonely for the rest of my life. ”

It was as if he had completely lost his sight, and it was pitch black in front of him. Xia Ling only heard Qu Fan's words in her ears like needles, piercing her ears into her heart.

It's not that she hasn't seen joys and sorrows, and it's not that she doesn't have the courage to bear the unsatisfactory of others. It's just that for a moment, she actually felt some inexplicable empathy.

Seeing that she was stunned and didn't speak, Mo Feng made a look and asked the medical staff on the side to come forward to check Qu Fan's condition.

"Goddess, Miss Qu's breath is weak and she can't carry magnetic power, and the limit has indeed arrived."

Xia Ling shook her head a little irritably, "What kind of hell is this, if you can't use magnetism, you won't use it well, why do you still want to die." ”

"Miss Qu should be a common problem in the family, she has a stronger magnetic field than ordinary people since she was a child, but unfortunately the carrying capacity of her body is not enough...... Goddess, don't you ...... too"

"Your memory hasn't recovered yet, and the condition here is different from the world you were in before." Mo Feng suddenly interrupted the doctor's words.

Xia Ling was very unconvinced and wanted to scold him, but he also knew in his heart that this disease was really difficult to treat, so he lost his mood again and looked at Qu Fan sadly.

"Goddess, the sons and daughters of our Panhai Country, there is only one person in our life. And the thing I regret the most is that he fell in love with me. Since there is no way to accompany him to the end of his life, why bother him...... I think the goddess should know me best, so Qu Fan begs you to fulfill it......"

Looking at Qu Fan, Xia Ling's heart was indescribable. In her world, it's impossible to make someone forget about you. Even if you can, then respect that person's ideas. Love is for his good, but it cannot be taken away.

"Does he know your decision, and he agrees to do it?"

Qu Fan shook his head slightly: "He is naturally unwilling." But if he doesn't, according to his personality, he will inevitably do something stupid after I leave...... I just want him to live well. ”

Xia Ling stepped forward and gently took Qu Fan's hand, looking at her own heart.

"Goddess, if you were me, you would choose it this way......" Qu Fan choked, but he really wanted Xia Ling to say yes and tell her that everything she did was right and worthwhile.

"I'm ......" Xia Ling turned his head to look at Mo Feng behind him, his eyes were always on her.

"Maybe, maybe you're right." Xia Ling replied softly, but her heart hurt as if she had been poked by a thousand needles.

She is actually like this, from the very beginning she tried to avoid Qu Fan's ending and not let herself be moved. In this world, love does not belong to her, and even this body of hers does not belong to her.

"You bring him here tomorrow, and I'll help you make him forget about you."

After making an agreement with Qu Fan, Xia Ling couldn't do anything as if she had lost her soul. She began to miss the 27th century.

Although the environment there is seriously polluted and the people there are indifferent, she does not have to bear these heartaches. Perhaps this is the difficulty of the goddess, she has seen too many people's joys and sorrows, shed the most tears, and made countless difficult choices.

After dinner, Xia Ling's mood was somewhat relieved. She walked under the moonlight and walked to Mingcui's house, thinking that she hadn't seen her for a long time, so she went straight into the house to get together with her.

"Mingcui, I'm here!"

Mingcui was embroidering in the house, and when she heard Xia Ling coming, she hurriedly welcomed her into the house.

"Mingcui...... Today, I want to ask you something. ”

Ming Cui smiled lightly and handed her a cup of tea: "I said, as long as you want to know, I will know everything." ”

"I ...... Is there a sister named Ye Ling? ...... And I used to have a red notebook, do you know where I put it? ”

Hearing this, Ming Cui was a little surprised. She didn't expect that the opening of Xia Ling's memory would start with Ye Ling.

"Actually, it's not a sister...... But you do have a red notebook, your mother's notebook, to be exact. Everything about Ye Ling is recorded there. If you really want to know the details of this matter, the content of the notebook should be the most truthful and accurate. ”

"Do you know where I put that notebook?"

"Ling'er, there are more things in your room than you think, and besides, you never asked me to help organize it, so I don't know where the notebook is."

"Is that sure in that room? I searched all over today but I couldn't find it. ”

Ming Cui couldn't help but smile: "If it's so easy to find, I'm afraid the name of the goddess is also blind." But after all, you can hide something, and you can always find it if you look for it. ”

Xia Ling nodded, and after Mingcui said this, her heart to find the notebook was a little firmer. She had to figure out the things she didn't let her know one by one...... Then、Get out of here。

"How are you and General Mo?" Seeing that Xia Ling didn't speak, Mingcui couldn't help but ask.

"What else, just like that, still annoying, still impossible to ......" Xia Ling finished speaking, and looked up at Ming Cui with a smile, with a slow banter in his eyes.

"You care so much about Mo Feng, don't you...... Do you like him? ”

Seeing Xia Ling like this, Ming Cui was a little at a loss. She smiled stiffly, and lowered her head to think about what to answer.

"Yes, I like Mofeng, so can you give him to me?"

Xia Ling didn't expect Ming Cui to answer her so straightforwardly, and looked at her a little stunned. For a while, I couldn't figure out whether the feeling in my heart was blessing, surprise or envy.

"Original...... Don't worry, I'll have to leave sooner or later. Squeezing out a bright smile, Xia Ling patted Mingcui's shoulder with some embarrassment.

She should have known it a long time ago, if she didn't like it, what woman would not even want her life for a man? Perhaps among men, this is righteousness, brothers. But for a woman, that is the deep love in her bones.

"Ling'er, remember your words today, okay? I just want to be by Mofeng's side for the rest of my life. ”

In some moments, Mingcui really wanted to be like Xia Ling and forget all the things in the past, so they were still good girlfriends who poured out their hearts and lungs. But she also knew very well in her heart that she would eventually remember, and she would eventually regret the promise she made to herself today. And Mo Feng will never forget her in the end, give up on her, and fall in love with herself. The two of them will hurt each other after all.

At night, Xia Ling tossed and turned in bed. The amount of information in the past two days has been a bit large, and she is a little confused and at a loss.

Mo Feng didn't come back all night, what was that guy who didn't sleep doing? What secrets are hidden in Ye Ling's body that can't be told? Why did Ye Ling want to leave and not want to wake up? And what Ming Cui said last time, Ye Ling originally had someone he liked, but he wasn't Mo Feng, so who was that person, and where is he now?

It is undeniable that unconsciously, she is curious and concerned about such a thing.

Mo Feng was afraid that Xia Ling would have too much thought and not be able to rest well at night, so he ordered someone to send a soothing incense and let Xue Lan light it in the house early. Xia Ling tossed herself for most of the night, and finally fell asleep when it was almost dawn.

Today, however, the courtyard is surprisingly quiet, and even the sound of the maid who wakes up early sweeping the floor is not at all. Xia Ling slept a lot, and when she opened her eyes, it was already afternoon.

Xia Ling called Xue Lan's name, but a strange little girl came in for a long time.

"Goddess, Sister Xue Lan went out to check the fire, and she won't be able to come back for a while."

"Fire? Where is the fire? ”

"I heard that it was the Qu family who did the cloth business in the city, and Miss Qu died even died."