Chapter 156: Every Day is a Stranger
Ying Qingcang stood there, looking at Xin Qing in a daze, obviously smiling, but it made him feel alienated and unfamiliar.
"Ah Cang, calm down first, I'll tell you slowly!" Shen Gongzi walked behind him, "The doctor said that Xiao Qingqing's situation is very special, she is not an ordinary amnesia, probably the cranial nerves have been destroyed, and she will forget yesterday's events when she wakes up." ”
Ying Qingcang stiffened his neck and turned his head: "What do you mean?" ”
"It means that her memory is only 24 hours, and after 24 hours, it's like the computer has been formatted, there is nothing, every day is the beginning for her, and she won't have any memories of the past." Zhang Mi said as she spoke, tears came down, "After she woke up, we have told her all her things, we only said that you are husband and wife, I think it is better for you to tell her those memories in person." ”
Memories of 24 hours? Ying Qingcang's brain was in a trance for a while, how could there be such a thing......
"I'm sorry." Seeing him so sad, Xin Qing couldn't help but comfort, "I've been thinking very hard, maybe I'll recover soon!" ”
When she first woke up, Xin Qing was very scared, she didn't know who she was, what happened, after the doctor examined her, the girl named Zhang Mi told her carefully, her name was Xin Qing, who she was. As a result, when she woke up the next morning, she didn't remember it again. The doctor then determined that she had amnesia, and would soon forget everything. I don't know if it's really telepathic, Xin Qing feels that what Zhang Mi and the one named Shen Gongzi, and the two twins who look exactly the same are true, and she instinctively feels that she is what they say.
"Look, I remember everything you said!" Xin Qing picked up a soft leather book from the bedside, and wrote a few big words on it.
"Must See! 》
After opening it, the first page is her name and age, where she lives, behind her husband is Ying Qingcang's name, her daughter's name is Asha, and then there is a long list of other people.
"I know you're sad, but I'm nervous too." Xin Qing lowered her head, "I don't know anything anymore, what would I do if I didn't have you......"
Ying Qingcang walked over and took her into his arms, feeling her body stiffen for a moment, and then slowly relaxed.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here!"
In just a few words, Xin Qing's heart that had been a little hesitant before suddenly quieted down, and she raised her head, "Can you tell me about the matter between us?" I'm going to write it down so I'll know you tomorrow. ”
"Okay." Ying Qingcang sat down and took her into his arms, Xin Qing wanted to struggle, but when she saw the desire in the man's eyes, she obediently stopped moving. Since they are husband and wife, they must have done everything, and it is too normal to hug them.
Zhang Mi and Shen Gongzi quietly closed the door and went out, seeing that Zhang Mi was still crying, Shen Gongzi gave her a blank look: "The doctor said that it won't be like this forever, and when the blood clot in her brain slowly disappears, she will recover her memory, and you cry as if you are going to die." ”
"What if she doesn't get better?" It was rare for Zhang Mi not to quarrel with Shen Gongzi, and her mind was on Xin Qing, "You see that she doesn't seem to care, she is smiling, but she is actually very scared." Zhang Mi wiped her tears, "I know her too well, she looks a lot like a teenager now, when we just went to college and she hasn't changed her home." For the sake of others, there is no scheming. She has become the temperamentless Xin Qing again. ”
Shen Gongzi saw that she was crying so ugly, and handed her a facial tissue, "Wipe it, the makeup is spent." ”
"Fart, the old lady is naturally beautiful, when did she wear makeup?" Zhang Mi took the tissue over and wiped it a few times, "Send me to Qianqian's house, we have to make a good calculation of how to help Xin Qing." ”
Xin Qing was looking at the totem tattoo on Ying Qingcang's back, and she was a little embarrassed: "I...... Is what I have in me the same as yours? ”
"It's different, yours is prettier." Ying Qingcang looked at her gently, and he also found that Xin Qing's personality was a little different, like a child.
Xin Qing frowned and thought for a while, touched the tattoo on her neck and said, "That should be the same as this tattoo." She suddenly squinted her eyes and smiled, "I thought, I must love you very much!" ”
"Yes, just like I love you." Ying Qingcang touched her face, and Xin Qing blushed: "A girl is willing to tattoo a man's name on her body, she must love this man very, very much." So, I believe everything you say. ”
Ying Qingcang has already explained how they met and why they are together again, from hating each other to loving each other. Until she left herself for two years, and then finally married herself as Mrs. Win. He told her all the memories between the two of them. Xin Qing was very sad in her heart, she knew that this man was even more sad in her heart, she accepted him, but she didn't love him, he was still a stranger to herself. Ying Qingcang also knew this, so there was always a trace of pain in his eyes inadvertently.
