Looking at the laughter of the guests outside and the singing of my sisters and sisters, my heart didn't feel a little calm.

I'm tired of this kind of life, I don't like people to look very. Smiling, but from a certain point in time, I seemed to sink myself.

He bought my first night.

I don't know who he is, I just know that he is handsome, and when he laughs, he is very childish and straightforward. It looks like he's here for the first time! Very unfamiliar. When I saw him, I would give him my first night.

It's just that he seems to be the first time, and he doesn't understand anything, so I lowered my head and smiled slightly, and then helped him loosen his clothes, his face was very red, but I saw love in his eyes. I knew he fell in love with me at first sight. Although I usually see a lot of this kind of man who falls in love with me at first sight, I am also very disgusted, but I don't know why, in the face of the honest love in his eyes, I have a feeling of secret joy.

That night, I lay happily under him, and he pressed me shyly. Are we all each other's firsts? I think so.

When I woke up in the morning, I realized that he was gone. I couldn't help but sneer, it turned out that it was just my own passion. So I ignored Xi'er's comfort and greetings, and played the piano for a day, without picking up any guests.

The next day he came again. He told me why he didn't say goodbye, and he also told him that he was the current Highness the Crown Prince. I was confused. When I heard him say that he was the crown prince, all I thought was that I was going to leave here, and I was going to be the crown princess. He also promised me to be his crown princess.

So I stopped picking up customers, and my mother didn't force me, after all, he was the prince. I don't know how my mother knew that Chu Zhaoran was the prince. It's just that my mother has taken great care of me since then. It wasn't until the emperor list came down that my mother began to force me to pick up customers, and my world seemed to attract darkness.

He, Yancheng, is obviously very good-looking, but why does he come out of his mouth and have the same virtue as the inferior guests in the kiln. When he told me about the change of the crown princess, my heart seemed to be re-dyed with hope. So I was desperate, even if I did that, I knew that I was sorry for him, but how could he be worthy of me? He said that he wanted to marry me, but it turned out to be such a result, so you can't blame me for giving my body to Yancheng in exchange for my fate of leaving here.

But what I didn't expect was that the person who killed was a maid in Wufu and not Chi Mo. I hate, I can't wait to kill Yan Cheng right away. But he told me how to get to the palace and how to get close to the prince. I did. Now I wonder if I was crazy at the time.

When I arrived at Yuanhui Palace, when I saw the prince's gaze at her, I knew that the prince had actually fallen in love with that ugly scumbag woman when I didn't know it, and I hated it, I really wanted to kill her. My heart is going crazy, and sometimes I want to pull my hair and scream. So I tried to frame her, but who knows, every time I hurt someone, my heart will start to feel uneasy little by little. So I was afraid that the night would come, and I was afraid that the evil spirits I had killed would come to me to pay for my life.

But I really didn't think I'd end up in jail. So in order to get out alive, I had a relationship with the jailer. That's when I started to give up on myself. I think as long as you sit on the crown princess and sit on the queen, all of this is unimportant. So I sank.

Chi Mo died, but I seemed to be very happy on the surface, who would know that I was really sad inside. Obviously, she Chi Mo is the third party, why, why did God be so unfair to me, and let me suffer such pain. If she hadn't shown up, wouldn't I have been so hateful, disgusting, I think I'm so dirty. I have to take a shower several times a day, but the more I wash, the dirtier it gets. I can't wash it off.

So I asked people to look around for virgins. Let the innocence of a virgin cover up the innocence of my heart. But I can't let people know about physical contact with other boyfriends, so I can't let them speak, and the only safest way is to kill them. It was as if I was no longer myself.

So God gave me the greatest punishment for what I did, that is, the child I gave birth to turned out to be a monster. What I hated the most was that he actually smiled at Chi Mo, which was the most intolerable thing for me, so I covered my child with a cloth with my own hands. Crying and telling the prince that she killed my child, but what I didn't expect was that now Chi Mo seemed to be a different person, and she looked at me coldly, which couldn't help but make me feel a little weak. I didn't expect that I strangled my own child, and Chu Zhaoran, who was so high, would let him die? Could it be that his usual love for Chu Xiao is fake? I don't know, I really don't know.

I was scared to sleep alone. He is the emperor, and he seems to love to run to the queen. The jealousy that had not been quiet in my heart for a short time seemed to rush through my head again, and I went bad again. That hateful speech actually betrayed me, but listening to the Queen Mother's words, I felt that what she said was very reasonable, so I designed the queen to eat her heart and forced the queen to abdicate automatically.

I think if you do too many bad things, there will be retribution! Otherwise, I would not have been pressed to kneel in the imperial study, looking at the Minister of Civil and Military Affairs, I knew that the Queen Mother was forcing the emperor to abdicate and make way for Xian, but I never thought that when Chu Zhaoran abdicated was the time when I ended.

I was thrown into the cold palace, I didn't eat well every day, I didn't sleep warmly, and there were always a lot of cries and shouts coming at me in the middle of the night. I'm going crazy. I didn't expect Ji Mo to come to my rescue. I'm still happy that she is so kind, and she doesn't blame me, she actually lit my faint hole and sent me to the Heavenly Buddha Temple. It was at the lake that I knew that I was the only one I am because of this hateful woman in front of me, how could she be my mother, and a monk like a snowman next to me could be my father? Before I could react, a rope was thrown at me, and my breathing became harder and harder. I can't swim, and when I closed my eyes, I saw the white-haired monster, and my mother was crying, and she couldn't hear what she was saying, only to hear her say "I'm sorry!" ”。

But it seems like it's late, doesn't it? She was the one who threw me mercilessly by the drunken red mansion, I hate her, I won't forgive her even if I die. If you wanted to throw me into the drunken red mansion in the first place, why didn't you just strangle me to death? Why do you want me to live so hard, this life is spent in disgust, jealousy, and lewdness. In the, dirty world, all this is the fault of this woman.

So when I closed my eyes, I didn't know where the strength came from, I got up and grabbed her, covered her face with my hands, she didn't even resist, she laughed loudly, wasn't she covered by me? Before I could react, her hand pulled away from mine and pulled me away, and she and I sank into the water.