185 And the things returned to their rightful owners
The door curtain shattered, and then a faint smell of decoction wafted in.
"Master, the medicine is boiled, I let it dry for a while, and now I can drink it......" Duan Zilan's voice was always so gentle.
Cheng Xueyan saw that the person on the bed immediately seemed to have been drained of all his strength, and his face was weak.
"Zilan knew that I was afraid of heat in summer, so I built the grape trellis, saying that it was both cool and fresh fruit. I was also very sick, and sometimes I was inexplicably afraid of the cold, so I had to burn the house to a boiling hot place. She didn't bother me either, and let me toss ......"
Cheng Xueyan noticed that when he said this, his eyes overflowed with unadulterated tenderness, but he didn't know who this tenderness came from......
"What are you talking about, beware of making the big girl laugh." Duan Zilan smiled lightly, and there was a layer of blush on her cheeks.
"Old husband and wife, what's the joke? I heard that the eldest girl took good care of the third brother, and I felt something......"
Only Cheng Xueyan could feel the banter and hints in his tone.
"Yes, like the master, I hope that the eldest girl and the third master can rebuild the old good as soon as possible......"
Duan Zilan was very sincere, but Cheng Xueyan saw him laughing, and the smile was meaningful, and the smile was eerie.
Duan Zilan sent Cheng Xueyan to the gate of the courtyard, stopped, looked around, and whispered: "I don't know what the master told the girl, it's just that the master sometimes likes to talk nonsense, if he says something wrong, don't be surprised by the big girl......"
"Nonsense?" Cheng Xueyan stopped in confusion.
Duan Zilan hesitated what to say: "It's just occasionally." You know, he was not in good health, he was fine yesterday, but today he suddenly shouted that he was so cold, and as a result, he had several braziers, and he asked me to find you...... You also saw it just now, and asked you to remove most of the brazier from the ......"
Cheng Xueyan understood a little, and was about to ask something, but saw Duan Zilan's eyes turn slightly, looking ahead......
A man in a dark green robe was walking this way.
Duan Zilan's body moved, as if she was about to step forward, but she stopped and glanced at Cheng Xueyan with some scruples.
Cheng Xueyan said goodbye and left in a witty way, and glanced at the man as she passed by...... Strong bones and slightly darker skin......
He glanced at her as well......
There seemed to be resentment in the eyes, but there was no lack of gentleness, and those eyes seemed to be very similar......
She's seen this man!
On the day he first came to Gu Mansion, he and Duan Zilan were whispering something on the side of the road, and Duan Zilan's expression was obviously nervous just now......
She couldn't help but think about it. But it's just a random idea, but maybe Duan Zilan is also afraid that she will think too much...... In fact, what does it have to do with other people? She's leaving......
Leave......
It was as if a cold wind poured into his chest, swinging empty.
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There was a knock on the door.
Xiaoxi is deliberately finding fault with Bitong and bickering to make the master happy...... Since the third grandmother went out, the master has been a little listless, just keep drawing his painting, and let the two of them mess around.
There was a sudden knock on the door, and he raised his head instantly, only to see Cheng Xueyan's face pale and swept in like the wind.
originally wanted her to go out with Duan Zilan for a walk, how could she come back in despair?
Before he could ask, she spun to his bedside and grabbed the paper......
A woman dressed in a quiet moon-blue gold embroidered dress stood quietly by the window, as if looking into the distance, and as if she was contemplating her thoughts. The lattice latticework of the long window drew a little light and darkness on her face, and there was a feeling of being close in front of her eyes and far away in the sky.
Such a slender posture, such a quiet and elegant temperament, such a realm that is both real and illusory...... This person, is that her?
Behind him was a pale blue haze of the evening, misty as smoke, but a man stood on a closer look.
The man was long and jade, plump and beautiful, but he was hidden in the mist, and he couldn't distinguish his appearance, but he could feel his deep affection, his hesitation, and his desire to speak......
The woman looked out the window, and he looked at her...... Silence, companionship, waiting......
In fact, the woman knew that he was behind her, but she couldn't turn around, because of the opposition of others, because of her own pride, because there were too many things that she couldn't let go, because there was a promise she didn't make, because she wasn't sure whether the person in the painting was the real Cheng Xueyan's body or her Yan Ran's soul, and even more because...... She's leaving......
It was as if another ray of sunlight pierced through the picture and pierced into the eyes, and then turned into a sharp sword and plunged straight into the bottom of the heart.
The corners of her lips curled, but her hands trembled and clenched the painting, and her eyes stared at every line and stroke on the painting......
"Zila......"
The painting suddenly cracked, and the man hidden in the pale blue mist fell on the lotus perilla woven gold brocade quilt, while the woman shattered into several pieces in an instant, floating in front of her like snow......
"Who told you to draw it? What do you draw this for? ”
As the snowflakes flew, she swept out the door like the wind again.
A patch of snow fell......