"If ......" Xin Qing thought for a moment and decided to tell him, "If I can't remember you all the time, if you feel that one day you can't stand it, you can tell me, and I will leave." ”
Ying Qingcang's eyes trembled, grabbed her hand and pulled Xin Qing into his arms, hugged it tightly, Xin Qing almost couldn't breathe, but she didn't struggle, she could feel Ying Qingcang's whole body trembling.
"Listen, no matter what you become, you can't leave me." Ying Qingcang's voice seemed to be squeezed out of the crack in the door, with a thick unwillingness and pain. "If you're not by my side, I don't know what the meaning of my life is, maybe you don't understand or believe in such strong feelings, I didn't believe it before, but I met you. Whether it's the fate of Zu Xun or not, it's because of the totem hello, in short, I can't lose you after loving you. Ying Qingcang lifted Xin Qing's face and found her looking at herself with tears streaming down her face.
"Don't cry." He kissed a teardrop gently, the salty taste, like his bitter mood.
Xin Qing looked at her with sobs: "I...... I'm not going to cry myself, it's tears...... Tears will flow out on their own, don't be sad, you ...... As soon as you are sad, my tears fall. ”
Ying Qing smiled sullenly, and took the person into his arms again, whether he had memory or not, Xin Qing subconsciously remembered himself, which made him see hope, maybe she would recover soon. Thinking of this, he pinched the tip of her nose and said, "Then you still said that you want to leave me?" ”
"Say no more! Say no more. Xin Qing shook her head vigorously, and Ying Qingcang joked with satisfaction, "You said that I gave you all my property, if you run away, I will be a poor egg!" He rubbed Xin Qing's head, "Okay, let's pack our things and get ready to go home, Asha hasn't seen Mommy for so long, I miss you so much!" ”
That night, Xin Qing returned to the winner's house, and when Ah Che came to pick her up, she bought her a very good quality kraft book according to Ying Qingcang's instructions, she could write down every day's things, which is a must for Xin Qing now, otherwise she will wake up every morning and face a strange world, and she doesn't even know who she is.
When Asha saw Xin Qing come in, she threw away the toy in her hand and ran over crying: "Mommy! Mommy, where have you been? You don't want Asha anymore, do you? ”
Xin Qing knew Asha's origin, and when Ying Qingcang showed her the photo, she was surprised that Asha was very similar to herself, no wonder Ying Qingcang said that it looked like the two of them were born. Now seeing a small ball rushing into her arms, looking up at herself with a small face and teary eyes, Xin Qing felt that her heart was about to melt.
"I'm sorry, I ...... Mommy went on a business trip, no don't want Asha! She picked up the little bun and kissed her bun face. Asha put her arms around her neck and rubbed her face, "Mommy is going to take me with you in the future!" Otherwise, I won't eat obediently. ”
"Huh! Good. Xin Qing kissed her again, "I'll take Asha with me wherever I go in the future." Asha glanced at Ying Qingcang next to her and added, "And Daddy!" ”
Ying Qingcang hugged her from Xin Qing's arms: "Asha, Mommy is very tired when she just came back, Daddy hugs you!" ”
Asha nestled in Ying Qingcang's arms, and looked at Xin Qing with bright eyes: "Did Mommy bring a gift to Asha?" ”
Xin Qing glanced at Ying Qingcang, and sure enough, he was right......
"Of course!" took out the doll that Ying Qingcang had prepared in advance and handed it to her, "Does this doll look like Asha?" ”
Asha looked at the doll seriously, and then shook her head seriously: "Asha is more beautiful than her!" ”
"Uh-huh!" Xin Qingle is happy, even if she and Asha meet for the first time today, even if she doesn't remember her daughter, she knows that she likes Asha very much, this feeling is amazing, just like she treats the people around her, Aunt Tian, and Fu Bo. She didn't think they were strangers at all. She thought that she had just forgotten the past, but those feelings were still in her heart, and she believed that she would remember everyone.
Three months later, on the gorgeous big bed, the person wrapped in the quilt moved, revealing a confused little face, and then her eyes suddenly widened, and she pushed away the man who was holding her and screamed, "Who are you?" ”
Ying Qingcang rubbed his brows, and helplessly picked up a kraft book from the bedside and handed it to her: "You'll know after reading it." After speaking, he got up and walked to the bathroom, this kind of scene will be staged every morning, every day when he opens his eyes, he sees Xin Qing's strange and frightened eyes looking at him, Ying Qingcang's heart hurts like a pinprick.
Xin Qing saw the man get out of bed naked, screamed again, and then secretly lifted the quilt to look at herself.
"I haven't touched you." Ying Qingcang's voice came from the bathroom door, and then closed the door.
Xin Qing breathed a sigh of relief, and then she suddenly panicked again: "Who am I?" How did I end up here? ”