He took it lightly with his hand, but it was her blinded eyes......
"Master, the little one is going to chase the third grandmother back......"
As soon as Xiaoxi said this, Bi Tongfang, who was startled by the accident just now, woke up and hurriedly chased out the door.
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Cheng Xueyan didn't know why she was so angry, and the moment she saw the painting, she ...... Especially when I saw him standing behind him, my heart hurt for no reason. At first, it was like a needle pricking, and then it was on fire, and she even saw it turn into a piece of black charcoal in an instant, but she still felt unyieldingly painful.
She was strange at the feeling, even ridiculous.
She was leaving, this was what she was looking forward to, and now that she finally got what she wanted, how could it be...... Don't feel happy? No, she should be happy!
She grinned hard, but a faint salty drop slipped into her mouth.
Look, she wept with joy.
Finally, I couldn't run.
She held on to a thick podocarpus and gasped as she watched the white mist rise in front of her.
Between the dissipation of the white fog is an unfamiliar garden. The trees withered, only the podocarpus pavilion was like a cover, and in the middle of it were thin trees with pinned bones, and the sharp branches either slipped out or pointed straight to the sky......
It's a plum.
In the middle of winter in December, a cold wind blows northwest. The unique plum blossoms fall, fluttering and not relying on the branches.
Winter...... She's leaving, it will be when the plum blossoms are blooming, but it's a pity that I can't see how this dark fragrance and sparse shadow can occupy the charm to the small garden. Wait until the next winter...... Maybe it won't be that long before they forget her, no, it's to accept the real Cheng Xueyan again......
So he......
The ghost said that the real Cheng Xueyan would marry Song Guan, but looking at the current situation, will it ......
It was as if a hand had grabbed her heart, and it hurt so much that she couldn't breathe.
She suddenly hated herself. If it's really a disaster, it's a mess here, not only upsetting others, but also can't afford to put it down, so it's better to go clean. As long as she is gone, everything will be back to the way it was, she no longer has to make any choices, no longer have to think about avoiding hurting anyone, no longer have to feel guilty, only Ling Su is enough, only he is enough......
This is a decision that is good for others and for yourself!
Finally, someone helped her make a choice, helped her make a decision, and so ...... Very good......
She pondered silently, suddenly felt weak, and slowly sat on the ground.
Leaning on the thick * hard tree trunk, everything in front of him seemed to be empty, but he saw Bitong stumbling over.
"Girl, why are you here?" She was out of breath and almost fell to the ground, but she insisted on helping her up: "Girl, be careful...... Ah, why are the girl's hands so cold? ”
She took her master by her hand and walked forward.
Cheng Xueyan walked a few steps and looked around in confusion: "Where are you going?" ”
"Of course, it's back to Xuanyizhai......"
Cheng Xueyan stopped her footsteps violently.
"Girl, what's wrong with you?" Bitong looked at her suspiciously.
The girl is very strange today, why did she go out with Duan Zilan for a while and suddenly become abnormal, shouldn't it be Duan Zilan......
"Today...... I'm not very comfortable, so I'd better go another day......"
As he spoke, he went in the opposite direction.
Bi Tong hurriedly grabbed her.
It turned out that if you want to leave the Gu Mansion, you also have to go this way, but you have to go through Xuanyi Zhai to leave the Gu Mansion. Although the location of Xuan Yi Zhai is a little close to the inner courtyard, there are several green bamboos leaning out of the courtyard wall, which is seductive.
Cheng Xueyan tried her best not to look at the past, but the green color pierced into her eyes, as if she was transformed into an invisible hand calling her.
No, she had to leave, or ...... It seemed that as long as she stepped into Xuan Yi Zhai, her determination would be shaken......
How could she have such fears?
His feet faltered, but he quickly turned towards the solemn gate.
She obviously liked Ling Su, if it wasn't for him, why would she come to this time and space to make so many ridiculous things?
Yes, what she likes is Ling Su, and she is about to reunite with him......
She tried to get in a cheerful mood.
Why do you say "work hard", she is already very happy. There are some things that you don't get a half-star response when you pray to the heavens, and when you forget them, the mighty grace of heaven will catch you off guard...... Why was it caught off guard? She couldn't ask for it! This is "intentionally planting flowers and flowers, and unintentionally planting willows and willows", haha......
Xuan Yi Zhai ...... She's still coming, though, something...... She's going to have to adjust a bit. Picked up ...... You have to put it back in place, don't you?
Yes, she just wants to "return things to their original owners......
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In the days that followed, everything became normal, as normal as a mirror.
She took care of Gu Haoxuan with all her heart, and the standards were completely in accordance with modern special care, including the expression on her face, which was just right.
Gu Haoxuan is very uncomfortable with this kind of normality, and it is difficult to ask, what should she have to hide? I only hate myself for not being able to share her worries.
But the ignorant are often happy, because the mystery was answered at noon seven days later.